The sun is coming

The one-week trip actually passed quickly, and Yuan Dajun came to Beijing for the first time, and he didn't want to miss any places.As long as they visited this place, they took advantage of the convenience of their residence to go there four or five times.Yuan Dajun still wanted to walk there in the middle of the night to watch the flag raising, but in the end he could only give up because he couldn't wake up Su Shangzhe.

On the way back, Su Shangzhe was a little depressed, but it was obviously better than before.Yuan Dajun didn't live in Su's house anymore, so he had to save two days to go back to his hometown to visit his parents' graves.Su Shangzhe sent him to the train, and after a few minutes of waiting for the train on the platform, Su Shangzhe said: "This time, don't take your word for it."

"Well, remember, you have to exercise every morning."

"I'm going to Guangzhou for the exam, and you will pick me up when the time comes."

"to make."

"The food is stuffed in your bag, be careful, don't crush the eggs."

"Well, here comes the train."

Su Shangzhe looked at the big boy in front of him, but still didn't have the guts to make any intimate gestures.Yuan Dajun took the initiative to hook him into his arms, rubbed his back twice with his big hand, and said, "Eat more, you are thin."

Su Shangzhe's eyes were a little sore. He watched Yuan Dajun get on the train, followed him until he found a seat and sat down, and waved to him across two people.Yuan Dajun yelled at him with a smile showing his white teeth, but he couldn't hear him through the thick glass.

When the train was running, Su Shangzhe subconsciously followed two steps, and suddenly felt that Yuan Dajun was standing on the track and kept moving forward, while he was thrown too far.Su Shangzhe felt that he had to go back to school, exercise his body well, make up for his studies, and reassure his family.When he came out in the morning, Su Jianzhi was quite worried, and asked several times if he wanted Shang Wu to see him off.Su Shangzhe suddenly noticed that his father's temples had turned white.

Su Shangzhe was thinking about something, when a patrolman on the railway came over and shouted from a distance: "Go out, what are you doing standing here?"

He was still afraid of the police, so he didn't dare to say anything, so he turned around and ran away.

The whole family was surprised when Su Shangzhe offered to resume school, but Su Jianzhi did not dare to agree directly, after all, the general environment in the school is still uncontrollable.Although Su Shangzhe said that his suspension this time was due to his poor health, but he couldn't bear the irresponsible remarks.Su Jianzhi felt that his son's psychological endurance was comparable to that of bean sprouts, and it was best not to suffer any more pressure before nurturing him into a sapling.

Although the family didn't make a statement, Su Shangzhe started packing his textbooks at night.He wants to make up the missed courses in the second half of the sophomore year, and then make up the missed courses in the third year, so as not to delay the college entrance examination next year.I worked hard for half a year, but I don't know what the result will be.

Su Shangwu came in with a pillow in his arms, and said with a smile, "Brother wants to sleep with you."

Su Shangzhe blinked and said for a long time: "I'm fine, and I didn't think about it before, but there was something I didn't want to understand."

Su Shangwu laughed dryly, "Have you figured it out now?"

Su Shangzhe stopped what he was doing and was stunned for a long time before saying, "I don't know."

Deep down in his heart, he still felt that he was sick, and he was ashamed to speak out.Even though Yuan Dajun's intimacy with him was just playmates and friends, those hugs gave him a lot of courage.

"Brother just wants to talk to you, nothing else."

"Didn't you say you want to open a shopping mall? Hurry up and do it. It will be difficult if there are too many people doing it in the future."

"My brother has a good brain, and our father is afraid that the shop floor I tossed is too big to mend the hole."

"No, brother is very powerful."

Su Shangwu rubbed his younger brother's head, and said with a sigh of relief: "My younger brother is also very powerful."

In the other bedroom, Su Jianzhi and his wife were not idle either. Shang Wen wanted to attend a family meeting, but was kicked out by Shang Anqi.Wanting to go to my younger brother's room, I pushed open the door and saw my younger brother rummaging through things under the bed with his butt pouted. He was only wearing a T-shirt and shorts. When he heard the door ring, he turned his head quickly and saw that it was she who yelled and covered her buttocks and crawled under the covers.

Su Shangwu frowned and waved: "Do you know how to knock when entering a man's room?"

Shang Wen was very depressed. She seemed to see something she couldn't see just now. The second brother is developing well.In the end, I had no choice but to wander into the living room and watch Yue opera with the old man.

In the bedroom, Su Jianzhi said, "Are you really not letting Tong Ye talk to Duoduo?"

"Don't mention him." Shang Anqi complained in a low voice, "Now I understand a little bit, no wonder Tong has always mentioned him since Duoduo went to the theater once, and repeatedly said that he hopes he can go to play."

"People also have good intentions."

"Here, you're not sure. I don't care if he has an artistic vision or what, I can't stare at my son and make up his mind. Both of us are college students. We talk to Duoduo, why can't we compare to him. "

"Isn't he going back soon?"

"Don't mention it, I said the day before yesterday that I wanted to take Duoduo abroad to see. I said, don't say that my son is not gay, if he is, the country will become more and more tolerant in the future, and there is no need to go to other countries to gain knowledge." Shang Anqi obviously Holding his breath, he frowned and said, "Why do you say he is so kind? Doesn't he have an intention to be so nice to Duoduo!"

Su Jianzhi was a little helpless, put on his glasses and looked down at the documents in his hand, and said in a low voice: "The judiciary still judges that homosexuality is a crime of hooliganism. According to psychology books, homosexuality is a sexual perversion. The man who jumped off the building last time, I I asked someone to inquire. I heard that someone stripped their pants inside, saying that they want to see how gays are different from their normal men. Isn’t this nonsense? I guess the child was afraid of being known in his heart, so this is good. It seems that later The companion who was caught together didn't stop him, and was touched by the person wearing the Zhang, he felt humiliated and committed suicide."

Shang Anqi didn't speak for a long time, and after a while she often let out a breath, her nasal voice trembling.

"I asked a psychologist, and they said it can be cured."

"How to treat it? Electric shock or medicine?" Shang Anqi began to wipe away tears, "I would rather believe the words of that bastard Tong Ye who made a lot of ideas. Didn't the United States say that this is not a disease in [-]? Our country is backward. You can't toss your children just because you are backward. If we die, my family will be fine. What's wrong with liking men? It's infinitely better than those guys who kill and rob with a dark mind."

"I didn't say it was a disease." Su Jianzhi pinched the bridge of his nose, sighed and said, "I always feel that there is a cure, but I really don't dare to make a fuss. Someone was sent to a mental hospital because of this cure. I checked. , Some people in our country have also begun to study homosexuality, and there have been published papers, saying that it is a normal phenomenon. If no one can explain it to Duoduo, what should he do if something happens to him in the future?"

"Of course I'll tell you about my son." Shang Anqi wiped away the corners of her eyes and said to Su Jianzhi, "You don't think your son...disgusting, do you?"

"What are you talking about! He walked the road. No matter how difficult it is in the future, he will have to bear it by himself. We won't be able to support him for long. We can't imagine how much he will have to face alone in the future."

Of course you have to walk the path you choose.

After all, Su Shangzhe was very popular at school, so he was warmly welcomed by the whole class when he returned to school this time.Sun Xiaobing visited Su's house when Su Shangzhe was out of school, but Su Shangzhe was the most serious at that time, ignoring others, as if he couldn't hear outsiders talking.Shang Anqi only let him in and sat there for a while before letting him go.Seeing Su Shangzhe back to school this time, although he lost a lot of weight and became paler, his eyes were still bright, and he ran to their class excitedly and gave him a big hug.

Zhao He is no longer the monitor. In his sophomore year of high school, he went to the ballroom to dance. He fell in love with a woman who was three or four years older than him. I don't know how he got into it afterwards. Anyway, his grades plummeted.However, his big brother style is still there. Although the position has changed from the middle to the end, he was the first to stand up when he saw Su Shangzhe came back and said: "Everyone applauds to welcome the little brother Su Shangzhe back."

There were seventy people in the class, and the applause made Su Shangzhe's ears a little ringing.It wasn't long since we didn't see each other, but every student, big or small, always had some changes.Wang Huanhuan became more fashionable and cut her bangs.Enthusiastically came over to snatch the table and stool from Su Shangwu's hand, and said repeatedly: "My dear brother, sit behind me."

In a blink of an eye, he leaned into Su Shangzhe's ear and asked, "Who is this? He's so handsome. Please introduce him quickly."

"my brother."

Su Shangwu patted Wang Huanhuan on the shoulder generously, "My brother has to follow the class directly, and the middle class has fallen a lot, so I have to ask you for help."

"No problem, wrap it on me." Wang Huanhuan promised with a blushing face, and everyone in the class laughed.

Su Shangwu was a little worried at first, but seeing the enthusiasm of the class, he also understood why Shang Zhe was unwilling to enter a new class and started studying from the second year of high school.In fact, Su Shangzhe didn't think about the people around him, he just wanted to see if he could reach the city where Yuan Dajun was located a year earlier with his own efforts.

Shang Anqi talked with the head teacher, and only said that Su Shangzhe had a bad stomach in the previous period, and he was a little depressed mentally after being tortured, so let him take more care of him.In the end, the head teacher arranged Su Shangzhe next to No.1 Wang Xiaojuan in the class, thinking that such an obedient and top student from a poor family background should be of some help to Su Shangzhe's study.

A week after Su Shangzhe returned to school, he came home from school and saw a letter from the military area in his bedroom.