The sun is coming

The river of time is always flowing fast, as if Qiyu’s unique voice was still lingering in the stereos of some developed shops yesterday, singing casually “Don’t ask me where I come from, my hometown is far away”, but now Huangtu Gao The strong wind on the slope has already blown away, leaving behind the decadence of "oh, that's just a game and a dream" all over the street.

Su Shangzhe spent the first semester alone but fulfillingly.During this period, he received letters from Yuan Dajun, as well as canned food that he had someone bring over.The cans are produced in-house by the army. They only have serial numbers and no brands, but the contents inside are really good.Large meat cubes can be found in the luncheon meat, which is very chewy.

Lin Feng was very envious of the food and drink Su Shangzhe received from time to time. He once wanted to find someone from the army to be his brother, but Su Shangzhe's many delicious roommates in the dormitory despised him.

In 88, the army established the country's first special force, and Yuan Dajun and other comrades who had been selected at various levels became one of them.No matter how tired you are, at this moment and this supreme glory must be insignificant.On the day Yuan Dajun was assigned to the Special Forces, he sneaked out of the dormitory at midnight and called Su Shangzhe.

The call was from the doorman on the first floor. In the middle of the night, the old man thought that something happened to Su Shangzhe's house, so he went to the third floor to knock on the door in his big pants.Su Shangzhe went downstairs in a hurry, and when he received the call, he heard Yuan Dajun gasping for excitement.

"Duo, I joined the special forces."

Su Shangzhe has no idea about this new term.

"There is still a lot of training to be done in the future, including sea, land and air combat capabilities. Now I can only fight on land and sea. One day I will learn to fly a plane. Oh, Duo, I am so excited.

"How did you celebrate? Can I go to you tomorrow?" Although he didn't quite understand this kind of honor, Su Shangzhe still felt his excitement from his incoherent words.

"I'll look for you, well, Zhang Dong and I will look for you, let's go out and have a good meal."

Su Shangzhe laughed.This is their way of celebrating, as if eating delicious food is the compensation for their hard work and hard work for a period of time.

"Okay, have a drink if you can."

"Hey, I have to drink. You sleep while you sleep, someone will check the room."

Before Su Shangzhe could reply, there was already a "beep" sound.

Yuan Dajun rushed to the downstairs in twos and twos, dragged the iron window on the first floor and lowered it to the rainproof concrete slab on the second floor, hugged the sewer pipe in twos and downs to the same location on the third floor, and then swept over with a flashlight on the fourth floor By that time, he had safely rolled over and entered the building, into the darkness.

When Su Shangzhe went back, several people in the dormitory were sleepy, Shen Qiang asked: "Xiaobai, something happened at home?"

Well, he has a new name, just because of his fair skin.

"No, my brother called, saying that he performed well in the army, and there may be some new tasks for him to go."

"Brother Yuan is capable." Lin Feng yawned and slurred his speech.

Su Shangzhe didn't sleep much at night, subconsciously afraid of oversleeping, but when he woke up the next day he yawned again and again.

In fact, Yuan Dajun didn't arrive until noon, and he brought a bagful of canned meat and fruit, because on weekends, except for the local Zhang Wei and Wang Heping who went home, the rest of the dormitory was there.Congratulations, the things brought over are naturally divided.Yuan Dajun has saved money for such a long time in the army. He usually doesn’t spend a penny, and he has no relatives to send. Except for buying small odds and ends for Su Shangzhe, he saves it. If there is a good thing today, naturally please don’t say anything. Su Shangzhe went to eat with the people in the dormitory.In order to be happy, I went out to the campus to find a similar store.

You don't drink alcohol in the army, but it doesn't mean that people in the army can't drink. Yuan Dajun and Zhang Dong quickly finished a bottle of white wine amidst the congratulations of the four students.Medical students really don’t drink alcohol, they drink beer in order to meet the occasion, when the two soldiers blow baijiu, they drink beer together.

The others are fine, but Su Shangzhe accidentally drank a large glass, and his stomach started to burn, and he always felt like there was a small fireball burning in his stomach.

Zhang Dong was not Yuan Dajun's opponent, so he was very tongue-in-cheek and didn't know where he was going.Su Shangzhe didn't persuade him, he put his head on the plate for Yuan Dajun, and Zhang Dong shouted with his tongue: "Brother...brother...not authentic, I won't give you...Brother Zhang Dong...food..."

"It's high, it's high! Haha!" Yuan Dajun laughed loudly, pointing at Zhang Dong's face as if he looked down upon him, and after having another drink with him, he said: "You can't do it, let me forgive you! Not my opponent!"

Zhang Dong was indeed no match. After he stuffed a chopstick of green pepper shredded pork up his nose twice, he lay down on the table and did not move.The others were all fine, although they all drank a few glasses of beer and were in high spirits, they were sober after all.After the meal, Yuan Dajun went to check out, staggering a bit.

With such a drunken appearance, he will definitely not be able to go back to school, and even if he passes through the gate guard, he will definitely not be able to enter the dormitory building.Lin Feng, Shen Qiang and Qi Donghai worked together to carry Zhang Dong, who was sleeping so loudly, to a hotel next door, and brought packed food back to school, leaving the two brothers Su Shangzhe and Yuan Dajun to continue playing.

"This is an honor, so much. The day I joined the army, I never thought that I would be able to make it this far." Yuan Dajun was still chattering when Su Shangzhe helped him to the guest room.

"Buy a few more cans of beer, let's drink, and take two more cans of beer."

"You drink too much."

"not much."

"Then you walked a straight line for me."

"Insulting brother's IQ." Yuan Dajun pushed Su Shangzhe away, lowered his head and walked carefully along the gap between the tiles. Don't tell me, the route is straight.Walking to the edge of the bed and sitting down, he turned to Su Shangzhe, "Go and get a beer."

Su Shangzhe couldn't help it, thinking that he was happy, it was a vacation, and he was also on weekends, so just drink.I went down and brought back half a box, and brought back a bag of grapes, thinking that if I drank too much, I could eat something to sober up.Fortunately, he kindly went to the next door to pour Zhang Dong a glass of water and put it on the bedside table at hand.

Two days after returning home, each opened a bottle. Yuan Dajun didn't know where he learned the method of persuading people to drink. He raised the bottle in his hand and said to Su Shangzhe, "I'm happy. I finally joined the special forces. Have a drink to celebrate."

Su Shangzhe raised his head and took two sips.

"I'm happy. Duoduo said that he passed the exam, and we are finally together again. Let's have a drink to celebrate."

Su Shangzhe's heart was also warm, and he raised his head and took another bite.

"I'm happy, you can think of me a lot, listen to me and write to me, and have another drink."

Drink it, I'm sorry for Yuan Dajun's green skin.

At the end of the drink, Shang Zhe completely relaxed, sat softly on the ground and leaned against the wall, listening to Yuan Dajun's excited hands gesticulating and talking about their wilderness survival training.When Yuan Dajun finally finished speaking and had enough fun leaning against the bed, Su Shangzhe concluded his statement and said: "It seemed right for you to go to the countryside with people from your hometown, or you are now working as a worker in your uncle's factory The salary has already risen to [-], maybe the daughter-in-law is married."

"Hey hey hey."

Seeing him laughing, Su Shangzhe felt a little sour in his heart. He curled his lips and said, "You want to marry a wife? Hmph, Wang Rong already has a man."

"Wang Rong." Yuan Dajun shook his head, "I haven't seen it before."

"You think about that every day. It's a good thing you haven't seen her, she is now..." Su Shangzhe wanted to say coquettish, but he paused for a while and couldn't speak.After all, he is a classmate, and he hopes his classmate is doing well.

"Actually, I miss you very much in the army. When I go out for training, I always think about it. I don't know if Duoduo wrote to me again, but I can't receive it. He doesn't know what he is like in school. He doesn't fit in. Don't let people bully you." Commander Yuan Dajun exhaled, he laughed inexplicably, and it took him a long time to say: "The dwarfs in your dormitory, haha, beat them up."

A row of crows flew by, and Shang Zhe's head was covered with black lines.

"It's great, no one is so good. After so many years, no one thinks about me." Yuan Dajun's eye circles gradually turned red, and he sighed and said, "Before, Yuan Yongshe was always nagging, and an old man followed me. She’s like a bitch, caring about what I eat and what I wear, and if my shoes are broken, I’ll have to complain for a long time. Later, when no one talks about it, my ears start to itch, and I always want to hear someone talking about me again.”

Yuan Dajun raised his hand to cover his eyes, "I have a lot of friends, there will always be someone who remembers me. When I return to Linjiang and see you, if you have many new friends, I may not dare to find you."

Su Shangzhe felt pain in his heart, and pulled his hand away to wipe his tears.There is no dividing line between men and boys. If Yuan Yongshe is still there, Yuan Dajun must still be a boy, poking cats and dogs at home does not make progress, but lives happily and unrestrainedly.But now, he has been elevated by the years, not only his body, but also his heart.

Su Shangzhe kept wiping his tears, and said in a low voice: "I don't have any new friends. You weren't there at that time. I often went to see your little house. It was locked all the time."

"miss me?"

"think."

"I miss you too." Yuan Dajun sighed, his voice was low and soft, with indescribable tenderness, "I don't know why, it seems that you are the only one in this world who can think about it."

The man's tears were no longer falling, but Su Shangzhe didn't take back his hand. He rubbed against his healthy skin a few times, and leaned down to touch his lips that were especially moist because of the moisture from the wine.The breath is full of each other's smell.Maybe he was drunk, maybe he was stuffy, Yuan Dajun slightly opened his lips while breathing, and Su Shangzhe's tongue that also smelled of wine slowly slipped in.

It was a trembling and probing kiss. Su Shangzhe lowered his eyes slightly, poked his tongue in but didn't dare to taste the long-awaited taste recklessly, only slowly brushed his teeth, tentatively and slowly withdrew his mouth His lips suck.Because of his deliberately slow movements, this timid kiss was even more tender and provocative.

Xu Shi was too drunk, Xu Shi didn't react for a while, Yuan Dajun actually kept his original posture and didn't move.The beer can in Su Shangzhe's hand slipped to the ground and rolled out, the liquid trickled out and merged into a stream along the cracks in the tiles.He put his arms around Yuan Dajun's waist slowly, turned over and knelt in front of him, his lips and tongue penetrated again, and at the same time he was happily about to hug the man tightly, but he was suddenly pushed away.Yuan Dajun jumped up and backed up, fell on the bed because there was no way to retreat, and ran to the side in a hurry, the beer spilled under his feet slipped, he staggered and almost fell.

Su Shangzhe knelt there, because he was pushed away by Yuan Dajun vigorously, and his hands were still behind his back to support his body.A pair of eyes followed Yuan Dajun, watching him take two steps back and forth in a panic, and even raised his sleeve to wipe his lips, his eyes gradually dimmed.

"A lot...a lot, a lot!"

Su Shangzhe withdrew his gaze and looked down at his hands.

"I, I'm going to see if Zhang Dong is awake. Oh, I'm going to see if he is awake." Yuan Dajun turned his head and ran out, his foot slipped again, and knocked down a teacup on the TV table.

Hearing the sound of the teacup falling to the ground, Su Shangzhe seemed to have a corner of his heart broken.Not everyone can be a family member, and family members are tolerant, but it doesn't mean that person can accept it.His so-called liking and missing, maybe, is really just the spiritual support Yuan Yongshe sought after he left.Unfortunately, that is not love, not cherish.

Su Shangzhe knelt on the ground for a long time, until he lost all feeling in his legs, and the door of the guest room was not pushed open again.When checking out and returning to school, the waiter downstairs said that Yuan Dajun had already paid and checked out of the room, and left with that companion.

He wanted too much, but got too little, leaving nothing but despair in his heart.