law of the dark side
Chapter 54: A Rehearsal
When the feet are soft, there are still injuries on the body.So, when the two of them went out, Mu Sheng pulled Wen Yanqian and exhorted Wan Wan: Don't be brave, don't give in to this stinky boy Bai Mo, if you can't do it, you must contact him in time.
On the way to the rotation point, Wen Yan was held in the arms of Bai Mo, and kept sliding down. In the end, he couldn't bear it anymore, and poked Bai Mo: "Can you hold me tight, I'm really afraid of being thrown down by you."
Bai Mo didn't say anything, but tightened his arms.
In fact, Bai Mo also felt very bad. Since Su Changan used the ancient prescription, his physical function has become more and more against the sky, and it has developed to the later stage. Su Changan could almost keep up with his speed by himself.
Although now, Bai Mo knows that those heaven-defying abilities do not come entirely from Gu Fang, but at this moment, he really misses the ease and carefreeness of partnering with Su Changan, not the one around him who doesn't have much hard work and is still begging for love and care. boy.
Bai Mo's patience has been tested frequently in just a few days, and he is reaching a critical point where he doesn't know exactly where. No matter how he looks at Wen Yan, he will find that he is worthless compared to Su Chang'an.Su Chang'an quietly raised his expectations for his "partner" too high, Bai Mo thought, from now on, he might never be able to find a partner he likes.
As for the so-called partner and lover, every time Bai Mo thinks of it, he finds it amazing that, as a hunter, he actually spends all his love on a sha, and when this sha dies for him, he can no longer To love someone else.
After arriving at the duty point, the white ink did not stop, and Qisha came out of its sheath, emitting a sharp and dazzling white light. The energy from the transpiration dissipated into the air like water vapor, attracting all the eating insects within the duty range.
Wen Yan's eyes straightened.He had always heard about how powerful Qi Sha Bai Mo was, until he saw it with his own eyes, he felt that the rumors were only six to seven out of ten true.Such a powerful blade was actually caught by myself, Su Changan died well!
Wen Yan has long heard that Bai Mo and Su Changan are lovers, but Su Changan is dead.To tie such a powerful blade to one's side, I am afraid that a stronger relationship is needed.Wen Yan thought, and raised his gun confidently.
In the next two months, Bai Mo's state made everyone feel horrible.
Sometimes it is the change of the method of unsheathing and retracting the seven kills, and sometimes it is the update of the attack angle. In short, every few battles of the seven kills can produce some new changes. When it comes to the fourth evolution , Qisha's snow-white sword light has been covered with a layer of ghostly purple, which makes people feel a sense of war from the inside out after watching it for a long time.
Bai Mo is like a lunatic, doing incredible things with this unpredictable sword. Now, even after the battle is over, he often does not put away the seven kills, but keeps it in his hand.Holding the white ink of Qisha, let alone gods and ghosts, even Wen Yan dare not approach him.
Everyone finds it incredible. It stands to reason that after losing his partner, Bai Mo needs a long time to adapt to his new partner, but judging by the evolution rate of his organization that has never been seen before, he seems to be in much better condition than before.
In addition, many people also admire Wen Yan.
But in fact, Wen Yan knew in his heart that every time Bai Mo evolved, he was extremely dissatisfied with himself.
Sometimes it’s because he’s poor at marksmanship, sometimes he’s not clear about his instructions, sometimes he’s slow, sometimes he’s not sure about the overall situation of the battlefield, and sometimes even his voice is disgusting.
Outsiders seem to be a pair of brilliant partners, but in fact, all of Wen Yan's self-confidence has been almost blown away.
He knew that he couldn't compare to Su Chang'an, but Bai Mo only had Su Chang'an in his eyes, and even when he had to look at him, he always thought that he was not as good as Su Chang'an, which made Wen Yan extremely angry.Whenever possible, he wanted to beat Bai Mo to vent his anger.
When he was most upset, Wen Yan even thought about applying for a change of partner.But every time this idea just popped up, he suppressed it by himself.
Replace Qisha Baimo?His head was squeezed by the door to do it.Leaving aside Bai Mo's legendary ability, such a young and handsome Ren is enough to make everyone covet.
Of course Wen Yan also coveted.He had heard that Bai Mo and Su Chang'an were lovers, and sometimes he also hoped that he could completely replace Su Chang'an and make a step forward with Bai Mo, so Wen Yan became more and more well-behaved and considerate when facing Bai Mo.
It can be said that Bai Mo is annoying to Wen Yan, no matter how you look at it, it is not pleasing to the eye, but only when he is pretentious and caring for him, Bai Mo never interrupts him.
With a masochistic mentality, he went to see Wen Yan doing some meaningless things.
In a sense, Wen Yan reminded him of his former self, and he used to be like this too, wanting to use the name of love to achieve a goal that has nothing to do with love.Back then, after discovering Su Changan's feelings for him, he did indeed do this for a while.
Be nice to him, and you can tie him firmly to your side.If a little bit of affection, a little care, a little bit of care and concern can tie an eye with unlimited potential to your side, why not do it?
He used to be complacent all the time. With such a dark history, he managed to get away with it and was never discovered by Su Changan.But it wasn't until he saw Wen Yan jumping up and down, trying to cover up, that Bai Mo realized that it wasn't that Su Changan hadn't discovered it, he just didn't expose it.
It wasn't until he could no longer see Su Chang'an that Bai Mo suddenly realized how tolerant this man was to him and how many concessions he had made.
So he often thought of the expression on his face when he confessed to Su Changan in the hospital, he said "yes" to himself with a smile, and every time he tried his best to become stronger and get his own praise , he hesitated to speak out of joy.
Su Changan has been accommodating himself, even if he has doubts in his heart, he never speaks out.However, I have never really accommodated him even once.
Usually when one of two very close people dies, the one who stays may be sad for a long time, crying like crazy, heartbroken, and then calm down.After that, the overwhelming sadness and pain at the beginning will become gentle, and the water will flow long, and finally become a hidden disease in the heart, which is lurking on weekdays, and it will cause a dull pain when it is encountered.
However, Bai Mo felt that he was not heartbroken by Su Changan's departure, but that at that moment, when Su Changan's blood splashed his face, his heart was taken out.The heart is gone, so what is heartbreaking?
And those pains and longings did not become hidden diseases, they just became part of the flesh and blood, and the daily metabolic cycle flowed endlessly in every inch of skin and every drop of blood.
Sometimes, Bai Mo is very grateful to Mu Sheng for finding him this partner, because it is amazing that Su Chang'an can be seen in many places in Wenyan. For a long time, Bai Mo's favorite thing to do is to watch Writing Wen Yan, recalling what a good person Su Changan was.
Wen Yan also likes to laugh and make trouble, but he does not know how to advance and retreat like Su Changan, and often makes some jokes that will be cold;
Wen Yan also loves food, but he always brings home takeaways for his teammates, and he has never been able to cook like Su Changan;
Wen Yan also cherishes his gun very much, and he has to maintain it every time he uses it up, but no matter how he looks at it, he can't achieve the same precision as Su Changan. Watching Su Changan clean his gun is like watching a performance;
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In fact, they are all minor problems, and Su Chang'an also has countless minor problems, but every time he thinks that Wen Yan is like Su Chang'an but not Su Chang'an, Bai Mo feels tight in his chest and can't breathe.
This is the punishment Bai Mo is willing to accept, reminding him all the time that the unique Su Changan has disappeared and will never come back.Then day after day, year after year, he will die alone with longing and regret.
☆、105 I don't want anything anymore
one year later.
Wen Yan slammed the half-eaten plate off the table, and the plate shattered on the marble floor of the kitchen, making a loud noise.
"Bai Mo, what did you say, can you say it again?" Wen Yan was trembling all over, and his face was purple with anger.
It was lunch time at the villa, and all the people in the villa gathered for lunch. When the loud noise came out, everyone paused for a while, bowed their heads and continued to eat, turning a blind eye to Wen Yan.
After all, if you watch too much of this kind of drama, you will always get tired of it.
Bai Mo calmly wiped his mouth with a napkin, still sitting on his seat, just raised his head slightly, squinted his eyes and glanced at Wen Yan, the sharp light flashed away, but only in a flash, as if a sword was about to come out Sheath, directly against Wen Yan's throat.
In the past year, Bai Mo's momentum has become stronger, and Wen Yan has been trained by him not to dare to speak nonsense, but today, Wen Yan feels that he can't bear it anymore.
"I said, I won't go to Moscow." Bai Mo said lightly.
"What do you mean if you don't go, what a great opportunity this is, not to mention, it's an order from the organization!" Wen Yan roared.
"What are you arguing about? People are still eating." Bai Mo said impatiently, "I don't need such an opportunity. The organization didn't give me a death order."
"You!" Wen Yan's face turned red, and he took a deep breath. It's impossible to be tough with Bai Mo. Wen Yan knows that Bai Mo is the least hardy, and if he is soft, there is still a possibility.Wen Yan slowed down his tone and said: "I really want to go, Bai Mo, I really really want to go. I have dreamed of going to HCF since I was ten years old. Now this opportunity is in front of me. The invitation letter has been sent to me. , how can I not go?"
"I didn't stop you from letting you go." Bai Mo said lightly.
"But the invitation letter requires a partner to participate together!" Wen Yan said almost gritting his molars.
The corners of Bai Mo's mouth are slightly upturned, and the arc is very small, but if you look carefully, you can still detect a smile on his lips: "Wen Yan, I remember I said when I saw you the first day that my partner is only one person. It will always be like this in the future, and this person is not you. We did not sign a contract, please always remember that."
"You——Bai Mo!" Wen Yan's eyes were red: "I know you always think that I can't compare with him, but you have to figure out that the person who is fighting with you now is me! It's me! When are you going to fight?" Ken admits that I am your current partner!!"
Listening to Wen Yan's roar, Bai Mo still said in that calm tone: "My partner is not you, and will never be you. Today I fight with you, and tomorrow I can fight with others. You can't help me!" Substitute, so you are not my partner at all. Although it is unfair to you to say so, please bear with it even so, if you can’t bear it, I probably can’t bear it, and if I can’t bear it, I can change it People who fight together, it's very easy for me."
"Okay, okay, Bai Mo, you are ruthless!" Wen Yan said, turned and ran away.
After Wen Yan left, Bai Mo picked up his half-eaten breakfast and continued to eat slowly.
"It's rare to hear you talk so much. In the past year, I feel ashamed of your venomous tongue." Sitting opposite, Lian Su said to Bai Mo with a smile.
Bai Mo smiled, but didn't answer.
"Can talk, laugh, participate in group activities, and eat together every day. This year's Baimo has really changed. But, is this really good?" Lian Su asked.
"Let him go, anyway, at most it's just a complaint to Mu Sheng." Bai Mo knew what Lian Su was referring to, but deliberately put the topic aside.
Lian Su didn't ask any more questions, but followed Bai Mo's words and asked: "You should accept Wen Yan, young man, I have endured you for a year."
Bai Mo put down the things in his hand, raised his head and looked at Lian Su: "Do you think he's good? Just based on his ability and character, is that considered good?"
Lian Su smiled and shook her head, but didn't answer his words. "Have you and Wen Yan received the invitation letter from HCF?" Lian Su asked.
Bai Mo nodded and said, "I don't want to go, the schedule is too long."
"Actually, this morning, Qin Yue and Li Yan also received invitation letters. Our villa has two teams of HCF players. Mu Sheng is so happy that he is about to ascend to heaven. Even for Mu Sheng, let's go to the event."
"If that's the case, I don't even want to go. Our villa left two teams at once, and your substitutes will vomit blood." Bai Mo said with a smile.
"It's only been a year since the end of the cloudy moon. The worms are very honest, so don't worry. And to be honest, there are not enough worms in the duty area for you to kill. It's good to go to the competition. I've seen you very frustrated recently. "Lian Su said.
"No, no," Bai Mo raised his head and smiled, "I'm not aggrieved, I'm just a little tired."
HCF, hunterchampionshipfight, hunter contest.This is the highest level competition organized by hunters all over the world.Hunters are a group of people who always live on the battlefield. For hunters, there is nothing more important than becoming stronger. Every hunter should always remember to become stronger.
Bestongerandlive, this is the creed of hunters, and also the meaning of HCF. The history of HCF is almost as long as the history of hunters. It has been suspended for various reasons in the middle, but for nearly a century, it has been held every five years very regularly. , HCF did not sign up for the competition, but the competition committee sent invitation letters to hunters they thought were qualified to participate.An HCF invitation letter that the strong are respected is a very high affirmation of a hunter's ability.
It is not uncommon for hunters returning from participating in the HCF to be promoted two ranks in a row, and the top three in the HCF is the highest honor, and can become the "war spirit" among hunters.
It is normal for Wen Yan to want to participate in HCF, and Bai Mo fully understands it.
In the last competition, he didn't have a partner at all, so he didn't receive an invitation letter.If it was a year ago, Bai Mo would definitely be as excited as Wen Yan.
However, HCF must participate in the form of a partner team, which Bai Mo cannot compromise on. It is impossible for him to accompany Wen Yan as a partner in the competition.
So he could only say to Wen Yan: Please bear with it.
Bai Mo returned to the room, and just as he sat down, he received a call from Mu Sheng, telling him to go to the office.Bai Mo threw down the book he had just held in his hand, and went downstairs to Mu Sheng's office to report.
"Don't go too far, honestly pack up your things and prepare to go to Moscow." Seeing Bai Mo coming in, Mu Sheng said immediately.
This year, everyone thought it was very strange that Mu Sheng, who used to be obedient to Bai Mo, suddenly had a tough attitude, but Bai Mo, who had always been tough and especially shy towards Mu Sheng, suddenly became obedient.
In fact, both of them knew that it was because of guilt.Mu Sheng always felt that if he had not indulged Bai Mo too much, he would not have allowed Bai Mo to make such a big mistake.Although Bai Mo did not explain the truth to Mu Sheng, Bai Mo was sympathetic to Mu Sheng's guilt.
After all, this at least shows how much Mu Sheng values Su Changan.
Su Changan.
These three words will hurt when rolled on the tip of the tongue.Over the past year, gradually, no one mentioned Su Changan in the villa anymore.Even Wen Yan didn't dare to say these three words in front of Bai Mo.
On the surface, everyone is trying to forget the past and focus on the present.In fact, gradually everyone can see that the reason why these three words are taboo is because in Bai Mo's heart, these three words have never become a thing of the past.
These three words are a knife stuck in Bai Mo's heart and a curse on his head.It's definitely not the kind of thing that can be said casually and brought up at will.
"I won't go. Mu Sheng, I will definitely not go to Moscow. This matter is not discussed." Bai Mo said.
"Yes, this matter is not discussed. It doesn't matter if you want me to pack it for you, or I will pack you directly and send an air parcel to Moscow?"
Bai Mo smiled: "It's up to you, Mu Sheng, even if you drive me to Moscow, I won't go to HCF."
"You are sick, Bai Mo!" Mu Sheng frowned and said, "HCF is not about you alone, not even about our base. You are representing the country's hunters in the competition!"
"But, I don't have a partner." Bai Mo said, raised his head and looked at Mu Sheng with an innocent smile.
"You... what are you?" Mu Sheng suddenly stopped talking and said in surprise.
"I said, I don't have a partner. HCF requires two partners to participate, doesn't it?"
"Bai Mo, don't talk nonsense here, you don't have a partner, what are you doing as Wen Yan?" Mu Sheng was obviously a little angry.
"I regard Wen Yan as a teammate, and I think I have fulfilled the obligations of a teammate. What else do you expect?" Bai Mo said.
"It's not me who counts, but Wen Yan. It's too unfair to him if you do this." Mu Sheng said.
"I apologize." Bai Mo was very calm: "To Wen Yan, I never revealed that I wanted you to be my partner. I told him repeatedly that I am not your partner. Although it is unfair, please bear with me. If you can't bear it, you can apply for a teammate change."
"What do you mean?" Mu Sheng frowned.
"Literally." Bai Mo said: "Since we talked about this today, I also want to talk about it, and hope that the organization will change a teammate for me. Wen Yan's ability is good, but his expectations of me are too high, I can't give it. "
"Bai Mo, don't go too far." Mu Sheng said, "Do you think partners can be changed at will? How much tacit understanding does it take for two hunters to partner?! In the past year, how much has your evolution rate accelerated because of Wen Yan? , can’t you see it yourself? If you want to change partners like this, you are too dissatisfied!”
Bai Mo didn't speak for a while, he seemed to think of something, something huge was brewing in silence.
"Mu Sheng, if you could tell me this more than a year ago, how great would it be?" After a long silence, Bai Mo said, "I'm not blaming you, on the contrary, even if you tell me now, I'm still very happy." Thank you. Yes, I am too dissatisfied. If I could be more contented earlier, I wouldn’t be like this now.”
I don't know what he thought of, his tone of voice didn't change, and his expression didn't change at all. Tears suddenly left in Bai Mo's eyes as he watched Mu Sheng calmly, condensed down his cheeks and condensed on his chin, and then hit the ground with a slap.
Mu Sheng's heart also trembled.
"Do you know why I have evolved so fast in the past year? Let me tell you straight up, Mu Sheng, my evolution is indeed related to Wen Yan. Every time I see him so useless in battle, I don't have any tacit understanding with me." , the gun was inaccurate, and the directions did not match the words. I became extremely irritable, and when I couldn’t help but want to kill people, when there was no one to kill and I could only chop insects, evolution came.”
He showed a weird smile, happy and bitter, as if he had been holding back his words for a long time and spit out quickly: "Now, I can no longer control the rate of evolution, but in fact, evolution is no longer the same for me now. It is a gift, but now it is simply a kind of torture. I have no choice but to evolve in order to live and fight. Do you know how I feel in my heart every time, after every evolution, I am so uncomfortable that I am going crazy! Every time Every time I think, if Chang'an is still there, if Chang'an is still there, I don't need to do this at all, I can still finish the battle in an hour like before, and then we will go to the university town for supper, go to the bar for a drink, and watch the night scene Movie. Why do I, why bother to accompany a fool who feels good about himself on the battlefield, every bone is screaming!!"
"Mu Sheng, I'm tired, really. I don't want to evolve anymore, and I don't want to be the strongest blade anymore. Look at me now, I'm almost inhuman. What are you going to fight for?! I don’t want anything, I just want Su Chang’an.” Bai Mo finished speaking in one breath, only to realize that he was crying, he almost wiped his face in surprise, and wiped off the water on his hands trace.
Bai Mo laughed suddenly, he raised his head, and showed Mu Sheng his wet hand: "Look, Mu Sheng, I can't lie to myself. I was wrong, I did wrong, I shouldn't ask for so much, I don't even want it now Yes, I really did something wrong. I miss him a lot, and I can finally admit it. How can I let him hear that I know I was wrong, and I miss him. "
Bai Mo lowered his head and finally buried his face in his palms, weeping uncontrollably.
However, Mu Sheng was not the only one peeping at Bai Mo's tears at this moment.Outside Mu Sheng's office, Wen Yan clenched his fists and his face was pale.On the other side of the earth with a time difference of 8 hours, Su Changan suddenly woke up in his sleep, and found that his pillow was soaked with tears, and the air was full of damp water vapor. He wiped his face on the cold pillow cover casually, curled up Standing up, he choked with sobs and smiled softly.
☆, 106 can't ask for it
After that, Bai Mo didn't say anything, went on missions as usual, and never looked directly at Wen Yan as usual, but Wen Yan knew that many things were different.
Mu Sheng never looked for Bai Mo again, as if nothing happened, but Wen Yan did not receive the form that needs to be filled out before the HCF match, and his and Bai Mo's passports and air tickets have not been delivered for a long time.
In the first few days, Wen Yan was still able to wait patiently, endured all kinds of guesses, pretended to be nonchalant, and still actively trained. When he met Qin Yue and Li Yan who were also preparing for the game, they even pretended to encourage each other.When encountering Bai Mo, he still behaved restrained and well-behaved.
But the days passed and nothing happened.
He didn't receive the match schedule, and no one notified the meeting point. The only thing Wen Yan got was the next month's roster. His and Bai Mo's names were still on it, and they even wanted to replace Li Yan and Qin Yue.
Ten days later, Qin Yue and Li Yan set off for Moscow, Wen Yan finally endured to the limit.
"Where have you been?" Bai Mo came back from the outside, and as soon as he entered the room, he saw Wen Yan sitting on his sofa.
Bai Mo's face changed, and he walked over and grabbed him: "Who allowed you to enter my room?"
Wen Yan was staggered by him, and instead of being angry, he smiled: "Who rarely enters your room? Isn't it just a room where Su Changan lives together, what's the big deal."
"Get out." Bai Mo said briefly, then went to the bathroom to get a towel, and began to carefully wipe the sofa cushion Wen Yan had sat on.
Wen Yan was so angry that his hands were shaking. In fact, before he came in, he told himself to beg Bai Mo and not lose his temper, but Bai Mo has the ability to make him angry: "I beg you one last time, please go to HCF."
"This is your begging attitude, and you came to my room to act wild?" Bai Mo said lightly: "Don't mention this matter again, I won't go."
After a while of silence, Bai Mo lowered his head and concentrated on doing what he was doing. The room was very quiet, and Wen Yan's rapid breathing could be heard.
"You will definitely regret it!" Wen Yan finally gritted his teeth and dropped such a sentence.
Bai Mo almost laughed.
regret?He has already done everything that would make him regret it.
A year ago, Su Chang'an hadn't told him that he would regret it.Today's children don't know the heights of the sky and the depths of the earth, which is annoying.
For some reason, in the past few days, he frequently thought of Su Changan.
He would wonder what that person had done for him during the two years they had been together day and night.
Thinking about it now, the self two years ago was simply a guy who was annoying to everyone, but why did you pay so much for him.
You took his hand and brought him out of the cold world where he was alone, you let his tongue taste the taste again, you let his skin feel the warmth and coldness again, you even let him know what love and desire are, bring He experienced a thrill he had never imagined.
Bai Mo suddenly felt extremely irritable. In the past, it was fine not to think about it deliberately, but in the past few days, he has been thinking too much, and his whole body has fallen into abnormal thirst. The feeling of a ball of cotton stuck in his chest makes him gasp He was out of breath, and that kind of longing that he didn't know where it came from, and what it was for, was almost driving him crazy.
From the hunter's villa, it only takes about 20 minutes to drive to L University, but this is the first time Bai Motou has gone back to L University in the past year.
Compared with last year, there is almost no change in L University. The students still shuttle between the teaching buildings, and rush to the cafeteria as soon as the meal time comes.
He wasn't very sure at first, but after asking a few students, Bai Mo found out that Su Zhe was still teaching, and found Su Zhe's office.
At the door of a separate office in the history department, Bai Mo hesitated for a while before raising his hand and knocking on the door.
"Come in." A male voice replied.
Bai Mo pushed the door open.
The office is not big, and there are many piles of books, but it is very neatly arranged, and it doesn't look messy at all. The man who answered the door is sitting sideways, sitting in front of the window, his body movements are obviously ordinary, but there is a kind of detachment Bai Mo instantly understood the meaning of the mundane world, why "Teacher Su Jia" made so many girls in the university scream.
Bai Mo hesitated for a moment before calling out tentatively: "Uncle."
When Su Zhe heard this uncle, he suddenly turned around.
If he wanted, Su Zhe could have noticed Bai Mo's aura when he first entered the campus, but this time, Su Zhe really didn't expect Bai Mo to come, so he was completely caught off guard.
"You... Bai Mo?" Su Zhe frowned: "Why did you come here?"
Bai Mo stood stiffly in the office, and said in an extremely formal hip posture almost facing the generalissimo, "I... I'll take a look."
Su Zhe suddenly smiled: "Relax, Bai Mo. What are you here for?"
Seeing Su Zhe's smile, Bai Mo's tense muscles slowly began to relax. After a while, he said slowly, "I, I really miss him, so I took a look."
Su Zhe's smile froze, and he said, "Where did you start talking about that?"
"Uncle, I was wrong. I don't ask you to forgive me, but I want you to know that I was wrong." Bai Mo said.The expression on his face was still calm, but those slight trembling revealed those indescribable emotions, like an earthquake in the deep sea, the sea may have not yet seen waves, and the world has already turned upside down under the sea.
"Bai Mo, I really don't know what you're talking about." Su Zhe said.
"At first, I really thought Chang'an was dead. He was so ruthless, he splashed blood all over my face right in front of me. But after I got over it, I found something was missing in the room, his notebook , the photo of the two of us, and the most important thing is that Tanlang is gone. Thinking about what you said, you escaped by feigning death, and I thought, maybe, Changan is not dead."
Bai Mo took a deep breath and said, "Although I thought he wasn't dead, I thought at the time that it was no different to me. Whether he is alive or dead, he will never see me again, and I have no face to go there again." When I saw him, I calmed down and thought about it, and then I realized that during the two years we were together, he forced himself so much in a place I didn't see. He suffered too much in order to accommodate me. If it wasn't for me, he wouldn't If you work so hard, maybe your identity won't be exposed so quickly, I put him in danger, and I broke his heart in the end."
Su Zhe listened calmly, and said flatly: "It's useless for you to tell me these things."
"I know. I know. I have no other intentions." Bai Mo's voice gradually lowered: "I want you to have a chance to tell him that I can give up everything now. If there is a day in the future, I can do it at any time. If he thinks he can forgive me, if he wants to give me another chance, please let me know."
Su Zhe seemed to be thinking, and after a while he suddenly asked: "Can you give up even your seven kills?"
Bai Mo looked at Su Zhe lightly for a while, and then he suddenly smiled: "I don't know if Uncle has watched me fight recently, the form of Seven Kills, how should I put it, it is already very different."
Bai Mo paused, trying to find the right words to describe the changes of the Seven Kills. After several evolutions, the lethality of the Seven Kills had reached the point where even Bai Mo himself felt it was inappropriate. Sometimes, he held the Seven Kills in his hand. , I feel that I am not like a hunter at all, but a devil who wants to kill but has no one to kill, and his eyes are full of glaucoma.He missed Qisha's original appearance, pure, active, hard and soft, just like the person who controlled Qisha's direction.
In the end, Bai Mo said: "Without Tanlang, the Seven Kills would not work."
For a while, Su Zhe didn't speak, and Bai Mo didn't speak anymore. The office fell into silence. After a while, Su Zhe said, "Su Chang'an is no longer here."
Bai Mo's body shook violently.
"Come here." Su Zhe said suddenly, and Bai Mo subconsciously walked over.Su Zhe put his hand on Bai Mo's chest, and stroked it lightly. Bai Mo's whole body was stiff, and he didn't know what Su Zhe was doing.
That drop of blood flowed happily around Bai Mo's heart, and Su Zhe could feel it.This at least shows that Bai Mo did not do anything to make Su Changan unhappy during this year.
"You go back, take care of yourself." Su Zhe finished speaking concisely, and issued the order to evict the guest.
Bai Mo left Su Zhe's office in a daze, and went back to the villa in a daze. He didn't recover until he fell on the bed.Half of him firmly believed that Su Changan was still alive, and the other half of him was disturbed by Su Zhe's words "he is no longer here".
Bai Mo buried his head in the pillow, he didn't know if it was an illusion or real, but he always felt that the smell of Su Chang'an still remained there.
Su Changan is really ruthless.Bai Mo thought.
And when he clutched his chest and shrank into a ball, feeling the beating of his heart palpitatingly trembling, he thought again, Bai Mo, you really deserve it.
Amsterdam, The Netherlands.
The night wind blows in from Lake Atholl. In the attic of the villa in the suburbs, the young man leans on the window sill and looks at the huge silhouette of the windmill in the distance.
Su Chang'an is now Ouyang Lin's assistant, but most of the time, he does nothing and directs Ouyang Lin to do what he does. He is even bigger than a big star, making Ouyang Lin's staff dare not speak out. .
This year, Su Changan followed Ouyang Lin to many places, such as rainforests, deserts, swamps, and lake areas. Su Changan didn't have much feeling for the names of the cities. Every time he went to a place, Ouyang Lin was working, and he wandered around. It is a place where there are no people, the deeper you go.
Recently, he felt that the shore of Lake Assel was really nice, and he had a very strong desire in his heart, wanting to imprint this moment in his eyes, and let Su Changan see it as well.
"Chang'an, come down." Ouyang Lin came back from the set. He didn't see Su Chang'an downstairs in the villa, so he knew that he had gone to the attic again.
When Su Chang'an went downstairs, Ouyang Lin directed a group of assistants to busy themselves, while taking the time to tell him: "I have work to go to England the day after tomorrow, you pack it up."
Su Changan smiled, and waited for the assistants to finish their work and leave before saying to Ouyang Lin: "No, I'm going back."
Ouyang Lin paused.
He turned around and looked at Su Chang'an with a slightly surprised expression: "Go...go back there?"
Su Changan nodded.Ouyang Lin smiled and said: "Why, that guy can't help it, it's only been a year."
Su Changan smiled, with a cheerful expression, he said to Ouyang Lin solemnly: "Maybe. But, I can't help it."
☆, 107 waste
Wen Yan returned to the room from the training ground, locked the door, let go of the breath he had been holding on, and walked slowly to the coffee table in the living room, suddenly roared, and swept everything on the coffee table to the ground .
"Bai Mo! You are too deceitful!"
Half an hour ago, Wen Yan met his former teammate on the training ground. He wanted to avoid him, but he couldn't.
In fact, they didn't say anything, they just asked Wen Yan why he was still in the base, they knew they had received the HCF invitation letter
On the way to the rotation point, Wen Yan was held in the arms of Bai Mo, and kept sliding down. In the end, he couldn't bear it anymore, and poked Bai Mo: "Can you hold me tight, I'm really afraid of being thrown down by you."
Bai Mo didn't say anything, but tightened his arms.
In fact, Bai Mo also felt very bad. Since Su Changan used the ancient prescription, his physical function has become more and more against the sky, and it has developed to the later stage. Su Changan could almost keep up with his speed by himself.
Although now, Bai Mo knows that those heaven-defying abilities do not come entirely from Gu Fang, but at this moment, he really misses the ease and carefreeness of partnering with Su Changan, not the one around him who doesn't have much hard work and is still begging for love and care. boy.
Bai Mo's patience has been tested frequently in just a few days, and he is reaching a critical point where he doesn't know exactly where. No matter how he looks at Wen Yan, he will find that he is worthless compared to Su Chang'an.Su Chang'an quietly raised his expectations for his "partner" too high, Bai Mo thought, from now on, he might never be able to find a partner he likes.
As for the so-called partner and lover, every time Bai Mo thinks of it, he finds it amazing that, as a hunter, he actually spends all his love on a sha, and when this sha dies for him, he can no longer To love someone else.
After arriving at the duty point, the white ink did not stop, and Qisha came out of its sheath, emitting a sharp and dazzling white light. The energy from the transpiration dissipated into the air like water vapor, attracting all the eating insects within the duty range.
Wen Yan's eyes straightened.He had always heard about how powerful Qi Sha Bai Mo was, until he saw it with his own eyes, he felt that the rumors were only six to seven out of ten true.Such a powerful blade was actually caught by myself, Su Changan died well!
Wen Yan has long heard that Bai Mo and Su Changan are lovers, but Su Changan is dead.To tie such a powerful blade to one's side, I am afraid that a stronger relationship is needed.Wen Yan thought, and raised his gun confidently.
In the next two months, Bai Mo's state made everyone feel horrible.
Sometimes it is the change of the method of unsheathing and retracting the seven kills, and sometimes it is the update of the attack angle. In short, every few battles of the seven kills can produce some new changes. When it comes to the fourth evolution , Qisha's snow-white sword light has been covered with a layer of ghostly purple, which makes people feel a sense of war from the inside out after watching it for a long time.
Bai Mo is like a lunatic, doing incredible things with this unpredictable sword. Now, even after the battle is over, he often does not put away the seven kills, but keeps it in his hand.Holding the white ink of Qisha, let alone gods and ghosts, even Wen Yan dare not approach him.
Everyone finds it incredible. It stands to reason that after losing his partner, Bai Mo needs a long time to adapt to his new partner, but judging by the evolution rate of his organization that has never been seen before, he seems to be in much better condition than before.
In addition, many people also admire Wen Yan.
But in fact, Wen Yan knew in his heart that every time Bai Mo evolved, he was extremely dissatisfied with himself.
Sometimes it’s because he’s poor at marksmanship, sometimes he’s not clear about his instructions, sometimes he’s slow, sometimes he’s not sure about the overall situation of the battlefield, and sometimes even his voice is disgusting.
Outsiders seem to be a pair of brilliant partners, but in fact, all of Wen Yan's self-confidence has been almost blown away.
He knew that he couldn't compare to Su Chang'an, but Bai Mo only had Su Chang'an in his eyes, and even when he had to look at him, he always thought that he was not as good as Su Chang'an, which made Wen Yan extremely angry.Whenever possible, he wanted to beat Bai Mo to vent his anger.
When he was most upset, Wen Yan even thought about applying for a change of partner.But every time this idea just popped up, he suppressed it by himself.
Replace Qisha Baimo?His head was squeezed by the door to do it.Leaving aside Bai Mo's legendary ability, such a young and handsome Ren is enough to make everyone covet.
Of course Wen Yan also coveted.He had heard that Bai Mo and Su Chang'an were lovers, and sometimes he also hoped that he could completely replace Su Chang'an and make a step forward with Bai Mo, so Wen Yan became more and more well-behaved and considerate when facing Bai Mo.
It can be said that Bai Mo is annoying to Wen Yan, no matter how you look at it, it is not pleasing to the eye, but only when he is pretentious and caring for him, Bai Mo never interrupts him.
With a masochistic mentality, he went to see Wen Yan doing some meaningless things.
In a sense, Wen Yan reminded him of his former self, and he used to be like this too, wanting to use the name of love to achieve a goal that has nothing to do with love.Back then, after discovering Su Changan's feelings for him, he did indeed do this for a while.
Be nice to him, and you can tie him firmly to your side.If a little bit of affection, a little care, a little bit of care and concern can tie an eye with unlimited potential to your side, why not do it?
He used to be complacent all the time. With such a dark history, he managed to get away with it and was never discovered by Su Changan.But it wasn't until he saw Wen Yan jumping up and down, trying to cover up, that Bai Mo realized that it wasn't that Su Changan hadn't discovered it, he just didn't expose it.
It wasn't until he could no longer see Su Chang'an that Bai Mo suddenly realized how tolerant this man was to him and how many concessions he had made.
So he often thought of the expression on his face when he confessed to Su Changan in the hospital, he said "yes" to himself with a smile, and every time he tried his best to become stronger and get his own praise , he hesitated to speak out of joy.
Su Changan has been accommodating himself, even if he has doubts in his heart, he never speaks out.However, I have never really accommodated him even once.
Usually when one of two very close people dies, the one who stays may be sad for a long time, crying like crazy, heartbroken, and then calm down.After that, the overwhelming sadness and pain at the beginning will become gentle, and the water will flow long, and finally become a hidden disease in the heart, which is lurking on weekdays, and it will cause a dull pain when it is encountered.
However, Bai Mo felt that he was not heartbroken by Su Changan's departure, but that at that moment, when Su Changan's blood splashed his face, his heart was taken out.The heart is gone, so what is heartbreaking?
And those pains and longings did not become hidden diseases, they just became part of the flesh and blood, and the daily metabolic cycle flowed endlessly in every inch of skin and every drop of blood.
Sometimes, Bai Mo is very grateful to Mu Sheng for finding him this partner, because it is amazing that Su Chang'an can be seen in many places in Wenyan. For a long time, Bai Mo's favorite thing to do is to watch Writing Wen Yan, recalling what a good person Su Changan was.
Wen Yan also likes to laugh and make trouble, but he does not know how to advance and retreat like Su Changan, and often makes some jokes that will be cold;
Wen Yan also loves food, but he always brings home takeaways for his teammates, and he has never been able to cook like Su Changan;
Wen Yan also cherishes his gun very much, and he has to maintain it every time he uses it up, but no matter how he looks at it, he can't achieve the same precision as Su Changan. Watching Su Changan clean his gun is like watching a performance;
……
In fact, they are all minor problems, and Su Chang'an also has countless minor problems, but every time he thinks that Wen Yan is like Su Chang'an but not Su Chang'an, Bai Mo feels tight in his chest and can't breathe.
This is the punishment Bai Mo is willing to accept, reminding him all the time that the unique Su Changan has disappeared and will never come back.Then day after day, year after year, he will die alone with longing and regret.
☆、105 I don't want anything anymore
one year later.
Wen Yan slammed the half-eaten plate off the table, and the plate shattered on the marble floor of the kitchen, making a loud noise.
"Bai Mo, what did you say, can you say it again?" Wen Yan was trembling all over, and his face was purple with anger.
It was lunch time at the villa, and all the people in the villa gathered for lunch. When the loud noise came out, everyone paused for a while, bowed their heads and continued to eat, turning a blind eye to Wen Yan.
After all, if you watch too much of this kind of drama, you will always get tired of it.
Bai Mo calmly wiped his mouth with a napkin, still sitting on his seat, just raised his head slightly, squinted his eyes and glanced at Wen Yan, the sharp light flashed away, but only in a flash, as if a sword was about to come out Sheath, directly against Wen Yan's throat.
In the past year, Bai Mo's momentum has become stronger, and Wen Yan has been trained by him not to dare to speak nonsense, but today, Wen Yan feels that he can't bear it anymore.
"I said, I won't go to Moscow." Bai Mo said lightly.
"What do you mean if you don't go, what a great opportunity this is, not to mention, it's an order from the organization!" Wen Yan roared.
"What are you arguing about? People are still eating." Bai Mo said impatiently, "I don't need such an opportunity. The organization didn't give me a death order."
"You!" Wen Yan's face turned red, and he took a deep breath. It's impossible to be tough with Bai Mo. Wen Yan knows that Bai Mo is the least hardy, and if he is soft, there is still a possibility.Wen Yan slowed down his tone and said: "I really want to go, Bai Mo, I really really want to go. I have dreamed of going to HCF since I was ten years old. Now this opportunity is in front of me. The invitation letter has been sent to me. , how can I not go?"
"I didn't stop you from letting you go." Bai Mo said lightly.
"But the invitation letter requires a partner to participate together!" Wen Yan said almost gritting his molars.
The corners of Bai Mo's mouth are slightly upturned, and the arc is very small, but if you look carefully, you can still detect a smile on his lips: "Wen Yan, I remember I said when I saw you the first day that my partner is only one person. It will always be like this in the future, and this person is not you. We did not sign a contract, please always remember that."
"You——Bai Mo!" Wen Yan's eyes were red: "I know you always think that I can't compare with him, but you have to figure out that the person who is fighting with you now is me! It's me! When are you going to fight?" Ken admits that I am your current partner!!"
Listening to Wen Yan's roar, Bai Mo still said in that calm tone: "My partner is not you, and will never be you. Today I fight with you, and tomorrow I can fight with others. You can't help me!" Substitute, so you are not my partner at all. Although it is unfair to you to say so, please bear with it even so, if you can’t bear it, I probably can’t bear it, and if I can’t bear it, I can change it People who fight together, it's very easy for me."
"Okay, okay, Bai Mo, you are ruthless!" Wen Yan said, turned and ran away.
After Wen Yan left, Bai Mo picked up his half-eaten breakfast and continued to eat slowly.
"It's rare to hear you talk so much. In the past year, I feel ashamed of your venomous tongue." Sitting opposite, Lian Su said to Bai Mo with a smile.
Bai Mo smiled, but didn't answer.
"Can talk, laugh, participate in group activities, and eat together every day. This year's Baimo has really changed. But, is this really good?" Lian Su asked.
"Let him go, anyway, at most it's just a complaint to Mu Sheng." Bai Mo knew what Lian Su was referring to, but deliberately put the topic aside.
Lian Su didn't ask any more questions, but followed Bai Mo's words and asked: "You should accept Wen Yan, young man, I have endured you for a year."
Bai Mo put down the things in his hand, raised his head and looked at Lian Su: "Do you think he's good? Just based on his ability and character, is that considered good?"
Lian Su smiled and shook her head, but didn't answer his words. "Have you and Wen Yan received the invitation letter from HCF?" Lian Su asked.
Bai Mo nodded and said, "I don't want to go, the schedule is too long."
"Actually, this morning, Qin Yue and Li Yan also received invitation letters. Our villa has two teams of HCF players. Mu Sheng is so happy that he is about to ascend to heaven. Even for Mu Sheng, let's go to the event."
"If that's the case, I don't even want to go. Our villa left two teams at once, and your substitutes will vomit blood." Bai Mo said with a smile.
"It's only been a year since the end of the cloudy moon. The worms are very honest, so don't worry. And to be honest, there are not enough worms in the duty area for you to kill. It's good to go to the competition. I've seen you very frustrated recently. "Lian Su said.
"No, no," Bai Mo raised his head and smiled, "I'm not aggrieved, I'm just a little tired."
HCF, hunterchampionshipfight, hunter contest.This is the highest level competition organized by hunters all over the world.Hunters are a group of people who always live on the battlefield. For hunters, there is nothing more important than becoming stronger. Every hunter should always remember to become stronger.
Bestongerandlive, this is the creed of hunters, and also the meaning of HCF. The history of HCF is almost as long as the history of hunters. It has been suspended for various reasons in the middle, but for nearly a century, it has been held every five years very regularly. , HCF did not sign up for the competition, but the competition committee sent invitation letters to hunters they thought were qualified to participate.An HCF invitation letter that the strong are respected is a very high affirmation of a hunter's ability.
It is not uncommon for hunters returning from participating in the HCF to be promoted two ranks in a row, and the top three in the HCF is the highest honor, and can become the "war spirit" among hunters.
It is normal for Wen Yan to want to participate in HCF, and Bai Mo fully understands it.
In the last competition, he didn't have a partner at all, so he didn't receive an invitation letter.If it was a year ago, Bai Mo would definitely be as excited as Wen Yan.
However, HCF must participate in the form of a partner team, which Bai Mo cannot compromise on. It is impossible for him to accompany Wen Yan as a partner in the competition.
So he could only say to Wen Yan: Please bear with it.
Bai Mo returned to the room, and just as he sat down, he received a call from Mu Sheng, telling him to go to the office.Bai Mo threw down the book he had just held in his hand, and went downstairs to Mu Sheng's office to report.
"Don't go too far, honestly pack up your things and prepare to go to Moscow." Seeing Bai Mo coming in, Mu Sheng said immediately.
This year, everyone thought it was very strange that Mu Sheng, who used to be obedient to Bai Mo, suddenly had a tough attitude, but Bai Mo, who had always been tough and especially shy towards Mu Sheng, suddenly became obedient.
In fact, both of them knew that it was because of guilt.Mu Sheng always felt that if he had not indulged Bai Mo too much, he would not have allowed Bai Mo to make such a big mistake.Although Bai Mo did not explain the truth to Mu Sheng, Bai Mo was sympathetic to Mu Sheng's guilt.
After all, this at least shows how much Mu Sheng values Su Changan.
Su Changan.
These three words will hurt when rolled on the tip of the tongue.Over the past year, gradually, no one mentioned Su Changan in the villa anymore.Even Wen Yan didn't dare to say these three words in front of Bai Mo.
On the surface, everyone is trying to forget the past and focus on the present.In fact, gradually everyone can see that the reason why these three words are taboo is because in Bai Mo's heart, these three words have never become a thing of the past.
These three words are a knife stuck in Bai Mo's heart and a curse on his head.It's definitely not the kind of thing that can be said casually and brought up at will.
"I won't go. Mu Sheng, I will definitely not go to Moscow. This matter is not discussed." Bai Mo said.
"Yes, this matter is not discussed. It doesn't matter if you want me to pack it for you, or I will pack you directly and send an air parcel to Moscow?"
Bai Mo smiled: "It's up to you, Mu Sheng, even if you drive me to Moscow, I won't go to HCF."
"You are sick, Bai Mo!" Mu Sheng frowned and said, "HCF is not about you alone, not even about our base. You are representing the country's hunters in the competition!"
"But, I don't have a partner." Bai Mo said, raised his head and looked at Mu Sheng with an innocent smile.
"You... what are you?" Mu Sheng suddenly stopped talking and said in surprise.
"I said, I don't have a partner. HCF requires two partners to participate, doesn't it?"
"Bai Mo, don't talk nonsense here, you don't have a partner, what are you doing as Wen Yan?" Mu Sheng was obviously a little angry.
"I regard Wen Yan as a teammate, and I think I have fulfilled the obligations of a teammate. What else do you expect?" Bai Mo said.
"It's not me who counts, but Wen Yan. It's too unfair to him if you do this." Mu Sheng said.
"I apologize." Bai Mo was very calm: "To Wen Yan, I never revealed that I wanted you to be my partner. I told him repeatedly that I am not your partner. Although it is unfair, please bear with me. If you can't bear it, you can apply for a teammate change."
"What do you mean?" Mu Sheng frowned.
"Literally." Bai Mo said: "Since we talked about this today, I also want to talk about it, and hope that the organization will change a teammate for me. Wen Yan's ability is good, but his expectations of me are too high, I can't give it. "
"Bai Mo, don't go too far." Mu Sheng said, "Do you think partners can be changed at will? How much tacit understanding does it take for two hunters to partner?! In the past year, how much has your evolution rate accelerated because of Wen Yan? , can’t you see it yourself? If you want to change partners like this, you are too dissatisfied!”
Bai Mo didn't speak for a while, he seemed to think of something, something huge was brewing in silence.
"Mu Sheng, if you could tell me this more than a year ago, how great would it be?" After a long silence, Bai Mo said, "I'm not blaming you, on the contrary, even if you tell me now, I'm still very happy." Thank you. Yes, I am too dissatisfied. If I could be more contented earlier, I wouldn’t be like this now.”
I don't know what he thought of, his tone of voice didn't change, and his expression didn't change at all. Tears suddenly left in Bai Mo's eyes as he watched Mu Sheng calmly, condensed down his cheeks and condensed on his chin, and then hit the ground with a slap.
Mu Sheng's heart also trembled.
"Do you know why I have evolved so fast in the past year? Let me tell you straight up, Mu Sheng, my evolution is indeed related to Wen Yan. Every time I see him so useless in battle, I don't have any tacit understanding with me." , the gun was inaccurate, and the directions did not match the words. I became extremely irritable, and when I couldn’t help but want to kill people, when there was no one to kill and I could only chop insects, evolution came.”
He showed a weird smile, happy and bitter, as if he had been holding back his words for a long time and spit out quickly: "Now, I can no longer control the rate of evolution, but in fact, evolution is no longer the same for me now. It is a gift, but now it is simply a kind of torture. I have no choice but to evolve in order to live and fight. Do you know how I feel in my heart every time, after every evolution, I am so uncomfortable that I am going crazy! Every time Every time I think, if Chang'an is still there, if Chang'an is still there, I don't need to do this at all, I can still finish the battle in an hour like before, and then we will go to the university town for supper, go to the bar for a drink, and watch the night scene Movie. Why do I, why bother to accompany a fool who feels good about himself on the battlefield, every bone is screaming!!"
"Mu Sheng, I'm tired, really. I don't want to evolve anymore, and I don't want to be the strongest blade anymore. Look at me now, I'm almost inhuman. What are you going to fight for?! I don’t want anything, I just want Su Chang’an.” Bai Mo finished speaking in one breath, only to realize that he was crying, he almost wiped his face in surprise, and wiped off the water on his hands trace.
Bai Mo laughed suddenly, he raised his head, and showed Mu Sheng his wet hand: "Look, Mu Sheng, I can't lie to myself. I was wrong, I did wrong, I shouldn't ask for so much, I don't even want it now Yes, I really did something wrong. I miss him a lot, and I can finally admit it. How can I let him hear that I know I was wrong, and I miss him. "
Bai Mo lowered his head and finally buried his face in his palms, weeping uncontrollably.
However, Mu Sheng was not the only one peeping at Bai Mo's tears at this moment.Outside Mu Sheng's office, Wen Yan clenched his fists and his face was pale.On the other side of the earth with a time difference of 8 hours, Su Changan suddenly woke up in his sleep, and found that his pillow was soaked with tears, and the air was full of damp water vapor. He wiped his face on the cold pillow cover casually, curled up Standing up, he choked with sobs and smiled softly.
☆, 106 can't ask for it
After that, Bai Mo didn't say anything, went on missions as usual, and never looked directly at Wen Yan as usual, but Wen Yan knew that many things were different.
Mu Sheng never looked for Bai Mo again, as if nothing happened, but Wen Yan did not receive the form that needs to be filled out before the HCF match, and his and Bai Mo's passports and air tickets have not been delivered for a long time.
In the first few days, Wen Yan was still able to wait patiently, endured all kinds of guesses, pretended to be nonchalant, and still actively trained. When he met Qin Yue and Li Yan who were also preparing for the game, they even pretended to encourage each other.When encountering Bai Mo, he still behaved restrained and well-behaved.
But the days passed and nothing happened.
He didn't receive the match schedule, and no one notified the meeting point. The only thing Wen Yan got was the next month's roster. His and Bai Mo's names were still on it, and they even wanted to replace Li Yan and Qin Yue.
Ten days later, Qin Yue and Li Yan set off for Moscow, Wen Yan finally endured to the limit.
"Where have you been?" Bai Mo came back from the outside, and as soon as he entered the room, he saw Wen Yan sitting on his sofa.
Bai Mo's face changed, and he walked over and grabbed him: "Who allowed you to enter my room?"
Wen Yan was staggered by him, and instead of being angry, he smiled: "Who rarely enters your room? Isn't it just a room where Su Changan lives together, what's the big deal."
"Get out." Bai Mo said briefly, then went to the bathroom to get a towel, and began to carefully wipe the sofa cushion Wen Yan had sat on.
Wen Yan was so angry that his hands were shaking. In fact, before he came in, he told himself to beg Bai Mo and not lose his temper, but Bai Mo has the ability to make him angry: "I beg you one last time, please go to HCF."
"This is your begging attitude, and you came to my room to act wild?" Bai Mo said lightly: "Don't mention this matter again, I won't go."
After a while of silence, Bai Mo lowered his head and concentrated on doing what he was doing. The room was very quiet, and Wen Yan's rapid breathing could be heard.
"You will definitely regret it!" Wen Yan finally gritted his teeth and dropped such a sentence.
Bai Mo almost laughed.
regret?He has already done everything that would make him regret it.
A year ago, Su Chang'an hadn't told him that he would regret it.Today's children don't know the heights of the sky and the depths of the earth, which is annoying.
For some reason, in the past few days, he frequently thought of Su Changan.
He would wonder what that person had done for him during the two years they had been together day and night.
Thinking about it now, the self two years ago was simply a guy who was annoying to everyone, but why did you pay so much for him.
You took his hand and brought him out of the cold world where he was alone, you let his tongue taste the taste again, you let his skin feel the warmth and coldness again, you even let him know what love and desire are, bring He experienced a thrill he had never imagined.
Bai Mo suddenly felt extremely irritable. In the past, it was fine not to think about it deliberately, but in the past few days, he has been thinking too much, and his whole body has fallen into abnormal thirst. The feeling of a ball of cotton stuck in his chest makes him gasp He was out of breath, and that kind of longing that he didn't know where it came from, and what it was for, was almost driving him crazy.
From the hunter's villa, it only takes about 20 minutes to drive to L University, but this is the first time Bai Motou has gone back to L University in the past year.
Compared with last year, there is almost no change in L University. The students still shuttle between the teaching buildings, and rush to the cafeteria as soon as the meal time comes.
He wasn't very sure at first, but after asking a few students, Bai Mo found out that Su Zhe was still teaching, and found Su Zhe's office.
At the door of a separate office in the history department, Bai Mo hesitated for a while before raising his hand and knocking on the door.
"Come in." A male voice replied.
Bai Mo pushed the door open.
The office is not big, and there are many piles of books, but it is very neatly arranged, and it doesn't look messy at all. The man who answered the door is sitting sideways, sitting in front of the window, his body movements are obviously ordinary, but there is a kind of detachment Bai Mo instantly understood the meaning of the mundane world, why "Teacher Su Jia" made so many girls in the university scream.
Bai Mo hesitated for a moment before calling out tentatively: "Uncle."
When Su Zhe heard this uncle, he suddenly turned around.
If he wanted, Su Zhe could have noticed Bai Mo's aura when he first entered the campus, but this time, Su Zhe really didn't expect Bai Mo to come, so he was completely caught off guard.
"You... Bai Mo?" Su Zhe frowned: "Why did you come here?"
Bai Mo stood stiffly in the office, and said in an extremely formal hip posture almost facing the generalissimo, "I... I'll take a look."
Su Zhe suddenly smiled: "Relax, Bai Mo. What are you here for?"
Seeing Su Zhe's smile, Bai Mo's tense muscles slowly began to relax. After a while, he said slowly, "I, I really miss him, so I took a look."
Su Zhe's smile froze, and he said, "Where did you start talking about that?"
"Uncle, I was wrong. I don't ask you to forgive me, but I want you to know that I was wrong." Bai Mo said.The expression on his face was still calm, but those slight trembling revealed those indescribable emotions, like an earthquake in the deep sea, the sea may have not yet seen waves, and the world has already turned upside down under the sea.
"Bai Mo, I really don't know what you're talking about." Su Zhe said.
"At first, I really thought Chang'an was dead. He was so ruthless, he splashed blood all over my face right in front of me. But after I got over it, I found something was missing in the room, his notebook , the photo of the two of us, and the most important thing is that Tanlang is gone. Thinking about what you said, you escaped by feigning death, and I thought, maybe, Changan is not dead."
Bai Mo took a deep breath and said, "Although I thought he wasn't dead, I thought at the time that it was no different to me. Whether he is alive or dead, he will never see me again, and I have no face to go there again." When I saw him, I calmed down and thought about it, and then I realized that during the two years we were together, he forced himself so much in a place I didn't see. He suffered too much in order to accommodate me. If it wasn't for me, he wouldn't If you work so hard, maybe your identity won't be exposed so quickly, I put him in danger, and I broke his heart in the end."
Su Zhe listened calmly, and said flatly: "It's useless for you to tell me these things."
"I know. I know. I have no other intentions." Bai Mo's voice gradually lowered: "I want you to have a chance to tell him that I can give up everything now. If there is a day in the future, I can do it at any time. If he thinks he can forgive me, if he wants to give me another chance, please let me know."
Su Zhe seemed to be thinking, and after a while he suddenly asked: "Can you give up even your seven kills?"
Bai Mo looked at Su Zhe lightly for a while, and then he suddenly smiled: "I don't know if Uncle has watched me fight recently, the form of Seven Kills, how should I put it, it is already very different."
Bai Mo paused, trying to find the right words to describe the changes of the Seven Kills. After several evolutions, the lethality of the Seven Kills had reached the point where even Bai Mo himself felt it was inappropriate. Sometimes, he held the Seven Kills in his hand. , I feel that I am not like a hunter at all, but a devil who wants to kill but has no one to kill, and his eyes are full of glaucoma.He missed Qisha's original appearance, pure, active, hard and soft, just like the person who controlled Qisha's direction.
In the end, Bai Mo said: "Without Tanlang, the Seven Kills would not work."
For a while, Su Zhe didn't speak, and Bai Mo didn't speak anymore. The office fell into silence. After a while, Su Zhe said, "Su Chang'an is no longer here."
Bai Mo's body shook violently.
"Come here." Su Zhe said suddenly, and Bai Mo subconsciously walked over.Su Zhe put his hand on Bai Mo's chest, and stroked it lightly. Bai Mo's whole body was stiff, and he didn't know what Su Zhe was doing.
That drop of blood flowed happily around Bai Mo's heart, and Su Zhe could feel it.This at least shows that Bai Mo did not do anything to make Su Changan unhappy during this year.
"You go back, take care of yourself." Su Zhe finished speaking concisely, and issued the order to evict the guest.
Bai Mo left Su Zhe's office in a daze, and went back to the villa in a daze. He didn't recover until he fell on the bed.Half of him firmly believed that Su Changan was still alive, and the other half of him was disturbed by Su Zhe's words "he is no longer here".
Bai Mo buried his head in the pillow, he didn't know if it was an illusion or real, but he always felt that the smell of Su Chang'an still remained there.
Su Changan is really ruthless.Bai Mo thought.
And when he clutched his chest and shrank into a ball, feeling the beating of his heart palpitatingly trembling, he thought again, Bai Mo, you really deserve it.
Amsterdam, The Netherlands.
The night wind blows in from Lake Atholl. In the attic of the villa in the suburbs, the young man leans on the window sill and looks at the huge silhouette of the windmill in the distance.
Su Chang'an is now Ouyang Lin's assistant, but most of the time, he does nothing and directs Ouyang Lin to do what he does. He is even bigger than a big star, making Ouyang Lin's staff dare not speak out. .
This year, Su Changan followed Ouyang Lin to many places, such as rainforests, deserts, swamps, and lake areas. Su Changan didn't have much feeling for the names of the cities. Every time he went to a place, Ouyang Lin was working, and he wandered around. It is a place where there are no people, the deeper you go.
Recently, he felt that the shore of Lake Assel was really nice, and he had a very strong desire in his heart, wanting to imprint this moment in his eyes, and let Su Changan see it as well.
"Chang'an, come down." Ouyang Lin came back from the set. He didn't see Su Chang'an downstairs in the villa, so he knew that he had gone to the attic again.
When Su Chang'an went downstairs, Ouyang Lin directed a group of assistants to busy themselves, while taking the time to tell him: "I have work to go to England the day after tomorrow, you pack it up."
Su Changan smiled, and waited for the assistants to finish their work and leave before saying to Ouyang Lin: "No, I'm going back."
Ouyang Lin paused.
He turned around and looked at Su Chang'an with a slightly surprised expression: "Go...go back there?"
Su Changan nodded.Ouyang Lin smiled and said: "Why, that guy can't help it, it's only been a year."
Su Changan smiled, with a cheerful expression, he said to Ouyang Lin solemnly: "Maybe. But, I can't help it."
☆, 107 waste
Wen Yan returned to the room from the training ground, locked the door, let go of the breath he had been holding on, and walked slowly to the coffee table in the living room, suddenly roared, and swept everything on the coffee table to the ground .
"Bai Mo! You are too deceitful!"
Half an hour ago, Wen Yan met his former teammate on the training ground. He wanted to avoid him, but he couldn't.
In fact, they didn't say anything, they just asked Wen Yan why he was still in the base, they knew they had received the HCF invitation letter
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