The whole people think that I am a thief [entertainment circle]

You Lewen has never tried to have so many different pictures in his mind when listening to this song.

That was the strength that allowed him to reinvigorate himself every time he fell down in the long years?

When he went to the A.TP concert for the first time, he didn't know anything about the band at that time. He was like a passer-by who unintentionally broke into an unknown world.

But the people on the stage are so dazzling, and everyone around him is so devoted to this concert? He, a passer-by, seems to have become a member of this?

The first song is their debut song "A".

This song is composed by Cao Qu and written by all members. The lyrics of this first song express their ambition. Starting from the first letter of English, the goal is to become the highest and strongest in the Chinese music scene. , the combination that won the first place, and it turns out that they did it too.

It was the first time for You Lewen to hear this song. While being shocked by their ambition, he also found some resonance in a certain part of the lyrics.

Just like every young man who is ups and downs in society, everyone has a sense of resentment in his heart.No? Some people feel that they are ordinary people who are out of the ordinary. They want to be successful, to be praised and looked up to by others, and to be the person they want to be.

You Lewen was immediately attracted by the people on stage and the songs they sang. He was integrated into the concert like all the fans around him. Then he heard "Believe in Yourself" and " The Polisher.

That period was when he was at his lowest point. His career was frustrated, he was controversial, his hard work was not rewarded, and the comfort of his family became his source of pressure.

But these two songs let him hear about all living beings and realize that in this world, he is not the only one suffering from these pressures.

You Lewen was in a corner of the concert, looking up at the people on the stage. The dark blue light shone on Yu Mohan, and the whole venue seemed to become sad.

When he came back to his senses, he realized that his face was already full of tears.

You Lewen has never tried such a shame. He was afraid that others would see it, so he quickly lowered his head and wiped away his tears with his sleeves, but when he looked up, he found that everyone sitting in front of, behind, around, silently Bow down and wipe away tears.

He looked up at the people on the stage again, it was such a distant and dazzling existence, but at that moment, there seemed to be some kind of bond between them.

But at this moment, this once illusory bond seems to have become a stronger and more specific emotion.

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It's been a long time since Yu Mohan sang on stage. Although he just jokingly said that he was afraid that he would fail his performance, in fact, he still felt a little pressure when he sang in front of You Lewen.

He was afraid that he could not sing well and lose points in front of the young fans, and he was also afraid that he could perform well. Will You Lewen fulfill his wish as a fan after watching such a close-up performance, and never again Have expectations for him.

After he nervously sang the whole song, the music fell silent, and the tavern was so quiet that it made people's ears ringing for a moment.

You Lewen sat down blankly, just like when he first sat down, motionless and motionless, without any feedback.

Yu Mohan was suddenly a little uneasy and a little sullen.

He put down the electric guitar and walked off the stage in two steps to the table. As he walked, he asked, "How is it? I haven't seen you for a long time? Yes..."

Did you say anything? After finishing speaking, he found that the dull little fan had a line of tears on his face.

Yu Mohan was frightened immediately.

He rushed to You Lewen in a hurry, and said in a panic: "You, why are you crying, me, I, did I sing so badly? Don't you? Cry, why are you crying, me, that ,you……"

As soon as he said this, You Lewen suddenly came back to his senses, and quickly lowered his head and raised his arms to wipe his face with his clothes.

Seeing him like this, Yu Mohan immediately shut up.

He moved his lips, pursed them again, and at the next moment, he suddenly leaned forward and hugged You Lewen.

He felt You Lewen froze, but he didn't feel well either. It was the first time he did this kind of thing, and his whole body was froze.

After the two maintained this position for a few seconds, Yu Mohan whispered in You Lewen's ear, "I don't know why you are so sad all of a sudden, but this is an encouraging hug from an idol."

It seems to be comforting, and it seems to be trying to explain his sudden behavior clearly?

He could hear the sound of his heart beating extremely fast, as well as a certain emotion that he had guessed some time ago, which seemed to be quietly sprouting and growing wildly at this moment.

The two hugged each other quietly for a while, Yu Mohan bent over and felt that he was going to be useless, and the little fan in his arms didn't seem to be moving, so he moved, and then pretended to pat Patted You Lewen on the back, and then let go of him.

The dim light well concealed the emotions of the two of them, and they couldn't see clearly whether the other party was also flushed by this sudden movement like himself.

You Lewen has recovered his mood. He felt that it was quite embarrassing to cry just now, but now his whole head is muddy after being hugged by Yu Mohan like this, and he has no time to think about whether it is embarrassing or not.

Yu Mohan stood for a while, reached out and rubbed You Lewen's head, the latter looked up at him, Yu Mohan smiled at him and said, "Come on, come here, I'll make you some drinks."

The two changed places, Yu Mohan walked into the bar, and You Lewen sat on the outside.

Yu Mohan walked around the bar with his hips on his hips, carefully looked at the bottles on the cabinet, and asked with his back to You Lewen: "How about I make you some non-alcoholic ones, I don't drink alcoholic ones anymore , I have to drive back later."

You Lewen didn't care, and then he saw Yu Mohan pick out a few bottles of red, green and green drinks from the cabinet, looked around, picked up a few handy mixing tools, and began to mix them in an orderly manner.

Yu Mohan tuned and said: "Before I came here? I saw on the Internet that there is such a tavern in this resort, and I called yesterday to ask. Is there any one here in the off-season? Who, I thought about it, and said today? Wrap up here and have a drink? It's good to relax."

After Yu Mohan finished speaking, You Lewen listened? Got it, finally? Explained why they came here, and why Yu Mohan seemed to know everything, as if he had been here many times.

You Lewen saw Yu Mohan's movements very proficiently, sniffled his nose, and asked curiously: "Mr. Yu, did you learn how to mix wine before?"

"It's not considered learned." Yu Luoyu Mohan has already mixed the first cup, and the red, green and green drinks are divided into several layers on the goblet, which looks very beautiful.He pushed the cup in front of You Lewen, made a "please" gesture, and continued: "Cao Qu has learned this before. I used to watch it a few times when I often went out to play with him. I was a little impressed." If you are interested, let him teach me a few hands."

"Mr. Cao?" You Lewen carefully picked up the cup and took a sip. The sweet and sour taste was delicious. He opened his eyes wide in surprise and said, "Mr. Yu and Mr. Cao Is the teacher very familiar? I seem to have heard more of his name from your mouth."

Yu Mohan paused, and said, "Don't call us teacher or teacher, it sounds weird, just call us back by our first name."

You Lewen paused for a moment, his ears felt hot, he let out a "hmm", but he didn't say anything.

Yu Mohan went on to say: "Old? Cao and I were classmates in high school. Although the university is not in the same school, we kept in touch all the time. That guy." Speaking of this, Yu Mohan smiled helplessly and shook his head, "He never From the beginning of high school, I wanted to make music wholeheartedly. At that time, after the college entrance examination, I went to the conservatory of music, and I studied very well in college, but later..."

"What happened later?" You Lewen sipped, curious about these stories belonging to the members of A.TP.

But Yu Mohan stopped talking about this, and just shook his head and said: "No? We made our debut later, and he can continue his music career as he wishes, and now he is famous? Well, there is also Cao Qu in the Chinese music scene. It’s a good place to be.”

You Lewen didn't speak after listening.

In the story told by Yu Mohan, a lot of content was obviously omitted, for example, they did not go to the same university, Yu Mohan's original aspirations had nothing to do with music, and in Cao Qu's achievements, it was obvious that Yu Mohan also participated in it, but But like a bystander, he watched his relatives and friends fulfill his wish.

What about him?

He doesn't like music, and he doesn't study music. He doesn't care about his music career? He even disbanded A.TP.

So in the past five years, what is Yu Mohan's purpose as a member of A.TP?

You Lewen was very afraid of the thoughts that were about to take shape in his head. At this moment, Yu Mohan finished another drink and raised his glass to him with a smile. You Lewen came back to his senses, raised his glass and touched him.

Yu Mohan skipped the topic just now, took a sip and said to You Lewen with a smile: "Teacher Xingxing, isn't that right, You Lewen? Tell me your story."

Perhaps the name? There is really something in it. You Lewen was shocked when his name was called.

As if he was bewitched by the dim light and the quiet environment, his eyes looking at Yu Mohan were filled with emotions that he had never seen before.

The two just looked at each other for a while, and then at a certain point in time, they lost sight of each other at the same time.

You Lewen cleared his throat, "You, what did you just say?"

Yu Mohan also coughed and said, "I said, tell me your story."

"Oh..." You Lewen struggled to maintain normal thinking from the chaotic thoughts, "I, I don't seem to have any stories to tell. My life is quite ordinary and simple. Do you want to hear it? What? "

"Then," Yu Mohan looked back, "Then tell me about your experience from childhood to adulthood? I'm also curious about your writing career."

You Lewen thought about it for a while, but he didn't know where to start. The other party only wanted to hear it? He just said, "I have a father and a mother, and..."

"Pfft." Yu Mohan laughed, "Who doesn't have a father and a mother, student You Lewen, you are too funny."

You Lewen blushed when he was called his name? He was complained about again. He didn't know what he was talking about, so he could only continue to bite the bullet and skip this topic and continued: "I liked reading books when I was young. , maybe it was influenced by my father, oh yes, my father is a university teacher, and we were under a lot of pressure to study when we were young."

After Yu Mohan finished reading You Lewen's name, he felt a little embarrassed. He was still immersed in the previous topic and ignored the word "we" in You Lewen's words for a while.

You Lewen talked about some embarrassing things when he was studying, most of which were caused by being too introverted, but in Yu Mohan's ears, he felt that Teacher Xing Xing was so obedient and so painful.

As he said, his growth experience was greatly influenced by his father, so after graduating from university, he took the postgraduate entrance examination again, and it was during that time that he started writing novels.

You Lewen recalled: "When I first started writing novels, I felt that the world I built was so interesting. I was immersed in the world of novels every day. I even forgot to eat, and my stomach was ruined afterwards. Yes, my family is talking about me."

"But at the time? I didn't think there was anything, because I saw that I had made some achievements, and my heart was more happy than anything else, but my family felt that I couldn't go on like this, so..." You Lewen rubbed Rubbing my nose, I was embarrassed and said: "So they asked me to apply for a Ph.D. to distract me a little bit."

Yu Mohan looks like an old man on the subway? People look at their mobile phones, what kind of high-level distraction trick is this?

"The result?" Yu Mohan asked.

You Lewen smiled, "The result is that I passed the exam, and my work and rest have become normal, because I have to do a good job of time management every day, and divide the time to do things, otherwise I will not be able to complete the task. And it consumes a lot of brainpower, and you get hungry quickly, and your stomach becomes normal!"

Yu Mohan: "..." He gave a thumbs up, not knowing what to say for a moment.

Yu Mohan said: "Then after you finished your doctorate exam, did you immerse yourself in novels again?"

You Lewen paused, then raised the corners of his mouth and smiled and said, "Yes, my family is still very open-minded. They hope that I can do what I like, and it's good to be happy. Being a doctor..." He smiled, with an indescribably lonely expression on his face, "Maybe it's not suitable for me."

Yu Mohan was silent for a while after listening, then raised his hand and gently rubbed You Lewen's head.

The two looked at each other, Yu Mohan smiled, seemed to be comforting but also seemed to agree: "I think little student You Lewen is quite suitable to be a good novelist."

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