I am in love with myself

Chen Han came in with the heavy cardboard box in his arms, and put it on the ground with a bang. The mouth of the cardboard box had been opened, and there were several bottles of fruit wine on the top.

"There are so many, I can't finish it in two meals," An Mu said.

Chen Han wiped the fine sweat from his forehead, and smiled while changing his slippers: "Then make a few more meals, I don't plan to leave anyway."

An Mu bent down to pick up the box of vegetables. It was really heavy. He was a little out of breath after carrying it to the kitchen. Chen Han must have been very tired carrying it all the way.

Chen Han went to the bathroom to wash his hands first, and then entered the kitchen. Seeing Jian Yixi chopping chicken, he walked over and naturally took the knife in her hand.

"You came all the way here. You're a guest. How can I let you cook? Go talk to An Mu and I'll come."

This is said as if she is not a guest.

Jian Yixi raised her empty hand, as she was about to be pushed aside by Chen Han, she hurried to grab the kitchen knife again.

"Teacher Chen is the one. You have helped us so much, how can I make you work harder? Let me do it."

"Why are you being polite? With my relationship with An Mu for so many years, I should do anything for her."

"But...but this is the chestnut chicken that I promised An Mu to make for her."

"Chestnut chicken?"

"I really don't know how to do this, well, I'll do something else, let's go together."

The seemingly harmonious but not very harmonious conversation ended, and the two turned their heads almost at the same time.

"You go to review, and I will call you when you are done."

Although not in unison, but roughly the same meaning.

An Mu glanced at Jian Yixi, who had bright black eyes, and then at Chen Han, who was smiling gently. After pondering for a while, he took out a new apron and handed it to Chen Han.

"Then I'll wait for something delicious."

An Mu believed that Jian Yixi could handle this, so he turned around and went back to the study to review. He still had two exams tomorrow.

Chen Han took the apron and put it on, and out of the corner of his eye, Jian Yixi glanced at her secretly. After all, he was still young, showing too much emotion, and couldn't suppress the smile on his lips. It seems to disappear without a trace in the blink of an eye.

Chen Han was keen, his slender eyelashes blinked behind the gold-rimmed glasses, he looked down at the apron on his body, and then at Jian Yixi's apron, his eyes fell on the beautifully tied bow behind Jian Yixi.

The bow can be tied with either the forehand or the backhand, but if the backhand is tied up by oneself, the butterfly wings on both sides will be more casual. Look better.

Jian Yixi looks good this way.

The eyes behind the lens became cold twice, Chen Han took out the fruit wine in the cardboard box and put it in the refrigerator, took all the dishes out, and prepared them according to the planned menu.

"Are you okay at school?"

"Very good, thank you Teacher Chen, if it weren't for you, this matter wouldn't have fermented so quickly."

"I've said it all, you're welcome, Mu Mu's business is my business."

mumu...

Jian Yixi stopped chopping the chicken, and turned her eyes to look at Chen Han. The joy that An Mu didn't help Chen Han when she tied her apron just now disappeared in the blink of an eye.

"Thank you, one size fits all."

Chen Han was not polite, and asked in a gentle voice mixed with the sound of clattering plastic bags, "Are you here on a special trip?"

"It seems that you have a really good relationship. I am very happy for Mumu to make new friends so quickly. When you come back during the summer vacation, I will reimburse you for travel expenses. You will live here when you come. I will give you money every day." You cook delicious food, you can study together, you can also go out to play, combine work and rest.”

The hand that chopped the chicken paused again.

"Is Mr. Chen not busy with work? Can you keep running to China?"

"I plan to return to China for development, so I will stay in Beijing most of the time in the future."

Return to China for development?Are you still living in Beijing? !

Jian Yixi closed her eyes, knowing that she shouldn't be thinking wildly, but she couldn't control herself.

An Mu has repeatedly emphasized that she and Chen Han no longer have that kind of relationship. Can you give An Mu some trust?

Yes, trust!If even An Mu couldn't be trusted, who else in this world could be trusted?

Jian Yixi quickly convinced herself, and continued talking and laughing with Chen Han.

"That's pretty good. After all, no matter how good the foreign country is, we are foreigners there. Even immigrants can't change their eyes. Our own home is the best. My mother often said that the golden nest and silver nest are not as good as the doghouse at home. Roughness is not rough."

Chen Han agreed: "That's right, I thought the same way. Back then, I was young and energetic, and I always thought that the moon abroad was rounder. In fact... my own apples are more delicious."

Apple?

Jian Yixi just took it as a casual metaphor, and didn't care, and replied with a smile: "Our chestnut chicken is also delicious."

The kitchen is not big, but it is definitely not small. Two or three people can easily turn around when they are busy working together. Jian Yixi and Chen Han do not interfere with each other. I chatted with each other sentence by sentence.

Chen Han is very talkative, from all over the world, from all walks of life, including the school's trivial matters, she can speak wittily, and while talking, they talked about Jian Yihu and Qin Yige's puppy love.

"Puppy love is not necessarily bad. The bad ones are those who delay their studies because of puppy love, and even have premature intimacy. If it is a puppy love that urges each other to learn and does not cross the boundary, I think it is a good thing. After all, the student days are The purest, the feelings less polluted by interests are purer and longer.

Moreover, feelings are also the best motivation for learning, such as trying to get into a key university for the one you love, is more useful than how many times the teacher and parents give you advice. "

These words really touched Jian Yixi's heart, she nodded her head in approval.

"Ms. Chen is still insightful. Sometimes teachers and parents are too exaggerated."

Chen Han clattered and washed the sea cucumber, and asked casually, "What about you? Do you have a boyfriend?"

"Where's your girlfriend?"

Jian Yixi was cutting the ginger that had just been handed over from Chen Han, and almost missed it.

"No... no."

——It is said that France is a romantic and free country. It seems to be true. Who would casually ask others if there are gays?

Chen Han asked three questions about love, Jian Yixi's heart moved, and he couldn't help asking: "Does Teacher Chen like anyone?"

have? ! ! !

Jian Yixi was overjoyed, although she didn't know what she was overjoyed.

"Then, what kind of person does Teacher Chen like?"

Chen Han's long and slender fingers penetrated into the dark body of the japonicus japonicus and rotated it to clean it. The clear lens reflected a cool white light, and his lowered waist was slender and flexible. open.

"The one I like...is a stubborn and cute girl. When I first met her, she was not yet 13 years old. She was not tall enough to reach my chest. She was a spoiled and spoiled young lady. Very, very skinny.

It took me a lot of effort to raise her some meat, and she only loves to eat my cooking, and would go to my house every now and then to eat, and occasionally she was too busy to take care of her, so she squatted on the bed with her schoolbag in her arms. Waiting for me at my door, pitifully made me feel guilty.

Later, I simply gave her the key to my house, and she often refused to leave, and I had to call her parents. Her parents trusted me very much, and as long as I contacted, they would agree to her staying overnight.

Before she was 16, she stayed at my house for eight out of ten days. "

This...how does this look a bit like An Mu?

The more Jian Yixi heard it, the more flustered she became, and she pretended to be calm and asked, "Then...then have you dated?"

"Of course not. She confessed to me, but I refused. Her family trusted me so much, and I was her teacher in name. I couldn't convince myself to accept her, and once the relationship was confirmed, the simple hug between me and her would be nothing. It will become less innocent, and if it is serious, it may even be labeled as a crime."

teacher in name...

Could it be really An Mu?

No, no, she must be thinking too much. Even if she doesn't believe in Chen Han, she still has to believe in An Mu. An Mu just said that she doesn't like anyone. Han must have been talking about someone else.

Jian Yixi took a deep breath and continued to ask: "Then how are you doing now?"

"What do we...how do I say? She's still mad at me.

I can understand that I was too much, if I were her, I would be angry too.

It was because I rejected it too simply and rudely, saying that she is still a little girl, not developed enough to have a relationship, and that I have no interest in her at all, that I don't even want to post back, and said a lot of things that hurt her. "

Jian Yixi's heart was beating violently, and she tried her best not to connect these things with An Mu, even if Chen Han said more and more like him, she tried her best not to think about it.

"This... this does hurt a bit."

Whoa!

Chen Han suddenly pressed both hands into the ginseng washing basin, suddenly, with an echo, Jian Yixi was startled.

"You're wrong, it's not a little bit, it's very! If she doesn't love me, she will be angry at most, but she won't be hurt too much. The more she loves me, the more important my words are to her. The sharper I was, the deeper I hurt her."

"Then... what happened next?"

"After breaking off the teacher-student relationship with her, I didn't see her again for a long time, and I deliberately kept myself busy and didn't think about her, and I even deliberately avoided all news about her.

I didn't think so at the time, and looking back now, I hate myself.

He obviously likes her, but he dare not admit it, he dares to risk his life to guarantee that he will never touch her as long as she is underage, but he dare not face everyone's doubts.

I am cowardly, incompetent and selfish, afraid of being accused, afraid of being framed and imprisoned, afraid of my reputation being ruined, and afraid of ruining my hard-earned career. "

Chen Han laughed while talking, his smile was bleak.

"Fortunately, I'm still an adult who is 11 years older than her, but in the end I used to hurt her to protect myself. I... really... lived so much in vain."

Jian Yixi's mind is in a mess, just like a person who is afraid of ghosts can't help thinking about scary pictures, and she can't help always substituting that girl as An Mu.

She felt that she should say something, after all, Chen Han had helped her, but she really didn't know what to say, so she could only comfort her dryly.

"You...you don't have to blame yourself too much. If you feel that you are wrong, then apologize and try to minimize the damage."

"You're right. I've already figured it out. Whether it's a career or a reputation, it's actually not as important as I thought. I only want her now, and I just want her to forgive me."

Speaking of this, Chen Han suddenly changed the topic.

"You just said, thank you very much, is that true?"

Jian Yixi fished out the tomatoes soaked in hot water, tearing the skin restlessly.

Chen Han said: "I know that Shi En should not ask for anything in return, and I am not asking you to repay me. I sincerely beg you, and I hope you can help me."

"I'll help you?"

"Yes, only you can help me."

Jian Yixi looked up at Chen Han with a trace of astonishment.

"How can I help the teacher?"

"It's like this. She lives alone now, and her family is not around. I want to move in with her. At least I can help her cook and balance her nutrition. She will be in her third year of high school soon, and her studies will become more and more stressful. People take care of her, the body is easy to break down, but she is still angry with me, I am afraid that she will not agree, so I hope you can help me persuade her."

"I know her?"

"Yes, the girl I'm talking about...is An Mu."

An Mu!

It turned out to be An Mu! !

Jian Yixi stared blankly at Chen Han, unable to speak a word for a moment.

Chen Han's slender fingers were dripping with water, and he grabbed Jian Yixi's hand that was soaked in juice.

The tomato juice was as bright red as blood, and Chen Han's hoarse voice was bewitching.

"Will you... help me?"