I am in love with myself

An Mu shook his head with a smile, and changed into a thin silk nightdress, thinking that she would definitely come back soon, so he didn't care.

Sure enough, after a while, there was a cautious knock on the door, and Jian Yixi timidly asked, "An Mu...is it ready?"

"Okay, come in."

Only then did Jian Yixi push the door open again and come in, glanced at An Mu, subconsciously turned away, as if feeling that this was not good, and soon turned back pretending to be calm, her cheeks were faintly pink.

"I... want to sleep with you tonight, okay?"

An Mu was folding the changed casual home clothes, his eyes were on the clothes, and he didn't notice her abnormality.

"Why do you suddenly want to sleep with me?"

"Just...it's boring to be alone."

An Mu raised her eyes and glanced at her. Jian Yixi was dressed in khaki cotton home clothes, and her palm-sized face was extraordinarily fair. She had already entered the door, but she looked like a student entering a teacher's office, only standing near the door Looking at her from a distance, it seemed that she would not dare to go in until she opened her mouth.

An Mu couldn't help laughing: "Aren't you going to get your air conditioner?"

"Okay~!"

Jian Yixi frowned instantly, turned around and hurried to her room.

Jian Yixi had already taken a shower when she was bored waiting for An Mu in the afternoon, and she also took a shower when An Mu woke up. Both of them skipped this step before going to bed, and lay down peacefully, with their soft down pillows on their heads, chatting indiscriminately.

"An Mu, why are you so kind to me and Maomao? Are you so kind to Liang Sirui?"

An Mu Oubai's arms rested outside the quilt, and she lay on her back with her eyes closed. She was not sleepy at all, but felt that it was too late and it was time to sleep, so she lay down under the quilt.

"Liang Sirui... I don't know. I don't remember the past. What I remember is that she was kind to me. I went back to China not long after we were together, so I didn't treat her very well."

"So it's only good for me and Maomao?"

After a pause, Jian Yixi added: "Except for those who are related by blood."

"Well... so to speak."

"Why then?"

——This girl, is she still doubting that I like her, or just asking out of curiosity?

An Mu weighed it up.

If she replied that she was simply being nice to her friends, even though it was true, without the support of past and present lives, she would always lack a sense of reality. After all, since ancient times, the most valuable thing is sincerity.

There is an old saying that is inappropriate to use here, it is easy to get a priceless treasure, but a rare lover is also a proof.

She can't justify her kindness to Maomao. After all, it's normal for friends to encourage each other, and it's normal to send valuables on special days, but it's really not normal to send large stocks directly, let alone how she compares to Jian Yixi. Fluffy is better.

If it is an ordinary situation, explain it well and be sincere, even if you don't advance the life, just talk about the friendship in this life, you can still explain the past, but the problem is that it is not an ordinary situation now.

Both Maomao and Jian Yixi were suspecting that she liked Jian Yixi. Even the second elder brother half-jokingly teased whether they were having an adulterous affair when they heard that both of them would not live on campus and were going to live at home two days ago.

In this case, the explanation that is as plain as boiled water seems too thin, and it is useless to say it, just like she emphasized several times before that she did not like anyone, but she was still suspected after more than a year. Waste of words.

Rather than giving serious explanations that are useless, it is better to follow their minds and make up reasons to convince them, and let Maomao learn a lesson by the way, otherwise she will always be so outspoken, and sooner or later she will offend people like she did in her previous life. In her previous life, they were at the same school , can take care of each other, in this life...

An Mu sighed slightly. In this dark night, his quiet voice was not only nice, but also inexplicably convincing.

"You really want to know why?"

When eyesight is impaired, hearing will be amplified. From Jian Yixi's side, there is the sound of the quilt being tightly clenched, showing a faint sense of tension.

"think."

An Mu made up half-truths: "Actually... Although I have lost my memory consciously, my body still has an instinctive reaction to the past. According to my temperament, it is impossible for me to follow Chen Han who is so scheming. She was a friend, but my body couldn't help wanting to keep her.

So... I guess before I lost my memory, I might have really liked Chen Han.

However, now I don't remember anything, of course it is impossible to like it any more, but the lost part of the memory still has a great impact on my current life.

My friendship with you largely depends on my desire to protect you. Although I can't explain the reason, I guess it's probably because I was miserable before I lost my memory, such as being isolated or something.

This has been confirmed in Chen Han's previous narration. Chen Han dare not lie to me about this relatively public memory.

I used to feel bad about being isolated, subconsciously I wanted to protect you and treat you well. Seeing you get rid of Jane's house, I also felt the same relief. Seeing your house look brand new and the stinky relatives being punished, I also felt the same refreshment .

Especially when I heard that you were admitted to Tsinghua University, I felt a sense of happiness that my own child had a bright future.

It can be said that being good to you and wishing you well has become a way for me to obtain happiness. You have almost no obstacles now. Even if the road ahead is not smooth, with your current state, I believe you can face it yourself .

And the last thing I can do for you is to give you a start-up fund and watch the small sapling I brought up grow into a towering tree. "

After the words fell for a long time, Jian Yixi finally uttered a sentence with a hoarse voice.

"Before you clearly said...you didn't treat me like a child, and you said you touched my head because the hair is easy to touch..."

——It's been nearly two years since this kind of sesame mung bean matter, how does Jian Yixi still remember it?

An Mu continued to make up half-truths without changing his face.

"Touching your hair is because I really think your hair is easy to touch. As for the child, it's just a metaphor. Maybe another metaphor is more appropriate. You...you are like the heroine of a certain game that made me find resonance. I will take you all the way to ride the wind and waves , seeing you reach the pinnacle of life, I will also get the same sense of happiness, so giving you krypton gold is giving myself krypton, is that clear?"

——I understand, I understand very well, I want to cry if I understand.

Jian Yixi was originally lying on her side facing An Mu, but she turned her back after listening to it. Her heart that was excited a few minutes ago was shattered as the "child" "grew up".

——So An Mu is just using her as a game to play with?So you just don't like it?

How excited I was before, how uncomfortable this meeting will be.

Jian Yixi hugged the quilt, trying to comfort herself.

——It doesn't matter, as long as An Mu is crooked and An Mu doesn't like others, then she still has a chance.

——Besides, she is now in a very favorable position near the water. As long as she works hard enough, she believes that one day she will be able to impress An Mu.

After comforting herself for a while, Jian Yixi finally regained her self-confidence, and recovered her emotions little by little.

"So, you also cultivate Maomao?"

An Mu glanced at Jian Yixi's dark back. Although he couldn't see anything clearly, he could still tell the emotion in that tone.

——The first step is to make up a reliable reason to convince Jian Yixi that there is a reason why she treats her well, and it's done.

——The second step, with the help of this fabricated reason, by the way, choose yourself, and let Jian Yixi be sure that she has absolutely no unreasonable thoughts about her, complete.

——Now it's time for the third step, pull Maomao into the water, let Maomao empathize with her, and see if she dares to talk nonsense in the future.

For a person like An Mu who has lived two lifetimes, it's a bit overkill to fool a little girl like Jian Yixi who trusts her so much, saying that it's easy and effortless.

An Mu said: "Maomao is different from you, you are more like my child, or the heroine of the game I raised, while Maomao has a stronger sense of her own age, she is just a crazy girl who makes me unable to resist.

It may be that before I lost my memory, I was heartbroken by Chen Han. After I lost my memory, I instinctively rejected people who were too complicated, and I had no resistance to Mao Mao, who was simple in nature.

Maomao is the most special girl I have ever met. Sometimes she is caring and sometimes irritating, and she makes me laugh and cry when she is heartless.

I like her bright smile, her nonsensical mind, and her cleanliness that no one can pollute.

What I didn't want to say at first, I was afraid that if it got to Mao Mao's ears, it would destroy our relationship.

But I don't want to hide behind my back and like silently forever. If I like it, I should be brave, otherwise I will just let the person I like slip away from my fingertips.

Regardless of success or failure, I decided to confess.

Originally, I wanted to wait until after the military training was over, but now that the sick leave is over early, I will go to her tomorrow to confess my love.

Tomorrow, after watching the movie, we will go to Mao Mao for dinner together, and I will confess my love at the dinner table.

This is the most suitable place I have considered to confess. The environment is relatively noisy, which can make the confession less formal. If Maomao doesn't like me at all, it won't be too embarrassing.

I just want to express my heart, and I didn't expect Maomao to agree. After that, I just need to work hard to catch up. I believe that sincerity is as good as gold and stone, and one day I will succeed.

When the time comes, I have to trouble you to play it by ear, so that we can get along with each other more conveniently. "

It was a long paragraph without a single pause, as if it had been deliberated a long time ago, and it was finally said today, it was finished in one breath.

Before An Mu finished speaking, Jian Yixi sat up suddenly, hugged the quilt and got out of bed in the dark.

An Mu also stood up and sat up, and asked with a smile, "What's wrong? Why did you get up all of a sudden?"

In the dark, Jian Yixi's deep breathing sound was exceptionally clear. She took several deep breaths before opening her mouth.

"I... have a stomachache and suddenly want to go to the toilet."

"Then why are you holding the quilt?"

"I...I go to the toilet for a long time. I'm afraid that you will fall asleep when I come out and wake you up. I'd better go to my room directly. You go to bed early. I, I'm leaving, good night."

Jian Yixi moved the door very quickly.

An Mu glanced at the vague outline of the mobile phone on the table, smiled, and quickly smoothed the corners of her lips, reminding, "You forgot your mobile phone."

Jian Yixi froze, her hands touched the doorknob, she quickly turned back, took her mobile phone and left quickly.

Obviously looking impatient, he closed the door carefully, with only a soft click.

Jian Yixi didn't know why An Mu was laughing with her arms around the pillow in the room. She went back to her room top-heavy, and fell on the bed with a huff. She really felt that she was about to die.

An Mu likes Mao Mao?

An Mu actually really likes Maomao! !

So the so-called truth or dare was actually An Mu testing Mao Mao?

Mao Mao's mouth has always been a good spirit but not a bad spirit, so now it really becomes a triangle relationship?

She likes An Mu, An Mu likes Mao Mao, Mao Mao likes...

No, Maomao doesn't like anyone, so the triangle relationship doesn't hold.

But if the triangle relationship is not established, doesn't it mean that the stability of the triangle is also lost?

Are they going to disintegrate?

If Mao Mao doesn't accept An Mu, and An Mu is a character who refuses to admit defeat, in the end, Mao Mao stays away from An Mu, and the trio collapses, which is inevitable.

If Maomao accepts An Mu, and they form a cp and love each other, what is she?She can force herself to turn a blind eye and continue to be their best friend, but they may not be able to know everything about her and talk endlessly.

What's more, once they fall in love, Mao Mao will definitely move out of the dormitory. When the two of them live together, she will most likely move out.

Jian Yixi couldn't think about it anymore. Intellectually, she felt that she could accept An Mu and Mao Mao being in love, but emotionally, she felt that she couldn't stand them kissing me. Once they were together, no matter whether it was subjective or objective, , she will drift away from them.

Perhaps this will not hurt her friendship with them in essence, but in reality, she will definitely have much less contact with them.

The more Jian Yixi thought about it, the colder her heart became, she fumbled for her phone and subconsciously wanted to send Mao Mao a message to discuss it, but when she clicked on the dialog box, she remembered that An Mu wanted to confess herself.

Putting down the phone and closing her eyes, Jian Yixi's mind was in a mess, her chest seemed to be congested, but it didn't seem to be congested, like flustered, or palpitations?She couldn't tell the difference, but it was just uncomfortable, so uncomfortable that she tossed and turned, let alone sleeping, her head would explode.

The second brother suddenly sent a message.

[Incubus listens: How about tempting? 】

[Meng Xi's written talk: Second brother! 】

——Woo, I want to cry, second brother.

[Yinchusi listens: What's wrong?Why are you still using the exclamation point? 】

Jian Yixi really wanted to tell her second brother everything, it would make her feel better.

But she couldn't. After all, it was An Mu's private matter. Although An Mu didn't explicitly ask her to keep it a secret, she should be aware that she couldn't say a word she shouldn't say, even if she felt uncomfortable.

[Meng Xi's writing: An Mu, she... doesn't like me. 】

[Yinchusi listens: How do you know?Tell me about the test results. 】

[Meng Xi's written talk: I didn't succeed in trying, but I talked to An Mu, and she said she has someone she likes, not me. 】

[Yinchusi listens: Did she deliberately say it wasn't you? 】

[Meng Xi's written talk: No, we just chatted casually. When we got to the chat, she inadvertently mentioned someone she liked. 】

[Listen to Inbres: French? 】

[Meng Xi's written talk: Second brother, don't guess, I know who it is, but An Mu hasn't made it public, so I can't say. 】

【Listening to Yinchusi: Hug.jpg】

[Meng Xi's written talk: I'm fine, second brother, it's not too late to know, it's better than my hot confession and then being rejected. 】

[Yinchusi listens: Cry if you want to cry, don't bear it. 】

[Meng Xi's written talk: Second brother...]

[Listen to Yin Chuansi: Share: Heartbroken.mp3--Yojia Lin]

The second brother was really afraid that she didn't cry badly enough, so he shared such a miserable song with her, but she couldn't help but click on it.

Lin Youjia's sad voice faintly flowed in the bedroom, soaking into Jian Yixi's uncomfortable heart.

[Close your eyes and watch the sunset at the age of 16... as beautiful as us...]

——16 years old...the age she knew An Mu...

【Obviously love but don't know what to do...】

——What else can I do?Even if she was curvy, An Mu didn't like her.

【It hurts me that I had you...】

——It's a pity that I haven't even owned it.

Music is indeed the tool that can mobilize emotions the most. Jian Yixi cried like a fool while wrapped in a quilt.

I just discovered my relationship, and then I lost it in a blink of an eye. Is there anything worse than her?

Jian Yixi even secretly wanted to spoil An Mu's confession for a moment. An Mu is so good, and Mao Mao is so unrestrained. No matter how she thinks about it, she feels that Mao Mao will not reject An Mu. They will definitely have a happy ending, but this is not what she wants have witnessed.

However, as soon as she thought about it, she couldn't stop An Mu's happiness no matter how wolfish she was.

If it weren't for An Mu, she would still be trapped in Jian's house, and she would never know what it would be like to be down and out.

No matter what purpose An Mu had for being nice to her, in fact being nice to her was enough.

In this world, no matter who she hurts, it is impossible for her to hurt An Mu.

Crying may indeed be able to clear up emotions, but crying can also cause headache sequelae. Jian Yixi doesn't know how long she has been crying. In short, the song "Sorrow" has been replayed countless times. Even if she turns off the music, her mind is full of still It is a sad melody.

The headache was almost split open, and her heart was empty. She lay on the bed, and finally fell asleep. Before she fell asleep, the phone buzzed.

Jian Yixi stared at the message for several seconds, and once suspected that the second brother sent it by mistake.

Only then did Jian Yixi press her temples to get up, went downstairs in a daze, and opened the door in a daze.

The second brother stood at the door in a striped shirt and straight trousers. It was very different from his usual t-shirt and jeans. Only his short fluffy hair remained the same. He smiled in his amber eyes, which resembled An Mu's spirit, and raised the two plastic bags in his hand. .

A bag of milk tea, a bag of medicine box.

"I've asked. It doesn't matter if this medicine and milk tea are together. You can drink them together."

Jian Yixi took the medicine box with her eyes swollen from crying and looked at it. It is a Chinese patent medicine, which has the effect of relieving headaches.

The second brother said again: "Although pain-reducing tablets such as ibuprofen are more effective, they have side effects to some extent. This kind is milder. Drink the medicine with milk tea and go to bed early."

Milk tea was also handed to her.

The second brother pointed to the balcony, "The night view from here is good. Drinking milk tea while looking at the night view will relax you. Go to sleep after drinking."

Jian Yixi was a little at a loss: "Second brother..."

"I just came home from playing with my friends. I happened to pass by here. I didn't give it to you specially. Don't be so touched. It's all right. I'm leaving. Go to bed early."

The second brother didn't even enter the door, turned around and left, waving his hands back as he walked, casually and freely.

After crying, I really feel a little empty, not only my mind, but also my stomach.

Jian Yixi took two dark brown Chinese medicine tablets, took a sip of milk tea and swallowed it. Before the bitter taste of the medicine could linger in his mouth, it was covered by the aroma of milk.

The tears that had just stopped wet her eyes again, Jian Yixi sniffed, held the milk tea, and opened the balcony door.

In the middle of the night in Beijing, neon lights are shining everywhere, as if the nine-day stars have fallen into the world, and the night wind is blowing. It is different from the cooling of the indoor air conditioner, and it is naturally refreshing. Even with a trace of daytime heat, it still makes the whole heart tremble. Then slowly precipitate.

After drinking a cup of warm milk tea, the pores of the whole body are opened, the body is sweating, and the whole body feels refreshed, and even the headache doesn't seem to hurt so much.

Jian Yixi took a deep breath, closed the window, went back to the room and took a shower before going back to bed.

God treated her well, and pulled her back in time before she did something wrong. No matter whether An Mu would be with Maomao or not, she would try her best to adjust herself. If she couldn't achieve the stability of the triangle, she would do that. Balance the balance of their relationship.

Whether it's friends or anything, as long as they can stay by An Mu's side, it's good.

Go to bed, it's late.

Wake up tomorrow and everything will be back to normal.

She still wants to... watch a movie with An Mu.

In the dead of night, everything was silent, Jian Yixi was lying flat, her slender arms wrapped around the quilt, and the ticking wall clock was meticulously walking the needles. If it wasn't for the hand holding the thin quilt tightly, she would really be like She seemed to be asleep, not moving at all.

It was agreed to watch a movie, but the plan was disrupted by an unexpected visitor. Early in the morning, Chen Han came to the door again. This time, instead of sending yellow carnations, he hugged a large bouquet of lilies. Xinxiang, just looking at it makes people feel better.

Seeing her yesterday was obviously very irritable, but seeing her again today, I felt a little bit of sympathy. Unfortunately, Jian Yixi was really in a bad mood, so he forced her to come in and made a cup of tea for her.

"What happened to your eyes? Why are they swollen?"

Crying most of the night, can you not be swollen?

Jian Yixi said perfunctorily: "I don't know why, but I got swollen after sleeping all night, maybe it's because I'm not acclimatized."

Just as she was talking, An Mu also yawned and went downstairs. She had just taken a morning shower, and her face was faintly pink. That just the right amount of pink made her ice-white, somewhat impersonal face look gentle. a lot.

"Teacher Chen?"

Chen Han stood up with a smile on his face.

"It looks like you're feeling better."

Before An Mu could say anything more, Chen Han said again: "My friend happens to be from your school, and I happened to mention you to her a few days ago, and she also knew that you were the only student I accepted, but something happened to you yesterday, and she Call me when you remember."

This explanation is also reasonable, but the authenticity is open to question.

An Mu didn't dwell on this issue too much, she glanced at Bai Baihe in Jian Yixi's arms, and thanked him politely and distantly.

Chen Han adhered to the rules of the guests. He didn't want to be the host as before, cooking and making coffee. Instead, he sat quietly on the sofa, asked about An Mu's recent situation, and recommended a good gym for her.

Just as he was talking, An Mu's cell phone rang.

"What?! How could you faint?!"

An Mu stood up abruptly. She didn't know what the other person said. She clutched her phone and went upstairs. After a while, she came down and changed her clothes.

"Maomao has an accident, Jian Yixi, let's go there together, Mr. Chen is sorry, I'm afraid I can't entertain you."

Chen Han also quickly stood up.

"Are you in a hurry? I'm driving here and I'll see you off."

Not allowing An Mu to think too much, Chen Han rushed to the entrance to change his shoes.

An Mu said, "Then I'll trouble Teacher Chen."

After Chen Han changed his shoes and opened the door, he glanced back at her, his gold-rimmed glasses reflected a white light, and there was an imperceptible smile on the corner of his lips.

"You're welcome, let's go."

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