I am in love with myself

Standing in the darkness, An Mu heard the little girl's cry again. Following the cry, she found the little girl not far in front of her, walking towards the endless point of light.

She tried to call "An Mu", but the little girl ignored her and continued walking forward.

The little girl was not 15 years old when she died, but she was about 13 years old when she first fell asleep.

The light was like starlight at first, only a little bit bigger, and as they approached, it became bigger and brighter, so that she couldn't open her eyes.

She subconsciously raised her arm to cover her lower eyes, and then moved away, the nothingness disappeared, and the dazzling white light disappeared. She was standing at a busy intersection, the sky was blue and the clouds were cloudy, and a group of elementary school students lined up under the leadership of the teacher. Leading the team to cross the road obediently, every child had a sweet smile on their face.

She looked for the little girl everywhere, but she was nowhere to be seen.

She saw the familiar private car rushing towards this side, through the transparent car window, her 28-year-old face clearly came into view, and the co-pilot was Fang Yunna.

The accident happened only in a split second. In order to avoid the elementary school students, the 28-year-old resolutely chose to crash into the small truck on the side.

There was a loud bang, and everyone was stunned. The truck couldn't withstand the impact, and rolled over. The traffic police who came to rescue them didn't have time to make a move, and she and Fang Yunna were smashed out of shape.

The truck driver climbed out of the cab tremblingly, without noticing the pair of little feet hanging above his head.

Pink nightdress, the color of a girl, the little girl is hanging in the air, her long honey-brown hair flutters in the wind, she looks down at her under the ruins, then at Fang Yunna, the murderer who indirectly killed her, and turns slowly He turned his head and looked at her from a distance.

This was the first time An Mu saw her face clearly since falling asleep.

It was a face that was so white that it was almost transparent. One could tell it was not a living person at first glance, but it would not make people feel frightened. The crystal-clear eyes were filled with heartbreaking tears.

"What do you want to say to me?" An Mu asked.

The little girl moved her lips, those same white almost transparent lips seemed to hide a thousand words, but she didn't say a word, as if she didn't know what to say, or couldn't open her mouth, she could only plead And sad, staring at her, watching, watching, watching...

"An Mu, An Mu? Wake up, it's time for lunch."

An Mu opened her eyes suddenly, and cold sweat broke out from the corners of her forehead. She seemed...as if she saw the girl move her lips at the end and say two words, what were they?what word?

Seeing that she finally woke up, Jian Yixi breathed a sigh of relief.

"How is it? Is it better? The police came in the morning, and the second brother saw that you were still asleep, so he didn't let me disturb you. The only thing that needs to be written about Chen Han's case is your transcript."

Chen Han...

"Yes! Chen Han! The last two words she said were Chen Han!"

"What? Who said it last?" Jian Yixi helped her sit up and looked at her in surprise.

An Mu was in a daze, and it took him a long time to focus on Jian Yixi.

"Where's the phone? My phone."

Jian Yixi quickly took out the phone and handed it to her, "What are you doing?"

"I have something to confirm."

Jian Yixi saw that she had a serious expression and didn't ask any annoying questions. She sat obediently on the side and watched her quickly find out An Ma's phone and dial it.

It was only six o'clock in the morning in France, and Mama An hadn't woken up yet, so the phone rang for a long time before she answered it.

"Call Mom early in the morning? What happened?"

"Mom, I want to ask you something, I hope you can answer me truthfully, it is very important to me."

The serious tone made An's mother, who was still a little bit sleepy, sober for the most part in an instant.

"What's the matter, you ask."

"Is my suicide note still with you?"

"What suicide note? Bah, bah, bah! What bad words?! You are still alive and well, where is the suicide note?!"

An's mother was scared. She was really scared. Now she couldn't listen to An Mu's bad words. She never wanted to experience the pain of bereavement.

An Mu slowly rubbed her temples. The throbbing pain really didn't feel good. She tried to calm herself down, hoping to relieve the headache.

"Okay, don't say bad words, my letter is with you, right?"

An Ma sighed, "Have you recovered your memory?"

"I don't know, that's why I asked you to confirm."

An Mu's outspokenness made An Ma's heart ache. She originally wanted to die and hide it from her daughter. She didn't want her daughter to recall those bad memories, but she still couldn't bear it and told the truth.

"Yes, in my place, I originally wanted to burn it, but your father said that only the dead are burned. If I want to burn it, it is unlucky. It is the same if I tear it up and throw it away. There is no other way, so I temporarily locked it in the safe. It should be your will that you made in advance, and your father and I have also made it."

"Then can you take a picture of the letter and send it to me?"

"What do you want this for?"

"I just want to take a look and confirm whether the memory is really restored or it's just a dream."

"Okay, just wait."

Not long after I hung up the phone, Mama An's V-letter was sent. Inside was a suicide note that was photographed fairly clearly. The tear-stained ink stains on the suicide note were almost exactly the same as those in the dream.

Jian Yixi sat by the bed, glanced at the suicide note, bit her lip, and asked cautiously: "You... have you recovered your memory?"

An Mu was carefully reading the contents of the letter, and casually said "probably", not noticing Jian Yixi's momentary uneasy expression.

The content of the letter was almost the same as in the dream, it was begging An's father and An's mother to help Chen Han, and repeatedly stated that Chen Han had never violated any rules with her, Chen Han was a good person, and it was not Chen Han who forced her to death, It was the shameless villain who threatened Chen Han with a photo.

An Mu took a long breath and called An Ma again.

"Mom, I want to know how you deal with it after I lost my memory."

Mama An told her everything.

From An Mu's suicide to her rebirth, it was actually only half a day. After Ann's father and mother settled down, the first thing that came to mind was Chen Han.

Their precious daughter finally came back to life, and they didn't want any negative | news about Chen Han to appear on the Internet, for fear of irritating her again.

So before the other party spread rumors, they activated their contacts in advance and found that person.

That person was exactly as Chen Han expected, he was the designer of AG, and he had the wishful thinking of squeezing Chen Han out of his position. Even if he couldn't get the position, he would be more comfortable without Chen Han's thorn in his side.

Although An's family is a foreigner, they can enjoy a lot of money in that one-acre land in Paris. No one will be troubled by money. Dad An stepped forward, and the AG team cooperated very well to conclusively conclusively prove the designer's criminal evidence, and quietly arrested him. Sent to prison, almost no one except industry acquaintances knew about it.

Once the culprit is solved, the accomplices will naturally not be let go.

Dad An contacted his uncle and asked him to help Fang Yunna.

It can only be treated in private, and there is no way to call the police. First, Fang Yunna was still a minor when she committed the crime. Second, it is very difficult to obtain evidence in a transnational case, and the lawsuit is not easy. After tossing and tossing, Fang Yunna is a shit. The thing would be a few years of forced labor at most, and An Mu might be implicated.

To sum up, the uncle just found someone to mess with the Xia family in private, causing Fang Yunna's parents to lose their jobs. They also encountered obstacles everywhere when they wanted to find other jobs. If they couldn't find a job, they could only start their own business. The ineffective father lost more than half of the money she cheated, so Fang Yunna hid some private houses, otherwise she would not have the money to pay tuition fees when she went to college.

An's father and An's mother didn't kill them all, the main reason was to collect yin virtue for their daughter. The older generation is more or less old-fashioned. It is unbelievable, and I will never take them at risk.

Fang Yunna was lucky enough to escape. On Chen Han's side, An's father and An's mother kept it a secret. Chen Han came to visit several times, but An's father and An's mother made excuses not to let her see An Mu.

An Mu was going back to China at that time, and An's father, An's mother was really relieved. Although there were many concerns, but after careful consideration, it was safer to stay far away from Chen Han.

Although they helped Chen Han, they still hated Chen Han in their bones. If it wasn't for Chen Han, how could their precious daughter have come to that point?

Of course, they also blamed themselves for not noticing their daughter's emotions.

They couldn't treat Chen Han coldly or like Chen Han, whom their precious daughter sacrificed their lives for, so they could only be polite and keep them at a respectful distance.

Although they really don't want their daughter to recover their memories, and they don't want their daughter and Chen Han to continue this bad relationship, but they don't dare to interfere too much, they can only let nature take its course. They could have intervened to stop Chen Han from returning to China, but they didn't, they were I'm really scared, afraid that if something goes wrong again.

In fact, seeing their daughter studying day and night, they didn't feel very happy, but more distressed and worried. In their view, her daughter's amnesia is a sign of pain, and her uncharacteristically studying hard is also a sign of avoiding pain.

They even consulted a psychiatrist, who thought so too.

Their precious daughter has loved Chen Han to the point of amnesia, forcing herself to be so painful, how can they have the heart to stop them?

Nothing is as important as a daughter. As long as the daughter is happy, they don't care about being judged, let alone the so-called heirs. Anyway, there are so many descendants in the An family, and they still worry about not being able to find a name?

"Daughter, as long as you are happy, really, as long as you are happy, your father and I will support everything. Even if you two go to register your marriage now, we will definitely not stop you. The only thing is, don't let your grandpa know that he is going to marry you." I'm old, I can't stand this."

He had already heard what he wanted to hear, and An Mu didn't respond to Mama An's last statement.

She didn't know how to respond. She was never good at expressing this kind of warmth. She was only good at suspicion, intrigue and revenge.

What's more, the original owner really likes Chen Han. She hasn't figured it out yet. Before she can figure it out, she will put everything down and make a long-term plan later.

After hanging up the phone, An Mu called Liang Sirui again.

Liang Sirui stared at her with panda eyes, wishing she could bite her through the screen.

"Do you know what time it is, big sister? It's not even seven o'clock, okay! I didn't go to bed until five o'clock last night, and I just fell asleep!"

"Ask you something."

"It's better if it's an urgent matter, otherwise...huh!~"

"Did you intercept the message that threatened Chen Han?"

"You... how do you know? Chen Han told you? No, Chen Han didn't know about it at all. Could it be that you... have recovered your memory?!"

An Mu was noncommittal, and continued to ask, "Do you still have that photo?"

"It's gone, it's all deleted, how dare you keep this kind of thing? If it gets out, it will be bad for you."

An Mu confirmed the content of the dream again, asked Liang Sirui about the hunger strike of the original owner, and asked the original owner how to get to the spring show.

After asking and hung up the phone, An Mu felt more and more tired and his head hurt even more.

Jian Yixi was by the side all the time, and naturally listened to all the calls. She hadn't recovered from the huge amount of information, and she was in a trance.

"Go and find a doctor to prescribe painkillers for me. My head hurts so much that I can't think."

"It's not good to take painkillers."

An Mu turned his eyes slightly, and glanced at Jian Yixi lightly. It was an ordinary look, but he couldn't stand the first love filter. Even the simple look in Jian Yixi's eyes showed all kinds of injustice. The taste is the same, tender and angry, not to mention asking for a pill right now, Jian Yixi can't say a word and refuse to give even if she wants the stars or the moon.

Jian Yixi immediately lost her will.

"Is... really so uncomfortable?"

"Uncomfortable."

"It hurts badly."

"sharp."

"Then... can you bear it?"

Tolerate?

At best, An Mu could only resist the urge to roll his eyes.

"Why are you so wordy today? Just take a slice once in a while, it's okay."

Jian Yixi also knew that she was rambling, but she didn't care much about taking medicine casually, she was afraid that it would affect An Mu's health.

Seeing An Mu rubbing his temples with both hands suffering from a headache, Jian Yixi didn't dare to delay any longer. No matter what, let An Mu feel better first.

A piece of medicine was placed in An Mu's palm, and the water cooled down and handed it over.

An Mu asked after drinking the medicine, "Where's Second Brother?"

"Second brother went to buy food for us, we three patients, and Mao Mao, all count on second brother."

"By the way, where's Mao Mao?"

Maomao can't sit still, logically speaking, even if he is limping and can't get over, he should find a way to borrow a wheelchair to come over, why is he so quiet and see no one?

Jian Yixi said: "Maomao came here before, the second brother came here with a wheelchair, and he talked to me for a long time before leaving. You have been sleeping, and you can't wake up because of the noise. I almost thought..."

Before he finished speaking, the second elder brother came in with two boxes of lunch. He was listening to the end, and couldn't help but joked: "If you don't wake up, Jian Yixi will call the doctor. She said you have never slept like this before." Shen Guo, it must be said that you are not asleep, but unconscious again."

An Mu rubbed her temples. She didn't know whether she was in a coma or asleep. In short, she had a long dream. No, it seems that it was not a dream, but the memory of the original owner, but she didn't know whether it was this body. The built-in memory, there is still something... weird power.

"Second brother, are you busy this afternoon?"

"It's okay, I will take care of you three girls full-time. By the way, my little aunt will come later, so you can wait for the training."

An Mu automatically ignored the second half of the sentence, and the little aunt started rambling, which was more annoying than Tang Seng.

"Second brother, if you're okay, after dinner, take me to the police station. I want to see Chen Han."

"Why do you see her? There is nothing good to see that kind of person. You have to be angry and wait until the day of the court to see her jokes. There is no need to end the scene in person, and lose our worth."

After all, the second brother paused, "Speaking of this, my dad just called me and said that he was short of your transcript and asked you to do it in the afternoon. He wanted to finish this matter quickly. He said that he was afraid that your parents would find out that he was going to settle accounts with him, so they had to deal with it quickly."

The reason why An's family is so harmonious is due to the uncle's contribution. He took the lead too well. He broke his heart for his brothers and sisters, and brought the whole family close together.

An Mu took advantage of the situation and said, "That's just right, go to the police station and take notes."

The second brother waved his hand, "Don't bother, they will come over in the afternoon."

An Mu didn't talk anymore. He got out of bed and went to wash up, which was late, before coming out to eat.

I don't know if it was the sequelae of the medicine or the sequelae of the dream. An Mu's appetite was very poor, and he couldn't eat without two bites. He simply closed the lunch box, got up and said, "Let's go, second brother."

The second brother was playing a game, without raising his head, he asked, "Where are you going?"

"Didn't you agree? Go to the police station."

The second brother was startled, and looked up at An Mu's serious look, and couldn't help but laugh.

"You man, when did you learn to cheat? When did I agree with you?"

An Mu's face remained unchanged and he said, "If you don't believe me, ask Jian Yixi, Jian Yixi, did the second brother agree to take me to the police station after dinner?"

Jian Yixi, who was burying her head in her meal and lying innocently on the gun, said, "Uh...yes, the second brother agreed, I...I heard it."

The second brother put his phone away while clicking his tongue, stood up and stretched.

"These days, talking nonsense with open eyes has become a necessary skill. An honest person like me is bullied everywhere. Okay, let's go. If you don't make such a fuss, you'll have to take it out on me. I'd better give it less." Block yourself."

Of course, no one cared about the second brother's jokes. Seeing that the two were about to leave, Jian Yixi quickly closed the lunch box and got up to follow.

An Mu turned around and held her down.

"You have a head injury, it's not good to see the wind, don't run around."

"And you have good legs and feet, and you can greet Mao Mao a little bit. After you eat, go to Mao Mao's room and sit for a while. You two talk, and I will be back in a while."

An Mu's rejection was written on his face, even if others couldn't see it, Jian Yixi could.

She forced a smile, and the corner of her mouth was still stained with rice grains from eating in a hurry, fearing that she might not catch up with An Mu.

"I really can't go with you?"

"It's not impossible, it's because there's no one around."

An Mu turned around and took out a wet towel to help her wipe off the rice grains naturally. This subtle movement somewhat soothed Jian Yixi's restless heart.

"Then...then you come back early."

"Well, don't worry."

The second elder brother glanced back and forth between the two. Although he didn't know that the two had had a relationship, he was keenly aware of the change in Jian Yixi's attitude. He sighed silently, and then shook his head and smiled self-deprecatingly.

In the police station, the policeman who interrogated Chen Han knew his second brother very well. While leading An Mu in, he complained to his second brother.

"This Chen Han is really stubborn. No matter how hard you pry it, you can't pry it open. The evidence is all in front of you. If you insist that you didn't do it, I told her. If you confess and refuse to be strict, then you will not admit it. Severe punishment will take two years in prison, and she still won't get in."

While talking, when they reached the door, the second brother didn't enter, so he turned to let An Mu in. He and the policeman continued to chat at the door.

Chen Han sat quietly behind the table, not at all like a criminal who just committed a crime, her expression was calm and unwavering, her gold-rimmed glasses were still cool and white, the scratches on her face had scabs, and the redness of her skin made her fair skin.

She raised her eyes to look at An Mu, then lowered her eyes again, her voice was flat and without emotion.

"Are you here to persuade me to confess?"

"I'm just curious why you didn't plead guilty?"

"If I plead guilty, you will definitely blame yourself when you recover your memory."

If it wasn't for such a dream, such an answer would only make An Mu think that Chen Han was acting.

This is also helpless, she met too many actors in her previous life, and Chen Han has also acted in many dramas in this life, it is difficult for her to trust a person, what Chen Han did made her even more untrustworthy .

But now she believed it. Chen Han might have done some wrong things, even unforgivable wrong things, but her heart for little An Mu was not fake.

There are really few people in this world who would rather risk their own careers and be accused of plagiarism than to protect the other party's reputation.

An Mu was actually envious of them. They loved each other wholeheartedly and were willing to give their all for each other. This was a precious relationship that she never dared to think about and felt that she would never meet.

Even if little An Mu didn't say the word "Chen Han" in the end, she still knew what to do.

"Chen Han, do you believe there are ghosts in this world?"

Chen Han was startled, his face paled instantly, and he stood up excitedly.

"You go, we have nothing to say!"

This reaction...

An Mu closed her beautiful eyes slightly, and sat motionless looking at her.

"It seems that you have noticed it."

Chen Han frowned, she was a detained person and couldn't go out, so he had to turn his back and not look at her.

"I don't know what you're talking about, please leave!"

An Mu already understood, but she was dull.

"Now that you've noticed it, the rest is easy to talk about. I'm here not for you, but for An Mu. She..."

Chen Han turned around suddenly, and pressed his hands on the edge of the table, as if he couldn't stand still, and his whole body weight was pressed on the edge of the table.

"If you want me to confess, just say it straight, don't beat around the bush and say such nonsense!"

"You're afraid."

"What am I afraid of? If I dare to do it, I will not be afraid!"

An Mu picked out his ears, and said slowly, "What are you doing so loudly? This body is still young, and it's not hard of hearing."

The word "this body" obviously irritated Chen Han. Chen Han took a deep breath, and suddenly sat down with a thud.

"I don't believe it...it's not scientific...I don't believe it..."

"When you said this, you actually believed it, and you have believed it for a long time."

"I don't... I... just... just think you've become too much... your taste has changed... your handwriting has changed... even your little gestures when you're angry... really... really too much ...I...I don't know what to say..."

"I see. No wonder you acted so recklessly this time. From what I know of you, you're not the kind of person who rushes in easily. You can see it, but you can't believe it, and you don't want to admit that An Mu is dead. That's why I came up with this method in a panic to try to appease myself, right?"