Soul knot

Time flies so fast, I clearly feel that the military training in the first year of senior high school seems to be still yesterday, but in the blink of an eye, the countdown of "XX days left to the college entrance examination" has appeared on the small whiteboard next to the big blackboard in the class .

This is the final sprint stage before the college entrance examination. Some students go all out, and some students break their cans.

Of course, these have nothing to do with Lu Yudong.

Zhang Ziyun previously checked the admission line for the cultural scores of Yuan Music candidates in the past few years. If you only look at the liberal arts, the highest score for each music performance major is more than 340 points. For unpopular majors such as musicology and recording art, the admission line is even higher. It can be as low as two hundred points.Of course she belongs to the former, and the latter has nothing to do with her.

The admission rate of Wenhai High School is one of the best in the city, and Lu Yudong is the middle-to-upper grade among the candidates in this class. This score is not too easy for her.

Because of the lack of pressure, Lu Yudong and Zhang Ziyun became the two idlers in the class, and they even worked much less. Such a relaxed pre-exam state naturally made the three roommates who didn't even talk to them very much envious endlessly.

I don't know when it started, Lu Yudong, who is usually honest and always obeys the rules, also started to peek at novels during class.

But she didn't have any experience in this kind of thing, and she was almost caught by the teacher several times, which made her little heart thump.

When Zhang Ziyun saw it, she couldn't help but make fun of it: "You look so cowardly and funny when you read novels in class, like a thief."

Regarding this, the former good student Lu Yudong just smiled and thought: So this is the feeling of "doing bad things" in class, and it is really exciting.

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As the college entrance examination is approaching, the classmates in the class initiated the classmate record like junior high school.

This time, it was different from junior high school, Lu Yudong received a lot of classmates from familiar or unfamiliar classmates.

Seeing this, Zhang Ziyun couldn't help feeling that the Eighteenth Change of the Women's University is true.

Although Lu Yudong still doesn't make friends with people very much, he has become beautiful and confident, and he is much more popular than when he was in junior high school.

But she has changed a lot unconsciously.

In the past, many people around her were around her, but before she knew it, those people disappeared. She no longer maintained those relationships, and she no longer cared whether she was still the bright moon that the stars sought after.

She is still beautiful and excellent, but she seems to have become a lone moon, she only knows to revolve around the earth, and she doesn't care about other things.

Because she likes Lu Yudong, she wants to pursue Lu Yudong despite all obstacles.

Lu Yudong is her earth, and she is willing to be the moon that is sometimes bright and sometimes dark, sometimes fading and sometimes full.

Zhang Ziyun had thought about it, she would be in the same school as Lu Yudong for four years in college, and would spend a lot of time trying to make Lu Yudong unable to leave her.

Because of this, she had to get rid of Zhang Hao's entanglement.

In the past two years, she has always wanted to pay off the money owed to Zhang Hao, and then end the seemingly endless entanglement.

After having the part-time job in the bar, she can probably repay Zhang Hao [-] to [-] yuan with the money she earns every semester plus long vacations, after deducting some necessary expenses.

Every time she paid back the money, Zhang Hao would tell her, don’t worry, really don’t worry, it’s fine if you don’t pay the money back.But she still insisted on repaying [-] for a long vacation, and repaying [-] for school time.

In a blink of an eye, high school is about to graduate, and everyone will go their separate ways, and now there is still [-] yuan left from the original arrears.

With nearly three months of vacation after the college entrance examination, Zhang Ziyun is ready to find another part-time job. She has to work day and night so that she can completely break up with Zhang Hao before going to university.

After the May Day holiday, Zhang Ziyun transferred another thousand to Zhang Hao.

That day, Zhang Hao said the same thing to her: "The college entrance examination is almost here, you should concentrate on your studies and stop working part-time to pay back the money. I'm really not in a hurry!"

Without even thinking about it, Zhang Ziyun said seriously, "I will definitely return the rest to you before the end of the summer vacation."

Zhang Hao couldn't help being surprised when he heard that, he pulled Zhang Ziyun to an empty corner behind the laboratory building, and asked in a low voice, "Summer vacation? How do you earn [-] in three months?"

Zhang Ziyun said firmly, "I definitely have a solution."

At that moment, the firmness and urgency in Zhang Ziyun's eyes made Zhang Hao a little anxious. He reached out and grabbed Zhang Ziyun who was about to leave, and asked, "Why are you in such a hurry? I haven't urged you once, isn't it okay to take it slow?" ?Your family is in such a difficult situation. In addition to the money you owe me, you also owe money to other people. Why are you still so unwilling to accept my help? "

Zhang Ziyun subconsciously wanted to break free, but Zhang Hao couldn't help him, so he had to explain patiently: "I accepted your help, I just want to return it to you as soon as possible, and then return it to others."

After Zhang Hao heard this, he quickly said, "I can postpone it. If anyone is in a hurry, you should pay it back first. What is the relationship between us? We..."

"We have nothing to do with each other." Zhang Ziyun interrupted Zhang Hao's words.

"Does it matter? Six years, six years with you..."

"We have been classmates for six years. You have treated me very well. I am very touched and thank you for your willingness to help me when I need money the most." Zhang Ziyun said, smiling very politely, "So I can't owe money to you." I've been with you for too long."

Zhang Hao was stunned for a few seconds, then frowned and said, "Isn't my performance obvious?"

Zhang Ziyun asked back, "What did you say?"

Zhang Hao said: "I've been chasing you for six years. I've been chasing you for six years. Whether it's junior high school or high school, everyone in the class knows, don't you?"

Zhang Ziyun said: "I remember I said that it's okay to be friends."

Hearing this, Zhang Hao couldn't help taking a deep breath, gritted his teeth and said, "You and I are friends, and if you don't like me mentioning it, I won't mention it... But why do I feel that you want to distance yourself from me? Just, just before college...otherwise why are you so eager to pay me back?"

"There is no relationship between us, why should we separate the relationship?"

"What do you mean it doesn't matter? Are you so anxious to pay back the money that you don't even want to be friends with me?" Zhang Hao suddenly became angry, and grabbed Zhang Ziyun's hand more and more forcefully, "Am I so annoying? ?”

The pain in Zhang Ziyun's wrist made Zhang Ziyun feel disgusted in her heart. She gritted her teeth, raised her eyes and said indifferently: "Yes, you are very annoying. It has become more and more annoying in the past two years. I am so annoyed by you!"

"But you, but you haven't been to me in the past two years... haven't you been as fierce as before?"

"Yeah, I pretended." Zhang Ziyun said, laughing self-deprecatingly, "I don't like you at all, and I don't want to talk to you at all, but as long as I still owe you money, I have to be nice to you...you Do you know that you look so bright when you give it some sunshine, and you dangle back and forth in front of me all the time, it really disgusts me!"

"you……"

"I said, it's okay to be friends, but you never hold that limit, you keep crossing the line! You moved yourself in a distance that made me extremely uncomfortable. I obviously didn't say anything, and I didn't do anything. You can make everyone feel that we have that kind of relationship with your own power... You really give me a headache. I want a suitable distance, a distance that belongs to friends, but every time I take a step back, you It will take two more steps, you made me not even know where to retreat!"

"but I……"

"Zhang Hao, our relationship is very ordinary. I don't like you paying attention to me all the time. I don't need you to come to chat with me if you have something to do, and I don't want you to unilaterally bombard my chat box every day. Can you Don’t make it look like commuting to and from work. You need to check in privately with me on time every day, and you also need to report your and consult me ​​about my three meals a day and my mood? If not, can you send it just wishful thinking? Don’t be too old Ask me why I don't reply, why ignore you?"

"Zhang Ziyun! Have you said enough!"

"Not enough! Let me tell you now, why I didn't reply, why I ignored you! Because, I don't want to tell you what I think or do all the time! I don't want to know what you are thinking at all. , what to do! I don't care what you ate, what you bought, what clothes you wore, what new hairstyle you got! I don't want to know at all! Not at all!"

"you shut up!"

"Let me tell you! My mother is not as verbose as you. What do you think of yourself? That is, I owe you money, so I dare not complain about anything! Do you think you have been so aggressive in the past two years? , won't I let you go?"

"Let me go? You said that!"

"I said!"

Zhang Ziyun endured these words for too long.

The moment she finished speaking, she saw something terrible in Zhang Hao's furious eyes. Although she was afraid in her heart, she felt relieved.

The next second, Zhang Hao suddenly raised his hand and slapped her hard, and then pushed her to the wall, his eyes were full of anger: "Did I give you shame? I really think I am amazing! I What the hell is doing to you now, do you dare to let others know!"

Zhang Ziyun wanted to run away in fear, but he couldn't break free no matter what.

She yelled and cursed loudly, but this was a corner of the school, and few people would come. Fierce words and resistance only got heavier slaps, and the pain of being thrown back to the wall again and again.

At that moment, despair and fear almost overwhelmed her.She struggled and cried helplessly, with severe pain in her cheeks and wrists, and the ringing of the class bell could not save her.

Just then, a familiar voice came from not far away.

"Zhang Hao!" Lu Yudong ran up panting, stood about two meters away from the two of them, and said with a frown, "Class is over, go back to the classroom."

Zhang Hao hesitated for a moment, and finally let go of Zhang Ziyun in his hand, cursing and walking towards the teaching building.

Zhang Ziyun was so frightened that his legs went limp, and he crouched down on the spot with his knees hugged and cried loudly.

"I see you haven't been back, so I came to look for you..." Lu Yudong didn't know how to comfort her for a while, so he could only squat beside her, help her straighten her school uniform, smooth her hair, and whispered, "No It's over, I will accompany you after class, the whole class knows that I am strong, and he dare not fight me."

But that incident did not pass easily.

One afternoon three days later, the wall downstairs of the school cafeteria was suddenly covered with big-character posters insulting Zhang Ziyun.

It says that Zhang Ziyun cheated on her feelings, hanging on to a person who was sincerely good to her for six years, treating him as a tool person who came and went when he wanted it, and received countless gifts during the period, and did not pay back the money .Many of them are fabricated out of thin air, and the words are extremely exaggerated.

Some chat records between Zhang Ziyun and Zhang Hao were maliciously taken out of context and posted on Weibo, where they were reposted by many alumni and passers-by who didn't know the truth.

The whole school knew about this incident, but in the end Zhang Hao was just invited as a parent without pain, and Zhang Ziyun was obviously the one who was hurt, but he also did not escape the fate of being invited as a parent.

Zhang Hao's parents are still the same as before. What the son does is right, he even had a big fight with Zhang Ziyun's mother. The head teacher couldn't persuade him no matter how hard he tried to persuade him. "It's useless. In the end, there is no way but to let it go.

Three people become tigers. Once some words spread, the false ones will become true. No matter how the slandered person tries to defend himself, it will be difficult to prove his innocence.

After all, there is nothing wrong with wanting to commit a crime. Most of the time, once a person puts on colored glasses, it is difficult to take them off.

Zhang Ziyun tried to fight back, but when she dug out every gift that Zhang Hao gave her, packaged it up and threw it back, and sent the truth and most of the completed chat records, the words she heard the most were: "Mr. The thick-skinned licking dog, the scheming woman who worships money, neither of them is a good thing, no wonder they will bite."

Afterwards, no matter where Zhang Ziyun walked in the school, there would always be some people who had never seen her pointing fingers at her.

Even in the dormitory, Wang Yan and Zhao Wen were acting strangely every day, while Wu Anan was quiet, but could not help laughing out from time to time when the two were acting strangely.

Zhang Ziyun was suddenly isolated, only Lu Yudong was still standing by her side, and the consequence of standing by her side was naturally isolation.

But Lu Yudong didn't care at all, she told Zhang Ziyun that there was nothing he couldn't get through.

"The college entrance examination is coming soon, and when you leave this school after the exam, why do you care about those eyes?" Lu Yudong said, "You will pay back the money, and after that, you won't owe him anything."

"So many people say that I'm not a good thing, that I don't like it and still hang on... Do you really think that what they said is wrong?" Zhang Ziyun said with self-mockery, "Think about it carefully, those people said There is nothing wrong with that, I will indeed look for him when I need him, and I want him to go far away when I don't need him. I obviously hate him in my heart, but I keep that line in everything, and I never really tear myself apart... Isn't it because I have never completely extinguished the hope in his heart that he has had the illusion for so long?"

"..."

"They are right. I am an exquisite egoist. I know how to do what is best for me. As long as there is still a little use value, I am reluctant to completely kick it away..." At this point, Zhang Ziyun couldn't bear it. I couldn't help laughing, "This time, I didn't do a good job. I kicked him away too quickly, so the car overturned... Actually, I can hang him for a while longer, and then take advantage of the fact that I don't often see him in college. , Slowly, slowly fading...Maybe after many years, he will not be so annoying, and he will still have new use value."

Lu Yudong hesitated for a while, then sighed softly, and said, "You don't have to say that about yourself, I know you're not like that."

Zhang Ziyun couldn't help blushing, bit his lips and said, "You know what you know?"

She is such a person, she is such a person in everyone's eyes now, isn't she?

But Lu Yudong said firmly: "I just know that if there is no other way, you don't want to owe anyone."

Zhang Ziyun held back tears for a while, then lowered his head and said, "Others have isolated you because of me. Over the years, this is not the first time you have been gossiped because of me..."

Lu Yudong smiled after listening, "I'm used to it, I'm your little follower."

Zhang Ziyun couldn't help being silent for a long time, and finally raised his eyes, looking at Lu Yudong with a complicated expression.

She asked: "You say that, are you really afraid that I can't leave you?"

The same thing, she said to Lu Yudong a long time ago.

But this time, Lu Yudong didn't reply immediately, but just looked back at her blankly.

At that moment, Lu Yudong saw an expectation in Zhang Ziyun's eyes that she dared not respond to. She thought about it for a long time, and finally said: "It's not like life and death are tied together, who can't live without someone... "

As Lu Yudong was speaking, seeing a hint of disappointment flashed in Zhang Ziyun's eyes, he quickly said, "Besides, we will still be together in college... After graduation, if you don't go out to develop, you will still be friends forever."

Zhang Ziyun opened his mouth, hesitated to speak for a while, and finally frowned and smiled.

"You're right." She said, her eyes somewhat blurred, "It won't be long before it gets better."

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The middle school story is almost over, falling in love as an adult, and the relationship line opens.

After a long time, I couldn’t bear to come back and change my words. Before scolding the character, please think about it in another way. It’s really hard to empathize. I suggest you read my replies to some of the comments in [Refined Comments].I accept rational discussions, but please don't ignore the details in the article and shoot directly, or even make up some content that I haven't written at all to label the characters. Comments that are too outrageous will be deleted, please understand.

Finally, if you dislike too many supporting roles, it is recommended to click the cross on the upper right.The copywriting is clearly written, group portraits, there are many supporting roles, and there are not many other supporting roles for the time being.If you just want to watch the main character fall in love, and go up, down, left, and right when you go out, we have a lot of good stories in JJ Lily District, so you don't have to be wronged here.This book is for love, the outline will not be changed, the writing will not change, please don't embarrass yourself, and don't embarrass me.

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