Soul knot

In the beginning, Lu Yudong was immediately taken by Manzhu to travel as soon as he filled out his application for the college entrance examination.

The travel plan for the two started in early July and ended in late August.The group tour lasted for nearly two months, no matter how much you can save money, it will not be too low, but Manzhu told Lu Yudong again and again, since you are out, you can play carefree, as long as you have fun, what else? No need to think about it.

In the past, this child was always reluctant to part with this or that. He would not buy things that were not absolutely necessary, and he would not change the things he bought until they were completely worn out.Now that it's hard to go out for a trip, it is naturally impossible to wrong her any more.If you don't have enough money, you can just borrow it. Anyway, the debt is not overwhelming, and the creditor should get used to it.

Because he has been traveling abroad, he was afraid of missing the acceptance time of the admission notice, so Lu Yudong filled in the delivery address in the bar that is not an old friend.

On the day when the admission notice was mailed, Lu Yudong also received a blessing from Zhang Ziyun. A short sentence of congratulations and a photo of the admission notice were the only recent chat records between them.

Lu Yudong asked Zhang Ziyun at the time: "Have you received yours?"

Zhang Ziyun replied: "Received."

Later, the two no longer actively communicated.

It's not that anyone is avoiding anyone anymore, it's just that they are relatively speechless.

Lu Yudong always felt that she and Zhang Ziyun were friends who talked about everything, no matter what happened, as long as they talked, they could still be friends.It's just that some things will indeed pass, but the past never means that nothing can be pretended to have happened.

On the night when the college entrance examination ended, Zhang Ziyun said something.

She said that some songs are very pleasant to listen to, but the mood will become worse if you listen to them too much.It's like, some people are pretty good, but staying by their side won't make them happier.

Lu Yudong seemed to understand but didn't understand, and she didn't dare to respond, but she knew that Zhang Ziyun didn't seem to care on the surface, but he didn't feel good in his heart.

They talked about it, they were still friends, but it was difficult to talk about everything like before.

The day when Lu Yudong returned to Yuanchuan was a week before the school started.

She followed Manzhu back home, put down two big suitcases, bought some big and small things in other places, and sent them back in batches during the trip, and Mu Shenshan helped collect them, and opened the door I saw them all blocking the door of the house.

At that moment, Manzhu and Lu Yudong looked at each other and couldn't help laughing.

When they first came here six years ago, the door was so full of things that they couldn't even move their feet.

"Little uncle is so strong, he doesn't know how to move things in for us."

"He's so lazy, don't you know him yet?" Manzhu said, closing the door behind her backhand, "Clean up, take a shower, and then go to the bar to have a look. I haven't seen you for so long, I must be thinking of you."

"I miss my sister, right? Especially those guests who come to listen to your singing every day." Lu Yudong whispered, his tone somewhat sour.

After finishing speaking, as if he was afraid that the Man Zhu products would smell bad, Lu Yudong hurriedly stepped over a pile of express packages, picked up one of the boxes, and jumped to the side of the coffee table in a few steps.

The moment she stopped, she saw the acceptance letter on the coffee table, couldn't help but put down the courier, took it into her hand and looked at it carefully, then turned to show off to Manzhu.

Manzhu frowned and smiled, his eyes full of relief.

Lu Yudong put down the acceptance letter in a good mood, squatted at the coffee table and buried himself in unpacking the package. While unpacking, he said, "Don't tell me, I haven't seen you for almost two months. I really miss my little master."

"Just want little master?" Manzhu asked.

"There are also sisters Huanxi and Xiaozhi... that's right, it's been a long time since Uncle Gou's meals and snacks have been eaten." Lu Yudong said, looking up at the clock at home thoughtfully for two seconds, then lowered his head and continued to dismantle it. Picking up the package, "It's hard to think about my little uncle. Last time I called him to help unpack the package, he also said that I was a little troublemaker."

"How dare he find you troublesome? Then why didn't you tell me?" Manzhu put the suitcase beside the bed, and then walked to Lu Yudong with a few packages and squatted down.

"I just said it casually, and I don't really dislike us." Lu Yudong said, still unable to hold back, secretly thinking about how Zhang Ziyun has been doing recently, whether he has been pestered by Zhang Hao again, and why don't he care about it when he goes away later? good.

By the time the two finished packing the courier and luggage, it was already past five in the afternoon.

The weather was hot, so they took a shower one after another, and then changed their clothes and left.

Lu Yudong hummed a ditty and pushed open the door of someone who was not an old friend. The moment she entered the door, the newly recruited male singer in the bar was singing "Long Time No See". The bartender Yan Zhaomu.

Huanxi, who had nothing to do, saw Manzhu and Lu Yudong coming back, and immediately greeted him from a short distance: "Sister Manzhu! Sister Yudong! You guys are back, everyone misses you! Especially the boss, I think about Sister Manzhu every day, and hope that you will come back quickly."

After hearing this, Manzhu smiled and said, "I don't believe he will miss me too, are you not satisfied with the new resident singer?"

"Really." Huanxi smiled secretly, and said in a low voice, "The appearance is rated as a passing grade, and the singing is average. I hired three to rotate, but they are not very good at keeping guests. I'm asking if you're gone and if you'll come back."

"Sure enough, it's because of this, so I'm indispensable, and I don't see some salary increase." Manzhu said, turning to Lu Yudong with a smile, "I'll go to the bar to see the newcomers who are about to lose their jobs. You can ask the little master for a drink."

"En!" Lu Yudong nodded, then turned around and walked to the bar to sit down.

Yan Zhaomu was still busy, so she waited quietly for a while, until the guest left with a glass of wine, and then whispered hello: "Long time no see, little master."

"Go, are you happy?" Yan Zhaomu asked.

"Happy, my sister took me to many places, and we took a lot of photos!" Lu Yudong said, took out his phone, opened the photo album, and stretched out his hand to pass it on.

Yan Zhaomu took Lu Yudong's cell phone and flipped through each one.

In the photos, Lu Yudong and Manzhu are dressed similarly, both dressed in antique styles, there should be people who are good at photography to help out in the group, some photos are beautifully taken, just like two fairies in the painting broke into Leaving the mortal world, smiling like a flower among the mountains and rivers and in front of the ancient buildings, beautiful scenery behind you.

Today's Lu Yudong has really changed a lot. Without makeup, he is already pretty and pure. With a little makeup, he is an out-and-out little beauty. Even standing next to Manzhu, he doesn't lose his color much.

"Grow up." Yan Zhaomu returned the phone to Lu Yudong, with a slight smile in his eyes, "The more, the more, the more beautiful."

Lu Yudong pursed his lips in embarrassment, but he was praised for his beauty in his heart, and subconsciously lowered his head to hide his smile.

Suddenly, Yan Chaomu tapped on the standing sign with his index finger, which read: "Please tell me the wine you want, or your mood at the moment. If you need to talk heart-to-heart, you can find another waiter. Don't try to mix drinks with this person." communicate with the little master."

This standing sign had been placed here for a long time before, and later as long as Zhang Ziyun was around, it would be put away by Yan Zhaomu.

For the past two and a half years, Zhang Ziyun would come whenever he had time, but now that school was clearly still open, he was put back first.

At that moment, Lu Yudong had a vague judgment in his heart, but he still couldn't help turning his head and looking around, as if Zhang Ziyun would come back with a wine tray and a few empty glasses if he just waited, and asked her with a smile: "Lu Yudong, long time no see! Is there anything you want to drink today? Or should I recommend it?"

But she still couldn't see Zhang Ziyun's figure, let alone hear Zhang Ziyun's voice.

After a moment of silence, Lu Yudong turned around, looked at Yan Zhaomu and asked softly, "Has Zhang Ziyun asked for leave today?"

Yan Zhaomu thought for a while and said, "Let's go."

Lu Yudong froze for a moment. She was not surprised by this answer, but she always felt a little hard to accept: "Go...she, won't she come anymore?"

Yan Zhaomu nodded: "Yeah."

Lu Yudong couldn't help asking: "Why did you leave?"

Yan Zhaomu didn't know how to explain for a while, so he was silent for a while, and then knocked on the stand beside him.

Lu Yudong pressed the phone with both hands, and unconsciously squeezed the thumb of his right hand. After a while, he lowered his head and opened the phone's QQ, and sent several messages to Zhang Ziyun.

——how did you leave?

——Don’t you like working in the bar very much, and you also like everyone?

—Will you come back in the future?

The deskmate who used to always reply to messages in seconds, even his profile picture is gray today.

After sending the three messages, Lu Yudong waited patiently for a while looking at the phone screen, but he still got nothing.

Suddenly, Yan Zhaomu pushed a glass of wine in front of her and said, "Before you leave, she, she ordered, ordered, ordered this."

Tequila Sunrise, that was the first drink they tried on the sly.

"I also ordered a soul mate." Mu Shenshan walked over from nowhere, sat next to Lu Yudong, half leaning on the bar, and said lazily, "But she said that Honghong sings well, Xiao The look in the eyes looks quite regrettable, and I don't feel the nerve to accept money."

"Shut up." Yan Zhaomu glared at him.

Lu Yudong couldn't help frowning.

Mu Shenshan suddenly lowered his head and counted out a stack of money from his wallet, and handed it to Lu Yudong: "Xiao Zhang asked me to give it to you before leaving."

Lu Yudong took it in a daze, and counted silently in his hand.

No more, no less, one thousand and four.

Back then, Zhang Ziyun said that the money would be paid back to her later, and that Zhang Hao's should be paid back first, so as to make clear the relationship.

Clear the relationship...

"That girl's acceptance letter was sent here, but it's not Yuanyin, and I didn't remember the exact place." Mu Shenshan said.

"Qin Bei." Yan Zhaomu said.

After hearing this, Mu Shenshan said casually: "That's quite far away."

Lu Yudong hesitated for a while, and dialed Zhang Ziyun, but heard an empty number prompt.

After a short distraction, she opened Weibo and WeChat and took a look at each. Zhang Ziyun's friends were still in her list, but neither Weibo nor Moments had been updated for a long time.

This is not at all like the person in the past who wanted to PO even for a cup of milk tea.

At that moment, Lu Yudong suddenly remembered something.

She remembered what Zhang Ziyun had said.

——I am going to be broken in love, and I will never cling to it, I will go far away until I completely let go.

A few days later, she still didn't get a reply from Zhang Ziyun, no matter whether it was WeChat or Weibo, there was no response, and the grayed profile picture on QQ never lit up again.

The friends who used to talk about everything, now seem to have evaporated from the world, and lost all contact methods just by inattentiveness.

Before school started, she had the courage to go to Zhang Ziyun's house, but when she knocked on the door, a strange young couple came out. They said they were tenants who had just moved in for a long time.

Really evaporated.

She thought that only those who she didn't like would completely cut off contact after graduation, like many classmates in junior high school, and like the three roommates in high school.

But at the beginning, the only friend who stood up when she was being bullied, finally let go of the sentence he once said, and parted ways with her, and went their separate ways.

Lu Yudong sat on the bus on the way home, looking at the camphor trees that passed her by the roadside one after another, her heart was empty, and she couldn't tell what it was like.

After going back, she told Manzhu about this matter, she concealed Zhang Ziyun's feelings for her, only said that she didn't know why, Zhang Ziyun disappeared suddenly, not only gave up her favorite university, but also her family moved away.

"Maybe she is avoiding the Zhang Hao you mentioned?" Manzhu said.

Lu Yudong shook his head, and after a moment of silence, he still nodded: "Maybe, after all, he is the one who troubled her."

She knew, but she didn't know how to tell Manzhu.

Zhang Ziyun might be hiding from Zhang Hao, but she was the one who really forced Zhang Ziyun away, and she was the one who caused Zhang Ziyun trouble.

Perhaps in Zhang Ziyun's view, her two-month long trip was like a kind of escape, or maybe it was this kind of escape that made Zhang Ziyun dare not face her again.

Either way, she lost her best friend.

Seeing that Lu Yudong couldn't help feeling distressed, Manzhu reached out and gently hugged her into his arms, and said softly: "Your life is much longer than those of your friends. In the future, you will have too many six years, and you will meet more lovers." Hello people, no matter how familiar you are, you have to say goodbye slowly.”

"The old snake father once told me that everyone in this world may just pass by. No matter how much you like each other when you are together, when you are separated, it will pass after a long time." Manzhu said, "If you leave, you can't keep it." , It is better to cherish the person in front of you than thinking about the person who has left.”

People can't stay if they want to leave.

Just like her parents, like Zhang Ziyun's father, and like Zhang Ziyun who suddenly walked away without a sound.

Fortunately, in this world, there is always someone who will never leave her.

At least, not before losing your life.

***

At the beginning of September, accompanied by Manzhu, Lu Yudong went to school to report.

After registering for registration, Lu Yudong put all his luggage into the assigned dormitory, then took Man Zhu to accompany him around the school, and then walked around the school to look around.

The school environment is good, off-campus eating, shopping and transportation are very convenient, Manzhu is obviously very satisfied, before leaving, she gave Lu Yudong a sum of living expenses, let her buy whatever she wants, don't be reluctant.

She said this to Lu Yudong every day in high school. Every time Lu Yudong heard the first word, he immediately knew what the whole sentence was.

"I'm not going to study abroad anymore, I'll go home whenever I have free time!" Lu Yudong said, "If the class is so tight, I'll go home, maybe I'll be more diligent than going back home from high school!"

"It's a long way home from here, and it takes two hours." Manzhu said.

After hearing this, Lu Yudong couldn't help holding Manzhu's hand, and whispered coquettishly: "Sister, don't you want me to go back?"

Manzhu laughed for a while: "I think, I wish you could come back every day."

"That's good." Lu Yudong smiled and leaned on Manzhu's shoulder for a while, then reluctantly stood up straight, "Sister, is she leaving?"

"I'm leaving, just tell me what you need, and I'll bring it to you." Manzhu said.

Lu Yudong shook his head and said with a smile, "I'll go home and get what I need."

Manzhu couldn't resist scratching Lu Yudong's nose, and said with a smile, "Okay."

After Manzhu left, Lu Yudong returned to the dormitory alone.

When she put down her luggage, the dormitory was still empty, but now there were two more girls chatting while packing up.

A girl with a single ponytail, wearing a pair of black-rimmed glasses, dressed casually, looks delicate, less than 1.6 meters tall, thin and small, looks very introverted, and speaks in a low voice.

The other girl was tall, wearing a knee-length dark blue dress, with short shoulder-length hair, slender eyes, and high-end facial features. She looked mature and reliable.

When the two girls heard the sound of the door opening, they turned around and greeted Lu Yudong.

"Student, are you from this dormitory too?" the short-haired girl asked.

"Yeah, when I came here, there was no one in the dormitory, so I went out for a walk." Lu Yudong said, walked to the suitcase and smiled shyly, "My name is Lu Yudong."

The short-haired girl listened and said with a smile: "My name is Chen Yang, Er Dong Chen, the seedling's seedling."

The girl wearing glasses said, "My name is Tang Qian."

Lu Yudong pointed to the bed next to the luggage, and politely asked Chen Yang who was on the next bed: "Can I sleep on the bed next to you?"

Chen Yang said: "Of course, your luggage and bedding have been placed by the bed so early, we both have the nerve to choose this shop when we come in."

Lu Yudong nodded with a smile, and stepped forward to make the bed.

Not long after the bed was made, the door of the dormitory was knocked open with the shoulder of a girl who hurried over.

She was carrying two big suitcases with a bed of bedding and pillows tied to them. She was wearing a panda T-shirt on her upper body and a pair of denim shorts on her lower body. With a bun face with a little baby fat, it looks chubby, but it doesn't look fat at all.

"Four-one-five, that's right!" The moment she entered the room, she subconsciously withdrew to look at the house number. After confirming that it was correct, she raised her brows and eyes, and gave a very generous smile to the three roommates in the room. affinity.

"Friends, everyone!" the girl said, and dragged the two heavy suitcases into the dormitory. By the way, she closed the dormitory door with her heels. An empty bed walked over, and sighed as he walked, "I'm so lucky, a bedroom is full of beautiful women, happy!"

Chen Yang reached out to help her, and introduced the people in the dormitory: "My name is Chen Yang, your name is Lu Yudong, and Tang Qian is next to you."

Ye Liujing said with emotion: "You all packed up, I came so late."

"May I help you?" Chen Yang asked.

"No, no, I'll do it myself." Ye Liujing said, and made up the bed by himself.

The dormitory conditions in universities are very different from those in junior high schools. The beds are all on the upper bunk, and there are separate desks and cabinets under the beds.

After Lu Yudong packed up all his things, he sat at the desk and stared blankly.

During the process of being in a daze, her eyes would always glance at Ye Liujing from time to time. This roommate felt very special to her, but she couldn't tell what was so special about him.

She didn't know how to communicate with her roommates. Although she lived on campus in high school, she only knew one roommate, Zhang Ziyun, and she simply didn't get along with the other three roommates.

Chen Yang and Ye Liujing chatted happily, and Tang Qian became quieter. She installed a wooden bed table on her bed, and then hung a dark curtain, with a layer of anti-mosquito inside and a layer of blackout outside. .

Once these two things were installed, Tang Qian shrank in with the notebook in her arms, and closed the bed curtain, indifferent to the world.The desk under the bed and the roommates outside the bed seemed to not exist.

After a while, Ye Liujing finally cleaned up, sat panting on the desk and fanned a small fan, glanced at Tang Qian who was hiding in the bed, and couldn't help asking: "Tang Qian, are you asleep? "

"No!" A voice came from the bed curtain.

"Your curtain is not bad, send me a link later?"

"Okay, how much is your QQ, I'll add you." Tang Qian poked her head out from behind the curtain.

"Let's make a group?" Chen Yang said, and set up a group, sent the code to everyone, and asked everyone to scan it.

In this way, a group called [Harmony and Friendship 4] was established.

After Ye Liujing added everyone's friends, he asked curiously, "Where are you from?"

Chen Yang said: "I am from the imperial capital, what about you?"

Tang Qian said, "My home is in Haicheng."

Lu Yudong said: "My home is in Yuanchuan, but it's a bit far from the school, so I live on campus for convenience."

Ye Liujing was the last to speak: "My home is in Zhongjiang."

Lu Yudong couldn't help looking up at Ye Liujing: "My hometown is also in Zhongjiang!"

Ye Liujing was amused: "My fellow?"

Lu Yudong nodded.

The two looked at each other, and agreed two dialects tacitly, as happy as if they had successfully recognized their relatives.

That afternoon, during dinner time, Ye Liujing stood at the door of the dormitory thinking for a while, and finally waved to Lu Yudong, who had nothing to do: "Student!"

Lu Yudong stepped forward in a daze, and pointed to himself: "Are you calling me?"

"Yes, classmate, what's your name?"

"Lu Yudong."

"Oh, Lu Yudong!" Ye Liujing said, "Let's go have dinner together, and then you can accompany me to the supermarket to buy something."

"Ah, good." Lu Yudong nodded, went back to the table to pick up his phone, and followed Ye Liujing out of the dormitory.

As soon as the two of them walked to the playground, Lu Yudong heard Ye Liujing approach her ear and say something mysteriously.

"Student, you know spells, are you also a monster catcher?"

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There was no update yesterday, so I will make it up today. This is the first update, and the second update will be around twelve o'clock.

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