Soul knot

Manzhu didn't know whether to laugh or cry for a while, and gently held Lu Yudong's thin wrist, controlling her sloppy little hand.

She looked at Lu Yudong's somewhat bewildered eyes, and after a while, she smiled and said, "It's cold here, and the movement is relatively small."

"Is that so..." Lu Yudong looked confused, this was simply a blind spot in her knowledge.

Thinking about it carefully, yes, snakes seem to hibernate, so it is normal that they are different from humans in this respect.

Lu Yudong nodded, took his hand back, honestly picked up the chopsticks again, and ate his dumplings.

When she thought of the way she took the initiative to probe just now, but failed in the end, she felt extremely embarrassed, and the more she thought about it, the more embarrassed she became, and her ears started to feel a little hot.

She secretly observed Manzhu with some guilty conscience, and saw that she just sat back on the sofa, holding dumplings while eating and watching TV, her expression was as usual, her face was slightly flushed, but it was reflected by the little red sun beside the sofa. .

Lu Yudong didn't feel too full after eating one portion, so he opened the extra portion, took half of it into his own bowl, and continued to eat with his head buried.

After eating, he suddenly didn't know what to do to relieve the embarrassment, Lu Yudong couldn't help licking his dry lips, and unconsciously clenched his hands together and rubbed them twice.

Seeing Lu Yudong rubbing his hands, Manzhu couldn't help asking, "Are your hands cold?"

Lu Yudong shook her head, then nodded—although she rubbed her hands because of embarrassment, her hands were indeed a little cold.

When Manzhu saw her, she waved to Lu Yudong.

Lu Yudong pursed his lips, got up and walked to the sofa, sat obediently beside Manzhu, and let Manzhu hold her hands and rub them gently.

Normally, Li Manzhu's hands were icy and cold, but at this moment, they were glowing slightly, as warm as a little sun shining on the side.

Manzhu's fingers were slender and soft, gently stroking the back of Lu Yudong's palm and each of the cold fingers, until the cool little hand gradually warmed up, then stopped, closed it in the palm of the hand and quietly covered it for a while, smiling Said: "Isn't it cold now?"

"It's not cold anymore." Lu Yudong said, gently leaning on Manzhu's shoulder, the corners of his mouth couldn't stop rising, his heart was shy and happy.

Manzhu looked down at the person leaning on her shoulder, and the throbbing in her heart became more and more difficult to suppress.

She dared not admit that her feelings for Lu Yudong seemed to have changed, it was an indescribable change.

She didn't even know when it started. The actions that she used to do frequently, like a snuggle, a hug, and interlocking fingers, all began to touch her supposedly peaceful mind.

Why is this so, she has a faint guess in her heart, but she doesn't know how to confirm it.

How does it feel to like someone?

As Lu Yudong said, will the heart that belongs to me lose control because of others?

If so, did she really... fall in love with the child she brought up with her own hands?

After Zhang Ziyun left, she once asked Mu Shenshan and Yan Zhaomu if they had figured out what happened to Zhang Ziyun and Lu Yudong in the end.

At that time, Mu Shenshan and Yan Zhaomu looked at each other, and said: "I don't know for sure, but if Zhaomu's guess is correct, that girl Zhang Ziyun likes your Xiao Yudong, and the confession was rejected."

Yan Zhaomu nodded: "They're all here, hiding, to each other, protect, protect..."

Mu Shenshan helped and said, "Keep your distance."

Manzhu was puzzled by this: "After refusing, can we no longer be friends? I feel that Yudong is still reluctant to part with her."

"It will be embarrassing!" Mu Shenshan said, "A person who is regarded as a sister or a buddy by you suddenly confesses to you, saying that he likes you and wants to be with you, but you don't think about that person, you will how?"

"Reject it, it won't matter."

"Then think about it again. You like someone very much and you just want to be with that person. One day you confess your love, but that person doesn't like you. She says you can't be together. Don't you feel embarrassed?"

Manzhu frowned, puzzled and said: "But you have been rejected many times by Chaomu, and I have never seen you embarrassed."

Mu Shenshan suddenly felt a stick in his throat, his expression management was out of control for a few seconds, and finally he took a deep breath and said, "That's different."

"Why is it different?"

"I'm thick-skinned, I'm shameless, okay?" Mu Shenshan gritted his teeth and said, clenching his fist and hammering the table, and directly concluded, "Anyway, most people will be embarrassed after being rejected, and they can continue to be friends It is definitely a minority, and even if there is, the relationship will be affected to some extent... After all, the emotional investment is not equal, and both parties will feel pressure."

Although she doesn't quite understand why, she at least knows that if the emotional investment is not equal, it is likely to cause a breakdown in the relationship.

Because of this, she tried her best to cover up, pretending that she didn't know.

In fact, it's good for Lu Yudong to always treat her as a sister, so that she can look at her, accompany her, hold her hand, or hold her in his arms like a relative.

Perhaps only such a relationship can make Lu Yudong rely on her all the time...

It would be better if, it means if, Lu Yudong would not fall in love with others.Just like I said when I was a child, stay by her side forever, call her sister, and accompany her day and night.

***

On Sunday afternoon, as soon as Lu Yudong returned to the dormitory, he saw Ye Liujing twisting and turning on the bed, making hee hee hee from time to time, like a foolish laugh.

Chen Yang was not in the dormitory, Tang Qian's bed was closed, and there was the soft and quick sound of keyboards inside.

"Qianqian, Qianqian?" Lu Yudong called out twice, and when there was no response, he knew Tang Qian had put on the earphones again.

She walked to Ye Liujing's bed, raised her hand and patted the bed rail: "Little Ye Zi!"

Ye Liujing turned over, leaned on the railing, raised his eyebrows and smiled at Lu Yudong: "Honey, are you back?"

"Huh..." Lu Yudong felt numb at the sound of "Dear", and the corners of his eyes twitched uncontrollably, and asked, "What's wrong with you?"

"I finally saw Little Mystery again during the day, in the piano room!" Ye Liujing said excitedly, "I knew I would meet again every day!"

Lu Yudong subconsciously took out his phone and took a look, and found that Ye Liujing was howling in the group, but she didn't see it, so he put down the phone and asked, "What happened next?"

"I know his name and class!" Ye Liujing's tone became more and more excited, "Guess, how did I know?"

"Did you go up and ask?"

"That's impossible. That's not accidental. It looks like he has ulterior motives." Ye Liujing said, "He must be approached by people often. I'm going to ask him directly. The first impression is definitely not good."

"Then how do you know?" Lu Yudong couldn't help being curious.

"I was lucky today. The room next to him happened to be vacant, so I went in. Not long after that, I heard someone coming to him and asking him to have dinner... He passed by the door of my piano room, and he seemed to be looking at me. Take a look...hehe..." Ye Liujing said, suddenly smiled and bit his lower lip, with a shy attitude of a girl, "So his name is Jiang Fang, it sounds so nice..."

Lu Yudong was speechless for a while—is this name nice?Are you serious?

"I looked for his name on the entry and exit register of the piano room building. He is in the same year as us, from the piano department..." Ye Liujing boasted with a foolish face, "It's amazing, this year the piano department is It recruited 24 people, it's really amazing..."

Lu Yudong suddenly felt that this Ye Liujing was broken, so he probably couldn't have it anymore.

She turned around, picked up the cup on the desk, walked to the water dispenser, took a cup of hot water, and drank leisurely while leaning against the bed rail.

"Lu Yudong, why do you have this expression?" Seeing that he had been showing off for a long time, Ye Liujing couldn't help feeling a little disappointed when he saw that his good friend had an indifferent expression.

Seeing Ye Liujing's aggrieved eyes, Lu Yudong couldn't help laughing out loud.

"What are you laughing at? What's so funny?" Ye Liujing sat up straight, folded his hands in front of his chest, and said dissatisfied, "You don't have someone you like, you don't understand! When you like someone, you just feel that he is somewhere all good."

"Yeah." Lu Yudong repeatedly nodded in agreement, although he didn't smile again, his brows and eyes were still full of smiles.

Among other things, Ye Liujing's last sentence is indeed correct.

When you like someone, you just think that she is good everywhere, even if it is not good, it is good.

She thought for a while, then raised her head and asked, "So you really plan to go after him? You haven't even said anything at all, have you? You don't know what kind of character he is or what he likes."

"You can figure it out slowly. It's best if it's suitable. If it's not suitable, forget it. I won't make myself uncomfortable." Ye Liujing said, sitting cross-legged, with his hands hooked on both ankles. , gently shaking back and forth like a tumbler, "I feel this classmate is very introverted, very gentle, very clean, very...very..."

As she spoke, she frowned suddenly. Although she really wanted to praise her, she really didn't know anything about them, so she couldn't think of any other adjectives after thinking for a long time. Finally, she could only shake her head and said, "In short, it's very right." My appetite!"

Lu Yudong blinked, nodded, and asked seriously: "Then, what if you go after him and find that he doesn't like you?"

"As long as you are single, you still have a chance..." Ye Liujing thought for a while, and said, "You can't even dare to say what you like in your heart just because you are afraid of being rejected?"

Tang Qian took off the earphones at some point, and interjected in a low voice: "When I was a student, if I really liked someone, I should go after him. Anyway, there is nothing to lose if I fail, and I may not have such a good capital in the future." .”

"They are all students, what capital do they have?" Lu Yudong asked curiously.

"Young people don't know how to feel sad, and they are often the biggest capital." Tang Qian's voice came out from the opaque curtain, her tone was slow, and there was a smell of chicken soup from "someone who came here", "After all, this may be two people The age gap between each other is the smallest. We are all students, so we chase after them. There is nothing to seriously consider. After graduating and stepping into society, the gap between people will become bigger and bigger. The distance will also get farther and farther. When you face so many obstacles in reality, and then fall in love, the relationship will not be as pure as when you were a student."

Lu Yudong asked blankly, "Reality hinders?"

"Isn't it just the car, the house, the income from the job, the room for improvement, and the parents of both parties? It's all ethical drama."

"Qianqian is easy to understand." Ye Liujing said.

Tang Qian said: "Thank you for your praise."

Lu Yudong couldn't help but fell into deep thought.

If these are the real obstacles of other people, then what about her and Manzhu?

Cars, houses, income, Manzhu doesn't seem to care much about these.

Parents on both sides, that's even more of a problem.

So, there is actually no obstacle between her and Manzhu?

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Set a flag, I hope it can be done (if you can't take it as me, hahaha, you are so confident)!

Considering that the update is not timed, everyone is waiting to be coaxed, so I decided not to write as much as I send every day, I will start saving manuscripts, and start to fix the update time from today.There are two updates every day, at [-]:[-] p.m. and [-]:[-] a.m., and the rest of the time, if you are prompted to update, you will be catching bugs.Then, the total number of comments and total collections of this article will be updated every [-] more.

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