Soul knot

After three years of separation, things are different and people are different everywhere, only this bar in the corner of the city seems to have never changed.

Whether it's the style of the bar, or the people in the bar, or even the wooden sign at the door engraved with "not old friends, get together by fate", it seems that the years have never passed by, just like back then.

If anything has changed, it should be the faces of the guests around, the young girl standing at the bar, and herself.

Zhang Ziyun looked at Qiyue who was sizing her up and down, and said with a smile, "This younger sister is pretty."

"Xiao Zhang, I came here two years ago in July, and I'm a little older than you." Mu Shenshan said, thinking more than a million points.

"Calling my sister looks young." Zhang Ziyun joked, "The boss really doesn't understand girls' minds. No wonder Yudong calls you little uncle, but you never correct him."

Mu Shenshan smiled helplessly: "Corrected, it's fine if she doesn't change her words, anyway, I'm really not young."

"No way, the boss is still very young. From junior high school to now, I haven't seen the boss change." Zhang Ziyun said, resting his elbow on the table, holding his chin with one hand, and smiled at Shen Shan, "Boss How do you take care of it? Even big stars take good care of you, let me pass on the secret."

"Stop teasing me, what secrets do I have for maintenance?" Mu Shenshan said, changing the subject, "What do you want to drink?"

Zhang Ziyun heard this, and turned his gaze to Yan Zhaomu: "Brother Xiaoyan said that I will pay for my drinks in the future, I wonder if I still count?"

Yan Zhaomu recalled it for a while, and it seemed that he had indeed said such a thing, so he nodded.

Zhang Ziyun said: "Then I want to drink something expensive."

Mu Shenshan sat down and said with a smile: "I haven't come here once in a long time, and I'm familiar with it as soon as I come here. That's not very kind."

"Just kidding." Zhang Ziyun said, sitting up straight, looking at Qiyue, "Do you have any recommendations?"

"No, I don't understand, you tell Brother Xiaoyan." Qiyue answered very frankly.

Yan Zhaomu opened his mouth and was about to say something when he heard Zhang Ziyun say, "Let's have Long Island Iced Tea then."

"Lighter?" Yan Zhaomu asked back.

"Thicker." Zhang Ziyun narrowed his eyes and smiled.

Seeing Yan Zhaomu hesitated for a moment, Mu Shenshan said bluntly: "This alcohol has a high alcohol content, and it is easy to get drunk if you don't drink well. Girls go out alone, try not to order this kind of wine."

Bars originally sell alcohol, and customers can sell whatever they want, even if they are so drunk that they can only call their friends to take them away, it has nothing to do with them.

But no matter how they looked at this girl, Zhang Ziyun, she was raised by them since she was a child, and she felt a little bit like watching her own children, so she would naturally add a word or two of reminders.

But obviously, Zhang Ziyun doesn't need it: "I can drink quite well now, and I've worked it out."

Seeing that he couldn't persuade Mu Shenshan, he didn't say much anymore, he crossed his legs, sat aside and fell into silence for a while.

Lu Yudong chatted with his roommate for a while, then walked out of Huanxi and Xiaozhi's room, stretching his waist while walking downstairs.

As she approached the bar, she saw an elegant and beautiful figure from a distance, holding a glass of high-strength cocktail in her hand, talking and laughing with Mu Shenshan.

Over the years, the guests in the bar have changed from batch to batch, and there are often unfamiliar faces. Every new girl likes to chat with Mu Shenshan, and Lu Yudong has long been used to it.

It's just that the closer she got to that figure, the more familiar that woman's voice became.

After a short hesitation, she took a deep breath, walked forward as if nothing had happened, looked down at the woman sitting beside her, lost her thoughts for a moment, subconsciously opened her mouth, but couldn't say a word.

Zhang Ziyun raised her eyes and looked at Lu Yudong quietly. After a few seconds of silence, she slightly raised the corners of her lips and said with a faint smile, "Lu Yudong, what kind of eyes do you have? Can't you recognize me?"

"No..." Lu Yudong came back to her senses, a layer of mist had covered her eyes, she tried not to show it, and only responded with a smile, "I can recognize it, but it has changed a lot."

"You have also changed a lot, much more beautiful than before."

Zhang Ziyun spoke the most familiar words in the most familiar tone, but between the lines gave the feeling of an old friend, but always seemed to be separated by a chasm, hiding many unspeakable and unpredictable emotions.

Lu Yudong never thought that someone who hadn't had any contact with him in the past three years would suddenly appear in front of him like this.

This left her at a loss as to how to deal with it.

Three years of college time is enough to change too many things.

In the past three years, every time Lu Yudong thought of Zhang Ziyun, he would ask himself in his heart.

— Do I still care about this friend?

The answer is caring, but this caring is not the same as before.

She used to regard Zhang Ziyun as her best and only friend, but now, after three years, that position in her heart no longer belonged to Zhang Ziyun.

She has many new friends and three great roommates, with whom she never feels tired or has any psychological burden.

Especially Ye Liujing.

From childhood to adulthood, only Ye Liujing was really similar to her.

There are many things that she can't talk to ordinary people, but she can tell Ye Liujing, and there are many things that Ye Liujing can't talk to ordinary people, but she can tell her.

It turns out that the promise of eternity and eternity when we were young really contained elements of ignorance and ignorance.Some people may be able to live in the same world, but they will never belong to the same world.

It's just such a change, Lu Yudong couldn't say it out, she was afraid that Zhang Ziyun still had any expectations for her, and she was even more afraid that the current self could no longer treat him as well as before.

She wanted to find this friend back, and was also happy to meet her again, but after she was happy, she was more afraid of her own changes, which would be a kind of harm to Zhang Ziyun.

Just when Lu Yudong was at a loss, Zhang Ziyun smiled nonchalantly.

"Want to chat with me?" Zhang Ziyun said.

"Okay." Lu Yudong nodded, and took Zhang Ziyun to a quieter place aside.

As soon as the two sat down, Manzhu's singing sounded again in the bar.

Zhang Ziyun subconsciously glanced in the direction of the singing stage, even though he saw nothing, he still smiled and said with emotion: "I really miss it, Sister Manzhu's singing has not changed at all."

"Over the years, I've been to quite a few bars, including clean bars and hot bars...these are all better than this." Zhang Ziyun said, "The foreign wine here is not watered down, and the cocktail tastes better than outside. Although most The time is not too hot, but people are like friends, no one needs to be wary of anyone."

"that is because……"

Zhang Ziyun interrupted Lu Yudong: "Because when we were young, we were always protected by everyone... I remember, when I was working here, anyone who dared to come to me for contact information would be stared at by Brother Xiaoyan."

Lu Yudong nodded, and said, "Actually...everyone likes you very much, and my little uncle also said that if you can stay forever, he will welcome you very much."

"I'm going to college." Zhang Ziyun said.

"You..." Lu Yudong originally wanted to ask Zhang Ziyun why he didn't fill in the far voice, but he changed his words after all, "Where did you go to school afterward?"

"Qin Bei." Zhang Ziyun didn't mention the specific school, nor did he mention any major. He just looked around casually and changed the subject, "By the way, are you and Sister Manzhu together?"

Lu Yudong nodded.

"Congratulations, when did it happen?" Zhang Ziyun asked in a very natural tone, as if he really let go of everything in the past.

Such a tone made Lu Yudong a little more at ease. She thought for a while and said, "My freshman year was my birthday."

"It's pretty quick." Zhang Ziyun said, laughing, "You were so timid back then, why do you suddenly have the guts?"

Lu Yudong smiled and didn't answer directly, but asked instead: "How have you been these few years?"

"pretty good."

"Zhang Hao never..."

"He can't find me." Zhang Ziyun said, laughing at himself twice, "In order to avoid him, I changed everything."

"I thought you were avoiding me." Lu Yudong whispered.

Hearing this, Zhang Ziyun leaned back a little with a smile, raised his eyes to look at the oil-paper umbrella hanging upside down on the top, and said after a long time: "I'm indeed avoiding you."

This kind of response undoubtedly made Lu Yudong feel embarrassed for a while.

Some things, if you give a lie, you can deceive yourself, but if you tell the truth to your face, people don't know how to deal with themselves.

However, the next second, Zhang Ziyun saw Lu Yudong's embarrassed face, and smiled indifferently.

"I'm avoiding him, hiding from you, and everything in the past. Now my mother and I are living a good life. I will graduate soon. I will start an internship and make money to give her a better life. Actually, I didn't plan to do it again. I'm back, after all, I escaped with great difficulty, but I don't know why, this year I suddenly want to come back and have a look..."

As Zhang Ziyun said, he took a deep breath, exhaled heavily, looked up at Lu Yudong for a moment, and said with a smile, "I just want to come back and say sorry to you."

"Huh?" Lu Yudong looked blankly.

"At that time, I felt that I had nothing but you, and you were really good to me... At that time, I really felt that, except for my mother, no one in this world would treat me better than you gone."

"So I like you very much. I think I can't leave you at all. I even tried my best to keep you by my side..."

As Zhang Ziyun said, he shook his head, "I must have troubled you a lot."

"I, I..." Lu Yudong wanted to say something, but in the end he couldn't say it.

She obviously felt that she did not do everything right in those things back then, but now the one who came back to apologize was Zhang Ziyun.

"Actually, three years have passed, and I still haven't met anyone who treats me better than you...There are so many people in the world, either they are not sincere enough, or they are hypocritical. At first I didn't believe it, but later I discovered that people Ah, the more glamorous it is, the more it attracts those hypocritical things... It is becoming more and more difficult to meet such pure feelings as when I was a child."

"I always hate the hypocrisy of others, but why am I not hypocritical? When I became hypocritical, I even lied to myself." Zhang Ziyun said, and smiled again, "Later, when I gradually became sober, I realized that I was also hypocritical. I like you so much, I just like that you treat me well..."

"The funny thing is, I thought I would be sad to leave you, but in fact I didn't." Zhang Ziyun said, leaning back in the chair, "I went to Qinbei alone, and I realized that without you and me I'm not a person who can't live without someone taking care of me. Like the kind of age where you need someone to accompany you to eat, get water, and go to the bathroom, after the past, there will be no more, and everyone will grow up. so big."

"What's more, as a person, I never like a constant feeling. When I was young, I liked milk tea because it was sweet; when I was older, I liked drinking because it stimulated me; At an exciting age, maybe I only like plain water."

Lu Yudong nodded half-understood. After thinking for a long time, he decided to speak his mind: "When I graduated from high school, I really didn't want to hide from you... Manzhu and I have indeed agreed a long time ago. After graduation, she took me to travel."

"Thank you for being willing to tell me this." As Zhang Ziyun said, her eyes blushed slightly. She turned her head away and held back for a long time before she finally said in relief, "Actually, I have wanted to understand many things for a long time, but I have never dared to understand them." I came to find you... I'm afraid you're still avoiding me."

Lu Yudong stopped talking for a while, and finally resisted the soreness in the corner of his eyes, and asked cautiously, "Then...will you still go?"

"Recently, there is no one renting out the old house. I thought I would have a place to live, so I came back to play for a while... But there is no place for fun, so I just want to find a place to drink, drink, and listen to music." Zhang Ziyun raised his eyes and asked , "It's pretty good here, the main thing is that the drinks are free, but I don't know if you like me or not."

"Why don't you welcome me?" Lu Yudong said, after thinking for a while, he said, "Then...how can I contact you now?"

"If you don't tell me, I'll forget it." Zhang Ziyun sat up straight, called out the WeChat QR code, and handed the phone to Lu Yudong.

Lu Yudong hastily added Zhang Ziyun as a friend. She looked at the contact information on her mobile phone that she had only found after three years, the place that she couldn't think about and let go the most in the past three years, and she was finally relieved.

"My glass is empty." Zhang Ziyun said, shaking the wine glass in his hand.

Before Lu Yudong had time to react, Zhang Ziyun got up to refill his glass.

The dormitory group was still extremely lively, Ye Liujing, at the urging of Chen Yang, used data to watch the excerpts of Chen Yang's performance in the car on the way home, and at this time he was sycophanting in the group.

Chen Yang got goosebumps all over his body after being praised by her, and kept calling her to shut up.

The three of them chatted and started a group voice chat, and called Lu Yudong several times.

Lu Yudong looked at the invitations from his roommates in silence for a long time, and finally sent a honest sentence - I met my high school deskmate, you play, I will not come.

Failed tea leaves: look!look!Who said I was a scumbag just now?

Failed Chazi: I haven't finished my date yet, I've already entered the voice to accompany Yangyang!

Failed tea leaves: Look at Lu Yudong, a woman who is at the same table in high school can make her coo the three of us!

Ye Liujing is a big scumbag: Has Dongdong's love also disappeared?

Theorist: Yudong actually left us for a tablemate?What is so good at the same table?

Earn money to buy a big house: I'm at the same table and roommate, we've known each other since junior high school.

Failed Chazi: [My heart hurts so much] Oh my god, I thought Dong'er had a dog outside, but it turns out that we are Dong'er's dogs outside.

Earn money to buy a big house: ? ? ? ? ? ?

Lu Yudong rushed into the group voice in an instant, and could only hear the three of them discussing how to tease her, and Ye Liujing smiled especially treacherously, almost piercing through the ear.

When someone realized that she had entered the voice, the discussion came to an abrupt end.

After a short silence, Ye Liujing suddenly took a deep breath, and shouted like a resentful woman: "Why did you come in! You go, you go! You are not welcome here!"

Lu Yudong: "You..."

Tang Qian: "Don't say, don't explain, I won't listen, I won't listen, I won't listen!"

Lu Yudong: "I..."

Chen Yang: "Oh, shut up! Oh, I won't listen!"

Lu Yudong rolled his eyes and said, "You flamboyant women!"

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I don't quite understand why some people think that Manzhu only has Yudong, but Yudong is like a king of the sea.

Besides, Manzhu only has Yudong, and she often listens to her complaining behind her back, endures her temper, makes lemonade for her, advises her, and helps her observe Yudong's recent situation, maybe it's not two illusions.

Here is a response to a reader who has said that Lu Yudong seems to be cheating more than once since the thirty-odd chapters. I really can’t understand why the word cheating can be used on Lu Yudong. Emotionally, she has never done anything to feel sorry for Manzhu. The boundary between friends and lovers in my heart has always been very clear, and many details of physical contact can be experienced, right?Feelings need freedom, and feelings without freedom are a prison, Manzhu understands, so Lu Yudong's heart is gentle in Manzhu.

*感谢在2020-12-1609:11:20~2020-12-1623:56:05期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the landmine: Yes haha. 1;

Thanks to the little angels who irrigate the nutrient solution: 30 bottles of Wuyou Yuxi; 12 bottles of Shenyin;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!