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Chapter 48 Chu Xun's Suspicion
A few hours later, Chu Xun came out of Minister He's house upstairs, his eye sockets swollen like two peaches.He walked in the garden of the ministry dormitory compound, but he didn't rush to leave, and shook his head at his driver.
There is another thing on his mind...he wants to "clean up" the people around him one by one.
Lin Jun followed Mr. Chu's briefcase.Chu Xun picked a bench in the open space of the small garden and sat down, put one arm on the back of the chair, and crossed his legs.People can be seen on all sides, and there are guard companies and soldiers patrolling all over the compound, with submachine guns slung across their shoulders.
Lin Jun had an ordinary expression: "Not going back to the company? Or taking you home?"
Chu Xun raised his eyes to look at this person, his eyes were swollen, and an imperceptible smile emerged from the corner of his mouth: "Xiao Lin, chat with me."
Chu Xun patted the position beside him.
As soon as Lin Jun sat down, Chu Xun suddenly stepped forward and leaned forward to meet him!
Lin Jun didn't know, and was stunned, Chu Xun's delicate face suddenly filled his pupils and eye sockets.Chu Xun's eyes sparkled sharply, his eyes were sharp, and when the tip of his nose and lips were almost touching the other person, he suddenly turned his face, slid past the man's astonished expression, and blew into Lin Jun's ear, which seemed to be provocative, and his eyes reflected a sharp look. aggressive.
Lin Jun was also under pressure in his heart: "If you have anything to say, you can say it."
Chu Xun leaned back, put one arm on the back of the chair, his posture was chic, and his tone was full of meaning: "I let you see on the spot in Honghe Town that day, I slept with Han Tian, what do you think about this?"
Lin Jun's face darkened, and he said lightly: "I didn't think much about it."
Chu Xun: "Do you really hate him?"
Lin Jun: "Perform the task, I understand the truth."
Chu Xun: "You hate me?"
Lin Jun: "...No."
Chu Xun tilted his head and looked up and down. His shrewd eyes seemed to be able to penetrate every minute and every inch of the person in front of him, depicting people's hearts.He suddenly changed the subject and said word by word: "Xiao Lin, I just don't understand, even Tisara doesn't know about it, how did Jin know where Han Tian is hiding?"
"Help me analyze and analyze. Who is behind my back and told Fatty Jin—secret?"
Lin Jun was stunned: "..."
When Chu Xun said the last few words, he didn't blink his eyes. He looked closely at Lin Jun's eyes, capturing the subtle emotions that the other party was trying to hide.He has received rigorous interrogation and anti-interrogation training, and has rich experience. He can distinguish truth from lies from a person's habitual small movements and even the flow changes of pupil membranes and eye lines.
"Who plotted against Han Tian?"
"Even counting on me—"
Lin Jun looked at Mr. Chu in surprise, he was not stupid, and he understood in a moment that Chu Xun suspected him and suspected that he had betrayed information to Fatty Jin that day?
After returning from Myanmar, Chu Xun felt overwhelmed by the unresolved matter, and took a deep breath, not knowing that the second master had a lump in his throat and could not sleep or eat.
That day in Honghe Town, Jin Baisheng and his gang surrounded him and Huo Chuanwu with guns, forcing them to perform a scene together and forcing him to injure Chuanwu.People like Erwu are introverted and self-closing, they suffer physical and mental pressure, how injured they are, how to make up for it?Chu Xun regretted it and felt distressed. He had acted too hard at the time and had no choice but to do so.
Chu Xun sometimes plays tricks in front of his Uncle He by pampering him, but it doesn't mean that this person is unreasonable and willful.
Chu Xun is prone to lose control of his emotions when he touches sensitive matters in his heart, but it does not mean that he is stupid and will be easily fooled by people around him.
He was very cautious. He didn't express any doubts about Lin Jun on the spot, but he was afraid that if something changed in the remote land, he would die without knowing how to die.Now that he was back in Beijing, on his own territory, and in the compound of the ministry, he dared to speak out.
People in this line of work have always been cautious, sensitive, and suspicious.If someone dares to play tricks under his nose, double-face three swords, and bully those who bully him, the second master will never let it go.
Chu Xun stared at the person expressionlessly, his eyes filled with the usual strong deterrence.
Lin Jun didn't blink, his chest heaved: "Mr. Chu, I never said that."
Chu Xun: "I didn't mention you, who do you think?"
Lin Jun: "I don't know. The person surnamed Jin may have received information from an informant saying that he wants to arrest Han Tian and take me there."
Chu Xun: "You just follow him?"
Lin Jun: "I was worried about you at the time, I guessed you...you must be with that person. But I won't say it!"
Chu Xun traced Lin Jun's eye movements, and this man defended with reason and evidence. The shock and grievance did not seem to be false, and he looked straight at him without dodging or covering up.But the two parties are professional spies after all, and in this world, there are heaven and earth, and there are others, so it is inevitable that one time they will encounter a master who is difficult to see through.
Chu Xun's face softened, a faint smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, and he comforted him: "Xiao Lin, I know that you are loyal to me and you will not harm me, but...you don't like Han Tian, and you don't want this person to live and continue to guard me Beside, am I right?"
Lin Jun's lips trembled, and he was stunned for a moment. That's right, Mr. Chu hit the nail on the head and stabbed him to the vitals!He's emotionally miserable, he's madly jealous, a man who wants to be normal can't tolerate his most beloved boy rolling in bed with another man, he's going crazy with jealousy these days.He could see that Chu Xun's face and mood changed drastically.Mr. Chu eagerly went to the hospital to visit the wounded patient early in the morning, and carefully selected gifts in the store. Chu Xun was drooling sweetly at the corner of his mouth in his sleep!
Mr. Chu deliberately chose a public place to torture this matter in broad daylight, not in private.This is the ministries compound, surrounded by guards with guns.
Lin Jun felt tight in his chest, trembling, and a haze enveloped his heart, making him extremely uncomfortable. "Han Tian" is the boy back then, the boy who left Beijing by train and threw the remaining cigarette butts on the ground, and used only one cigarette butt to make Xiao Xun dream and fall in love with him for 15 years.Once this person reappears, he will immediately occupy the entire position in Chu Xun's heart, and there will be no room for others.
Lin Junqiang endured the sadness, with a serious expression on his face: "I didn't leak any information. If I make mistakes in my work, I am willing to accept the review of my superiors."
When Lin Jun said this, his eyes turned red suddenly, and his voice became hoarse: "I know who he is, and I also know that he is very important to you..."
"If his whereabouts are exposed, it may threaten your personal safety. I will never take someone surnamed Jin to raid Han Tian's den and expose you to gunpoint."
"Even if I hate him again, I will never do anything to hurt you, never, ever, all, no, will."
Chu Xun couldn't bear it, and comforted him: "Xiao Lin, I'm just asking, don't mind."
Lin Jun turned his head away and strode towards the parking lot.
The man's slender body was leaning against the side of the car, motionless, looking lonely under the setting sun...
Chu Xun felt that he might be dazed, suspicious and overly sensitive.Apart from Huo Chuanwu, it is impossible for him to give 100% trust to anyone around him, which is a kind of sadness.
He didn't even dare to fully trust "his own people".
The only exception in his heart is Huo Chuanwu, his boy.Even if Er Wu is not "one of his own", even if this person is an opponent, he is willing to trust him, and Er Wu will not harm him.
Just because of Huo Chuanwu's appearance, out of some excessive desire to possess and protect, all the people around him who feared and threatened Chuanwu's existence all aroused his suspicion and cleansing mentality... Chu Xun understood that this would be extremely harmful to Lin Jun. It's not fair, I'm acting too selfish!But he is not a saint; when he has devoted all his emotions to one person for more than ten years, he has no time to take care of the subtle feelings of everyone around him, even for a certain person, he has always felt guilty.
The relationship between Chu Xun and Lin Jun has been delicate and somewhat awkward for so many years.In the end, the two parties even turned all this embarrassment into a habit developed in ten years, and let him go, no wonder.
It was the first time in Chu Xun's life that he slept in the same bed with a man. It was with Lin Jun, a subordinate who was nine years older than him. He was also his bodyguard, driver, nanny, cook, and the person around him who knew his identity best.The total length of time he spent with Lin Jun over the years exceeded the sum of the time he spent with his family and friends, and far exceeded the short time he spent with Huo Chuanwu as a teenager.
That incident happened more than six years ago, and speaking of it, it was him, Mr. Chu, who was at fault first.
It was Chu Xun's 20th birthday. On the night of his birthday, he went back to the Yuquan Road compound to celebrate his birthday. When he saw things and thought about others, he felt sad, so he had a major episode of depression.He went to the bar that night to drink away his sorrows, and wept bitterly at the table. He cried so much that he had no image and demeanor at all. The wet wine and tears on the chest of his shirt scared everyone in the bar.
He rarely drinks alcohol. Alcohol anesthetizes his nerves, blurs his vision, interferes with brain waves and the human body's magnetic field, so he doesn't drink very much, and lacks experience on the drinking table.
Being half-drunk and half-drunk, it is not so much drunken sex, as it is to use alcohol to make troubles, to indulge oneself through drunken anesthesia, a kind of sad mentality of self-exile, wanting to vent, destroy, dragging to be destroyed by fate The dilapidated body of the crazily hurt others...
The next morning, Chu Xun's head suddenly cleared up, knowing that he had done something bad, it was too dishonest, he was a bastard, a big bastard.
His shirt was unbuttoned, and he only wore a pair of underwear. His chest was flushed, his trousers were crumpled and lying on the floor, and Lin Jun fell asleep under the quilt.After he woke up, he couldn't remember what he had done at all, whether he had "done" or not, but he made the other party miserable this trip.Xiao Lin was covered in injuries, and his fingers had several red marks on his back and back, as if he had been beaten.
Afterwards, Chu Xun reported to his superiors, confessed his serious mistakes, and asked for serious handling.
Once this kind of "living" happens between partners, I'm afraid they won't be able to get along with each other. Chu Xun didn't expect Lin Jun to press down on the report...
Lin Jun asked Chu Xun: "If you don't say it, I won't say it, why did you make a report?"
Chu Xun said: "Can I hide it? How many people around me are monitoring, and I will confess sooner or later."
Lin Jun: "I don't want people to know."
Chu Xun: "...Xiao Lin, I was wrong. I admit the mistakes I made, I'm a bastard, and I don't want to wrong you."
Lin Jun seemed to have considered it carefully and insisted that Chu Xun not write the report. The two fell into a dispute at that time. Lin Jun became anxious, his eyes suddenly turned red, and he blurted out: "You tell the leader, do you think the boss will punish you?"
"The boss will never punish you, you will not have any responsibility, and I must be the one who is punished."
"This kind of thing happened because I made a mistake in my work, and my negligence caused you to suffer. I will be punished, I will be transferred, and I will get out of here!"
Chu Xun: "..."
Lin Jun's eyes were unbearably wet, his eyes were red and swollen, and it was rare to vent to his little boy the grievances that had been buried for many years: "You have done everything...you want to change now? Let me tell you, I don't agree, I don't agree. Change!"
Chu Xun has always had doubts in his heart. Thinking of this matter, he is annoyed and unwilling, and has tried it a few times. That night, did we really do it?
Lin Jun looked away and remained silent.
Chu Xun asked calmly and frankly: "I raped you, didn't I?"
Lin Jun smiled wryly, shook his head, and looked deeply at Chu Xun: "It's not rape at all, your thin arms can't beat me at all...I don't care."
Chu Xun understood Lin Jun's thoughts, and the two knew it well.
He owed Lin Jun a lot, and he was sorry for the man who used his chest and back to protect him time and time again before the crisis, and there was no way to pay off this bad debt.
Perhaps Lin Jun wanted him to pay his debts and stay with him all the time, not to leave, but Chu Xun couldn't do it anyway.Playing with each other and indulging himself, he is not the kind of person who has extreme self-destructive tendencies and goes with the flow.
Meat debts?This is even more impossible.Lin Jun will never forget the thin boy who ran and cried at the train station and needed protection. In the ten years when Comrade Xiao Lin was young and vigorous, he took care of and protected Chu Xun with all his emotions and even his life. It's all to protect this little boy from growing up safely, and I can't hold anything else in my heart.The emotions bred in Time Like Water are gradually distorted and deteriorated, and the emotions go deeper and deeper.However, in Chu Xun's heart, he will never forget his boy, the stubborn and strong boy who slipped away from his fingertips because of his innocence, cowardice and inability to protect him, who was obliterated by time and swallowed up by memory.The best years of his life belonged only to him and the boy in his memory, and there was no other person for the youthful pain that he could never get rid of in his life.
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Chu Xun's sensitivity and suspicion, Lin Jun's grievance and anxiety, in the final analysis, there are deeper reasons behind it.For the first time in several years, the selection of the bodyguard next to Colonel Chu caused controversy and may change.
Huo Chuanwu disappeared for many years and suddenly appeared in the First World War in northern Myanmar. His identity as an undercover enemy, his powerful and amazing skills, and his two-line combat completed the task.Heroes on the secret front have no chance to receive public interviews or commendations, and their names cannot be published in newspapers. However, the political department of the military region has drawn up a list of internal meritorious service awards. Those who performed major meritorious service and died in battle.
The top staff of the General Staff has been thinking about this matter, should they change the bodyguards?
Lin Jun is very reliable and skilled in business, but he is old after all.
Lin Jun is nine years older than Chu Xun, nearly 35 years old.This person grew up with Chu Xun, and the years are not forgiving. No matter how experienced a master is, he has to admit that he has already passed the peak of individual combat.If it weren't for the fact that Colonel Chu's identity was top secret, it would be difficult to choose candidates, and the stunned boy was afraid that his character and character would be unreliable. The 23-year-old boys who were newly transferred from the Special Affairs Department of the General Staff were all good at fighting.
He Cheng asked Chu Huaizhi: "Chief, why don't you decide whether to change or not?"
Chu Huaizhi knowingly asked, "Who should I replace?"
Chu Huaizhi was also full of depression and displeasure: "Old He, if you told me about this in advance, I would definitely not agree! You kept it from me and you died, but you didn't tell me. Our undercover agent is Boy from the Huo family, this person is also in Myanmar!"
He Cheng thought to himself, you really can't rely on me.The joint operation is a military order signed by you, the commander-in-chief. Who told you not to confirm the list of operation members in detail?You are kept in the dark, at most I just know but don't act...
He Cheng had a lot of meaning: "Are you so taboo about the two children meeting? You treat the Huo family..."
Chu Huaizhi shook his head and interrupted, saying sternly: "I have no taboo against the Huo family boy, what an excellent boy, I have always liked that boy! But the matter is very important, no jokes are allowed."
He Cheng nodded: "I also understand that we can't be softhearted with our second nephew about this matter. Xiao Huo... can't be activated."
"In terms of skill and character, he is very suitable to be this bodyguard, he is the perfect candidate."
"However, this person's identity is too sensitive, and Xiao Xun is too important to us to tolerate any mistakes. If something happens, no one can take responsibility."
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The appearance of Chuan Wu next to Young Master Chu will inevitably cause psychological fluctuations in the people around Chu Xun.This person saved Chu Xun's life twice in critical moments. Originally, Xiao Lin's bodyguard was supposed to do the job, but now Xiao Huo robbed most of it, which invisibly marginalized Lin Jun, the real bodyguard.
Chu Xun didn't know it. He quietly went to the 301 General Hospital to see the wounded last time. Lin Jun also quietly appeared in the hospital and came out of a certain laboratory.
Lin Jun held a bag of medical records and test reports in his fingers, leaning against the white-blue wall, standing in the bustling corridor for a long time, until the setting sun dragged his shadow to the longest, thin and lonely.
It has been a while since Lin Jun discovered that he had a physical problem. The laboratory report suspected it was malignant, but the diagnosis has not yet been finalized, so it may be cancer.
He repeatedly recalled that the illness may have originated from a mission with Mr. Chu a few years ago, where he was exposed to weapons materials containing radioactive elements in a certain place in Russia, which caused irreversible damage to the body.
Lin Jun pondered over and over, struggling in his heart, and finally chose not to report his illness to his superiors.
He wanted to hide it.
He doesn't have many chances to accompany Chu Xun to travel abroad again, maybe this autumn, he will have the last chance to accompany and protect Chu Xun on missions, and stay by the boy's side.He didn't want to lose his last chance.
There is another thing on his mind...he wants to "clean up" the people around him one by one.
Lin Jun followed Mr. Chu's briefcase.Chu Xun picked a bench in the open space of the small garden and sat down, put one arm on the back of the chair, and crossed his legs.People can be seen on all sides, and there are guard companies and soldiers patrolling all over the compound, with submachine guns slung across their shoulders.
Lin Jun had an ordinary expression: "Not going back to the company? Or taking you home?"
Chu Xun raised his eyes to look at this person, his eyes were swollen, and an imperceptible smile emerged from the corner of his mouth: "Xiao Lin, chat with me."
Chu Xun patted the position beside him.
As soon as Lin Jun sat down, Chu Xun suddenly stepped forward and leaned forward to meet him!
Lin Jun didn't know, and was stunned, Chu Xun's delicate face suddenly filled his pupils and eye sockets.Chu Xun's eyes sparkled sharply, his eyes were sharp, and when the tip of his nose and lips were almost touching the other person, he suddenly turned his face, slid past the man's astonished expression, and blew into Lin Jun's ear, which seemed to be provocative, and his eyes reflected a sharp look. aggressive.
Lin Jun was also under pressure in his heart: "If you have anything to say, you can say it."
Chu Xun leaned back, put one arm on the back of the chair, his posture was chic, and his tone was full of meaning: "I let you see on the spot in Honghe Town that day, I slept with Han Tian, what do you think about this?"
Lin Jun's face darkened, and he said lightly: "I didn't think much about it."
Chu Xun: "Do you really hate him?"
Lin Jun: "Perform the task, I understand the truth."
Chu Xun: "You hate me?"
Lin Jun: "...No."
Chu Xun tilted his head and looked up and down. His shrewd eyes seemed to be able to penetrate every minute and every inch of the person in front of him, depicting people's hearts.He suddenly changed the subject and said word by word: "Xiao Lin, I just don't understand, even Tisara doesn't know about it, how did Jin know where Han Tian is hiding?"
"Help me analyze and analyze. Who is behind my back and told Fatty Jin—secret?"
Lin Jun was stunned: "..."
When Chu Xun said the last few words, he didn't blink his eyes. He looked closely at Lin Jun's eyes, capturing the subtle emotions that the other party was trying to hide.He has received rigorous interrogation and anti-interrogation training, and has rich experience. He can distinguish truth from lies from a person's habitual small movements and even the flow changes of pupil membranes and eye lines.
"Who plotted against Han Tian?"
"Even counting on me—"
Lin Jun looked at Mr. Chu in surprise, he was not stupid, and he understood in a moment that Chu Xun suspected him and suspected that he had betrayed information to Fatty Jin that day?
After returning from Myanmar, Chu Xun felt overwhelmed by the unresolved matter, and took a deep breath, not knowing that the second master had a lump in his throat and could not sleep or eat.
That day in Honghe Town, Jin Baisheng and his gang surrounded him and Huo Chuanwu with guns, forcing them to perform a scene together and forcing him to injure Chuanwu.People like Erwu are introverted and self-closing, they suffer physical and mental pressure, how injured they are, how to make up for it?Chu Xun regretted it and felt distressed. He had acted too hard at the time and had no choice but to do so.
Chu Xun sometimes plays tricks in front of his Uncle He by pampering him, but it doesn't mean that this person is unreasonable and willful.
Chu Xun is prone to lose control of his emotions when he touches sensitive matters in his heart, but it does not mean that he is stupid and will be easily fooled by people around him.
He was very cautious. He didn't express any doubts about Lin Jun on the spot, but he was afraid that if something changed in the remote land, he would die without knowing how to die.Now that he was back in Beijing, on his own territory, and in the compound of the ministry, he dared to speak out.
People in this line of work have always been cautious, sensitive, and suspicious.If someone dares to play tricks under his nose, double-face three swords, and bully those who bully him, the second master will never let it go.
Chu Xun stared at the person expressionlessly, his eyes filled with the usual strong deterrence.
Lin Jun didn't blink, his chest heaved: "Mr. Chu, I never said that."
Chu Xun: "I didn't mention you, who do you think?"
Lin Jun: "I don't know. The person surnamed Jin may have received information from an informant saying that he wants to arrest Han Tian and take me there."
Chu Xun: "You just follow him?"
Lin Jun: "I was worried about you at the time, I guessed you...you must be with that person. But I won't say it!"
Chu Xun traced Lin Jun's eye movements, and this man defended with reason and evidence. The shock and grievance did not seem to be false, and he looked straight at him without dodging or covering up.But the two parties are professional spies after all, and in this world, there are heaven and earth, and there are others, so it is inevitable that one time they will encounter a master who is difficult to see through.
Chu Xun's face softened, a faint smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, and he comforted him: "Xiao Lin, I know that you are loyal to me and you will not harm me, but...you don't like Han Tian, and you don't want this person to live and continue to guard me Beside, am I right?"
Lin Jun's lips trembled, and he was stunned for a moment. That's right, Mr. Chu hit the nail on the head and stabbed him to the vitals!He's emotionally miserable, he's madly jealous, a man who wants to be normal can't tolerate his most beloved boy rolling in bed with another man, he's going crazy with jealousy these days.He could see that Chu Xun's face and mood changed drastically.Mr. Chu eagerly went to the hospital to visit the wounded patient early in the morning, and carefully selected gifts in the store. Chu Xun was drooling sweetly at the corner of his mouth in his sleep!
Mr. Chu deliberately chose a public place to torture this matter in broad daylight, not in private.This is the ministries compound, surrounded by guards with guns.
Lin Jun felt tight in his chest, trembling, and a haze enveloped his heart, making him extremely uncomfortable. "Han Tian" is the boy back then, the boy who left Beijing by train and threw the remaining cigarette butts on the ground, and used only one cigarette butt to make Xiao Xun dream and fall in love with him for 15 years.Once this person reappears, he will immediately occupy the entire position in Chu Xun's heart, and there will be no room for others.
Lin Junqiang endured the sadness, with a serious expression on his face: "I didn't leak any information. If I make mistakes in my work, I am willing to accept the review of my superiors."
When Lin Jun said this, his eyes turned red suddenly, and his voice became hoarse: "I know who he is, and I also know that he is very important to you..."
"If his whereabouts are exposed, it may threaten your personal safety. I will never take someone surnamed Jin to raid Han Tian's den and expose you to gunpoint."
"Even if I hate him again, I will never do anything to hurt you, never, ever, all, no, will."
Chu Xun couldn't bear it, and comforted him: "Xiao Lin, I'm just asking, don't mind."
Lin Jun turned his head away and strode towards the parking lot.
The man's slender body was leaning against the side of the car, motionless, looking lonely under the setting sun...
Chu Xun felt that he might be dazed, suspicious and overly sensitive.Apart from Huo Chuanwu, it is impossible for him to give 100% trust to anyone around him, which is a kind of sadness.
He didn't even dare to fully trust "his own people".
The only exception in his heart is Huo Chuanwu, his boy.Even if Er Wu is not "one of his own", even if this person is an opponent, he is willing to trust him, and Er Wu will not harm him.
Just because of Huo Chuanwu's appearance, out of some excessive desire to possess and protect, all the people around him who feared and threatened Chuanwu's existence all aroused his suspicion and cleansing mentality... Chu Xun understood that this would be extremely harmful to Lin Jun. It's not fair, I'm acting too selfish!But he is not a saint; when he has devoted all his emotions to one person for more than ten years, he has no time to take care of the subtle feelings of everyone around him, even for a certain person, he has always felt guilty.
The relationship between Chu Xun and Lin Jun has been delicate and somewhat awkward for so many years.In the end, the two parties even turned all this embarrassment into a habit developed in ten years, and let him go, no wonder.
It was the first time in Chu Xun's life that he slept in the same bed with a man. It was with Lin Jun, a subordinate who was nine years older than him. He was also his bodyguard, driver, nanny, cook, and the person around him who knew his identity best.The total length of time he spent with Lin Jun over the years exceeded the sum of the time he spent with his family and friends, and far exceeded the short time he spent with Huo Chuanwu as a teenager.
That incident happened more than six years ago, and speaking of it, it was him, Mr. Chu, who was at fault first.
It was Chu Xun's 20th birthday. On the night of his birthday, he went back to the Yuquan Road compound to celebrate his birthday. When he saw things and thought about others, he felt sad, so he had a major episode of depression.He went to the bar that night to drink away his sorrows, and wept bitterly at the table. He cried so much that he had no image and demeanor at all. The wet wine and tears on the chest of his shirt scared everyone in the bar.
He rarely drinks alcohol. Alcohol anesthetizes his nerves, blurs his vision, interferes with brain waves and the human body's magnetic field, so he doesn't drink very much, and lacks experience on the drinking table.
Being half-drunk and half-drunk, it is not so much drunken sex, as it is to use alcohol to make troubles, to indulge oneself through drunken anesthesia, a kind of sad mentality of self-exile, wanting to vent, destroy, dragging to be destroyed by fate The dilapidated body of the crazily hurt others...
The next morning, Chu Xun's head suddenly cleared up, knowing that he had done something bad, it was too dishonest, he was a bastard, a big bastard.
His shirt was unbuttoned, and he only wore a pair of underwear. His chest was flushed, his trousers were crumpled and lying on the floor, and Lin Jun fell asleep under the quilt.After he woke up, he couldn't remember what he had done at all, whether he had "done" or not, but he made the other party miserable this trip.Xiao Lin was covered in injuries, and his fingers had several red marks on his back and back, as if he had been beaten.
Afterwards, Chu Xun reported to his superiors, confessed his serious mistakes, and asked for serious handling.
Once this kind of "living" happens between partners, I'm afraid they won't be able to get along with each other. Chu Xun didn't expect Lin Jun to press down on the report...
Lin Jun asked Chu Xun: "If you don't say it, I won't say it, why did you make a report?"
Chu Xun said: "Can I hide it? How many people around me are monitoring, and I will confess sooner or later."
Lin Jun: "I don't want people to know."
Chu Xun: "...Xiao Lin, I was wrong. I admit the mistakes I made, I'm a bastard, and I don't want to wrong you."
Lin Jun seemed to have considered it carefully and insisted that Chu Xun not write the report. The two fell into a dispute at that time. Lin Jun became anxious, his eyes suddenly turned red, and he blurted out: "You tell the leader, do you think the boss will punish you?"
"The boss will never punish you, you will not have any responsibility, and I must be the one who is punished."
"This kind of thing happened because I made a mistake in my work, and my negligence caused you to suffer. I will be punished, I will be transferred, and I will get out of here!"
Chu Xun: "..."
Lin Jun's eyes were unbearably wet, his eyes were red and swollen, and it was rare to vent to his little boy the grievances that had been buried for many years: "You have done everything...you want to change now? Let me tell you, I don't agree, I don't agree. Change!"
Chu Xun has always had doubts in his heart. Thinking of this matter, he is annoyed and unwilling, and has tried it a few times. That night, did we really do it?
Lin Jun looked away and remained silent.
Chu Xun asked calmly and frankly: "I raped you, didn't I?"
Lin Jun smiled wryly, shook his head, and looked deeply at Chu Xun: "It's not rape at all, your thin arms can't beat me at all...I don't care."
Chu Xun understood Lin Jun's thoughts, and the two knew it well.
He owed Lin Jun a lot, and he was sorry for the man who used his chest and back to protect him time and time again before the crisis, and there was no way to pay off this bad debt.
Perhaps Lin Jun wanted him to pay his debts and stay with him all the time, not to leave, but Chu Xun couldn't do it anyway.Playing with each other and indulging himself, he is not the kind of person who has extreme self-destructive tendencies and goes with the flow.
Meat debts?This is even more impossible.Lin Jun will never forget the thin boy who ran and cried at the train station and needed protection. In the ten years when Comrade Xiao Lin was young and vigorous, he took care of and protected Chu Xun with all his emotions and even his life. It's all to protect this little boy from growing up safely, and I can't hold anything else in my heart.The emotions bred in Time Like Water are gradually distorted and deteriorated, and the emotions go deeper and deeper.However, in Chu Xun's heart, he will never forget his boy, the stubborn and strong boy who slipped away from his fingertips because of his innocence, cowardice and inability to protect him, who was obliterated by time and swallowed up by memory.The best years of his life belonged only to him and the boy in his memory, and there was no other person for the youthful pain that he could never get rid of in his life.
……
Chu Xun's sensitivity and suspicion, Lin Jun's grievance and anxiety, in the final analysis, there are deeper reasons behind it.For the first time in several years, the selection of the bodyguard next to Colonel Chu caused controversy and may change.
Huo Chuanwu disappeared for many years and suddenly appeared in the First World War in northern Myanmar. His identity as an undercover enemy, his powerful and amazing skills, and his two-line combat completed the task.Heroes on the secret front have no chance to receive public interviews or commendations, and their names cannot be published in newspapers. However, the political department of the military region has drawn up a list of internal meritorious service awards. Those who performed major meritorious service and died in battle.
The top staff of the General Staff has been thinking about this matter, should they change the bodyguards?
Lin Jun is very reliable and skilled in business, but he is old after all.
Lin Jun is nine years older than Chu Xun, nearly 35 years old.This person grew up with Chu Xun, and the years are not forgiving. No matter how experienced a master is, he has to admit that he has already passed the peak of individual combat.If it weren't for the fact that Colonel Chu's identity was top secret, it would be difficult to choose candidates, and the stunned boy was afraid that his character and character would be unreliable. The 23-year-old boys who were newly transferred from the Special Affairs Department of the General Staff were all good at fighting.
He Cheng asked Chu Huaizhi: "Chief, why don't you decide whether to change or not?"
Chu Huaizhi knowingly asked, "Who should I replace?"
Chu Huaizhi was also full of depression and displeasure: "Old He, if you told me about this in advance, I would definitely not agree! You kept it from me and you died, but you didn't tell me. Our undercover agent is Boy from the Huo family, this person is also in Myanmar!"
He Cheng thought to himself, you really can't rely on me.The joint operation is a military order signed by you, the commander-in-chief. Who told you not to confirm the list of operation members in detail?You are kept in the dark, at most I just know but don't act...
He Cheng had a lot of meaning: "Are you so taboo about the two children meeting? You treat the Huo family..."
Chu Huaizhi shook his head and interrupted, saying sternly: "I have no taboo against the Huo family boy, what an excellent boy, I have always liked that boy! But the matter is very important, no jokes are allowed."
He Cheng nodded: "I also understand that we can't be softhearted with our second nephew about this matter. Xiao Huo... can't be activated."
"In terms of skill and character, he is very suitable to be this bodyguard, he is the perfect candidate."
"However, this person's identity is too sensitive, and Xiao Xun is too important to us to tolerate any mistakes. If something happens, no one can take responsibility."
……
The appearance of Chuan Wu next to Young Master Chu will inevitably cause psychological fluctuations in the people around Chu Xun.This person saved Chu Xun's life twice in critical moments. Originally, Xiao Lin's bodyguard was supposed to do the job, but now Xiao Huo robbed most of it, which invisibly marginalized Lin Jun, the real bodyguard.
Chu Xun didn't know it. He quietly went to the 301 General Hospital to see the wounded last time. Lin Jun also quietly appeared in the hospital and came out of a certain laboratory.
Lin Jun held a bag of medical records and test reports in his fingers, leaning against the white-blue wall, standing in the bustling corridor for a long time, until the setting sun dragged his shadow to the longest, thin and lonely.
It has been a while since Lin Jun discovered that he had a physical problem. The laboratory report suspected it was malignant, but the diagnosis has not yet been finalized, so it may be cancer.
He repeatedly recalled that the illness may have originated from a mission with Mr. Chu a few years ago, where he was exposed to weapons materials containing radioactive elements in a certain place in Russia, which caused irreversible damage to the body.
Lin Jun pondered over and over, struggling in his heart, and finally chose not to report his illness to his superiors.
He wanted to hide it.
He doesn't have many chances to accompany Chu Xun to travel abroad again, maybe this autumn, he will have the last chance to accompany and protect Chu Xun on missions, and stay by the boy's side.He didn't want to lose his last chance.
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