After being entangled by the overlord in women's clothing

Xu Yuan walked a long way barefoot before getting a taxi. When she got home, she lay straight on the bed, so tired that she didn't even want to move a finger.

He lay on the bed and wanted to fall asleep like this, but his body was very tired, but his head was in a mess. Those hidden memories seemed to be awakened, and at this moment they came one after another.

Cheng Yan.

Xu Yuan recited the name silently in her heart. He hadn't thought of this man for a long time.

Xu Yuan can't remember how the two got together in the first place. It was the occasional eye contact between classes, or the physical collision while playing basketball. Anyway, after the two were admitted to the same university, they seemed to be They came together by default.

At that time, they also had a happy time, secretly holding hands under the table during class, and sharing a drink while watching a movie.

Sometimes when tired of reading in the dormitory, Cheng Yan would sleep on Xu Yuan's lap, and Xu Yuan would use lipstick to quietly draw a heart on Cheng Yan's face.

At that time, when going on a date in the city center far away from the university town, Cheng Yan would not mind Xu Yuan wearing women's clothes and dressing up beautifully. At that time, Xu Yuan thought Cheng Yan was respecting her hobbies and choices, but later he found out that Cheng Yan was just afraid that others would look at the two boys strangely.

At that time, Xu Yuan was so absorbed in her longing for the future that she didn't notice any clues, but all these illusions were finally torn to pieces when she graduated from senior year.

The senior year is approaching graduation, graduate school, public examination, and employment. The students around me have already decided on the future direction of life.At that time, Xu Yuan had also been signed by a modeling agency, so there was no pressure, but Cheng Yan had never mentioned her plans after graduation.

"Hey, what are your plans after graduation?" After playing a basketball game, Xu Yuan lay on the bed in the dormitory, so tired that she didn't even want to turn over, and pushed the people around her with her elbow.

"I already have my own plans." Cheng Yan swiped the phone screen while reaching out to massage Xu Yuan.

Xu Yuan silently rolled her eyes at Cheng Yan's profile, and then turned her head back, not noticing what Cheng Yan was saying: her own plan.And Xu Yuan was not included in that plan, only himself.

"Then let's live together after graduation."

Xu Yuan pretended to say these words inadvertently, but her heart tensed into a ball.

He originally wanted to wait for Cheng Yan to propose first, but after being together for four years, Cheng Yan never said anything about his future plans.

Xu Yuan felt that she was so awkward like a woman, so when she said this, she didn't turn her head to look at Cheng Yan, so she didn't see the sudden change in Cheng Yan's expression when she heard this.

"I'll take a shower first." Cheng Yan didn't answer Xu Yuan, but changed the subject, got up and walked into the bathroom.

Why did you take a shower without answering?

Doesn't he want to?

Or am I too impatient, in fact, our relationship has not reached that level?

From the moment Cheng Yan walked into the bathroom, Xu Yuan could not stop thinking wildly while lying on the bed.

So he found out with grief and indignation that he was more like a woman, and still a resentful woman.So when Cheng Yan came out of the bathroom, Xu Yuan couldn't wait to know the answer.

"Are you going to live with me?"

"I'm going to get married in the future."

The two voices sounded at the same time, and Xu Yuan was stunned for a moment. The heat from sweating on her body quickly dissipated, and her whole body became cold all of a sudden.

Cheng Yan, who had just come out of the bathroom, was only wearing a pair of shorts, and his upper body hadn't been dried yet, a few drops of water flowed down from his chest along the muscle lines.

If it was as usual, Xu Yuan would have jumped out of bed to touch a few hands while sighing, to have a good time.But now, Xu Yuan didn't have the heart to think about those things, and kept repeating Cheng Yan's words in her heart, I'm going to get married in the future.

Obviously, he understands every word of this sentence, but when put together, why can't he understand what it means all of a sudden?

Xu Yuan raised her head mechanically, looked at Cheng Yan, and didn't have the energy to think about it. Why did she ask him if she wanted to live together, but he told herself that he was going to get married in the future, and just asked softly, "Are you going to get married in the future?"

Cheng Yan didn't speak, but started to put on his clothes in silence.

"I ask, are you going to get married in the future?" Xu Yuan suddenly raised her voice, but her eyes turned red first.

Cheng Yan's hands paused, but he didn't raise his head, "Yes."

he said yes.He is getting married.

Xu Yuan felt a fire rushing from his chest to the top of his head. He jumped off the bed and punched Cheng Yan in the face.

Cheng Yan's face was turned to one side, and a little blood leaked from the corner of his mouth.

"You want to get married? Then what do you think of me? The object of your play!"

Xu Yuan mocked Cheng Yan and yelled, before punching him a second time.

But this time, Cheng Yan stretched out his hand to block it. He held Xu Yuan's wrist tightly, and suddenly lowered his voice, "I want to get married. Don't you want to get married? Will your parents agree?"

As soon as parents were mentioned, Xu Yuan's arrogance suddenly weakened by more than half.

He hasn't come out to his family yet, not because he doesn't want to, but because he's afraid that his mother will be sad.

So, he procrastinated, he believed that he would find a suitable time for his mother to accept his truest appearance, but it was not yet.

Seeing that Xu Yuan's mood had calmed down a little, Cheng Yan let go of his hand, put on his coat, and turned to walk towards the door. "Xu Yuan, I don't want to lie to you." Cheng Yan stood at the door without looking back. After saying this, he slammed the door and left.

Xu Yuan stared at the bedroom door in a daze. After confirming that Cheng Yan had really left, she pulled the corners of her mouth reluctantly and forced a smile, as if she was laughing at herself. Then she put her clothes on her shoulders and walked into the bathroom.

After this conflict, neither Xu Yuan nor Cheng Yan contacted each other again.

Xu Yuan originally wanted to block this person in this way, but she couldn't help but check her phone from time to time to see if there were any missed calls or unread text messages.

In the first few days, Xu Yuan greeted Cheng Yan and his immediate family countless times, and secretly made up her mind that even if Cheng Yan came back to beg her this time, she would not forgive him.

A few days later, Xu Yuan felt that if Cheng Yan was willing to admit his mistake, she could still consider forgiving him, but only if he gave up the idea of ​​getting married.

In the next few days, Xu Yuan began to reflect. In fact, she did not come out to her family. Maybe Cheng Yan said that because she couldn't bear the pressure from her parents.

Later, Xu Yuan thought up her full-bodied rhetoric, and was ready to have a good talk with Cheng Yan. If it didn't work, the two of them could come out to the family together, and she would always support him. There was nothing to be afraid of in the future.

But when Xu Yuan finally made up her mind to call Cheng Yan, she found that the number had become empty.

Worried about what happened to Cheng Yan, Xu Yuan rushed to Cheng Yan's bedroom in a hurry, and found that Cheng Yan was not there, and even the bed had been made clean.

"Where's Cheng Yan?" Xu Yuan asked his roommate.

"He's gone abroad. Well, don't you know?"

Going abroad... Going abroad?

Xu Yuan didn't know how she got back to the dormitory. She had suffered for so many days, and she finally made up her mind. All of this was like a joke, and she slapped her face fiercely.

When I was waiting for an explanation, when I was distressed by this, the culprit just walked away without saying a word, as if I never took myself seriously, only I was so stupid, still thinking of reasons for him, looking for Excuse.

do not you know?

Xu Yuan thought of Cheng Yan's roommate and asked herself in surprise, as if it was strange that she didn't know.Yes, after all, in the eyes of others, he and he are the best brothers in college.

However, he really didn't know.

He didn't know anything, he didn't know that Cheng Yan was going to get married in the future, he didn't know that Cheng Yan was going abroad, he didn't even know if Cheng Yan really liked him.

Xu Yuan thought about the last words Cheng Yan said before he left that day, he said, "Xu Yuan, I don't want to lie to you."

That's right, he didn't lie to himself, he just chose not to say it, and regarded himself as a fool, a complete fool.

Xu Yuan closed his eyes, and the past was played back in front of his eyes like a movie.

He felt that his eyes were sore, cursed secretly, and pulled up the quilt to cover his head.

That man is a fart.

The author has something to say: Xu Yuan is not sad, her ex is nothing but Zheng Ting now~