uncut

Once women become strong, the consequences are indeed unimaginable, and the matter is really settled.

When I arrived at Shao Youguang's house on Saturday, it was very lively, and a few young people could turn the world upside down without the adults at home.Studying together is a pretense, the books are spread out, and no one cares about them after turning a few pages.Shao Zhenzhen was also very happy. She found a big sister who was in the same camp as her, and finally she could barely draw with Shao Youguang.As for Ji Jian, she acquiesced that he and his brother were in cahoots.

It was actually not easy for Ji Jian to come out from home. Song Manzhi was also at home at that time.She is off work today and bought beef bones to make soup.Frowning, he said, "Hurry up and come back, I'm so nervous during the third year of high school, don't delay yourself."

"I know."

He took a few short steps across the narrow stairwell, and as soon as the door Shao Youguang left for him opened, he entered another world.

Although the orientation and location are similar, Ji Jian always feels that Shao Youguang's house is much brighter than his house.Perhaps because the curtains were all drawn, the whole room was warm and permeable.

No one could be seen in the room, but voices could be heard.Zhu Xiaohong had already arrived, and her signature giggle came from the yard first.

Ji Jian went looking for the sound, and she happened to be facing the direction he came from, and greeted warmly: "Ji Jian is here!"

Ji Jian felt uncomfortable when she said that, and always felt that Zhu Xiaohong was thick-skinned enough to look like a hostess.

He was awkward and unwilling to say hello properly.

Fortunately, at this moment, Shao Youguang rushed over and hugged him: "Come on, come on, if you don't come, Shao Zhenzhen will turn over and become the master."

"Your sister, what's wrong with her?" This kind of close physical contact greatly enhanced the secret happiness in Ji Jian's heart.

"It's so annoying little girl."

"What are you talking about me!" Shao Zhenzhen's ears were sharp, and he heard it all at once, and yelled.

"My sister is so cute, why do you keep bullying her?" Zhu Xiaohong was also dissatisfied, but the way she expressed her dissatisfaction was coquettish and angry.Ji Jian was annoyed when he saw it, and he realized that he was such a narrow-minded person.

"Yes." Shao Youguang raised his hands in surrender, three to one, feeling that he was isolated alone.

"Come here," Shao Youguang pulled Ji Jian into the yard, but said to Zhu Xiaohong, "Everyone is here, now we can reveal what good things you brought."

In the small courtyard of ten square meters, there were three people, one small and four people crowded together, and an opaque plastic bag was placed on the open space in the middle.

Zhu Xiaohong opened it mysteriously, and inside were several dark green tin cans.

"Do you dare to drink the beer issued by my father's factory?"

Shao Youguang glanced at it, cut his voice, and leaned back: "There's nothing you dare not do."

"Drinking is boring?" Zhu Xiaohong looked around and slapped her thigh, "Let's play cards, the loser drinks more, how about it, does your family have cards?"

"Yes, but are you bored or not?" Shao Youguang muttered, and went into the room to find two cards.

"Ji Jian, are you okay?" Zhu Xiaohong asked him with a smile.

"Okay, why not." Ji Jian actually didn't like playing cards, and he didn't know how much he could drink, but he still answered firmly.

Shao Zhenzhen couldn't stay idle and clamored to play, but Shao Youguang couldn't beat her, so he had to let her join.He didn't dare to let her drink, so he had to drink two people's wine alone.

"You secretly took your dad's wine? Will your dad beat you if he finds out?"

"The factory distributes beer every day, but he can't find out."

Zhu Xiaohong lifted it up and took a sip, frowning and swallowing. "It's so bitter," she went on to say, "My dad is really bored to death. He gets drunk every day, and falls asleep when he smells so bad."

"Ah... It's been almost ten years since I last saw my dad." Shao Youguang heard Zhu Xiaohong complaining about her dad, and answered without knowing why.He was also drinking, but he drank several mouthfuls at once, obviously he was very good at drinking.

"Damn, you can drink so much, where is your dad?"

"My dad is dead, I have forgotten what he looks like, and I guess he is not very cute," he laughed again as he spoke, "This wine is very good."

Zhu Xiaohong was silent for a while.

"I..." Ji Jian continued, "My dad is outside and hasn't been back for a long time."

"Then do you miss him?" Zhu Xiaohong asked.

Ji Jian opened his mouth, he originally wanted to speak logically.But he found that Shao Youguang was also looking at him, as if he really wanted to know an answer.

He told the truth: "I'm afraid of him coming back."

He doesn't come back, he has no news.Life is still a beautiful way of deceiving yourself and others.

Just like a muddy river, the surface of the river is flat, but the bottom of the river is mud that cannot be waded.

Shao Youguang was about to say something when he was interrupted by his sister.

Shao Zhenzhen didn't care what they said at all, and waved the cards in his hand with a smile: "Brother Ji Jian, it's your turn to play the cards, hurry up!"

"Why are you urging me?" Shao Youguang angrily annoyed her.

"Here we come." Ji Jian laughed, lightly tossed a card, and mixed it into the pile of cards.

Shao Youguang was actually quite worried about the things he cared about, he kept grabbing Ji Jian and told him to drink less.But what he didn't expect was that Ji Jian said that he didn't know how much he could drink, he had no bottom, and no bottom was really no bottom.

Ji Jian was still awake, and he himself fell into a dizzy sleepiness first.As expected, Shao Zhenzhen had the same blood as him, and after a few sips, he became sleepy and pestered him to sleep.

There is a cool bed in the yard, and Shao Youguang sleeps here at night when it is too hot in summer.After almost a year, it was covered with dust.Begonias have a short flowering period, and the red petals fall lightly.Shao Youguang didn't care, he leaned on the bed crookedly.Still not admitting that he was dizzy from drinking, he said, "Oh, Chunsun."

Ji Jian laughed again helplessly, what spring sleepiness, spring is almost over.

Zhu Xiaohong led Shao Zhenzhen in the room, and his voice could still be heard faintly.

He was afraid that Zhu Xiaohong had drunk too much, so he just wanted to go and have a look.Shao Youguang greeted him, Ji Jian, come here.

Ji Jian had no choice but to take care of the uncle first.He walked over to the bed and asked, "What's your order?"

Shao Youguang didn't speak.

Ji Jian felt that Shao Youguang's long-inch board was very interesting, so he couldn't help but reach out and touch it.Shao Youguang probably didn't react and wasn't angry.

Said: "Do you pet the puppy?"

"Yes, you are a puppy." Ji Jian couldn't help laughing, taking advantage of his drinking.

"Oh." Shao Youguang opened his eyes and stared at him without speaking.

This look made Ji Jian feel ashamed.He couldn't help but think of some dreams where Shao Youguang looked at him like this, and then he kissed him.

What is a kiss? A kiss is never real. It is as illusory as sadness.Ji Jian never dared to think about him carefully when he woke up, they stopped at the images in his dreams.

But Ji Jian recalled it now, it was fuzzy, wet, and salty.Like he accidentally choked on a sip of water while swimming in the river.

He couldn't help but wanted to run away, but Shao Youguang grabbed him and didn't let him succeed.

"Don't go," he smiled vaguely, "I want to tell you..."

Ji Jian held his breath, but he didn't hear him finish the sentence for a long time.

After playing mobile games for a long time, Guang already tilted his head, breathing steadily and fell asleep.Ji Jian sighed, feeling that the expectations he had somehow generated at that moment just now were far-fetched.

Think of it as compensation for himself, Ji Jian thought.He finally looked at Shao Youguang without any scruples.

Song Manzhi taught him to be reasonable since he was a child, and he has never looked at a person so presumptuously, almost blatantly.

Where the nose grows and where the eyes grow are exactly the same as what he drew in his mind every day and night.Something was missing in his life, and Shao Youguang just filled it in.

There was a sudden ripple in his heart, it didn't need to be huge, just a slight ripple like a full moon or two would be fine.

They are fleeting, but they are whole.

The man who fell asleep in front of him was still holding his wrist loosely, breathing steadily and slowly.The last spring light of this year poured down through the branches and leaves above his head, becoming shaped light and dark distributions on his face.Vigorous and vigorous, they can form a life, but not every living body is Shao Youguang.

It's four or five o'clock in the afternoon, the most ambiguous time of the day.Spring is so fleeting, time flies so fast.Ji Jian was sitting next to Shao Youguang watching him, he suddenly thought clearly that his love has no future.

The next spring is not the future, and neither is the next.They only have this moment of spring.

His mind was in a mess, but he knew exactly what he wanted to do.

Ji Jian lowered his head and kissed Shao Youguang quickly.

He kissed him like kissing a pool of spring water.

But Ji Jian was so timid, his lips touched for only about 0.1 second.He didn't feel happy about this first kiss either, he thought bitterly, this was the only time he kissed him in his life.

But he is also happy that "kiss" has finally changed from an image to a reality.He could have been a successful crush.

It was soft, yet it was nailed into Ji Jian's bone like a thorn.Become his future thoughts.

Shao Youguang slept soundly.Ji Jianan's heart skipped a beat.Straighten up, he can still look at him like this for a long time, until he wakes up.

When he wakes up, this spring will really be over.

The author says:

"Life is born in a rotten pond with no margins, and you are like unrealistic spring water" - Waist "Love Letter"/Thank you for the little cutie who casts stars for me every day, and once there were 1000 starfishes suddenly, thank you!Let you break the stars (?), bow in tears!