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"Hey, brother Shao is here, I haven't seen you for a long time." A few gangsters squatting on the street greeted him from a long distance away.

"I heard that Brother Shao has been active recently, and he goes to school on time every morning." Someone said something, and those people burst into laughter.

Shao Youguang was also not polite: "I'll fuck you." He opened his mouth and came, joking with them, and greeted each other's parents and body organs within a few words.

When Shao Youguang came to the street to play, in all likelihood, he would meet acquaintances, some younger than him, and some older than him. Whether these people were joking or sincere, they would call him brother.This doesn't mean that Shao Youguang is really the big brother, but at least it shows that he is doing well in this area and eating well.

This was the most difficult time for Ji Jian, he instinctively staggered away, and broke away from Shao Youguang's arm holding him.

When Song Manzhi took him on the back seat of a tricycle and passed by this area, he glanced at the corner of the curtain and said, "You don't associate with such people."

Of course, Song Manzhi is gentle, she immediately said, Mom knows you won't.She can't talk without those few words, you go to school well, study hard, and you will be able to leave here if you take the exam in a big city in the future.Ji Jian was born here, he has never seen a big city, and he doesn't understand Song Manzhi's mood.But Song Manzhi had seen it before, she was not reconciled, she hated herself, and at the same time counted on her man, if a man was not good enough, she had all to count on Ji Jian.

But now that Ji Jian is standing by the road, he admires Shao Youguang from the bottom of his heart.At that age, they were seventeen or eighteen years old, and some of the loyalty of the world could be seen from those posters of heroes. His father is in Hong Kong. What is Hong Kong like?Is it the same as in the movie; what do "those people" look like?Could it be that Shao Youguang is also "those people" in Song Manzhi's mouth?On the one hand, Ji Jian felt sorry for Song Manzhi, on the other hand, he felt that Shao Youguang and the world behind him were more attractive.

A greasy man saw Ji Jian and greeted him: "My friend, brother Shao, can you smoke one?"

As he spoke, he took out a bright yellow case from his pocket, and skillfully knocked out a cigarette.

Ji Jian took a step back, shook his head, and didn't look at him.

The man turned his hand, but he didn't put the cigarette back into the box, and handed it to Shao Youguang, and said in a tone: "Hey, brother Shao, do you think your friend looks down on us?"

Shao Youguang took the cigarette without smoking it, and twirled it between his fingers.He smiled and put his arms around Ji Jian's neck, and the two brothers hooked their shoulders together: "Li Bin, Brother Bin, don't tease him. He is good at studying, and we are not the same as us."

Li Bing looked at Ji Jian and cut it, muttered and cursed, "What's the point of being proud, learning is really useless."

A yellow-haired man next to him laughed and changed the topic with a smile, asking Shao Youguang when he would go to the game hall with them again.

Ji Jian was not convinced, not because studying well was useful, but because he really didn't quite understand the usefulness of studying well.He held his chin up and didn't speak, in Li Bin's eyes he looked disgustingly proud.

But Ji Jian felt that he had suffered a crushing defeat, his heart was blocked and he couldn't swallow his breath, he was stuck somewhere, it was extremely uncomfortable.

Shao Youguang had a cigarette in his mouth, shaking it once and for all, looking even worse, as soon as he approached, the hot body temperature of the young man burned Ji Jian's heart.

Ji Jian instinctively dodged a little.

"Let's go, let's go," Shao Youguang waved his hand and left, "I'll play with you next time I come out."

There was another burst of laughter in the back, and there were all kinds of vulgar words, and some people said that Shao Youguang begged for a little daughter-in-law to follow.

Shao Youguang scolded back gracefully: "You're all laughing."

Ji Jian pretended not to hear anything, and walked straight ahead. Shao Youguang took several strides to catch up with him.

"My friends, that's it."

He started touching his head again, as if it felt really good.The denim short-sleeved shirt was open, and he was wearing it in a mess. Inside was a washed and yellowed white sweater, and now there was a cigarette in his mouth, which was even more out of shape.

If Song Manzhi saw this scene, he would knock on the door of the neighbor's house with fruit that night, and tell Zhao Fengqiu in the most decent way that differences of opinion are not for conspiracy, and these two children are not suitable to play together, so don't bring her son with her. broken.

But Song Manzhi put on the white shirt she wore when she went to work early in the morning, and her hair was coiled into a big and round hairpin at the back of her head.The textile factory turns her to work today.With a hundred yuan a month, she gritted her teeth for the money to live on, and felt that this somewhat humiliating job was nothing.

So she couldn't see her son undoing several buttons of his tightly buttoned shirt, and the thin sweat from the wind blowing outside made his whole body cool.

"Is this the stimulus?"

"What?" Shao Youguang didn't respond.

"Didn't you say you were looking for excitement?"

Shao Youguang felt that Ji Jian was different from usual, as if he was a little annoyed, but his eyes were bright again.

"No, how can that be?" Shao Youguang held the cigarette between his fingers and played with it like turning a pen, "I heard that the factory works overtime today, and your mother and my mother will work night shift. When it gets dark, I will take You go to the karaoke club, do you dare?"

"Okay." Ji Jian answered quickly, his eyes fell on Shao Youguang's hand, and he knew what this person looked like sitting in front of the desk without even thinking about it.

In fact, Shao Youguang really didn't plan to take his little neighbor to the karaoke hall to play, he intuitively felt that the place was too messy, and he didn't deserve it with Ji Jian.But what he said was like blowing bullshit, Ji Jian got excited as soon as he agreed.

The second shop in the innermost street of Xiaoximen, walking down the long stairs, is an ambiguous world.

Xiaoximen is the most prosperous part here. Surrounding the train station in the small town, the children are calling Xiaoximen Xiaoximen, thinking that there is only such a place in the world called Xiaoximen, and Xiaoximen is like the center of the universe. For nothing else, it connects a road that doesn't know which direction it leads to.But after Ji Jian went to Shanghai, and went to Kunming, the provincial capital when he was a teaching supporter, he realized that there are tens of thousands of Xiaoximen in China, and there are also thousands of roads.

The light was very dark that night and changed a lot.Ji Jian didn't see anything clearly.He just remembered the colorful lights shining on a large group of young people, or they were not young anymore, and they were all squandering the night.Laughing and making noise, hugging and dancing together again.

It turns out that time and spring can be wasted in such a way.

The sound of the music was so loud that Shao Youguang didn't take Ji Jian to the crowd to join in the fun, but went straight to find behind a corner pillar.

In fact, he doesn't come to this kind of place very often, and he only comes after a group of social youths who are older than him.Most of Shao Youguang's paradises for playing truant were fields and streets, with his trousers dangling around.Today he took Ji Jian with him again, feeling guilty, he bluffed out a box of matches out of nowhere, clicked and slid a few times, and just approached with a cigarette in his mouth, he thought of which book he read from. section of the bridge——

"I smoke a cigarette, you don't mind." It's a gentleman's style in old-school movies.

Ji Jian only felt that he was sick, and was looking around with his eyes open, but he didn't even look at him: "Whatever."

So sparks flashed in the corner of my eye, and a long-lost smell of tobacco rushed straight into Ji Jian's nose.When he was very young, his father was also a heavy smoker, and Ji Jian could always smell this.Of course, this is not a good memory. Song Manzhi always quarreled with his man because of this matter.

Shao Youguang took a breath, coughed lowly in his throat, and then spit out a lot of white smoke.His face was also blurred in the smoke. This person probably really didn't want to stand properly. Now his whole body is leaning against the wall, bending in an arc, and a part of his collarbone is deeply sunken, full of darkness. red light.

"What's the matter with you, are you angry?" He waved his hand, moved his face closer to Ji Jian, and the smoke cleared all at once, "Did Li Bin and the others make you unhappy?"

What a shame.

But Ji Jian's heart moved, and he still asked: "What do you mean you are not from the same road?"

He didn't even realize that he was a little wronged.

But Shao Youguang's disposition is very forgetful: "What kind of traveler?"

The knack for exasperating people is really top-notch, Ji Jian turned his face away, thinking, forget it, what is there to say to such a mindless person.

I don't want Shao Youguang to poke him in the waist after a while: "Hey, what are you talking about?"

"That's right," he racked his brains to organize his words, "you're just different." It looks different everywhere, but he can't tell why.

Shao Youguang did not take such painstaking efforts to write a composition during the Chinese final exam: "You will definitely leave here in the future, me, Li Bing, and that yellow-haired, Zhang Wei, we are all messing around day by day."

Ji Jian suddenly turned to look at him, which made Shao Youguang bow his head in embarrassment.

"Why do you have such an expression, there is nothing wrong with staying here, but you are better, you should go out," Shao Youguang seemed to smile, "Of course, I hope my sister can be like you, Get away."

Ji Jian walked two steps to Shao Youguang's side, and leaned against the wall with him.As if he didn't hear Shao Youguang's lame explanation, he patted him on the shoulder and said slowly:

"Give me a try."

"What?" Shao Youguang paused holding the cigarette, and stared at him.

"Smoke."

After Shao Youguang handed it over stupidly, he regretted it in his heart. It's over, I won't spoil the little neighbor.

"You're serious, then don't tell your mother, I'm afraid that Aunt Song will come to my house with a kitchen knife and chop me up... About smoking... hey, you can't smoke like that..."

Ji Jian just wanted to reassure him, but when he said no, his throat choked, the smoke rushed into his lungs, and he coughed earth-shatteringly.He coughed and bent over, the back of his clothes was stretched to reveal the arc of his spine, and his head was buried in his chest.At the same time, an indescribable feeling rushed to the top of the sky, and my mind went blank.Shao Youguang called his name in a panic in front of him, but he couldn't hear him, but at this moment, he clearly heard the intimate voices of a man and a woman not far away.

Like them in the dance hall, those who hide in the corners under the cover of darkness are mostly lovers who are in love. Men and women lean together to touch their little hands in the ambiguous darkness, say something heartfelt, and then sneak closer to fight. A boo; the other is to secretly do some deals that can't be seen on the table.

It is really rare to see Ji Jian and Shao Youguang who are so dizzy after taking a puff of cigarettes.

Ji Jiancai coughed up tears, and saw Shao Youguang's face in the hazy light.The adults stretched out their fingers and poked his spine. The extremely "unhealthy" red light enveloped him, his mouth opened and closed, but what Ji Jian heard was the sound of groping for clothes, a woman With a sweet and greasy voice, he said love words: "I love you so much."

I love you so much.

Ji Jian's heart skipped a beat, and he felt that the cigarette holder he had just put in his mouth was burning extremely hot.It spread all the way to the face, and the corners of the eyes were red.

Shao Youguang thought he was coughing and out of breath, so he hurried to pat his back to let him breathe.Suppressing a smile, he still managed to keep his face steady.

"As for you, why are you so ruthless, what are you doing so bitterly while smoking a cigarette?"

He directly pulled the cigarette out of Ji Jian's hand: "Look, hold the two fingers like this, take a breath, and then let it out slowly." He leaned his shoulders and took a deep breath, and the white smoke rose again. Between the two people, there is a thin layer of membrane.

Did he not hold it back, just burst out laughing, the little neighbor opposite him looks so funny, he has cute black hair, short bangs have been fooling around with him for a whole day, and he is sticking to his forehead obediently, showing his forehead and two With clear black eyebrows and dark pupils, he was looking at him.But his face was completely red, and there was a big patch of ears.

When he smiled, Ji Jian laughed too.It's all about nothing.

He looked at the cigarette in Shao Youguang's hand that was stained with two people's saliva, licked his lips, and muttered in a low voice, "It's so dirty."

But Shao Youguang didn't pay attention to his words, he bumped Ji Jian's shoulder: "Fuck, I shouldn't teach you, you should stop smoking in the future, it's not suitable."

Ji Jian also slammed into him hard, and he smiled really happily, as if everything was okay and they were walking the same way.

"You can't control me." He said happily with the corners of his mouth curled up.

After all, I didn't do anything exciting in the karaoke bar, but when I walked through the long stairs covered with dirty old posters to breathe the air on the ground again, the two of them felt their hearts drop by coincidence.Looking at each other, they both felt the other's fear, and laughed together again.

It was still light when they went in, but now it was all dark, and the moon was a pale circle bordered by a few lost stars, dim.

Several streets away, there is a broken stage.I heard people from the previous generation say that it was left by a big family in the land in the Qing Dynasty.I don't know what a good day it is today, and there is a lot of noise at this point.

There was a long distance between the two of them, and they could only vaguely hear the babbling and babbling of words.

What is "the husband does not flick his tears lightly, just because he has not reached the point of sadness".

Shao Youguang heard this sentence clearly, and he walked in the direction of home while telling this sentence to Ji Jian.

The street lights were on, but the surroundings were still extremely dark. They laughed together, thinking that there was nothing to be afraid of in this world.When a man has tears, he should not flick them lightly, the sky is big and the earth is big, everything is in order, where does the sadness come from?

The author says:

The libretto is "Lin Chong Running at Night" / Carefree boyhood, most of the later will be abused. /The next chapter will write about the current situation/The author is a king of typos, wait for me to catch bugs slowly -w-