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(9) night run

When Ji Jian entered the house and turned on the light, he thought that even Sheng Weimin was driving him to live a new life.As for him, he escaped seven years ago, and it was such a night when he arrived here, but it was winter, and Ji Jian remembered that it was snowing all the way, and the train always stopped for a long time.Ji Jian couldn't sleep, and lay on the hard bed in the middle of the night, just listening to the rattling sound of the train passing the first-level railroad tracks, and the only thing left was Feng Xiaoxiao.

The play is sung like this - "Looking at my hometown, going to Luyao."

"Lin Chong's Night Run" is more suitable for the scene at that time, but Lin Chong went to Liangshan, he went to Yiliang; And what is Ji Jian doing?

His secret is not tolerated by the secular world and the times, so naturally no one came to reconcile with him.From the day he started owning it, he violated his most cherished family and friendship.He has kept this secret for many years, living like a moss growing on the side of the house, and every moment is anxious and afraid of being exposed to the sun.

At first, he didn't even want to write it down in his diary.He didn't know how to write it. Could it be that he fell in love with someone with the same constitution as him, who was his best friend.

They are a generation that lacks sex education and awareness, and there are some truths that Song Manzhi will not teach him, nor will he be taught in school.Even if they talk openly and honestly, they will only tell Ji Jian that this is wrong, immoral, and shameful.

So Ji Jian was very scared.

Ji Jian has already forgotten when he fell in love with Shao Youguang. Perhaps the seeds were planted when he smoked the same cigarette in a dimly lit underground place, or they were sitting side by side in a dark video hall watching a movie. , Watching heroes with short breaths and confidants change easily, there are always naked sex/love entanglements.This is the first sex he came into contact with, with Shao Youguang.The two of them were actually extremely embarrassed in their hearts, but on the surface they pretended to be dismissive like mature adults.Ji Jian occasionally turned his head to see Shao Youguang and would be distracted for a while, and saw that the light and shadow formed a narrow line on his side.Once the hair grows out, the person looks soft, and the wandering light passes through the hair, to the forehead, to the root of the mountain and the bridge of the nose, to the center of the person, and then to the lips.From this angle, Shao Youguang's upper lip is very characteristic, it is slightly thicker than the lower lip, and it is slightly upturned.It gives the illusion that he's determined and won't stop for anything, but that's a very gentle arc.

Shao Youguang also taught him to swim in the muddy river in summer.He first taught him to hold his breath and bury his head in the water. Shao Youguang told him not to open his eyes, it would be uncomfortable.But Ji Jian secretly opened his eyes.

The underwater light is chaotic, covering the naked young body, the world without sound, and the thinning air in the lungs.The lack of oxygen actually gave him a sudden sense of relief.

He dreamed of this scene that night, or rather, he often had the same dream for many nights in the future.

So he still doesn't know how to live a new life, even though he can face up to this abnormality.

Ji Jian clicked on Mr. Zhao's new message, and couldn't help being stunned.

What a coincidence, someone just happened to say that he was going to start a new life.

It's just that the tone of the speech is too funny, all the sour chirps are fine, don't worry and don't worry.Ji Jian thought that among the people he saw, Sheng Weimin was already bitter enough, but he didn't expect it to be even worse.

What era must this person be in? The image of Mr. Zhao in Ji Jian's heart has changed from a greasy middle-aged man with fat to a middle-aged and successful man with gray hair.What kind of new life does this kind of person want to pursue?Should I sell the company to enjoy life, or simply change to a young and beautiful wife to experience the beauty of the sunset?

Ji Jian was rarely interested, and answered the question seriously.

The other side quickly returned to him, saying that he was going to chase someone.

chase people.It was difficult for Ji Jian to understand for a while.Ask: Who are you chasing?

"To chase someone I have loved for many years, I have come to find him from far, far away."

Ji Jian looked at the news stupidly, could it be that the current sunset red is so bold in chasing love, as for that "he", he only thinks that Mr. Zhao is old and his eyesight is not good.

He couldn't hold back and continued to ask: "Are you a crush?"

"Yeah, what a coincidence, I didn't realize that that person liked me back then, but I don't know what to think now."

"Then I wish you good luck." Ji Jian thought for a long time before replying.He really couldn't bear to shatter Mr. Zhao's beautiful fantasy. The world is so vast. After so many years, let alone the warmth, he might not even remember it at all.

To love someone like a day for ten years is a fantasy, and a fool like Mr. Zhao is probably really rare.Ji Jian was very preoccupied that night, he tossed and turned and couldn't sleep, just thinking about it.

He was not used to sleeping on this bed when he first came here, but now he thinks it is the most comfortable place of peace in the world.But when I suffer from insomnia, I feel that everything is wrong, even the pillows don’t smell right.

In the middle of the night, he sat up, as if his mind was paralyzed, trying to catch this fool in the vast crowd who made him feel sorry for each other.

So he tried his best to let himself ignore the age gap and send a short message to Mr. Zhao, saying:

I also had a crush on someone for a long time.

After Shao Youguang took the train and then the bus, they came one after another.

Getting on the bus is a good thing, because it means the journey is almost over.He can see the people he wants to see.

The bus driver said that when it was midnight at the entrance of Yiliang Village, it was just getting dark.The outside is blue, and dark clouds are piled up in large chunks, like dark clouds, but they are not, and half of the bright yellow moon is hidden from behind.The sky seemed to be lowered, and Shao Youguang attributed this to the fact that he had landed on the Yunnan-Guizhou Plateau.He leaned his head on the glass frame of the car, and sighed in his heart, the ancients said that the eight thousand miles of roads, clouds and moons, traveling all the way like this, is really true.

The road conditions were poor, and the already broken bus seemed to be falling apart.Shao Youguang strained his ears, and the sound of sand and gravel splashing outside the window almost made him think that some part of the car was loose, and it would break down on the side of the road in the next second.The nearest road is being repaired and sealed.The driver had to take a long detour with curses in his mouth, and the time increased again.

His complaints can be heard all over the car, fuck it, repair it every day, fix it and dig it, fix it and dig it, when will it be a head.

The car was full of people, but they were all like products produced on the assembly line in a factory, and no one responded to him.The car kept moving forward.They stared blankly.

A woman sitting next to Shao Youguang scoffed softly at her husband who was across the aisle. It's our turn to take care of these matters.

Rao, whoever sits in the car for so many hours without moving his buttocks will be mentally lethargic and dizzy.When the woman first got into the car, she was still very high-spirited, with a faded maroon scarf wrapped around her head, and her left and right hands were pulling a large woven bag together.Ever since she sat down next to Shao Youguang, she kept talking to him. She said that the girl sitting next to her man with thin yellow hair tied into a ponytail was her daughter. I went to the city to attend junior high school.

There are many villages along the road, Shao Youguang is not sure if this is Ji Jian's teaching achievement.He thought for a long time and still didn't ask, but he was still happy and praised a few words.The girl never turned her head to look at him from the distance between her parents, so Shao Youguang still only looked at him from the side, and her facial features were all indifferent and forgotten in a blink of an eye.

If it hadn't been for her man to say something rough, you would have never finished.She must continue to talk about everything in detail.

Now the girl timidly opened her mouth and asked her father: "Why can't I control it, the teacher teaches...people...to be the masters of the family..."

His father laughed shortly, loudly, and now everyone in the carriage heard it.They didn't know why he was laughing, but they still laughed together. The atmosphere in the carriage was actually good for a while, even the driver was not angry anymore, and everyone was happy again.

Shao Youguang didn't want to watch anymore, he had been chatting with Sheng Weimin for the past two days, he didn't expect that even Sheng Weimin would have a crush on romance.Shao Youguang told him directly, go after him, and don't care about him.

The other party still looked very worried. "What if the other party loves you too? How do you know that there is no miracle?" Shao Youguang never thought that he would become a master of emotion one day.

"Impossible." The master's student was not enlightened, very stubborn?

Shao Youguang really couldn't figure it out: "Why is it impossible? What kind of hatred do you two have?"

But the other party did not return to him for a long time.

He chose to close his eyes and be dazed for a while, and was about to take a nap, but the time passed quickly, and when he opened his eyes, it was Yiliang.

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