The icing on the cake

Today is the sixth day of the first lunar month, the firecrackers have been going on since the New Year’s Eve, and they have not stopped until today. The whole country is reunited and happy, but what reunion do I have?What joy?The only blood relative in the world, my sister is still a semi-crazy lunatic.Why should I live in this world?Everyone hates me, everyone hates me, I shouldn't have been born like this, even if I was born, I should leave this world with the person who loves me, this disgusting world!

I put on the best suit I've ever owned and left a suicide note with my hate on it!There is my dislike of this world!I know that suicide in this lively place will definitely cause people to talk, hehe!It would be best for some journalists who read the suicide note to find out how the tragedy in my family was caused.

After getting dressed, I looked at the wallet and mobile phone in the room, but I didn't take them. The last money I had on me had already paid for the room, and my Huapinsu was really destitute.

Climbing up to the top floor of the hotel, I looked at the bottom of the building. Yes, the people walking around the bottom of the building looked very small. This height can guarantee that I will jump to my death, and there is no possibility of survival.

I sat on the edge of the roof, looked up into the distance, and felt that my 28-year-old life was too much like a dream, a nightmare.

I was born in 1985. I was an unplanned baby. For my birth, my parents lost their jobs. When I landed, the notice of dismissing my parents from the city fishery company had also been sent to my home, so my family On the one hand, he was happy to have a boy, and on the other hand, he was worried about his future life.The Hua family is big and small, my grandparents, my parents, my sister, including me. Only my three-year-old sister is happy. She is happy that she has a younger brother. Everyone else is shrouded in the pressure of life, oh, and I have no worries, I just like to cry.

After my parents lost their jobs, the two had no choice but to go to the vegetable market to set up a fish stall, and started their career as fishmongers in the wind and rain.At that time, although the reform and opening up had been carried out for several years, people were still stuck in the concept that life, old age, sickness and death depended on the state. They did not know how many times their income would exceed their salary as an individual, and they did not know that the market in the future would be an economic market. There will no longer be an iron rice bowl for them.

My parents' business became more and more prosperous, and they made more and more money.At that time, people’s houses were allotted by the unit. After the unit built the house, according to the stipulated conditions, as long as it met the housing allocation standard, the house fee would be charged according to the construction cost. This kind of house would be owned by the employees after five years. When the family is allocated an extra house, people will go to the market to sell it at a higher price and earn the difference. There is no concept of real estate speculation in the real estate market.At that time, the commercial houses that could be bought and sold were mainly of this kind. The house in Qingxiangzi community that my family bought in 92 was a reformed house of this kind.

We live in a new house, and our family is very happy. Unfortunately, my grandparents passed away before the new house was renovated.Only a family of four moved into the new house.

The new place is very strange, the children there don’t like me, they think I look like a girl, I cry, I don’t get good grades, they are jealous that I have too much pocket money, slowly, I am excluded by the children in Qingxiangzi Outside, except for the cowardly and greedy Fang Tong.

In fact, I look down on Fang Tong. He likes to go home with me, eat my crabs, and behave in front of my sister. But I don’t have any other friends, so I can only treat him as a friend. playmate.

I don't have a good impression of Qingxiangzi, I want to leave here quickly, change the environment, and make some new friends.My parents doted on me very much. For me, my father bought a new house in the East District. After I graduated from elementary school, the family of four moved out of Qingxiangzi. The traces of living in the community are erased in this way.

When I arrived at the new school, the students were indeed friendlier than my classmates in Qingxiangzi, and almost none of them came to me to bully me. Although I was very silent in the new school, I was very happy in my heart.But my new school is a well-known key school in Shen City. My grades are so bad that my father has to donate a sum of money to the school library every year to ensure that I can stay in this Renai school to study.After graduating from junior high school, my father still spent a huge sum of money to let me stay in Ren'ai High School. That year, my sister was admitted to the city's normal school.

After moving to the East District, those were the happiest years of my life, the happiest days in my life, but my happiness and joy ended in the summer vacation of my second year of high school. At the beginning of July, my sister went to a classmate’s birthday party. In the evening she When she didn't come back, she was raped, and the tragedy in my family began.

My sister was sent to the hospital by ambulance for treatment. My father stopped the police who came to investigate and asked the government to help us uphold justice, catch the rapist, and let the criminal get the punishment he deserved.But the young policeman who came to investigate clearly promised us that he wanted justice, so why didn't there be any news after that?When my father was not doing business, he was running around, trying to get justice for my sister, but my sister's justice was not sought, and my father died in a car accident on the way to the fishery store early in the morning.The news came that the sky of our family of three had collapsed. My mother passed out from crying several times, and I was also dizzy from crying, and my sister had become numb.

This God always likes to be blind. It thinks that there are not enough tragedies in my family. The next day, it took my mother away. My mother walked out of the house in a trance, stepped on the empty stairs, and fell down. Lou hit the back of his head, and after two days of brain death, he stopped breathing.

In front of the furnace door of the crematorium, the dead bodies of parents were lined up side by side, and relatives were crying and crying. When my red and swollen eyes saw my sister's numb expression, I went crazy. It was because of my sister that the family became what it is today. If my sister didn't go out to some birthday party, if my sister went home early and didn't go to any KTV, then my father wouldn't be in a trance and get into a car accident, and my mother wouldn't fall down the stairs and die, it's all my sister's fault!

In the madness, I didn't know what I was cursing, I only knew that my sister's face was getting paler and her eyes were getting more and more desperate.Suddenly, my uncle slapped me hard on the face twice. I was stunned, but my uncle suddenly hugged me tightly and cried bitterly.

My parents' funeral was over, but something started to go wrong with my sister, she was having a nervous breakdown.Looking at my sister who sometimes laughed and sometimes cried bitterly, I regretted provoking my sister at the crematorium, but at that time my grief was out of control, I didn't really blame my sister.

My sister was sent to a mental hospital for treatment. My uncle’s leave was over, but he couldn’t leave. He couldn’t leave behind his insane niece and nephew who was in a trance all day. My uncle asked my aunt to take her My cousin went back to the north first, and he stayed to take care of us.

The relatives in the family were very worried when they saw the situation of our siblings. My uncle asked my uncle and aunts to count the property left by my parents.After counting, the relatives finally breathed a sigh of relief. My parents left a lot of money for their children.In addition to the two shops bought in the names of my sister and me, my parents still have more than 400 million cash in the bank. With so much money, my sister and I have no worries about our lives.

I never thought that my parents could earn so much money by selling fish and crabs. My parents are really capable.I think that I will be as capable as my parents in the future.So I decided to drop out of school and continue to open my Hua family's aquatic product shop.After hearing my decision, my uncle once asked me to think about it, saying that I didn’t understand the aquatic business, and that there would be losses if I didn’t understand. But at that time, I was determined to carry forward the brand of the Huajia aquatic product store, and stubbornly left school to replace my parents. The Huajia Aquatic Product Shop was reopened.

What my uncle was worried about happened. Except for the first year, the aquatic product shop started to lose money. Speaking of which, I am sorry for one person, I am sorry for Xiao Zhao. Xiao Zhao has helped me for three years because of his father. He is here, I will only lose more in aquatic products, but at that time I was stubborn, my ears were soft, I let customers pay too much credit, and the quality of the goods purchased was not good, which finally affected the operation of the shop. In just three years, I lost 200 Wan, Xiao Zhao left the shop with a sigh, and went to another vegetable market to open another aquatic product shop, and I, under my uncle's persuasion, gave the aquatic product shop to others, sold the shop together, and took it back. Raised 80 funds.

So far, the money that parents have saved in the bank is no more than less, not even 400 million.I learned my lesson and dared not go into business lightly. I just used 50 yuan to open an Internet cafe. I did the right thing, and the business of the Internet cafe was not bad. I got my capital back in the second year. That year, my sister was arrested My uncle was taken to a northern city, because my uncle went into a psychiatric hospital and saw the medical staff tying up my sister, so he lost his temper on the spot. He couldn't stand his niece not being treated as a human being.There is also a small episode in this, that guy Fang Tong proposed marriage to my uncle, my sister has become a big fat man because of taking medicine, and people often go crazy intermittently, but Fang Tong said that he loves my sister.I scoffed at Fang Tong's marriage proposal. Why does Fang Tong love my sister?My sister is not beautiful anymore, and she is not normal anymore, this Fang Tong may want to spend my family's money!Fang Tong heard my contempt and got angry with me, thinking that I was not worthy to be my sister's younger brother, so we broke up.

That was my fault for blaming Fang Tong. Two years later, Fang Tong, who graduated from university, went north alone, found a job in my uncle’s northern city, and went to take care of my sister at my uncle’s house every day. My sister’s condition is getting worse. The better, a year later, Fang Tong and my sister got married, and two years later, they had a daughter.When my sister got married, I went to the wedding and gave her the store my parents left for my sister as a dowry. The bank deposits left by my parents had already allowed me to invest in my boyfriend’s company. At that time, I boasted that when my boyfriend made a lot of money , I will return the double to them. Fang Tong is very indifferent to my promise, only saying that the money he earns can support my sister.

I am full of hope for my boyfriend. We met in an Internet cafe in 2006. He is three years older than me. He spoils me very much and puts me first in everything. At that time, my heart was full of sweetness, but unfortunately this sweetness is poisonous , After we got along for two years, he proposed to open a logistics company and let me invest as the largest shareholder. I trusted him wholeheartedly, gave him all the money in the bank, and wholeheartedly supported him in his career.But it turns out that my eyes are congenitally incapable of seeing people. In the winter of 2010, my boyfriend left with money, and I searched everywhere, but he was nowhere to be found. My Internet cafe was closed because of my carelessness, and one day the creditors would come to ask for debts. Only then did I realize that I was penniless, except for the shop my parents left me.

Fortunately, the value of the shop has increased. After I sold it and paid off the debt, I had more than 100 million yuan left. I was depressed, drunk and had fun everywhere, ignoring the advice of my relatives, who were getting farther and farther away from me.Then I became addicted to drugs under the lure of others. This is because someone premeditatedly made me a drug addict, because that person took a fancy to my appearance, and my beautiful, woman-like appearance could help him make money, so he Let me take drugs, which is convenient for control. In this way, I became one of his MBs, the oldest MB.

Life in MB is not human, ghosts are not ghosts, I escaped a few times and went back automatically, because I couldn’t stand the drug addiction, even if I went to hell, I had to go back and take a breath.

Everyone said that 2013 was the end of the world, and I was very happy to hear that, the end is good, I need the end to take me away.But this famous world prediction also deceived me. The end has not come, but I am in the end every day.

No, I can't take it anymore, I have to get out of hell!I have to go free!On the night of the fifth day of the lunar new year, I made the last business deal with a client, went to get enough fans, found a hotel and opened a room, and prepared to sleep well, so that when I went to commit suicide tomorrow, my face would not be so ugly.

An exclusive interview with the president of Yanhua Group appeared on the TV in the hotel. The president of Yanhua Group was well-dressed and dignified. He was said in the interview that he was still my alumnus. It is said that he suffered a lot when he was young. He came back from the United States in 2004 and founded the company. Yanhua Software Company, the company has grown slowly and is now a listed company. My alumnus has also become a billionaire. I was laughing and watching the two people who were asking questions and answering on TV. I just felt that they were hypocritical. What? The name of the company, Yanhua, means descendants of Yanhuang, and it is a high-tech of the Chinese. Pooh, don’t they all want to make money and choose a better name?

The wind was very strong on the twelve-storey roof, and it was too cold to stand on it. I took one last look at the sky, closed my eyes, opened my arms, and jumped down, oh, Mom and Dad!I am coming!

I feel like I'm flying and that's a great feeling!Suddenly a voice asked me: Do you want to live again?

ha!Who is so funny?The life in hell is not too miserable, and you want to suffer it again after experiencing it once?No!I don't want to live again!I don't want to look back, I want to go forward bravely and go to heaven to find my parents!