This is definitely not rebirth

Long Wen worriedly asked the medical staff to go, but the lunch box lay back in the treatment cabin by itself, which was persuaded by Yan, but this time the lunch box turned off the hypnosis system, and let Yan talk to him while lying in it while receiving treatment.

[Entering a sleep state can help recovery from injuries. ]

The gentle voice is always so familiar, tolerant and full of caring. Listening to the lunch box's ears, it feels like the heart that is about to wither and desolate is gradually returning to life.He whispered wronged and pitifully: "I don't want to sleep, if I wake up and can't hear your voice again, I will really go crazy."

[...You have to understand that whether you can hear me, see me, touch me or not, I will always be by your side and never leave. ]

The child with brown hair and green eyes was silent, his expression quickly switched from happy to sad and wronged, and the long brown hair even took the initiative to cover the tears in his eyes.

"Have you been by my side this year?"

[always there. ]

"Then why don't you talk to me?"

[It was said, but you couldn't hear it. ]

"……why?"

[I don't understand, maybe Dr. Panda does. ]

Knowing that Yan's biological knowledge is not much better than his, the lunch box can only let out a long sigh. Thinking of how close this year is, no matter how mature his heart is, he can't help being deeply terrified.He should be glad that Yan has always been by his side, that he hasn't really disappeared, or lost somewhere, he should be glad, but he really can't be happy: "They are biologists, not spiritualists, they don't understand, even I don't even dare to understand, if I didn't hear your voice today, the consequences..."

[I know. ] Yan's voice was sad: [I have seen it all, don't fall, you almost made a mistake. ]

Of course, the lunch box remembered that he was so perverted that he almost killed Long Wen just now, but it was fortunate that this happened, otherwise he would not know when he would find Yan, and what happened just now gave him a hint of inspiration, and he suddenly felt that he was out of control, It was close to causing a devastating explosion, which might be the key to hearing Yan's words suddenly.After all, this is the first time in a year that he has lost control of his emotions to a state of mania, because he had subconsciously controlled himself so as not to blow up the people around him.

"Perhaps I should have fallen long ago." Lunchbox murmured absentmindedly, "That way I can find you sooner."

Silence fell, just when the lunch box was afraid that Yan would disappear again, Yan's voice finally came from the void again.

[However, during the past year, every time you practice your mental strength, I feel that I am gradually strengthening.In fact, I was trapped in the armband at first, although it didn't prevent me from understanding the outside world, because I could hear it, but I couldn't leave it.During the days of your training, I was gradually able to see the outside world, and later I was able to leave it. From a powerless mass of amorphous energy at the beginning, I felt that I was gradually becoming complete.A while ago, I returned to human form and had limbs again, but you still couldn't see or hear me, until today, you suddenly aroused your spiritual power.That energy is not as gentle as usual, it is very strong, it almost crushed me, and now I have lost my human form again, but you can hear my voice. ]

And obviously other than the lunch box, no one else could hear it, at least Long Wen couldn't hear Yan's voice.

"That is to say, if I do it again, you might be destroyed?" Lunchbox broke out in a cold sweat from this unfounded speculation, he thought that he must work hard to control his emotions in the near future, no matter how slow he is, he must not take risks There is a slight risk of the inkstone disappearing.

[I am not sure. ]

But he didn't deny it, and put his hand on his chest with one hand: "I'm so useless, I almost hurt you..." After that, I couldn't even speak, and I felt a kind of fear of good and bad, and I was worried about gains and losses.

[No, I'm so useless, if it wasn't for me, you wouldn't be in so much pain today. ]

The lunch box felt that Yan was too tolerant, so he insisted on taking the blame on himself, but is there any point in pursuing this now?No.He closed his eyes and released his mental power. This power was gentle and gentle. He wanted to hurry up and do something. He remembered the situation when he was resurrected back then. At that time, his soul strength was only high, but now he couldn't even maintain his body. I'm afraid I can't bear the soul experiment.

[You should rest more. ]

"I am not tired."

[hurt……]

"I don't hurt."

The calm but stubborn answer made the formless Yan also have to admit defeat and wait quietly.

During this year, he became like this, he didn't need to sleep, he didn't need to rest, he hardly missed anything about this child.In fact, at first he felt the child's strong grief, thinking that time would dilute everything, that the child just hadn't accepted the fact that he was dead, but as time went on, the child not only failed to get rid of all these things, but was actually deeply involved in it.

Seeing the child's pain, his persistence, and his self-abuse seeking revenge, I finally understand how serious and deep the child's feelings for me are.

He doesn't understand love, but if he doesn't care so much, how can he not forget it?

Why does the child he raised have such emotions for him?He can clearly understand that it is not family affection, but the reason for love, probably because no matter how much he hates his biological father and wants to get justice for his dead mother, but when he thinks of his dead mother, he will not insist on self-abuse and fight with the enemy, making Only with bruises all over his body can he vent his resentful thoughts.

At first, he was able to wait, wait for the child to accept the reality, and wait for time to wear off the resentment. He thought that the child would finally cheer up.However, this time, time did not become a good medicine, but a poison. Gradually, the child became crazier and more unstable than before, just like an untamable trapped beast, unwillingly rushing into the impenetrable cage, and self-abuses to find something that does not exist at all. The way out, as if only death can end, even almost went astray.

At that moment, he didn't know if his heart was still in shape, it seemed to be crushed, and it fell on the child who matured rapidly within a year, and he could never get it back. He thought... This is probably the feeling of being in love, giving your heart, I still want people to give more, but don't ask for anything in return.

If he has to come alive, the child will be happy and live a better life, then he will go all out.

"Yan, tell me something." The lunch box can't perceive Yan's state now, such a passive situation makes him panic, he is really afraid of all this, just like what Long Wen said 'he is crazy', afraid of what happened just now The sound is actually an auditory hallucination.

Although Yan is slow, but a year of devoted attention has made him develop a sensitivity to children. It is no longer a superficial understanding, but a deep interpretation of the soul.Therefore, he knew what the child was worried about, so he pondered for a while, and said: "I... sing a lullaby. ]

"Ah?" Lunchbox blinked his eyes, a little embarrassing, but his heart was still warm. You must know that Yan never sang any lullaby to him even when he was little and soft in the past. This piece of wood only knew how to buy it for him. Clothes, working hard to earn welfare to provide him with material, to ensure a worry-free life, never caring about spiritual entertainment, is a careless parent who is busy making a living.

[My mother sang it a long time ago, may forget the words. ]

"It's okay, let's sing." It doesn't matter even if the singing is out of tune, the lunch box thought, as long as he can hear Yan's voice now, it is the greatest gift.

So the soft melody sounded in the boy's ears. Although it can't compare with his professionally trained singing skills, it is at least in the middle of the amateur singers, which is quite surprising. After all, Yan is a cooking skill -100. The ultimate dark chef, and the interest in life has already fallen below the lower limit. It is really unexpected to have a good singing voice.

Accompanied by the unexpected singing, the half-open eyes slowly closed, and the boy who was stubbornly staying awake fell into a deep sleep unconsciously. He was so tired. He had been tired for more than a whole year. relax.

The singing continued, but when Ju Hua, Long Wen and the others came in, they couldn't hear any sound at all. When they hurried over and saw the messy room, and the lunch box sleeping peacefully in another intact treatment cabin, they couldn't help but look at each other. There is a cheating feeling of being played hard.

"I think there is something wrong with his mind." Long Wen said, "He just held my hand and thanked me with a very sincere expression."

"Maybe he has a new way to punish you." Chrysanthemum said maliciously. Although it has been many years, Long Wen seems to have become less annoying, but the negative impression accumulated over time in the past cannot be dissipated overnight. If I get a chance, I'll run on this guy.

"..." Long Wen gritted his teeth: "I've told you everything I need to say, whether you like it or not."

"Tsk." Although Chrysanthemum didn't wait to see Long Wen, she was very concerned about the body of the lunch box, so she did a series of checks, but found that all the data were better than the past year: "Hey, if he is crazy, he can have this effect. , just let him go crazy."

"Chrysanthemum, you quack doctor." Long Wen felt that the biggest misfortune of the lunch box was finding an unreliable family doctor.

"Brother, get out of here mellowly. Next, you need to do a further physical examination. The idlers wait a little longer."

"Hey! I'm the one who invited you here!"

"I'm the chief medical officer. I'll come if you don't invite me."

"Tsk!"

Stumbling over his mouth, Chrysanthemum still didn’t forcibly drive him away. After all, even if he came to force him, he couldn’t beat this guy. A series of inspections confirmed that the situation of the lunch box was improving. Chrysanthemum was amazed. After all, he had been worried about this guy before. I was always afraid that one day this bastard would torture himself to death, but now it is better, somehow it will get better, at least for the time being, I don't have to worry about it.

"Wow, bitch! How did you do it, the lunch box is resurrected with full blood." Juhua was so excited that she couldn't choose what to say, calling out all the nicknames secretly given to Long Wen.

"You! Are you courting death?" Long Wen anti-fisted his fists and rattled.

Chrysanthemum groaned inwardly. Facing this slut who must pay back, she knew that today would not end well. The small one might lose a tooth, and the big one might break several bones.

Just when the tragedy was about to happen, the door of the treatment warehouse opened without warning, and the boy with brown hair and blue eyes sat up from inside, put one hand on the edge casually, leaned on it gently, and looked at the two confronting people with half a smile : "What? Won't you go to the fighting room if you want to PK?" Yan was so worried that he wanted to wake him up.

"I don't want to PK." Chrysanthemum immediately moved to the lunch box, seeking shelter.

Lunchbox raised his eyebrows and looked at Long Wen, who was stunned, and asked with a smile, "What about you? Do you want to beat him unilaterally?"

But Long Wen answered irrelevantly, with a suspicious face on his face: "You don't seem to be crazy now, is it intermittent?"

The lunch box laughed angrily, stepped out of the treatment cabin, Shi Shiran picked up the clothes next to him and put it on casually: "Long Wen, I owe you a favor this time, come to me if you need help, help if you can, um, to the extent Is it? Maybe you want me to tie Wu Hope to you, it’s fine. Now, I want to go back and have a good sleep, you can PK freely.”

"Hey! Your lunch box is too disrespectful! I will be beaten to death by a bitch!" Chrysanthemum growled in a crying voice, as if she had been abandoned from beginning to end.

The lunch box waved his hand unkindly and walked out of the automatic door. Long Wen didn't stay to PK Chrysanthemum, but followed the boy out step by step. Seeing the 14-year-old boy who was shorter than himself but had grown up a lot, he felt very complicated .

"You said you could capture Wu Hope, is that true?"

"Is this your request?" The lunch box turned his face slightly, and looked at Long Wen, who had no joy or expectation in his expression.

"No." Long Wen shook his head: "I want you to help me, so that the Long family won't take me back."

The lunch box raised his eyebrows high, and couldn't help but smile: "Okay, it's not that you haven't made any progress, I've complied with this request."

After the words fell, the lunch box increased its speed to get rid of Long Wen, while using the bracelet to open a special channel, telling his subordinates to take good care of Long Wen, and not let the Long family take him back.

Seeing that he couldn't catch up, Long Wen stopped at the same spot for a while, and finally returned to the medical room on the same road. Chrysanthemum almost peed in fright when she saw him coming back, but seeing that Long Wen didn't intend to do anything, she hid behind the medical equipment and looked at him. Is it possible to let these machines emit death light or turn into piranhas when the other party is in trouble, so as to delay the terrorists and save themselves.

"I want to see Yan." Long Wen said suddenly, "Let me see him, and I won't beat you up."

"..." Chrysanthemum was surprised, but thinking of the grievances between the two, according to this urine nature, seeing that there will always be bad things happening above, she resolutely said: "Impossible, except for lunch boxes and some special medical personnel, no one can Don't try to see him."

"Just take a look."

"Not at a glance." Chrysanthemum still refused. He would rather be beaten to death by Long Wen than stroke the tentacles of that perverted lunch box. I can't ask for death.

Long Wen didn't say anything anymore, just stayed here, where did the chrysanthemum go, and he followed him, looking like a rascal who was about to make a fuss.

The chrysanthemum complained incessantly, what is this, the tsundere and brain-damaged young man suddenly turned into jelly candy or something, is there any romance, according to this urine, the tsundere and brain-damaged young man will definitely fall in love with this delicate flower, This is how to do? !

Long Wen touched the back of his neck, wondering where the chill came from, and then saw someone's strange expression, his brows twitched - this guy is still so wretched and disgusting after all these years.