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There is always a pungent smell of disinfectant in the hospital, which seems to carry some kind of holy meaning, and almost everything that can be seen is white.

The ward was very quiet, only Bai Chu and Chen Chi were lying on the bed.

After making sure that Bai Chu was safe in the afternoon, Chen Chi relaxed the tight string and passed out.

Bai Chu hugged him in panic, his mind went blank, and he touched his trouser pocket with a trembling hand, wanting to call an ambulance.

Until the medical staff came to pick him up and Chen Chi, Bai Chu still hadn't recovered.

The night came quickly, and it got dark immediately. Without dinner, Bai Chu's stomach started to hurt, but he ignored it.

When he arrived at the hospital and sent Chen Chi to the emergency room, he took all the strength out of his body, and only then did he feel the severe pain in the place where he was beaten.

Fearing that Chen Chi would be worried when he woke up, Bai Chu braced his body for an examination, took the medicine, and waited outside the emergency room.

It wasn't until the doctor came out that Chen Chi was seriously injured and his back was broken, but there was nothing serious inside his body, and he could recover after a period of recuperation in the hospital, Bai Chu was really relieved.

Not in the mood to eat, Bai Chu sat beside Chen Chi's bed and looked at Chen Chi's face carefully. There were some wounds and bruises on his face, but he was still handsome, and he was rare and docile when he closed his eyes.

So silly.

Bai Chu evaluated again in his heart, but it was so stupid that it made his heart ache.

So when Chen Chi woke up, Bai Chu thought, he must ask him to give him an answer.

Chen Chi's eyelashes moved slightly, and before he woke up, he could already smell the smell he hated the most, and his brows were slightly frowned. The pain felt like it was about to fall apart.

Slowly opened his eyes, because it was already night, he didn't feel very glaring, his throat was a little dry, and he tried to prop up his body slightly with his arms.

But with just a little effort, there was a heart-piercing pain in his back, Chen Chi helplessly let go.

"Chen Chi? Are you awake?!" A familiar voice in his ear stunned Chen Chi for a moment, and he raised his eyes slightly to see Bai Chu who was sitting next to him.

The eyes that looked at him seemed to be overflowing with starlight.

"Hmm..." A slightly hoarse voice came out of Chen Chi's throat, he scanned the surroundings, this arrangement is also very familiar, the hospital.

"Don't talk for a while, I'll get you water." Bai Chu stood up in a hurry, didn't pay attention, a pain came from his abdomen, his body swayed, but he reacted promptly and supported the cabinet next to him , stabilized.

"You..." Chen Chi moved his fingers slightly, and subconsciously wanted to help him, but found that he was really powerless.

Bai Chu didn't notice Chen Chi's movements, he got up and fetched a cup of warm water for Chen Chi, and then adjusted the bed, making Chen Chi half-sit on the hospital bed.

"Come on, open your mouth." Bai Chu handed the water glass to Chen Chi's mouth.

Chen Chi watched Bai Chu do these things quietly, his eyes were on Bai Chu's lower abdomen unconsciously covered, the water glass touched his lips, Chen Chi looked at Bai Chu's distressed and anxious eyes, his eyes flickered, he didn't know what he was thinking something.

After obediently drinking the water, Chen Chi felt his throat was much more comfortable.

"Is it better? Where does it hurt?" Bai Chu put down his cup and stared at Chen Chi closely, "The doctor said that your back was broken and you need to recuperate for a period of time. You can't move around, or there will be sequelae ..."

Listening to Bai Chu's series of words, Chen Chi interrupted him suddenly, "Have you checked?"

"Huh?" Bai Chu was suddenly interrupted by Chen Chi, his head lost track of him, Chen Chi's voice was still very low, Bai Chu stared at Chen Chi for a while before realizing what he said.

After being punched a few times, the abdomen must still hurt, but he is not that serious, and, "I have an examination, the doctor said that some medicine will be fine."

"En." Chen Chi nodded, and did not speak again.

Bai Chu didn't say anything more, for some reason, he always felt that something was wrong with Chen Chi now, as if he was making some choices, and he felt unspeakably uncomfortable in his heart.

"Bai Chu..." After a while, Chen Chi's voice sounded in the quiet ward, but he just said two words, and Bai Chu seemed to know what he was going to say.

"You don't want me anymore, do you?" Bai Chu's face was very calm, even when he asked this sentence, he was so calm, as if he didn't care about what Chen Chi was about to say later.

His voice was very soft, and it seemed extraordinarily fragile in the empty ward, as if it would disappear when blown by the wind.

Chen Chi's Adam's apple rolled up and down, and he clenched his fist and squeezed his palm before swallowing "no" that he almost blurted out.

This incident was originally his fault, he had expected that such a thing would happen when he got close to Bai Chu, didn't he?

It was he who wanted to stay by Bai Chu's side because of his own selfish desire, that hurt him, wasn't it?

If he stayed any longer, he didn't know if the same thing would happen again, and if he could protect Bai Chu next time.

Although really reluctant.

"Give me the phone, you go back." In the end, Chen Chi didn't say so harshly, he remembered the large wet area on his chest at that time, until now when he recalls it, it still burns in his heart like a big fire, Burning pain.

Bai Chu sat on the spot without moving, and when Chen Chi frowned and wanted to say something more, Bai Chu spoke.

"I knew you would do this when you woke up." Bai Chu chuckled suddenly, and looked up at Chen Chi, "But I don't agree."

"I don't agree with you making decisions that you think are good for me without my permission."

Bai Chu's voice was not very loud, and it was almost impossible to hear that he was arguing with Chen Chi, as if he was calmly stating something, but Chen Chi was stunned for no reason. Way to speak again.

"Why do you think you'll be better off if I leave you?"

"I..." Chen Chi looked at Bai Chu and made a hoarse voice.

"I'm not you, Chen Chi, so I don't know what you went through before to make you who you are now." Bai Chu didn't look at Chen Chi when he spoke, he looked over the bed to the door of the ward, As if seeing something else through here, Bai Chu's voice hides a dead silence that Chen Chi doesn't understand.

It was as if he was staying here alone, with no one around him, and he couldn't see the slightest bit of anger in his whole body.

"So, you're not me, I said Bai Chu can't leave Chen Chi, just can't."

"Xiaobai..." Bai Chu's expression was too blank, Chen Chi looked at his heart like it was being pricked by a needle, and the pain made him nearly out of breath.

"Bai Chu won't be happy without Chen Chi, and won't live a good life." Bai Chu turned his head to look at Chen Chi, with a blank and blank look in his eyes, thinking about what would happen to his future life without Chen Chi .

It will probably be the same as he was in the past two years. There will be no hope and no disappointment. Although it is a bit too much to use the word "walking dead", this is the truest portrayal of him without Chen Chi by his side.

"Because there is no other fool like Chen Chi who will take his life to protect me."

What if no one called the police at that time, what if Pang Meng had been more ruthless, what if they had hit Chen Chi directly on the head?

Bai Chu blinked, and a drop of tear suddenly slipped from the corner of his eye, and then like a switch, more and more tears, Bai Chu's face was covered with tears, his tone was still very calm, just listening carefully There will be some trembling.

"So even if I know what you're going to say, I don't agree with it."

Bai Chu's cry was always silent. Chen Chi saw Bai Chu cry three times in total. Except for the first time when the big white rabbit died, Bai Chu cried out, he never heard Bai Chu's cry again. All that could be seen were the teardrops that kept falling and the way Bai Chu breathed in lightly.

He made his son cry twice in one day, Bai Chu now looked like a barbed knife, pierced into the softest part of his body and turned around a few times, the pain was so painful that he couldn't speak, but I can't pull it out again.

Chen Chi regretted it, really regretted it, he didn't know that he occupied such an important position in Bai Chu's heart, he thought that he was the only one who unilaterally imprisoned people in his heart, but he didn't expect Bai Chu to do the same.

Giving and receiving giving, loving and being loved, is never a one-sided thing.

"Zai Zai, I was wrong." Chen Chi couldn't move, even if he wanted to wipe Bai Chu's tears, "I was really wrong."

Chen Chi apologized in a low voice, and kept admitting his mistake, wishing he could take off the bandage and hold Bai Chu tightly in his arms, "Come here and let me hug you."

"You're just wrong," Bai Chu looked back at Chen Chi, but didn't lean over to let Chen Chi hug him.

"Well, I was wrong," Chen Chi didn't refute, he raised his hand to Bai Chu with all his strength, his voice was gentle and messed up, "Hug me, please? Bai Bai, hug me."

Bai Chu looked at Chen Chi even though his forehead was sweating from the pain, but he still insisted on raising his hands in the air, just like the way he passed everyone in the afternoon and walked to him firmly to hug him. Still handsome.

Bai Chu slowly leaned over, avoided the wound on Chen Chi's body and hugged him gently, as if he had fallen back to the ground, Bai Chu finally cried out.

"Chen Chi, you bastard, you are a big bastard—!" Bai Chu didn't dare to use force, so he could only curse.

"Well, I'm an asshole, I'm the most asshole," Chen Chi didn't refute, he put his arms around Bai Chu's waist, even if he wanted to touch Bai Chu's head, he couldn't do it, he could only put his chin on the top of Bai Chu's head, gently Rubbing lightly, "Don't be angry in vain, I will listen to you in everything."

"Then I want you to be my boyfriend." Thinking of this matter, Bai Chu immediately brought it up. He had already decided that when Chen Chi woke up, he would let him be his boyfriend. Even if Chen Chi didn't agree, he would act coquettishly Chen Chi must agree.

Chen Chi was taken aback, looked down at the furry head on his chest, and found his own voice after a while, "What did you say?"

"Be my boyfriend." Bai Chu looked up at Chen Chi and repeated.

"You..." Facing the serious look in Shang Baichu's reddish eyes, Chen Chi's heartbeat suddenly accelerated, and it seemed that he could only hear the sound of his own heart "thumping", "Seriously?"

When Bai Chu saw Chen Chi's appearance, he was originally a little angry because of Chen Chi's wanting to leave him just now, but now he thought Chen Chi was lying to him.

"Chen Chi, you are a big liar! You bastard!" Bai Chu was about to cry, but Chen Chi was covered in injuries, and he couldn't hit him. In a panic, Bai Chu leaned over and bit Chen Chi's neck fiercely, No mercy.

"Hiss—!" Chen Chi took a sharp breath, and quickly comforted the person in his arms, "I promise, I promise for nothing, can you let go first?!"

"It hurts...in vain I was really wrong...you let go..."

"Zaizai? Xiaobai... my daughter-in-law... don't stop, I won't bark... don't force yourself..."

"pain……"