Rebirth of the White Lotus

"However, there is one more detail to discuss now." Xiao Mo said to Jin Lao, and pulled Xiao Xuan and Su Heng along the way, "Xuan, you and Heng also discuss it together."

"Yeah." Su Heng nodded, and said to Su Yu, "Xiao Yu, why don't you go and look at Mr. Jin's collection, we probably will discuss it for a long time. I don't think Mr. Jin would mind Xiao Yu looking at you Let's collect it." Su Heng asked Mr. Jin.

"No, ask Xiao Fei to take you to see it." Jin Lao said to Su Yu, "Xiao Fei is in the living room, you can go find her to show you."

"Yeah." Su Yu nodded, he didn't know much about these shopping malls, and he didn't have much interest.

"Be careful yourself." Xiao Xuan asked worriedly.

"Well, I will." Su Yu walked out of the basement after answering.

The basement was very dark, and the sudden glare of the bright light was not enough for people to get used to, so Su Yu blocked it with his hand.

A voice came from the side: "Why did you come out first?"

Su Yu adjusted to the light, turned around and looked: "Miss Jin?"

"Hehe, don't call me so unfamiliar, call me Fei." Jin Fei is very straightforward and easy-going.

"Fei." Jin Fei is 26 years old this year, only one year younger than Xiao Xuan, and Su Yu is much older than them in his previous life, so it doesn't feel awkward to call him Fei.

"Heh, you're really straightforward." Jin Fei was also very interested in this boy, "Would you mind chatting with me?"

"Yes." Although Su Yu didn't know what Jin Fei wanted to talk to him, but out of politeness, he agreed.

"Then let's go chat in the yard." Jin Fei invited.

"Okay." Su Yu agreed.

Jin Fei brought Su Yu to the courtyard of the Jin family. The courtyard was full of a kind of flower, the color of the flower was delicate but not bright, the flowers were purple with blue, blue with purple, refreshing and refreshing, giving people a sense of tranquility, elegance, and indifference. , comfortable enjoyment, very beautiful flowers.

"This is?" Su Yu fell in love with this kind of flower immediately.

"Blooming bellflower." Jin Fei said.

"Pianidinosa?" Su Yu didn't know much about this kind of flower.

"The words of this flower are hopeless love." Jin Fei explained.

"Since it's such a sad flower language, why keep it?" Su Yu obviously didn't like such a sad flower.

"I planted this flower a few years ago, after I was mercilessly rejected by someone I fell in love with." Jin Fei said, "I planted this flower to express my inner disappointment. There will never be love again."

Su Yu didn't answer, he didn't understand what Jin Fei meant when he said these words to him.

"Hehe, it's nothing." Jin Fei seemed to see Su Yu's doubts, "I just want to talk to someone about my feelings over the past few years."

"Oh." Su Yu replied.

"Aren't you surprised why I told you this?" Jin Fei asked him.

"Maybe you just wanted to find someone to chat casually, and you happened to meet me." Su Yu said his thoughts.

"Heh." Jin Fei continued, "I'm talking to you specifically."

"Huh?" Seeing Su Yu was confused.

Jin Fei continued: "The man who rejected me without mercy is Xiao Xuan."

Su Yu's heart tightened, he didn't understand what Jin Fei was talking to him about at this time, was it a love rival declaration?

Seeing Su Yu's nervousness, Jin Fei continued: "Do you know what an excellent person Xiao Xuan is? When I first saw him at the dinner party, I was irresistibly infatuated with this He is a man. His cold handsomeness, his calmness, and his grandeur, all of which do not attract my attention. In terms of family background, he and I are also in the same family, and of course he meets the standards of my husband. I have observed him carefully. The more I observe, the more I am fascinated by him, and I really fell in love with him without knowing it. After I summoned up the courage to propose to him, he rejected me decisively. I am a man who refuses to admit defeat I pursued him desperately, in fact, I always found it very interesting during those days." Jin Fei laughed as she spoke.

"What... are you trying to say?" Su Yu was puzzled by her behavior, did she mean to compete with him?

Jin Fei glanced at him and said, "He was bothered by me back then, do you know why he rejected me?"

"Huh?" Su Yu looked at him suspiciously.

"He told me that he only likes men." Jin Fei looked at Su Yu and said. "At first I thought it was just his excuses to evade me, but later I found out that it was true. I was shocked at the time, and I was thinking, how can such an excellent man do this? Isn't this self-destructive. But no matter how hard I try Attracting his attention, he always treated me coldly. After a long time, I looked at those women who were rejected by him and kept stalking, and I suddenly looked away. Since he likes men, why should I It was not fun to look for it again, so I simply gave up. But I was not reconciled, so I planted bellflower in the yard. The story of a woman who has been waiting for a man is the story of bellflower. Although I decided to give up, but at the beginning I hoped that he would notice me."

"Then what do you want to tell me now?" No matter what, this time, he wants to be the master of his own happiness, he will not let anyone take away his lover again, Su Yu made a decision in his heart.

Jin Fei didn't answer him, and continued her topic: "I finally waited for a man. He is not as good as Xiao Xuan, he doesn't have Xiao Xuan's family background, and he doesn't have Xiao Xuan's bearing, but he loves me deeply. Back then I My heart is Xiao Xuan, I don't want to accept anyone, and I didn't realize how wrong I was until the persevering person died."

"But your husband..." Su Yu wanted to ask about Yan Xu.

"I love Yan Xu," Jin Fei replied, "that's why I married him, but no matter how much I love him, I will always have that person in my heart. It's too late to regret after losing it. So facing Yan Xu's pursuit , I didn't refuse, when I found out that I had a crush on him, I also agreed to his proposal, because I didn't want to experience the feeling of loss again."

"Su Yu," Jin Fei looked at Su Yu seriously, and said, "I'm not telling you this to compete with you for Xiao Xuan, because I've already got what I want. I don't want you to give up Xiao Xuan, I On the contrary, I hope you can cherish Xiao Xuan and cherish his feelings for you. From his eyes, I can see the tenderness and pampering that I have never seen before. He has deep feelings for you. "

"I know..." Su Yu was interrupted before he could finish speaking.

"No, you don't know." Jin Fei said, "I can feel that there is still a thin layer of veil between you and him, and you haven't fully communicated with him yet."

Su Yu froze for a moment, what Jin Fei said was the truth, although he fell in love with Xiao Xuan and accepted his feelings, but he didn't dare to give the hearts of both parties deeper, because he was afraid.He was afraid of losing, and perhaps even more afraid that he would disappear one day like Su Yu.

"Su Yu," Jin Fei told him, "I don't know what you are worrying about, but I know that if you hesitate now, you will hurt yourself and others when you lose it. At least there will be a good memory left Down."

"Thank you." Su Yu understood. He thought, instead of worrying about gains and losses all the time, it's better to take one step at a time.

"It's nothing." Jin Fei smiled slightly, "Just take it as the nonsense of a boring person like me."

"But, how did you see that I still have concerns about Xuan?" Su Yu expressed his doubts.

"Hehe," Jin Fei smiled, "A woman's intuition. In terms of emotions, women are always sensitive."

A woman's intuition is terrible, Su Yu thought.But at least, without Jin Fei's intuition, perhaps, his knot would not be untied so easily.

"Yu, you are here!" The person in the flowers is so beautiful and dazzling, with a relieved smile, so simple and attractive.Xiao Xuan quickly walked towards his lover.

"Xuan, you're here." Su Yu smiled lightly.

Xiao Xuan found that Su Yu was different, but he couldn't tell what the change was. He just vaguely felt that the veil between them was gone, and the relationship between them was one step closer. "Yu." It was just a simple call, but it seemed so affectionate at the moment.

"Everything is solved." It is a question to Xiao Xuan, and it is also an answer in my heart, all problems are solved, I will never be confused again, I will cherish every minute and every second with you.

"Yes, it's solved." Xiao Xuan answered him, it's all solved, my problem, and your problem. "go home."

"Okay." Su Yu nodded.

Looking at the figures of the two leaving, Jin Fei felt the deep bond between them that could not be broken, the bond that transcended time.

"Xiao Yu, do you know another way to say platycodon flower?" Jin Fei took off a platycodon flower, put it in Su Yu's hand, and said, "Eternal love! This is my blessing to you."

"Thank you." Su Yu smiled happily.

Xiao Xuan also nodded his head, he knew that it was all due to Jin Fei that Su Yu could untangle his heart.

"Let's go." Xiao Xuan hugged Su Yu and left.

The figures of the two are so harmonious and peaceful...

"I wish you happiness forever." Jin Fei whispered.

"Hey," Jin Fei leaned forward and said to the platycodon flower, "this time, I really let go of the love I once had. Have you seen it? If there is someone who can help me untie the knot like I helped Xiao Yu , fully accept you, will everything be different now."

The breeze blew, and the flower branches swayed, as if responding to her...

"So, do you feel it? Eternal love is also my feeling. You will always be the love in my heart." Jin Fei said to the flowers. Bellflower is not only the memory of my youthful and frivolous days, but also my love for you. expression of love. "You once said that you liked me in the flowers."

"Fei." A familiar voice came.

"Xu." Jin Fei smiled as he looked at the people coming.It is indeed very sad to lose the love that should have been there, but now there is someone who is willing to love herself, this time, she will never let herself regret again.

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The author has something to say: the next chapter has meat~~~~~cough cough~~~~uh~~~this meat~~~~~ The Buddha said: form is emptiness, emptiness is form