Yan Xu of Rebirth
Chapter 31
When I used it on him, I finally felt something was wrong.
Although I also enjoyed the process, I still feel sorry for him who is about to collapse after he wakes up because he can't accept his increasingly lewd and slutty self.
At this time, I couldn't get angry with him anymore. This man's pride and dignity had been severely trampled by me and Yan Xu. This kind of life made his life worse than death, but because I stopped him, he couldn't die, and he lived every day. Under the shadow of desire and hope, the pain is unbearable.
Because of the violent ups and downs of his emotions, he was in a trance, and he also suffered from a serious illness. In less than a month, he became extremely thin.I regret it, if it wasn't for my selfishness, he wouldn't be like this, but I really don't want him to die.If it was said that I was alone with Bai Delai at the beginning, then now I really want to be with him.
Maybe it's because I'm used to hugging him to sleep every night, or maybe I'm greedy for his body, but I just can't let him go.During the time we were together, I learned everything about him from him, including his grievances with Yan Xu when he was under the control of the medicine.Whether it's his fault or not, his punishment is enough, I can't watch him sink like this.
I told Yan Jingqing about his situation, hoping that Yan Jingqing could persuade Yan Xu to let him go.Although I knew that Yan Xu would definitely listen to Yan Jingqing's words, I was still very worried.But when Yan Jingqing conveyed Yan Xu's words to me, the big stone in my heart finally fell.
Although this kind of medicine can't be undone, it has a certain period of efficacy. Once that period passes, he won't be in such pain anymore, right?
I excitedly told him the good news, and hoped that he would no longer be passive and seek death after he knew it.But after he finished listening, he still looked dazed.Suddenly, my heart went cold.
"Lin Ze, I beg you, let me die." He looked out the window with confused eyes, and there was a lingering silence in his voice.
My heart tightened, "After this period of time, you can return to normal. Do you want to give up?"
"Hahaha... normal? Have you ever seen a normal man ask another man to fuck him like a horny bitch?" He burst out laughing, his knuckles turning white as he clutched the sheet.
I was speechless for a while, looking at his lifeless face, my heart ached, and I hugged him involuntarily.At this time, he seemed to feel that it didn't matter anymore, he no longer resisted, and let me do whatever I wanted if I had no interest in life.But it just makes me feel more guilty.
"Don't say that about yourself!"
"Don't you?" He sneered, "Oh yeah, of course you don't mind, don't you just like me being fucked by you like a bitch? What you like most is when I'm lying under you and moaning like a slut, putting myself I'll send my dick and pussy in front of you..."
"Shut up!" With a sore heart, I hurriedly interrupted him and hugged him tightly, "Don't insult yourself like this! I like you, no matter what you are!"
"You like me?" He laughed with his chest heaving like he heard some big joke, "Of course you like me, who wouldn't like such an excellent concubine?"
"No! No! How could I treat you as a slave?" I looked into his eyes and said seriously.
"No? Then, my dear master, what have you done since you met me until last night?" He smiled sternly, and the guilt in my heart deepened a bit against his thin face.
"I...I..., I'm sorry! I'm sorry! If you don't seek death, I won't trap you here..." I shook his skinny hand and promised, "If you promise not to do it again Stupid thing, don't give up on yourself anymore, I will let you go free, but you must come to me when you are sick! I like you, I can't watch you die..."
After listening to it with a blank face, he dropped the sentence: "I'm hungry." He closed his eyes and stopped looking at me.
"I'll cook right away, and I'll call you when I'm done." I carried him to the bed and covered him with a quilt.He is very thin, and his body is light and light, and too much sex and things have already emptied his body, so he must make up for it.
Thinking of the game played between slave and master last night, he was severely whipped by me a few times, and his body must be in pain now, so I sighed softly and cooked him some light and easy-to-eat meals.
Maybe I really played too much last night. When I went to ask him to eat, he was in a deep sleep.Thinking that he hadn't eaten all day, although I couldn't bear it, I woke him up cruelly.
He opened his eyes and looked at me in confusion. I kissed his forehead and said softly, "How about going to sleep after eating?" After speaking, I took him to wash up, and then carried him to the dining room.He was a well-bred man, not used to dining in bedrooms.
Since I know everything about him, I try my best to do everything according to his preferences. Although he didn't show anything, I still think he likes it.He had a hunger strike with me before, but he was still overwhelmed by desire and desire. I took the opportunity to let him eat, but at that time I didn’t know that he was a picky eater, and he was even allergic to certain foods, so I forced him some things he wouldn’t eat. Eat, causing him to take a few days of drip.After I learned from the doctor that it was a food allergy, I reflected on it carefully, and then paid attention to his eating situation, guessed his preference for certain foods, and made it for him. Sure enough, he ate more than before!
This makes me very happy, and I am getting more and more interested in him.It's a pity that the conflict between us is too deep, even if he likes it, he can't tell me.But I will not give up on this, since I decided to be with him, I am ready for a protracted war of resistance.One day the conflict will be eliminated, and I will move him to let him stay by my side voluntarily.
Extra Story ([-])
Since the day he said it, his attitude has gradually eased. He no longer lets me manipulate him indifferently but will make demands on me. Sometimes he will look at me with a cold face until I do something that is not to his liking. Until he gets what he wants, sometimes he will lose his temper and ask me to let him go out to get some air... I am very happy, his change must be because he agrees with what I said last time!Or, is he slowly accepting me?
Unfortunately, it turns out that I was too naive, how could someone like him compromise so easily?These are just means he used to confuse me and let me relax my vigilance so that he can escape easily.
In view of his recent performance, I agreed to his request to go out for air.These days, he has been very obedient tonic, and he doesn't look so haggard, his complexion has improved a lot, and some flesh has grown on his face.It happened that the ingredients at home were gone, so I took him to the supermarket to buy without thinking too much.
He behaved very naturally along the way, and even told me not to buy a certain brand of salad dressing if he didn’t like it, I smiled and said yes.
When I got to the supermarket, I found out that because it happened to be the big reward for the [-]th anniversary celebration of the supermarket, and it happened to be the weekend, there were a lot of people coming to the supermarket to buy, and I almost couldn't find a place to park.
Although there are many people, since everyone has come, there is no reason to return empty-handed.So we squeezed into the crowd.
Afraid that he would be squeezed, I was always by his side to protect him. Fortunately, I was tall and strong enough and had been a soldier so that I was not squeezed by the group of tough aunts.
I finally broke through the siege and got what I wanted to buy, and I dragged him to line up to check out.Naturally, there was a long queue at the checkout, so I had no choice but to wait, but he tugged on my sleeve and said he was waiting for me there.When I turned around, I realized that his face was pale and he was sweating coldly.
I hurriedly asked: "What's wrong? Are you feeling uncomfortable?"
He nodded, "I'm a little dizzy and a little nauseous. The smell from those women just now made me feel bad..."
Thinking of the overly fragrant smell on the group of aunts just now, I frowned.It may be due to the potency of the medicine. His body has become very sensitive to react so strongly to some irritating smells.I looked at the place he was pointing at. It was a rest area for customers to rest temporarily. It was just in front of the cashier and you could see it when you looked up.So I agreed and watched him find a seat and sit down.
Finally it was my turn to check out. I didn’t buy many things, they were all food, and most of them were selected according to his preferences.The cashier passed the machine swiftly, I took out my wallet to get the money, and when I was looking for someone with two big bags of food, I found that the person who was sitting just now was gone!
I was stunned, I didn't want anything, and I ran after him.He must have run away without looking at him while I was taking the money!
I was angry and uneasy at the same time, angry at him cheating me, and uneasy at what if he had a sudden attack?I have all the car keys and wallet on me, where can he go?Will it be on the streets?Will he be bullied?The law and order is so bad recently, what if he encounters hooligans or something?
The more I think about it, the more uneasy I feel. I have never been so scared, but because of him, I finally tasted this feeling of fear.
Don't worry!
I panicked and chased for several streets but didn't see anyone. Just when I was about to change direction, I heard someone scolded in front of me: "Fuck you! Walk without eyes!"
I turned my head abruptly, and saw a white figure rushing through the crowd.
Xiao Yiming!My heart tightened, and I immediately chased after him.
As if he sensed that someone was chasing him, he turned his head and met my eyes full of anger inadvertently, then his face turned pale, and he ran away fiercely.
Still running?The worry just now subsided, and I was furious, thinking angrily, if I catch you, I will fuck you until you can't get out of bed for three days and three nights!
He ran out of energy after running for a while, not to mention that he was still weak, but I was from a military background, and I usually pay attention to physical exercise. Most people would never be able to run against me, let alone him?
Seeing that I was about to catch up with him, I shouted, "Stop!"
He panicked, there was a sidewalk in front of him, but the red light was still on, so he rushed over regardless.At this time, a car was driving towards this side quickly...
I was terrified, my mind went blank, I subconsciously threw myself forward, and pushed him away violently, followed by a sharp pain in my chest, I was knocked out hard, and my body rolled several times on the ground before stop.
Warm blood flowed through my eyes, blurring my vision, and I vaguely saw him lying on the ground, staring at me in a pool of blood dumbfounded.
My body was in great pain, and my mind began to blur. Before falling into the darkness, I smiled weakly and wryly.Now he can finally get rid of me, I'm afraid I will never see him again... But what will he do without me?
Regret, sadness, and sadness filled my heart instantly.
It seemed that I had slept for a long time, and when I opened my eyes dizzily, I found myself lying on a hospital bed.
So I didn't die...
My body was tied with thick bandages, my chest was still splinted, one foot was still in a plaster cast, my right hand was also put on a splint, and the rest of my hands and feet were immobilized... I couldn't move at all, I could only use my eyes to glance around.
There was no one else in the room, so it was very deserted.I immediately thought of my own home.The house must be as deserted as it is now, with no one there.It will be so cold in the future...
Although my heart was full of bitterness, I couldn't help worrying.Is he gone?Where did he go?How is he?
The door was opened from the outside, I looked up lazily, and it was Xiao Yiming's bloodless face that caught my eyes.
Xiao Yiming!My eyes widened suddenly, and I looked at him in disbelief, "You didn't leave?"
Xiao Yiming leaned against the door and looked at me with complicated eyes.I was relieved to see that he was safe and sound.
"Why?" He looked at me for a while before asking hesitantly.
Knowing what he wanted to ask, I smiled wryly. It turned out that he never believed me.Also, if I were him, I wouldn't trust the person who treated me like this.
Suddenly feel very tired.Does this forced giving and grudging acceptance really make sense?
"Tell me why!" Seeing that I was silent, he roared angrily.
I looked at him calmly, and said lightly, "I thought you knew."
"I don't know! I don't know anything!" He yelled loudly, holding his head in pain, and sat down against the door.
It made me sad to see him like this.I don't know why he stayed, but if the consequences of his stay make him more painful, I hope he will go far away.I died once, but I looked away.If he really doesn't belong to me, then I don't need to hold him, so I am unhappy, he is unhappy, why bother?
That's right, I like him, or I love him, otherwise I wouldn't be so desperate to save him, but I would rather see the person I love live happily, even if he doesn't belong to me, and I don't want to fight for him. Let him be mine and let him live in pain.
After I figured it out, I suddenly felt a lot more relaxed, and the guilt in my heart dissipated a lot.
Seeing him still sitting on the ground foolishly, I sighed, "The ground is cold, don't sit there."
He looked up at me, but remained unmoved.
Still so stubborn.I smiled helplessly, and said again: "Can you do me a favor? Please untie my left hand, can you?"
He looked at me for a while, then said hesitantly: "The doctor said, it can't be untied, it will involve the wound..."
I froze for a moment, then smiled and said, "It's okay, I won't move around."
Seeing that I insisted, he hesitated for a while before getting up and untying it for me.
My left hand was fine, I moved my fingers and asked him, "By the way, did you see my phone?"
"What are you going to do?" Suddenly he stared at me fiercely.
I looked at it helplessly, and said with a wry smile: "Don't worry, I won't do anything to you anymore. I will save your life, and we will cancel all the previous grievances!"
Hearing this, his eyes were full of astonishment, "What did you say?"
"I mean, I will call Yan Xu and ask him to give you the antidote. Although he said before that there is no antidote, but I think since the medicine is from him, he will naturally have the antidote. Now he is angry It's almost gone, and I am like this, as long as you promise not to provoke him in the future, he will give me the antidote, so that you will no longer be subject to me in the future, and we will settle..."
"You are going to beg him? Why are you begging him? Why are you begging him? This is a grievance between the two of us, why do you want to intervene?" He yelled at me violently, holding his hands tightly.
His emotions were so agitated, I was afraid that he would return to the extreme form before, so I reached out and held his hand with white knuckles due to too much force.At that time, he was also very irritable, because his body was restrained and he couldn't move. I was afraid that he would collapse if he had nowhere to vent, so I bit my hand to discourage him.After a long time, he also developed such a habit.
Sure enough, he bit my hand as soon as he grabbed it, because recently he deliberately pretended to be good, and the wound on his arm did not increase any more, but healed completely.
It's a little painful, but it's nothing compared to the pain in my body.I saw that his eyes were full of violence, and he said softly: "For the sake of saving your life, don't go to Yan Xu. If you get the antidote, you will go far away, to a place where no one knows you." Let’s start over again. With your ability, you will be able to make it out soon..."
"Shut up!" He let go of my hand and stared at me with red eyes, "Don't you like me? Why, you are tired of this body and want to find someone else, that's why you can't wait Get rid of my burden?"
"Xiao Yiming! Don't insult yourself! Don't insult my feelings!" I didn't expect him to misinterpret my kindness in this way, and I immediately felt embarrassed.
"Hahaha..." He suddenly laughed out of nowhere.
"Give me the phone." I said coldly, he laughed so hard that I felt uncomfortable, but what made me uncomfortable was his attitude.
It's time to cut off this unclear emotional entanglement, so that I won't be so sad, and he won't be so painful anymore.
He took a deep look at me, threw the phone to me, then turned and walked out.I didn't make a sound. At this time, I was exhausted physically and mentally and didn't want to care about him anymore.
I called Yan Jingqing and explained everything to him.Yan Jingqing is a sensible person, he knows how to deal with it is the best.
The next morning, both Yan Jingqing and Yan Xu came.Yan Xu's attitude is no longer as strong as last time, and it seems that he no longer intends to pursue it.Although I don't know why he put it down, but this is the best way. I begged him to give me the antidote, but he didn't make things difficult, but just asked me to think clearly before handing over the antidote.
I smiled and took advantage of this to propose resignation. Seeing that I had made up my mind, Yan Xu didn't try to keep me, saying that I knew him once and that I could come to him if I had any difficulties.I smiled and thanked.When I recover from my injury, I will leave here, and I will never come back again. I will forget everything here...
After they all left, Xiao Yiming appeared.He was not in good spirits, and he was still wearing the suit from last night.Then I remembered that he was penniless and didn't have the key to my house, so last night he...
"Go take a shower, let's have a good talk after we sleep." I gave him the keys to the house, but he didn't pick it up, but just stared at me blankly.I thought he didn't want to go back to the house where he was imprisoned, so I gave him the wallet, "If you don't want to go back, find a hotel to live in, change clothes, have a meal or something..."
He still didn't speak, he looked at the wallet for a while, but reached out and took my house key.
Does he still have to pack his things?I was a little puzzled, but didn't ask.
When I saw him again in the afternoon, his complexion was much better, and he was wearing a black suit, just like the first time I met him, he was very elite.
Although it looks good, it's just for talking, there's no need to be so serious, right?I was a little amused in my heart, but my face remained calm and I talked to him very seriously.
I asked him to swear not to look for Yan Xu again, so I gave him the antidote and gave him a sum of money.His account balance has been completely frozen by the Xiao family, and he has been expelled from the Xiao family, so he cannot go back to the Xiao family.A penny stumps a hero, without basic funds, it is difficult for him to make a comeback.
Of course he didn't want my money, and he said sarcastically that he didn't have to pay a breakup fee if he wanted to get rid of him.I knew he was stubborn, so I changed my words and said that I lent him for business, and told him that I was leaving City H to find another way out.The money is considered an investment, and he is willing to accept it if he has to pay me back the principal with interest in the future.
All that needs to be said has been said, and I don't know what else to say.Seeing that I was silent, he got up to leave.
I feel very reluctant, but after all, I am not someone who walks the same path.My throat was very dry. Seeing that he was about to step out of the door, I said in a low voice: "Take care! I hope you will live happily in the future..."
He paused slightly, turned to look at me, "Where are you going when you leave City H?"
I thought he asked that question because he didn't want to meet me in the same city, and said with a wry smile, "I'll go to City L." City L is my hometown, a place with beautiful mountains and rivers.
He understands, no more to say.
Seeing his figure walking farther and farther away, I lay powerlessly on the bed.
Goodbye, the first and last one I fell in love with, the one who doesn't belong to me.
I don't think I will fall in love with anyone again in the future, either because I dare not or because I don't want to.lover is too tired...
A month later, I was discharged from the hospital. The injury that I had to take care of for several months, healed quickly under the action of the magic pill brought by Secretary-General Yan.The secretary-general came here instead of Yan Jingqing. It was regarded as a greeting, and he also settled my salary and an insurance compensation.
Knowing what Yan Jingqing meant, I asked the Secretary-General to thank him for me.I feel a little grateful in my heart, Yan Jingqing is a good person, I hope he can have a long and lasting relationship with Yan Xu.
I packed everything and left City H.Stepping on the border of L City, I feel inexplicably emotional.
I will die alone here, and this can be regarded as returning to the roots of fallen leaves.
I thought my whole life would be like this, but I didn't expect God to play a joke on me again.
It was a beautiful day with bright sunshine.I planted a mango tree in the yard. When I stepped on the soil and got up to water it, I looked up and saw a man standing outside the yard.The man was wearing a neat black suit, and there was a Mercedes-Benz parked behind him. Both the car and the people were out of place in this leisurely village.
I rubbed my eyes and told myself that the sun must be too strong, and I would get dizzy and see Xiao Yiming after squatting for too long.
I rubbed my eyes and walked towards the house, warning myself not to look back, it was just an illusion!
When I got to the door, I slammed the door and tried to close it, but someone stopped me.
"Is this how you should treat me? Turn a blind eye and want to keep me out?"
An angry voice sounded behind my ears, and I was completely dumbfounded there.
How could he be here?
Seeing that I didn't respond, Xiao Yiming stared at me very unhappy, "What? You don't want to see me?"
I hurriedly shook my head and said embarrassingly, "No..."
He snorted coldly and went into the house.
Seeing him looking around and looking around, I didn't know what he was going to do for a while, so I smiled stiffly: "Please sit down, I'll pour you a glass of water."
He chuckled, pointed to an ashtray and said, "Do you still keep this thing? And this one, you didn't pack everything from City H, did you?"
I rubbed my nose, it was indeed the case, I am not a person who likes to waste, naturally I take everything that can be used.I bought some of these things with him, and I...
He turned around in the hall and saw that there was still a second floor, raised his eyebrows and went upstairs without hesitation.
I hurriedly followed, except for my bedroom on the second floor, other rooms have not been decorated yet, but my bedroom...
When I caught up with him, he had already opened the door of my bedroom, and I blocked the door in a panic to prevent him from entering.He frowned slightly, "Get out of the way!"
"Sorry! You can't enter here!" I said nothing to let him in.
He sneered, and suddenly reached out and hugged my head as if to kiss me.Startled, I turned my head away.But he still reached out to touch me.My nipples and nipples were pinched hard, I let out a soft breath in pain, and subconsciously turned sideways to avoid him, and then he took the opportunity to enter the door.
"What is this?" He held the photo frame and looked at me with a half-smile, "Also, what is this?"
The photo in the frame was taken secretly by me while he was asleep, and that one is... is...
Seeing my blushing face in embarrassment, he smiled even more cheerfully, put the things away, walked to my side with leisurely steps, stared at my blushing face and asked: "You won't do anything with my photo?" That's it?"
Knowing what he meant by "doing that", my whole face flushed red, and I hurriedly denied, "No!"
He put his hands on my shoulders, moving his fingers lightly back and forth, and suddenly I felt itchy in my heart, like being scratched by a feather.
"Really not? Then what's going on here?" He lightly smiled and rubbed my thigh with his leg, his expression extremely ambiguous.
I didn't feel anything at first, but after being rubbed by him, I immediately felt a hot current rushing straight to my lower body!I took a step back in embarrassment, and distanced myself from him.
"What? Am I that scary?" He snorted coldly, walked to my bed and took a look, and then began to undress.
"You... what are you going to do?" Seeing him slowly taking off his suit, trousers, and shirt, I swallowed and turned my eyes away from his fair skin.
"Sleep!" He turned to face me, only four shirt buttons were unbuttoned, and he could see the graceful neck, sexy collarbone and attractive chest... as well as the tight thighs and slender calves under the shirt ...
The reaction under my body became stronger, and I was a little helpless.What the hell is he doing here?
Seeming to see my doubts, he smiled and continued to unbutton the button. "I'm staying here tonight, please help me prepare dinner." After speaking, he took off his clothes, went to the bed, saw that I hadn't left, and said with a smile, "Why, do you want to catch up on sleep too?"
I shook my head blushing, and ran away from his teasing gaze.
Xiao Yiming's sudden appearance broke my peaceful heart, my heart was in a turmoil, I couldn't calm down no matter what, and I almost cut my fingers while chopping vegetables.
I took a deep breath and forced myself to calm down.I told myself that we had nothing to do, that I really didn't have to.
During dinner, Xiao Yiming looked at the dishes on the table and frowned, "I don't like bitter melon, you know that."
I said lightly: "It's not good to be picky eaters." But I got up and brought the bitter gourd in front of me.
He picked up a chopstick of bamboo shoots, and said dissatisfied: "Remember to put some chili next time."
I didn't answer and ate my meal in silence.
"When are you leaving? It's dark and the roads in the village are difficult to walk." After I cleared the dining table, he was still sitting in the living room watching TV.
"Didn't I tell you? I'm staying here tonight." He pressed the remote control carelessly and said casually.
"There is only one bed here." I said helplessly.
"You want to drive me away?" He flicked the remote control heavily, looking at me gloomyly.
"I..." I walked up to him and sat down, staring into his eyes and asking, "What do you want to do?"
"Fuck you!" He said with stern eyes, and after he finished speaking, he rushed over and tore my clothes. "Lin Ze, you fucking said you like me and you want to be responsible for me. That's how you are responsible for me? Leave me aside and don't ask. If I don't come to you, will you leave me alone for the rest of your life? Or is it that you already have a new love and forget about me?"
I was a little confused and didn't understand what happened.The body that hadn't vented for a long time became hot under his touch.
It was inevitable that the gun would go off, so I grabbed his hand in a hurry. "Don't do that."
"Don't do this? Why didn't you think of not to do this when you were treating me back then?" He still wanted to pull my clothes relentlessly.I gritted my teeth and pressed him down, warning: "If you try again, I don't guarantee that I won't do something to you."
He licked his lips and said indifferently: "It's not like I haven't done it before."
I let him go, a little weak, "You shouldn't be here. You go."
"Want me to go? Yes!" He tore off my messy clothes, "You give me the last time!"
I couldn't laugh or cry, I thought about it and just lay on the sofa, "Okay, then you come."
Seeing that I was obediently lying flat without any resistance, he stopped his movements, looked at me expressionlessly, and asked after a while, "Do you not like me anymore?"
I was silent, it is undeniable that I still like him, otherwise I would not keep those things, but even if I still like him, so what?It's over before we even started.
Seeing that I didn't make a sound, he thought I was acquiescing.With a cold face, he said, "I'm being self-indulgent." He took the suit jacket aside and left without looking back.
What?What did he just say?I couldn't react for a while, and I only came back to my senses when he walked out of the yard.
Under the bleak moonlight, Xiao Yiming pressed the key into the car door with his lips tightly pressed, and I quickly ran over to hold his hand.
"Let go!" He said with a gloomy face.
"What did you just say? Why are you being self-indulgent?" I asked anxiously.
"You heard me wrong, I didn't say anything." As soon as he pushed hard, the car door was opened.
"You said it!" I blocked the door with my body, and asked hesitantly, "Did you...did you treat me..."
"You think too much." He denied it indifferently.
"Really? You duplicity..." I hugged him vigorously, feeling more excited than ever before.
"Let go of me, I want to go back!"
"How about staying here tonight?"
"Isn't there only one bed?"
"You sleep on the bed, I sleep on the floor!"
"Hmph, will you still make bitter gourd in the future?"
"Picky eaters... no! Don't do it!"
"Aren't you driving me away?"
"You came back to find me yourself, even if you want to leave in the future, I won't let you go!"
I held his hand tightly and traced the outline of his face bit by bit with my eyes. He pursed his lips and looked at me calmly.
"I like you, in this life, I only like you." I lifted his chin, sighed and kissed his lips. "Thank you, thank you for coming back to me..."
"Lin Ze, you big idiot, if I don't come to you, you won't come to me? I've kept me waiting for so long... I'm going to drive me away if I come to look for you!" He bit my lip hard .
"No more! No more!" I pressed him against the car door and kissed him eagerly. I didn't know why he had feelings for me, let alone how someone with his temperament could look down on me. I just Know I want him, now!immediately!immediately!
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I carried him back to the room, slammed the door hard, and couldn't wait to tear off his clothes. He also took off my pants without showing any weakness. Later, we fell on the big sofa in the living room, and I pressed on top of him. His eyes were shining, his complexion was flushed, and he was full of charm.I was too familiar with his body, so I quickly stirred up his emotions. When he moaned, he didn't show any restraint. He just let me know that he was very comfortable, and responded to me enthusiastically...
I have never seen him like this. He seems to have changed a lot when we met this time, but I like these changes very much, because I know that they are all changed for me!
I really wanted to know how he figured it out, so I used his words like before. Seeing me use this trick again, he was a little unhappy, but finally said it.
This is the knot between us, if we don't make it clear, it is destined to not last long.Presumably he also understood, so he confessed even if he was unhappy.
He never believed my feelings for him, but after I proved it with my own life, he was at a loss.He doesn't think that a person's feelings for another person can surpass life, but when he saw me dying in a pool of blood, his idea was broken. Originally, he could take the opportunity to escape, but thinking of leaving like this, I might After he died, he couldn't move and run.
When I was sent to the emergency room for emergency treatment, he thought a lot about our life together, about his almost paranoid feelings for Yan Jingqing and the subsequent love-hate relationship, he made a hypothesis, assuming that Yan Jingqing Jing Qing responded to his feelings, whether he would give up his life for him, the result was naturally no.After I woke up, he came in to see me, and found that my attitude towards him was inexplicably polite and alienated, and even said that I wanted to settle the matter, so he lost his temper on the spot.He didn't know why he was so angry, but he was angry and I wanted to break up with him.Thinking that I will fall in love with someone else in the future is even more furious...
Later, when Yan Jingqing and the others came to see me, Yan Jingqing saw him and had a good talk with him. No doubt Yan Jingqing woke him up, but he still couldn't figure it out at the time, so he gave him the antidote and me. money left.In fact, when he left, he didn't want to see me in the future, so he asked me where I would go after I left City H.
He is still not sure what kind of mentality he has towards me. During the time of separation, he thought a lot. He found that he would think of me from time to time, the food I cooked, and the hand I gave him when he was irritable. He bit his breath, thinking of me looking at him with obsessive eyes, thinking of me... These memories made him feel an indescribable joy, he knew it vaguely but didn't want to admit it, and finally couldn't help but want to prove it to me.He was happy to see that I still had the things we bought together before.Seeing his photo in my bedroom, he was even more sure that he actually had feelings for me, because he felt sweet about my actions...
He said, Yan Jingqing is right, maybe I will never meet someone who loves me like you, is willing to accept me, and tolerate me.I also don't want you to treat others like me. If you still fall in love with someone, I hope that person will always be me.
After speaking plainly, both of us were very excited.When you get excited, you lose your mind.We did it most of the night, from the sofa in the living room to the floor, from the floor to the bedroom, and from the bedroom to the bathroom, until finally he was so tired that he could no longer open his eyes, and he could no longer vomit any liquid from the things in front of him.
And I was too tired to move.Later, enduring the exhaustion all over my body, I cleaned him up again.
Although I also enjoyed the process, I still feel sorry for him who is about to collapse after he wakes up because he can't accept his increasingly lewd and slutty self.
At this time, I couldn't get angry with him anymore. This man's pride and dignity had been severely trampled by me and Yan Xu. This kind of life made his life worse than death, but because I stopped him, he couldn't die, and he lived every day. Under the shadow of desire and hope, the pain is unbearable.
Because of the violent ups and downs of his emotions, he was in a trance, and he also suffered from a serious illness. In less than a month, he became extremely thin.I regret it, if it wasn't for my selfishness, he wouldn't be like this, but I really don't want him to die.If it was said that I was alone with Bai Delai at the beginning, then now I really want to be with him.
Maybe it's because I'm used to hugging him to sleep every night, or maybe I'm greedy for his body, but I just can't let him go.During the time we were together, I learned everything about him from him, including his grievances with Yan Xu when he was under the control of the medicine.Whether it's his fault or not, his punishment is enough, I can't watch him sink like this.
I told Yan Jingqing about his situation, hoping that Yan Jingqing could persuade Yan Xu to let him go.Although I knew that Yan Xu would definitely listen to Yan Jingqing's words, I was still very worried.But when Yan Jingqing conveyed Yan Xu's words to me, the big stone in my heart finally fell.
Although this kind of medicine can't be undone, it has a certain period of efficacy. Once that period passes, he won't be in such pain anymore, right?
I excitedly told him the good news, and hoped that he would no longer be passive and seek death after he knew it.But after he finished listening, he still looked dazed.Suddenly, my heart went cold.
"Lin Ze, I beg you, let me die." He looked out the window with confused eyes, and there was a lingering silence in his voice.
My heart tightened, "After this period of time, you can return to normal. Do you want to give up?"
"Hahaha... normal? Have you ever seen a normal man ask another man to fuck him like a horny bitch?" He burst out laughing, his knuckles turning white as he clutched the sheet.
I was speechless for a while, looking at his lifeless face, my heart ached, and I hugged him involuntarily.At this time, he seemed to feel that it didn't matter anymore, he no longer resisted, and let me do whatever I wanted if I had no interest in life.But it just makes me feel more guilty.
"Don't say that about yourself!"
"Don't you?" He sneered, "Oh yeah, of course you don't mind, don't you just like me being fucked by you like a bitch? What you like most is when I'm lying under you and moaning like a slut, putting myself I'll send my dick and pussy in front of you..."
"Shut up!" With a sore heart, I hurriedly interrupted him and hugged him tightly, "Don't insult yourself like this! I like you, no matter what you are!"
"You like me?" He laughed with his chest heaving like he heard some big joke, "Of course you like me, who wouldn't like such an excellent concubine?"
"No! No! How could I treat you as a slave?" I looked into his eyes and said seriously.
"No? Then, my dear master, what have you done since you met me until last night?" He smiled sternly, and the guilt in my heart deepened a bit against his thin face.
"I...I..., I'm sorry! I'm sorry! If you don't seek death, I won't trap you here..." I shook his skinny hand and promised, "If you promise not to do it again Stupid thing, don't give up on yourself anymore, I will let you go free, but you must come to me when you are sick! I like you, I can't watch you die..."
After listening to it with a blank face, he dropped the sentence: "I'm hungry." He closed his eyes and stopped looking at me.
"I'll cook right away, and I'll call you when I'm done." I carried him to the bed and covered him with a quilt.He is very thin, and his body is light and light, and too much sex and things have already emptied his body, so he must make up for it.
Thinking of the game played between slave and master last night, he was severely whipped by me a few times, and his body must be in pain now, so I sighed softly and cooked him some light and easy-to-eat meals.
Maybe I really played too much last night. When I went to ask him to eat, he was in a deep sleep.Thinking that he hadn't eaten all day, although I couldn't bear it, I woke him up cruelly.
He opened his eyes and looked at me in confusion. I kissed his forehead and said softly, "How about going to sleep after eating?" After speaking, I took him to wash up, and then carried him to the dining room.He was a well-bred man, not used to dining in bedrooms.
Since I know everything about him, I try my best to do everything according to his preferences. Although he didn't show anything, I still think he likes it.He had a hunger strike with me before, but he was still overwhelmed by desire and desire. I took the opportunity to let him eat, but at that time I didn’t know that he was a picky eater, and he was even allergic to certain foods, so I forced him some things he wouldn’t eat. Eat, causing him to take a few days of drip.After I learned from the doctor that it was a food allergy, I reflected on it carefully, and then paid attention to his eating situation, guessed his preference for certain foods, and made it for him. Sure enough, he ate more than before!
This makes me very happy, and I am getting more and more interested in him.It's a pity that the conflict between us is too deep, even if he likes it, he can't tell me.But I will not give up on this, since I decided to be with him, I am ready for a protracted war of resistance.One day the conflict will be eliminated, and I will move him to let him stay by my side voluntarily.
Extra Story ([-])
Since the day he said it, his attitude has gradually eased. He no longer lets me manipulate him indifferently but will make demands on me. Sometimes he will look at me with a cold face until I do something that is not to his liking. Until he gets what he wants, sometimes he will lose his temper and ask me to let him go out to get some air... I am very happy, his change must be because he agrees with what I said last time!Or, is he slowly accepting me?
Unfortunately, it turns out that I was too naive, how could someone like him compromise so easily?These are just means he used to confuse me and let me relax my vigilance so that he can escape easily.
In view of his recent performance, I agreed to his request to go out for air.These days, he has been very obedient tonic, and he doesn't look so haggard, his complexion has improved a lot, and some flesh has grown on his face.It happened that the ingredients at home were gone, so I took him to the supermarket to buy without thinking too much.
He behaved very naturally along the way, and even told me not to buy a certain brand of salad dressing if he didn’t like it, I smiled and said yes.
When I got to the supermarket, I found out that because it happened to be the big reward for the [-]th anniversary celebration of the supermarket, and it happened to be the weekend, there were a lot of people coming to the supermarket to buy, and I almost couldn't find a place to park.
Although there are many people, since everyone has come, there is no reason to return empty-handed.So we squeezed into the crowd.
Afraid that he would be squeezed, I was always by his side to protect him. Fortunately, I was tall and strong enough and had been a soldier so that I was not squeezed by the group of tough aunts.
I finally broke through the siege and got what I wanted to buy, and I dragged him to line up to check out.Naturally, there was a long queue at the checkout, so I had no choice but to wait, but he tugged on my sleeve and said he was waiting for me there.When I turned around, I realized that his face was pale and he was sweating coldly.
I hurriedly asked: "What's wrong? Are you feeling uncomfortable?"
He nodded, "I'm a little dizzy and a little nauseous. The smell from those women just now made me feel bad..."
Thinking of the overly fragrant smell on the group of aunts just now, I frowned.It may be due to the potency of the medicine. His body has become very sensitive to react so strongly to some irritating smells.I looked at the place he was pointing at. It was a rest area for customers to rest temporarily. It was just in front of the cashier and you could see it when you looked up.So I agreed and watched him find a seat and sit down.
Finally it was my turn to check out. I didn’t buy many things, they were all food, and most of them were selected according to his preferences.The cashier passed the machine swiftly, I took out my wallet to get the money, and when I was looking for someone with two big bags of food, I found that the person who was sitting just now was gone!
I was stunned, I didn't want anything, and I ran after him.He must have run away without looking at him while I was taking the money!
I was angry and uneasy at the same time, angry at him cheating me, and uneasy at what if he had a sudden attack?I have all the car keys and wallet on me, where can he go?Will it be on the streets?Will he be bullied?The law and order is so bad recently, what if he encounters hooligans or something?
The more I think about it, the more uneasy I feel. I have never been so scared, but because of him, I finally tasted this feeling of fear.
Don't worry!
I panicked and chased for several streets but didn't see anyone. Just when I was about to change direction, I heard someone scolded in front of me: "Fuck you! Walk without eyes!"
I turned my head abruptly, and saw a white figure rushing through the crowd.
Xiao Yiming!My heart tightened, and I immediately chased after him.
As if he sensed that someone was chasing him, he turned his head and met my eyes full of anger inadvertently, then his face turned pale, and he ran away fiercely.
Still running?The worry just now subsided, and I was furious, thinking angrily, if I catch you, I will fuck you until you can't get out of bed for three days and three nights!
He ran out of energy after running for a while, not to mention that he was still weak, but I was from a military background, and I usually pay attention to physical exercise. Most people would never be able to run against me, let alone him?
Seeing that I was about to catch up with him, I shouted, "Stop!"
He panicked, there was a sidewalk in front of him, but the red light was still on, so he rushed over regardless.At this time, a car was driving towards this side quickly...
I was terrified, my mind went blank, I subconsciously threw myself forward, and pushed him away violently, followed by a sharp pain in my chest, I was knocked out hard, and my body rolled several times on the ground before stop.
Warm blood flowed through my eyes, blurring my vision, and I vaguely saw him lying on the ground, staring at me in a pool of blood dumbfounded.
My body was in great pain, and my mind began to blur. Before falling into the darkness, I smiled weakly and wryly.Now he can finally get rid of me, I'm afraid I will never see him again... But what will he do without me?
Regret, sadness, and sadness filled my heart instantly.
It seemed that I had slept for a long time, and when I opened my eyes dizzily, I found myself lying on a hospital bed.
So I didn't die...
My body was tied with thick bandages, my chest was still splinted, one foot was still in a plaster cast, my right hand was also put on a splint, and the rest of my hands and feet were immobilized... I couldn't move at all, I could only use my eyes to glance around.
There was no one else in the room, so it was very deserted.I immediately thought of my own home.The house must be as deserted as it is now, with no one there.It will be so cold in the future...
Although my heart was full of bitterness, I couldn't help worrying.Is he gone?Where did he go?How is he?
The door was opened from the outside, I looked up lazily, and it was Xiao Yiming's bloodless face that caught my eyes.
Xiao Yiming!My eyes widened suddenly, and I looked at him in disbelief, "You didn't leave?"
Xiao Yiming leaned against the door and looked at me with complicated eyes.I was relieved to see that he was safe and sound.
"Why?" He looked at me for a while before asking hesitantly.
Knowing what he wanted to ask, I smiled wryly. It turned out that he never believed me.Also, if I were him, I wouldn't trust the person who treated me like this.
Suddenly feel very tired.Does this forced giving and grudging acceptance really make sense?
"Tell me why!" Seeing that I was silent, he roared angrily.
I looked at him calmly, and said lightly, "I thought you knew."
"I don't know! I don't know anything!" He yelled loudly, holding his head in pain, and sat down against the door.
It made me sad to see him like this.I don't know why he stayed, but if the consequences of his stay make him more painful, I hope he will go far away.I died once, but I looked away.If he really doesn't belong to me, then I don't need to hold him, so I am unhappy, he is unhappy, why bother?
That's right, I like him, or I love him, otherwise I wouldn't be so desperate to save him, but I would rather see the person I love live happily, even if he doesn't belong to me, and I don't want to fight for him. Let him be mine and let him live in pain.
After I figured it out, I suddenly felt a lot more relaxed, and the guilt in my heart dissipated a lot.
Seeing him still sitting on the ground foolishly, I sighed, "The ground is cold, don't sit there."
He looked up at me, but remained unmoved.
Still so stubborn.I smiled helplessly, and said again: "Can you do me a favor? Please untie my left hand, can you?"
He looked at me for a while, then said hesitantly: "The doctor said, it can't be untied, it will involve the wound..."
I froze for a moment, then smiled and said, "It's okay, I won't move around."
Seeing that I insisted, he hesitated for a while before getting up and untying it for me.
My left hand was fine, I moved my fingers and asked him, "By the way, did you see my phone?"
"What are you going to do?" Suddenly he stared at me fiercely.
I looked at it helplessly, and said with a wry smile: "Don't worry, I won't do anything to you anymore. I will save your life, and we will cancel all the previous grievances!"
Hearing this, his eyes were full of astonishment, "What did you say?"
"I mean, I will call Yan Xu and ask him to give you the antidote. Although he said before that there is no antidote, but I think since the medicine is from him, he will naturally have the antidote. Now he is angry It's almost gone, and I am like this, as long as you promise not to provoke him in the future, he will give me the antidote, so that you will no longer be subject to me in the future, and we will settle..."
"You are going to beg him? Why are you begging him? Why are you begging him? This is a grievance between the two of us, why do you want to intervene?" He yelled at me violently, holding his hands tightly.
His emotions were so agitated, I was afraid that he would return to the extreme form before, so I reached out and held his hand with white knuckles due to too much force.At that time, he was also very irritable, because his body was restrained and he couldn't move. I was afraid that he would collapse if he had nowhere to vent, so I bit my hand to discourage him.After a long time, he also developed such a habit.
Sure enough, he bit my hand as soon as he grabbed it, because recently he deliberately pretended to be good, and the wound on his arm did not increase any more, but healed completely.
It's a little painful, but it's nothing compared to the pain in my body.I saw that his eyes were full of violence, and he said softly: "For the sake of saving your life, don't go to Yan Xu. If you get the antidote, you will go far away, to a place where no one knows you." Let’s start over again. With your ability, you will be able to make it out soon..."
"Shut up!" He let go of my hand and stared at me with red eyes, "Don't you like me? Why, you are tired of this body and want to find someone else, that's why you can't wait Get rid of my burden?"
"Xiao Yiming! Don't insult yourself! Don't insult my feelings!" I didn't expect him to misinterpret my kindness in this way, and I immediately felt embarrassed.
"Hahaha..." He suddenly laughed out of nowhere.
"Give me the phone." I said coldly, he laughed so hard that I felt uncomfortable, but what made me uncomfortable was his attitude.
It's time to cut off this unclear emotional entanglement, so that I won't be so sad, and he won't be so painful anymore.
He took a deep look at me, threw the phone to me, then turned and walked out.I didn't make a sound. At this time, I was exhausted physically and mentally and didn't want to care about him anymore.
I called Yan Jingqing and explained everything to him.Yan Jingqing is a sensible person, he knows how to deal with it is the best.
The next morning, both Yan Jingqing and Yan Xu came.Yan Xu's attitude is no longer as strong as last time, and it seems that he no longer intends to pursue it.Although I don't know why he put it down, but this is the best way. I begged him to give me the antidote, but he didn't make things difficult, but just asked me to think clearly before handing over the antidote.
I smiled and took advantage of this to propose resignation. Seeing that I had made up my mind, Yan Xu didn't try to keep me, saying that I knew him once and that I could come to him if I had any difficulties.I smiled and thanked.When I recover from my injury, I will leave here, and I will never come back again. I will forget everything here...
After they all left, Xiao Yiming appeared.He was not in good spirits, and he was still wearing the suit from last night.Then I remembered that he was penniless and didn't have the key to my house, so last night he...
"Go take a shower, let's have a good talk after we sleep." I gave him the keys to the house, but he didn't pick it up, but just stared at me blankly.I thought he didn't want to go back to the house where he was imprisoned, so I gave him the wallet, "If you don't want to go back, find a hotel to live in, change clothes, have a meal or something..."
He still didn't speak, he looked at the wallet for a while, but reached out and took my house key.
Does he still have to pack his things?I was a little puzzled, but didn't ask.
When I saw him again in the afternoon, his complexion was much better, and he was wearing a black suit, just like the first time I met him, he was very elite.
Although it looks good, it's just for talking, there's no need to be so serious, right?I was a little amused in my heart, but my face remained calm and I talked to him very seriously.
I asked him to swear not to look for Yan Xu again, so I gave him the antidote and gave him a sum of money.His account balance has been completely frozen by the Xiao family, and he has been expelled from the Xiao family, so he cannot go back to the Xiao family.A penny stumps a hero, without basic funds, it is difficult for him to make a comeback.
Of course he didn't want my money, and he said sarcastically that he didn't have to pay a breakup fee if he wanted to get rid of him.I knew he was stubborn, so I changed my words and said that I lent him for business, and told him that I was leaving City H to find another way out.The money is considered an investment, and he is willing to accept it if he has to pay me back the principal with interest in the future.
All that needs to be said has been said, and I don't know what else to say.Seeing that I was silent, he got up to leave.
I feel very reluctant, but after all, I am not someone who walks the same path.My throat was very dry. Seeing that he was about to step out of the door, I said in a low voice: "Take care! I hope you will live happily in the future..."
He paused slightly, turned to look at me, "Where are you going when you leave City H?"
I thought he asked that question because he didn't want to meet me in the same city, and said with a wry smile, "I'll go to City L." City L is my hometown, a place with beautiful mountains and rivers.
He understands, no more to say.
Seeing his figure walking farther and farther away, I lay powerlessly on the bed.
Goodbye, the first and last one I fell in love with, the one who doesn't belong to me.
I don't think I will fall in love with anyone again in the future, either because I dare not or because I don't want to.lover is too tired...
A month later, I was discharged from the hospital. The injury that I had to take care of for several months, healed quickly under the action of the magic pill brought by Secretary-General Yan.The secretary-general came here instead of Yan Jingqing. It was regarded as a greeting, and he also settled my salary and an insurance compensation.
Knowing what Yan Jingqing meant, I asked the Secretary-General to thank him for me.I feel a little grateful in my heart, Yan Jingqing is a good person, I hope he can have a long and lasting relationship with Yan Xu.
I packed everything and left City H.Stepping on the border of L City, I feel inexplicably emotional.
I will die alone here, and this can be regarded as returning to the roots of fallen leaves.
I thought my whole life would be like this, but I didn't expect God to play a joke on me again.
It was a beautiful day with bright sunshine.I planted a mango tree in the yard. When I stepped on the soil and got up to water it, I looked up and saw a man standing outside the yard.The man was wearing a neat black suit, and there was a Mercedes-Benz parked behind him. Both the car and the people were out of place in this leisurely village.
I rubbed my eyes and told myself that the sun must be too strong, and I would get dizzy and see Xiao Yiming after squatting for too long.
I rubbed my eyes and walked towards the house, warning myself not to look back, it was just an illusion!
When I got to the door, I slammed the door and tried to close it, but someone stopped me.
"Is this how you should treat me? Turn a blind eye and want to keep me out?"
An angry voice sounded behind my ears, and I was completely dumbfounded there.
How could he be here?
Seeing that I didn't respond, Xiao Yiming stared at me very unhappy, "What? You don't want to see me?"
I hurriedly shook my head and said embarrassingly, "No..."
He snorted coldly and went into the house.
Seeing him looking around and looking around, I didn't know what he was going to do for a while, so I smiled stiffly: "Please sit down, I'll pour you a glass of water."
He chuckled, pointed to an ashtray and said, "Do you still keep this thing? And this one, you didn't pack everything from City H, did you?"
I rubbed my nose, it was indeed the case, I am not a person who likes to waste, naturally I take everything that can be used.I bought some of these things with him, and I...
He turned around in the hall and saw that there was still a second floor, raised his eyebrows and went upstairs without hesitation.
I hurriedly followed, except for my bedroom on the second floor, other rooms have not been decorated yet, but my bedroom...
When I caught up with him, he had already opened the door of my bedroom, and I blocked the door in a panic to prevent him from entering.He frowned slightly, "Get out of the way!"
"Sorry! You can't enter here!" I said nothing to let him in.
He sneered, and suddenly reached out and hugged my head as if to kiss me.Startled, I turned my head away.But he still reached out to touch me.My nipples and nipples were pinched hard, I let out a soft breath in pain, and subconsciously turned sideways to avoid him, and then he took the opportunity to enter the door.
"What is this?" He held the photo frame and looked at me with a half-smile, "Also, what is this?"
The photo in the frame was taken secretly by me while he was asleep, and that one is... is...
Seeing my blushing face in embarrassment, he smiled even more cheerfully, put the things away, walked to my side with leisurely steps, stared at my blushing face and asked: "You won't do anything with my photo?" That's it?"
Knowing what he meant by "doing that", my whole face flushed red, and I hurriedly denied, "No!"
He put his hands on my shoulders, moving his fingers lightly back and forth, and suddenly I felt itchy in my heart, like being scratched by a feather.
"Really not? Then what's going on here?" He lightly smiled and rubbed my thigh with his leg, his expression extremely ambiguous.
I didn't feel anything at first, but after being rubbed by him, I immediately felt a hot current rushing straight to my lower body!I took a step back in embarrassment, and distanced myself from him.
"What? Am I that scary?" He snorted coldly, walked to my bed and took a look, and then began to undress.
"You... what are you going to do?" Seeing him slowly taking off his suit, trousers, and shirt, I swallowed and turned my eyes away from his fair skin.
"Sleep!" He turned to face me, only four shirt buttons were unbuttoned, and he could see the graceful neck, sexy collarbone and attractive chest... as well as the tight thighs and slender calves under the shirt ...
The reaction under my body became stronger, and I was a little helpless.What the hell is he doing here?
Seeming to see my doubts, he smiled and continued to unbutton the button. "I'm staying here tonight, please help me prepare dinner." After speaking, he took off his clothes, went to the bed, saw that I hadn't left, and said with a smile, "Why, do you want to catch up on sleep too?"
I shook my head blushing, and ran away from his teasing gaze.
Xiao Yiming's sudden appearance broke my peaceful heart, my heart was in a turmoil, I couldn't calm down no matter what, and I almost cut my fingers while chopping vegetables.
I took a deep breath and forced myself to calm down.I told myself that we had nothing to do, that I really didn't have to.
During dinner, Xiao Yiming looked at the dishes on the table and frowned, "I don't like bitter melon, you know that."
I said lightly: "It's not good to be picky eaters." But I got up and brought the bitter gourd in front of me.
He picked up a chopstick of bamboo shoots, and said dissatisfied: "Remember to put some chili next time."
I didn't answer and ate my meal in silence.
"When are you leaving? It's dark and the roads in the village are difficult to walk." After I cleared the dining table, he was still sitting in the living room watching TV.
"Didn't I tell you? I'm staying here tonight." He pressed the remote control carelessly and said casually.
"There is only one bed here." I said helplessly.
"You want to drive me away?" He flicked the remote control heavily, looking at me gloomyly.
"I..." I walked up to him and sat down, staring into his eyes and asking, "What do you want to do?"
"Fuck you!" He said with stern eyes, and after he finished speaking, he rushed over and tore my clothes. "Lin Ze, you fucking said you like me and you want to be responsible for me. That's how you are responsible for me? Leave me aside and don't ask. If I don't come to you, will you leave me alone for the rest of your life? Or is it that you already have a new love and forget about me?"
I was a little confused and didn't understand what happened.The body that hadn't vented for a long time became hot under his touch.
It was inevitable that the gun would go off, so I grabbed his hand in a hurry. "Don't do that."
"Don't do this? Why didn't you think of not to do this when you were treating me back then?" He still wanted to pull my clothes relentlessly.I gritted my teeth and pressed him down, warning: "If you try again, I don't guarantee that I won't do something to you."
He licked his lips and said indifferently: "It's not like I haven't done it before."
I let him go, a little weak, "You shouldn't be here. You go."
"Want me to go? Yes!" He tore off my messy clothes, "You give me the last time!"
I couldn't laugh or cry, I thought about it and just lay on the sofa, "Okay, then you come."
Seeing that I was obediently lying flat without any resistance, he stopped his movements, looked at me expressionlessly, and asked after a while, "Do you not like me anymore?"
I was silent, it is undeniable that I still like him, otherwise I would not keep those things, but even if I still like him, so what?It's over before we even started.
Seeing that I didn't make a sound, he thought I was acquiescing.With a cold face, he said, "I'm being self-indulgent." He took the suit jacket aside and left without looking back.
What?What did he just say?I couldn't react for a while, and I only came back to my senses when he walked out of the yard.
Under the bleak moonlight, Xiao Yiming pressed the key into the car door with his lips tightly pressed, and I quickly ran over to hold his hand.
"Let go!" He said with a gloomy face.
"What did you just say? Why are you being self-indulgent?" I asked anxiously.
"You heard me wrong, I didn't say anything." As soon as he pushed hard, the car door was opened.
"You said it!" I blocked the door with my body, and asked hesitantly, "Did you...did you treat me..."
"You think too much." He denied it indifferently.
"Really? You duplicity..." I hugged him vigorously, feeling more excited than ever before.
"Let go of me, I want to go back!"
"How about staying here tonight?"
"Isn't there only one bed?"
"You sleep on the bed, I sleep on the floor!"
"Hmph, will you still make bitter gourd in the future?"
"Picky eaters... no! Don't do it!"
"Aren't you driving me away?"
"You came back to find me yourself, even if you want to leave in the future, I won't let you go!"
I held his hand tightly and traced the outline of his face bit by bit with my eyes. He pursed his lips and looked at me calmly.
"I like you, in this life, I only like you." I lifted his chin, sighed and kissed his lips. "Thank you, thank you for coming back to me..."
"Lin Ze, you big idiot, if I don't come to you, you won't come to me? I've kept me waiting for so long... I'm going to drive me away if I come to look for you!" He bit my lip hard .
"No more! No more!" I pressed him against the car door and kissed him eagerly. I didn't know why he had feelings for me, let alone how someone with his temperament could look down on me. I just Know I want him, now!immediately!immediately!
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I carried him back to the room, slammed the door hard, and couldn't wait to tear off his clothes. He also took off my pants without showing any weakness. Later, we fell on the big sofa in the living room, and I pressed on top of him. His eyes were shining, his complexion was flushed, and he was full of charm.I was too familiar with his body, so I quickly stirred up his emotions. When he moaned, he didn't show any restraint. He just let me know that he was very comfortable, and responded to me enthusiastically...
I have never seen him like this. He seems to have changed a lot when we met this time, but I like these changes very much, because I know that they are all changed for me!
I really wanted to know how he figured it out, so I used his words like before. Seeing me use this trick again, he was a little unhappy, but finally said it.
This is the knot between us, if we don't make it clear, it is destined to not last long.Presumably he also understood, so he confessed even if he was unhappy.
He never believed my feelings for him, but after I proved it with my own life, he was at a loss.He doesn't think that a person's feelings for another person can surpass life, but when he saw me dying in a pool of blood, his idea was broken. Originally, he could take the opportunity to escape, but thinking of leaving like this, I might After he died, he couldn't move and run.
When I was sent to the emergency room for emergency treatment, he thought a lot about our life together, about his almost paranoid feelings for Yan Jingqing and the subsequent love-hate relationship, he made a hypothesis, assuming that Yan Jingqing Jing Qing responded to his feelings, whether he would give up his life for him, the result was naturally no.After I woke up, he came in to see me, and found that my attitude towards him was inexplicably polite and alienated, and even said that I wanted to settle the matter, so he lost his temper on the spot.He didn't know why he was so angry, but he was angry and I wanted to break up with him.Thinking that I will fall in love with someone else in the future is even more furious...
Later, when Yan Jingqing and the others came to see me, Yan Jingqing saw him and had a good talk with him. No doubt Yan Jingqing woke him up, but he still couldn't figure it out at the time, so he gave him the antidote and me. money left.In fact, when he left, he didn't want to see me in the future, so he asked me where I would go after I left City H.
He is still not sure what kind of mentality he has towards me. During the time of separation, he thought a lot. He found that he would think of me from time to time, the food I cooked, and the hand I gave him when he was irritable. He bit his breath, thinking of me looking at him with obsessive eyes, thinking of me... These memories made him feel an indescribable joy, he knew it vaguely but didn't want to admit it, and finally couldn't help but want to prove it to me.He was happy to see that I still had the things we bought together before.Seeing his photo in my bedroom, he was even more sure that he actually had feelings for me, because he felt sweet about my actions...
He said, Yan Jingqing is right, maybe I will never meet someone who loves me like you, is willing to accept me, and tolerate me.I also don't want you to treat others like me. If you still fall in love with someone, I hope that person will always be me.
After speaking plainly, both of us were very excited.When you get excited, you lose your mind.We did it most of the night, from the sofa in the living room to the floor, from the floor to the bedroom, and from the bedroom to the bathroom, until finally he was so tired that he could no longer open his eyes, and he could no longer vomit any liquid from the things in front of him.
And I was too tired to move.Later, enduring the exhaustion all over my body, I cleaned him up again.
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