Yan Xu of Rebirth
Chapter 31
Yan Xu's behavior is very dissatisfied.
The girl said "Oh" and left the hall obediently.
Yan Xu watched her leave, turned his head and smiled at the old man, and followed her.
The old man watched him walk away with narrowed eyes, and said to Yan Jingqing: "Come up here, I have something to tell you."
Yan Jingqing's eyes flickered slightly, and he looked back at Yan Xu before following the old man's footsteps.
Although he got the man away, Yan Xu was still worried about the old man.So he let go of his spiritual sense and enveloped the hall, and after hearing what the old man said to Yan Jingqing, the corner of his mouth twitched and he sneered.He wanted to see what the old man was going to say.
If you don't listen, you don't know. When you hear it, you are shocked.Yan Xu sighed again for his foresight.
This old man actually wants to sow discord!Listen to what this is all about!
"You can be regarded as the one I watched growing up. I know very well what your character is. There are some things I shouldn't say, but I'm old, and I have to say it even if I shouldn't. I've heard about that child before. After a lot, I thought the rumors could not be trusted, but I found out today that the rumors are true. You saw it just now, what kind of virtues does that child have? He has no elders, his words and deeds are frivolous, and he has no demeanor of the children of everyone. Such a person , Mud can't support the wall...you have done so much for the Yan family, are you going to send it to him and let him be ruined?"
"Listen to my advice, don't give him the Yan family. Speaking of which, you are also an upright Yan family, and you have taken over the Yan family for many years, why don't you continue to manage it?"
"You don't have to worry about any gossip. In everyone's eyes, you are the real ruler of the Yan family. You have worked so hard to raise him to such an age, and you have thought of everything for him. You are right for your brother. In the future If he doesn't want to separate, you just keep him. If you want to separate, give him a sum of money and let him spend it as he likes..."
"When you are old, you can't control many things. But you are my most promising junior. I don't want to see you treat yourself so badly, so I talk too much. I know you don't care about these things, but you don't, but Your wife and children may not care about it... Speaking of this, you are in your twenties this year, it's time to find a wife. The Yan family is deserted, so live with more people to increase popularity... This wife chooses you If not, I can introduce you to some good girls who know everything. Let me boast, my granddaughter is a good child, innocent, lively and lovely, a good candidate for wife, and she likes you very much, I think you are a good match, you should consider it..."
Fuck!You old man is really shameless!When Yan Xu heard that the old man wanted to match his granddaughter and Yan Jingqing, he was so angry that he really wanted to run up and drag Yan Jingqing away.But reason told him that if he really wanted to do that, Yan Jingqing would definitely be angry!So he patiently boiled for an hour, and when the banquet was almost in progress, he went to pick up people.
Yan Jingqing was talking to the two men, the corners of his mouth were lightly raised, looking very happy.Seeing that Yan Xu frowned tightly, he immediately forcibly inserted.
Hearing Yan Xu said he was going to leave, Yan Jingqing froze for a moment and said he was going to say goodbye to the old man.
Yan Xu was in a fit of anger, he was not willing to go.Yan Jingqing said he couldn't move, so he had to go alone.Yan Xu couldn't bear his embarrassment, so he took out a box and gave it to him, saying it was a congratulatory gift for the old man.Yan Jingqing smiled and asked him to wait for a while.
But it took half an hour to wait, and when the man came out, his eyes were shining.When I asked, I actually went to say goodbye to the two people just now!Yan Xuli pulled his face down.
"Why did you keep such a straight face throughout the banquet? Who made you unhappy?" Yan Jingqing asked softly, stroking that handsome face with his hand.He drank a lot before, and was given a few glasses of mixed wine by several elders before he left. At this time, his head was dizzy and his mind was not clear.I was next to someone I trusted with all my heart, so I completely relaxed.
With this relaxation, the rationality becomes dull, and even the vigilance that has been telling myself not to sink is also relaxed, and the loving heart that is suppressed by the rationality immediately activates.The person I love is by my side, and my heart wants to get closer uncontrollably...
Gently tracing Yan Xu's eyebrows with his fingers, Yan Jingqing murmured: "Don't keep frowning."
Holding his finger in the palm of his hand, Yan Xu said unhappily: "Who told you to make me unhappy."
Yan Jingqing laughed, "Why did I upset you?" He leaned his head on his shoulder and stared at his face intently.
Only when he was so delirious and dull, would he act in accordance with his heart to make such an overly intimate gesture that he would never make when he was sober.
"You have been chatting with those successful people who look like dogs all night, and you didn't even look at me." Yan Xu said dissatisfiedly, and wanted to look down at him, but when he lowered his head, he almost touched those red lips.Suddenly, my heart skipped a beat, and I quickly raised my head and looked straight ahead without squinting, concentrating on driving.
Yan Jingqing's phoenix eyes narrowed slightly, and his red lips were slightly parted in a lazy manner, which made his throat tighten, and the blood in his body swelled angrily.If he took another look, he couldn't help but want to do something.
"I just felt that there was something very attractive about those people, so I got in touch with them more." Yan Jingqing smiled slightly.
"Jing Qing likes that?" Yan Xu frowned, thinking of some people who seemed to be stable and personable, but actually had a dark heart, and said disdainfully, "What do you like about such a pompous and elegant scum?"
Yan Jingqing laughed, and Yan Xu said again, "Forget it, if Jing Qing really likes that, in order to make Jing Qing like it, I have no choice but to learn it."
Yan Jingqing was slightly stunned, "Xiao Xu just likes it, I don't need to like it..."
"Yes, I like Jing Qing, and I hope Jing Qing likes me." Yan Xu stared at the front with deep eyes, and spoke slowly.
What?Yan Jingqing raised his head, looked straight at him, and asked uncertainly, "Xiao Xu, what did you say?" Although he was drunk, his reason was still there.Yan Jingqing wasn't sure if what he heard meant the same as what he thought.
Hands trembling slightly, Yan Jingqing clenched his fists tightly.My heart was beating wildly.It's not excitement, it's... fear.
"Didn't Jing Qing hear clearly? Then I'll say it again." Yan Xu didn't turn his head, but the voice clearly reached Yan Jingqing's ears.
"I like you." Yan Xu said loudly, with seriousness in his tone that cannot be confused.
His heart skipped a beat, and his nails dug into his flesh.Yan Jingqing said with a dry smile: "Hehe, I also like Xiaoxu, just like I like my brother..."
Yan Xu didn't know what kind of huge waves such a light-hearted word would set off in his heart.Yan Jingqing stroked his forehead, closed his eyes and leaned against the back of the chair weakly.originally because of drinking
And the ruddy face became very pale.
From the rearview mirror, he can see his mouth tightly pursed and his face full of exhaustion.Yan Xu stopped talking, a dark light flashed in his black eyes, and he frowned, slightly increasing the speed of the car.
He was sure that Yan Jingqing understood what he meant, but he wanted to perfunctory like this?He doesn't allow it!
Originally, he wanted to wait until the college entrance examination was over, but what happened tonight deeply stimulated him.He couldn't wait to imprint his exclusive brand on this person, so that no one could covet him!
52
There was silence in the car, and it seemed that even the air was about to condense.
Yan Jingqing's heart was full of turmoil, and Yan Xu actually said to him——I like you.Hahaha...how ridiculous!
The person he fell in love with shamelessly confessed to him...
Hahaha... Is this a punishment for him to fall in love with someone he shouldn't love in violation of ethics?It's not enough for him to bear this heavy sin alone, but also Yan Xu?
Yan Jingqing's face was full of sadness.Heart throbbing pain.
Why punish him like this?Why did the mistakes he made involve Yan Xu? He would rather be doomed than hope that anything bad happens to Yan Xu...
A sharp horn sounded, and the door of the Yan family opened slowly.Yan Xu drove the car into the garage, then turned off the engine and got out of the car, but when he turned his head, he saw Yan Jingqing's mournful look.
His heart shrank suddenly, Yan Xu was very distressed, but... Now that he has said everything, then he can't let him go because of his distress.Do it all at once, second time tired, third time exhausted.He wants a quick fight!
"We're home." Yan Xu opened the car door for him, but after waiting for a while, Yan Jingqing did not come out.
"Let me be quiet for a while." Yan Jingqing spoke slowly after a while.
"Okay." Yan Xu agreed, but didn't leave, just squatted at the door of the car and watched him quietly.
Yan Jingqing sat in the car with his eyes closed for a long time until he thought he was ready.But as soon as he opened his eyes, he met those scorching eyes, and those scorching eyes that seemed to burn everything made his heart tremble.
His lips moved, and he realized that he couldn't make any sound.
Now that everything has been revealed, Yan Xu no longer hides his feelings.Looking at his voice, he asked softly, "Aren't you going to come down?"
Yan Jingqing moved and wanted to get out of the car, but he was dizzy for a while, his body wobbled and he sat back.
Seeing this, Yan Xu leaned forward and hugged him out.
Yan Jingqing froze all over, and said in a trembling voice: "Put me down!"
Yan Xu ignored him and kept carrying him into the house.Yan Jingqing was shocked and struggled hastily.Yan Xu hugged him firmly, quickly carried him up to the second floor before letting go.
In the silent corridor, the corridor lights exude a faint warm yellow luster, making everything look a little unusual.
Yan Jingqing leaned against the wall panting lightly, Yan Xu grabbed his shoulders and buried his head deep in his neck.
Yan Jingqing was flustered, and felt that the hand on his shoulder was very hot. The fiery temperature and the hot air from his breath seemed to burn his heart.
"What are you afraid of?" Yan Xu asked in a low voice.Yan Jingqing's body was shaking.
"Don't be like this..." Yan Jingqing said with difficulty, trying to push him away with all his strength.
Yan Xu simply grabbed his hand, "Don't do it?"
"This is wrong...you shouldn't like me, and you can't like me!" Yan Jingqing suddenly became irritable and shouted loudly.
"Should I not, can I? I have the final say on whether I like it or not." Yan Xu brushed aside the bangs on his forehead, and looked straight into his eyes, "I like you, I like you uncontrollably."
Forced to meet those affectionate eyes, Yan Jingqing trembled even more, "I am your uncle, how can you like your own uncle? This is incest..."
"I know all this, but this heart still falls in love with you uncontrollably, what do you tell me to do?" Yan Xu sighed softly, pressing his forehead against his.
"No! No! You are the one who wants to start a family! You are the one who wants to marry a wife and have children! How can you... how can you..." Yan Jingqing was dizzy and leaned against the wall weakly, "Xiaoxu, What you want to like is a gentle and beautiful girl, not me who is connected by blood and is still a man..."
"Has Jing Qing forgotten? What you promised me is that I did something that others disagree with but did not hurt anyone, and it has nothing to do with others. You can't be unhappy and you can't stop me." Yan Xu With deep eyes, he said, "Jing Qing wants to go back on his word now?"
"Have you figured it out?" Yan Jingqing looked at him in disbelief.
"It's not a plot, it's just a reminder to Jing Qing, so that Jing Qing can have a mental preparation." Yan Xu gently stroked his face, "It's good to plot against anyone, I won't plot against Jing Qing." After finishing speaking, Yan Xu didn't agree After speaking, a pair of dark and deep eyes stared sharply at Yan Jingqing who was almost wrapped in his arms, as if waiting for him to express his position.
"For me, you are my nephew after all... It is my brother's child... It is impossible for us..."
"Has Jing Qing forgotten again? If some things I have to do make you embarrassed, but as long as you do these things according to your own mind, you can live happily, you must live according to your own heart, don't Pay attention to anyone else and anything! Why didn't Jing Qing remember?"
"You are designing me, how can it count?"
"But if you agree, you agree." Yan Xu smiled lightly and rubbed against his ear, "Besides, does Jing Qing really treat me as a nephew?"
These words made Yan Jingqing feel as if he had been splashed with cold water from head to toe, and his whole body was shaking non-stop.
"What are you afraid of?" Yan Xu sighed and held him in his arms, warming him with his own temperature.
Yan Jingqing looked at him with empty eyes and remained silent.
Seeing him like this, Yan Xu couldn't say anything more.He took the man into the bathroom, put water on him, and found clothes, "Take a shower first, and I'll get you a bowl of hangover soup."
Yan Jingqing still didn't speak, so Yan Xu had no choice but to leave him in the bathroom, close the door and go out by himself.
Seeing him leave, Yan Jingqing covered his face in pain, and continued to laugh out loud, with indescribable sourness and misery in his laughter.
This is retribution, Yan Jingqing!It was your shamelessness that caused him to go astray. How can you be worthy of your brother who loves you?How can I be worthy of the sister-in-law who loves and protects you?
Yan Xu's heart throbbed when he heard that crazy laugh.But he can't just give up because of this, cutting the mess quickly is the best way!
Yan Jingqing didn't speak for the whole night, and Yan Xu didn't force him to speak out, but told him to drink the anti-alcoholic medicine, made a bed for him, and helped him to lie down.
Before leaving, Yan Xu squatted on the bed and looked at him, and said softly: "Jing Qing is planning not to talk to me in the future? Or do you want to escape in this way? But these are useless, what kind of character is Jing Qing?" It’s clearest, I will get what I want! Originally, I didn’t plan to tell Jing Qing in such a hasty situation. It was the old man who said that he would introduce his granddaughter to you, which made me lose my sense of proportion... Wasn’t it too abrupt? Did Jing Qing get scared? Hehe... When I found out that I liked Jing Qing, I also jumped down. However, I still did what I wanted without hesitation. Because I don’t want to let go, the most important thing is The most important thing is that Jingqing deserves me to do this. I can't tolerate Jingqing being taken away by anyone else. I want Jingqing's eyes and heart to see only me forever! I want to imprison you in my heart, only I can touch alone... Isn't it scary and selfish to think like this? But I am such a scary and selfish person, I don't want to struggle in the mud alone, so I don't hesitate to pull Jingqing into the water and ask Jingqing to follow I fell together."
Speaking of this, Yan Xu paused, and stretched out his hand to cover Yan Jingqing's closed eyes, "Will Jingqing blame me? But even if Jingqing blames me, I won't let go."
"Jing Qing is troubled, isn't it? Being targeted by someone like me, hehe... But I still hope that Jing Qing can think about it carefully. I won't force you, and please Jing Qing don't force me. Even if you can't accept it for a while, don't avoid it , then I will be very worried, just like Jing Qing used to worry about whether something will happen to me outside. Also, please don’t blame yourself, Jing Qing, don’t think that it’s your fault that I’m like this, feelings are not yours I can control it, and don't think that if I don't have you, I won't be like this. As I said, if you are gone, I will walk with you without hesitation, whether it is going to heaven or hell. Leave me alone! So, Jing Qing, please don’t do anything that hurts yourself! I’d rather you hurt me than see you hurt yourself. If I see you treating yourself badly, I’ll be very angry, and I’ll mess around when I’m angry , I think Jing Qing doesn't want to see me mess around?"
"This is really not a good time to confess, there is no candlelight dinner, and there are no flowers and gifts, especially the college entrance examination is only a few months away...Jing Qing must be in a mess right now? I am also in a mess, and I don't know what I am doing Say something. But since the words have been spoken, it is difficult to take them back, and I don’t plan to take them back. In fact, Jing Qing doesn’t need to think too much, and don’t put too much pressure on himself. It’s just a layer of more intimate relationship on the basis of…”
"I don't know if Jing Qing has listened to me after talking so much... Forget it, it's getting late, Jing Qing should take a good rest. I'm going to read a book for a while. Jing Qing didn't respond in a daze, Yan Xu's eyes sank slightly, thinking that he was still dizzy from drinking, not feeling well physically and mentally, so he decided to leave him like this for now and give him some time to think about it.
Moved his hand to his cold forehead, and used the Jiuxiao Tianshen Jue, let the true energy circulate in his body to help him relax his tendons and relieve fatigue, and then he ran it at the dantian for a few weeks before he stopped.
"I hope to see Jing Qing tomorrow morning. Good night." After finishing speaking, Yan Xu bowed his head and kissed him lightly on the forehead, then turned off the light and closed the door.
The room was plunged into darkness, and after confirming that there was no more sound, the eyes that had been closed all this time slowly opened.
Touching the place where someone kissed lightly, Yan Jingqing's eyes were confused and his lips were tightly pursed.
When Yan Xu put his hand on his forehead just now, he felt a hot current flowing through his limbs and bones, and his body warmed up immediately, which was very comfortable.But the physical comfort can't make up for the pain in the heart...
what should I do?
Xiao Xu, what do you want me to do?
Blood connection - this is the biggest thorn in Yan Jingqing's heart.If he is not from the Yan family, even if he is also a man, he will give it a go, and even take the initiative to pursue it.However, he and Yan Xu are not only uncles and nephews, but also the only two remaining members of the Yan family.Even if he is a beast, he can't do the thing of asking Yan Xu to die with him!
Who will tell him what to do?
[Xiao Xuer, you are too unkind! 】
[Immortal, what's wrong with you? 】Yan Xu is completely immune to a certain fairy who loves to complain.
[You say you pursue it, so why do you keep calculating and threatening?Is there anyone chasing someone like you? 】
[Immortal, you don’t understand this, can I prescribe the right medicine?What if I don't say that and he runs away?How about a cold war with me? 】Yan Xu said helplessly.
[Well, you just saw that he couldn't let you go, you're too nervous, right? 】
[I didn't say that. 】Yan Xu shrugged.
[You kid is too heartless, right?He is so sad and sad, but you have nothing! 】
【Immortal, you...】 Yan Xu smiled wryly, 【How do you know I'm fine?You don't know that he is sad, I will be more sad than him, okay?I don't want him to be sad, but I can't help it. If he doesn't figure it out by himself, and I just force him, he will be even more sad...]
[Then what are you going to do?Just spend it like this? 】
【Well, let's do this for now, don't push him too hard, at least until the end of the college entrance examination, I won't do anything to him, I just hope he can figure it out quickly.Hey...that's what he said, how could he see through his brain so quickly, I hope he won't avoid me tomorrow... 】 Yan Xu sighed while holding his forehead.
【You think everyone is like you?Disregarding ethics and acting recklessly?This is something that no normal person can easily accept...]
【Immortal, don't you think Jing Qing's attitude is strange?Generally speaking, wouldn't it be scary for a normal person to be confessed by a relative of the same gender?Why did Jing Qing he...was surprised, but felt more sad and painful?why is that?Also, what is he afraid of? ] Yan Xu asked suspiciously, but he couldn't think of a reason.
【How do I know...】
Yan Xu rolled his eyes speechlessly, don't you always love to peep people's hearts?I can't believe you don't know!But let him open his mouth to beg him to see, Yan Xu can't open the mouth and can't hold back his face.If he opened his mouth to throw a stone at his own foot, he would definitely be laughed at by this talkative fairy, but the most important thing is that the person is Yan Jingqing, and he doesn't want to know him through a third party.
[Immortal, I want to collect the medicinal materials needed to refine the Reborn Pill now.According to the speed of my cultivation, it is estimated that the golden elixir period is not far away. 】
[Boy, don't just focus on leveling up, be careful of unstable mood. 】
Yan Xu smiled and began to meditate.
This samadhi lasted for one night, and Yan Xu opened his eyes only when the sky was bright.Letting out a breath of turbid air, Yan Xu came out of the space, washed his face and went out for a morning run.
During Chinese New Year, most of the people are still nestled in their beds, and the whole residential area is quiet and there are no people around.The cool breeze blows on the face, and a trace of coolness seeps into the skin, making people feel refreshed.
Yan Xu reckoned the time to go back, but he scanned the hall, but couldn't see anyone.Usually at this time, Yan Jingqing would wash up and sit at the dining table to read the newspaper.Frowning, he went upstairs to wash and change his clothes. When he passed Yan Jingqing's room, Yan Xu paused, but after thinking about it, he still didn't go in.
After tidying himself up, he went downstairs to have breakfast, but no one came down after sitting there for half an hour, looking at the cold breakfast, Yan Xu was very annoyed.
Impulse is the devil.He shouldn't have said it so quickly to make a good year like this.There are two days left to go back to school to make up lessons, is this stalemate?
Just as he was thinking, some noises came from upstairs, and when Yan Xu looked up, he saw Yan Jingqing in light blue home clothes.Yan Jingqing's complexion was not very good, and he looked very listless.He just stood upstairs with his mouth tightly pursed, looking at Yan Xu calmly.The pain that seems to have a thousand words but can't speak but can only be held in his heart makes him exhausted, but he still looks at Yan Xu with his back straight.
Such Yan Jingqing made Yan Xu very distressed, and really wanted to pry his head open to see what he was thinking.But if he promised to give him time, Yan Xu couldn't force him.
"Jingqing, good morning." With a soft sigh in his heart, Yan Xu greeted with a smile, his expression was as natural as before, his attitude didn't change a lot because of the confession, but there was a little more tenderness in his eyes.
Yan Jingqing looked at him with lowered eyebrows, "Morning, Xiao Xu." He couldn't be as natural as Yan Xu, even after a night, his heart couldn't calm down.
"Come down for breakfast, aren't you hungry?" Yan Xu smiled and said, "I've been waiting for you for a long time, and I almost went upstairs to call you."
Yan Xu's appearance was as natural as if nothing had happened, which made Yan Jingqing relax a little bit, his eyes flashed, and he walked down the stairs slowly.
"Breakfast is cold, I'll warm it up for you." Yan Xu took the breakfast for the two of them and walked to the kitchen. Most of the servants of Yan's family have gone home for the New Year, and only Mama Liu, who lives nearby, came to feed them regularly. Cook dinner, clean up the house.
Yan Xu skillfully heated up the breakfast, and Yan Jingqing felt very uncomfortable seeing Yan Xu, who did not touch the onion water with his five fingers, could actually play with the things in the kitchen.
It wasn't until today that he realized that Yan Xu had really changed a lot since he moved back to Yan's house.This kind of change is not a sudden change overnight, but slowly and inadvertently become like this.Faced with Yan Xu who is getting more and more mature and caring, he doesn't feel awkward at all, and accepts it very naturally.
Accept his domineering care, accept his domineering care, accept his domineering promises... These trivial details that he didn't pay much attention to seemed to have taken root in his heart and tied his heart tightly.
Yan Jingqing was dazed for a while, looking at the busy figure, he grabbed the tablecloth suddenly.
This is really a terrible trap. In fact, he has fallen into it long ago, but he doesn't know it yet.
"Okay, let's eat it while it's hot." Yan Xu served him the porridge, and reminded him when he saw that he was still dazed.
Blinking, Yan Jingqing looked at the porridge on the table, hesitated for a moment before making a move.
The porridge at just the right temperature slipped down his throat, and his whole body felt warm.It seems that as long as he is with Yan Xu, no matter what he does, he will feel very warm. This is a feeling that no one else can give him...
Yan Jingqing laughed at himself, holding the spoon tightly in his hand.
In fact, he knew it, and he couldn't refuse Yan Xu at all.Perhaps from the time that promise was spoken, they were destined to be entangled for a lifetime...
"What's the matter?" Seeing him stop after taking a bite, Yan Xu frowned worriedly, "You don't feel well? Your head still hurts?"
Yan Jingqing shook his head, glanced at Yan Xu who was on the opposite side with a nervous face, and continued to eat.
If... If you just keep it like this, and there is no further relationship... then can he accept it with peace of mind?
Seeing him eating porridge in silence, Yan Xu's eyes darkened slightly.
I don't know what you are worrying about. I am willing to give you time to think about it, but my patience is limited. If you can't figure it out by yourself in the end, I will do whatever it takes to make you figure it out.
You cannot escape.
53
After an extremely dismal year, Yan Xu came back to make up lessons with a sullen expression, which made Lin Xi very curious.
"Hey, Young Master Yan, it's only been a year, why are you in this state?" Lin Xi stared at him up and down and looked him up and down.
Yan Xu was very melancholy, without raising his eyebrows, he said: "Lao-capital is not in the mood to argue with you, didn't you see that Lao-capital is very sad? There is no love from classmates at all."
"Pfft... classmate love? Young Master Yan, you lack love? If you lack love, you should go to your brother. I can't give you this..." Lin Xi said coolly.
Yan Xu looked at him quietly for a moment, Lin Xi looked at him with a slight smile, eyes full of teasing.Yan Xu was very hurt, so he looked at Xu Yiyang in a blink of an eye, who are you looking at, without any sympathy?
Xu Yiyang glanced at him and said wordlessly: He was right.
Yan Xu glared angrily, forgetting righteousness at the sight of color!Then he sighed weakly.
Seeing his frustration, Xu Yiyang raised his brows lightly, did he have a conflict with your family?
how come?How could we be in conflict.It's just... I had a brain short-circuit that day and told him.Yan Xu frowned in distress.
Situation is bad?Xu Yiyang was a little surprised, he didn't expect Yan Xu to speak out at this time.
No, it's just embarrassing.Yan Xu touched his nose.
I don't know if his words played a role, Yan Jingqing didn't hide from him, didn't have a cold war with him, but he didn't express anything else.There are a lot fewer words, and the whole person is in a trance, and it is easy to get distracted.Sometimes when I talk to him, I just stand there in a daze, and only answer when he reminds me.Seeing him like this made him helpless and heartbroken, but he was unwilling to provoke him again.This person is very sensitive. If he really did something radical, he was afraid that he would be too strong to pick him off.
This situation lasted for a few days, and he really couldn't stand it anymore. In order to let Yan Jingqing be more natural, he came to school early for class.If this situation continues, he will have the urge to move out temporarily.
Take a look at it separately for a while?Xu Yiyang suggested sincerely.
I think so.Yan Xu smiled helplessly.He still doesn't know what attitude to use to treat me. It would be great if the temporary separation can make him figure it out.
Actually, I've always thought the attitude of the two of you is very strange.
How strange?Yan Xu raised his eyebrows curiously.
Uncles and nephews are more affectionate than brothers, but they are also closer than brothers, better than ordinary couples, and they pay more attention than lovers. Go in...the feeling is too good to envy.
It turns out that they look like this in the eyes of others.Yan Xu curved his mouth.
"Hey, don't make flirtatious eyebrows, just pretend I don't exist..." Lin Xi watched the two look at each other and ignored him, then tapped on the table unhappily.
Yan Xu turned to look at him, "What flirtatious? This is serious talk about men's affairs! Besides, flirtatious and so on, you can't get along with him, okay? I have someone, and he has someone too. Don't destroy us. Fame."
Hearing this, Lin Xi was startled, staring at the two of them, and asked nah, "You have someone? He also has someone? You..." Before finishing speaking, Lin Xi stopped, looking at the two of them, especially Xu Yiyang, with complicated eyes asked: "Is he serious?"
Xu Yiyang looked into those clear eyes, not wanting to lie to him, so he nodded.
Lin Xi's expression froze for a moment, but he quickly covered it up with a smile.
"You guys hide so deeply that even I don't know."
Ignoring Xu Yiyang's warning eyes, Yan Xu continued: "Fortunately, it's not deep at all, you know everything."
"I know you? Which two have the ability to win the hearts of the two young masters away." Lin Xi's eyes flickered slightly, and he lowered his head and smiled.
Seeing that Xu Yiyang was already breathing cold, Yan Xu stopped teasing Lin Xi, but he still said: "You will know later, I just hope you won't be intimidated."
"Will I be scared? We really have to wait and see." Lin Xi smiled indifferently, putting away the inexplicable loss in his heart.Looking up at the two of them, he said seriously, "There are still four months until the college entrance examination."
Yan Xu put away his joking heart, and said seriously: "Yes, Mr. Lin! Time is running out, only four months, please don't be careless! Whether it is going up the mountain of swords or down into the sea of fire, I will carry it You can live! Come and flog me! Come and ravage me!"
Lin Xi's head was full of black lines, and he gave him a hard look, Yan Xu laughed.Xu Yiyang stroked Lin Xi's hair to appease his heart that was about to explode. At the same time, he shot Yan Xu with a knife in the eye and warned severely: Don't tease him!
Only then did Yan Xu hold back his smile, and opened the textbook in a good mood.
Time is really running out, and the whole third party of senior high school immediately threw themselves into intense review as soon as they came back.Yan Xu wanted to focus all his attention on his studies. Given Yan Jingqing's absence, he didn't want both of them to be affected. During dinner, Yan Xu proposed to move to the school temporarily until the end of the college entrance examination.
"Why do you want to move to the school? How can the school have a home?" Yan Jingqing held the chopsticks and looked at him firmly, "Is Xiaoxu afraid that I will affect your study? If so, I will move to the company to live ..."
Seeing his tense look as if facing a big enemy, Yan Xu sighed, "Don't think too much, I'm afraid it will affect your rest."
"No. Xiaoxu won't affect me!" Yan Jingqing firmly disagreed.
Yan Xu looked into those stubborn eyes, and said softly: "Does Jing Qing really think so? But why has he been in a trance for the past few days? He has to toss and turn for a long time before falling asleep at night?"
Yan Jing was silent, looking at him with his lips tightly pressed.Yan Xu got up and walked over, "Jing Qing feels very sad, right? I don't know how to face me, right? I'll move out temporarily and let Jing Qing calm down by himself for a while, okay?"
"No need!" Yan Jingqing's phoenix eyes were wide open, full of stubbornness.
Yan Xu hugged him into his arms and buried his head deeply in his neck. "I don't even want to learn from you like this."
Being hugged by him, Yan Jingqing was stiff for a moment, but when he heard Yan Xu's helpless sigh, his heart softened and his body slowly relaxed.Grabbing Yan Xu's arm, he whispered, "I'm just like this, there's nothing to worry about."
"But you are unhappy." Yan Xu said sullenly, "I like you, and I will be more unhappy than you when I see you unhappy. Out of sight, out of mind, maybe, if you can't see me, you might feel better , and I'll feel better."
"...Isn't it as good as before? Why do you have to say that I like you?"
"Hehe... I not only like you, but I also want you!" Yan Xu laughed wantonly, and licked his neck lightly, which made Yan Jingqing tremble with fright, and his eyes opened wide.
"Actually, there is another biggest reason, that is... Seeing you, I have the urge to tear you apart." Yan Xu pressed his forehead and said with deep eyes.
Seeing the undisguised desire in those deep eyes, Yan Jingqing's heart was hit hard, the temperature on his face soared, and he hurriedly looked away in fright.
"You still want to stay with me like this? What if one day I can't help but attack you at night..." Yan Xu stretched out his hand to caress that smooth face, and said quietly. "I said I won't force you, but if you tempt me first, I can't help but you can't blame me..."
"You...don't talk nonsense..." Yan Jingqing patted his hand off, his face was flushed, and his flustered eyes just didn't dare to meet those gnawing eyes.
"That's it, I'll move out first, and I'll come back after the college entrance examination." Yan Xu turned his face back, stared at him, and said without doubt.
Yan Jingqing didn't say a word, and stared at him with eyes full of disapproval.
Yan Xu looked at the pretty red face, reached out and stroked the corner of his eyes, "Don't look at me like that, I can't help but kiss you."
"You! Don't go too far!" Yan Jingqing accused with a blushing face.
"
The girl said "Oh" and left the hall obediently.
Yan Xu watched her leave, turned his head and smiled at the old man, and followed her.
The old man watched him walk away with narrowed eyes, and said to Yan Jingqing: "Come up here, I have something to tell you."
Yan Jingqing's eyes flickered slightly, and he looked back at Yan Xu before following the old man's footsteps.
Although he got the man away, Yan Xu was still worried about the old man.So he let go of his spiritual sense and enveloped the hall, and after hearing what the old man said to Yan Jingqing, the corner of his mouth twitched and he sneered.He wanted to see what the old man was going to say.
If you don't listen, you don't know. When you hear it, you are shocked.Yan Xu sighed again for his foresight.
This old man actually wants to sow discord!Listen to what this is all about!
"You can be regarded as the one I watched growing up. I know very well what your character is. There are some things I shouldn't say, but I'm old, and I have to say it even if I shouldn't. I've heard about that child before. After a lot, I thought the rumors could not be trusted, but I found out today that the rumors are true. You saw it just now, what kind of virtues does that child have? He has no elders, his words and deeds are frivolous, and he has no demeanor of the children of everyone. Such a person , Mud can't support the wall...you have done so much for the Yan family, are you going to send it to him and let him be ruined?"
"Listen to my advice, don't give him the Yan family. Speaking of which, you are also an upright Yan family, and you have taken over the Yan family for many years, why don't you continue to manage it?"
"You don't have to worry about any gossip. In everyone's eyes, you are the real ruler of the Yan family. You have worked so hard to raise him to such an age, and you have thought of everything for him. You are right for your brother. In the future If he doesn't want to separate, you just keep him. If you want to separate, give him a sum of money and let him spend it as he likes..."
"When you are old, you can't control many things. But you are my most promising junior. I don't want to see you treat yourself so badly, so I talk too much. I know you don't care about these things, but you don't, but Your wife and children may not care about it... Speaking of this, you are in your twenties this year, it's time to find a wife. The Yan family is deserted, so live with more people to increase popularity... This wife chooses you If not, I can introduce you to some good girls who know everything. Let me boast, my granddaughter is a good child, innocent, lively and lovely, a good candidate for wife, and she likes you very much, I think you are a good match, you should consider it..."
Fuck!You old man is really shameless!When Yan Xu heard that the old man wanted to match his granddaughter and Yan Jingqing, he was so angry that he really wanted to run up and drag Yan Jingqing away.But reason told him that if he really wanted to do that, Yan Jingqing would definitely be angry!So he patiently boiled for an hour, and when the banquet was almost in progress, he went to pick up people.
Yan Jingqing was talking to the two men, the corners of his mouth were lightly raised, looking very happy.Seeing that Yan Xu frowned tightly, he immediately forcibly inserted.
Hearing Yan Xu said he was going to leave, Yan Jingqing froze for a moment and said he was going to say goodbye to the old man.
Yan Xu was in a fit of anger, he was not willing to go.Yan Jingqing said he couldn't move, so he had to go alone.Yan Xu couldn't bear his embarrassment, so he took out a box and gave it to him, saying it was a congratulatory gift for the old man.Yan Jingqing smiled and asked him to wait for a while.
But it took half an hour to wait, and when the man came out, his eyes were shining.When I asked, I actually went to say goodbye to the two people just now!Yan Xuli pulled his face down.
"Why did you keep such a straight face throughout the banquet? Who made you unhappy?" Yan Jingqing asked softly, stroking that handsome face with his hand.He drank a lot before, and was given a few glasses of mixed wine by several elders before he left. At this time, his head was dizzy and his mind was not clear.I was next to someone I trusted with all my heart, so I completely relaxed.
With this relaxation, the rationality becomes dull, and even the vigilance that has been telling myself not to sink is also relaxed, and the loving heart that is suppressed by the rationality immediately activates.The person I love is by my side, and my heart wants to get closer uncontrollably...
Gently tracing Yan Xu's eyebrows with his fingers, Yan Jingqing murmured: "Don't keep frowning."
Holding his finger in the palm of his hand, Yan Xu said unhappily: "Who told you to make me unhappy."
Yan Jingqing laughed, "Why did I upset you?" He leaned his head on his shoulder and stared at his face intently.
Only when he was so delirious and dull, would he act in accordance with his heart to make such an overly intimate gesture that he would never make when he was sober.
"You have been chatting with those successful people who look like dogs all night, and you didn't even look at me." Yan Xu said dissatisfiedly, and wanted to look down at him, but when he lowered his head, he almost touched those red lips.Suddenly, my heart skipped a beat, and I quickly raised my head and looked straight ahead without squinting, concentrating on driving.
Yan Jingqing's phoenix eyes narrowed slightly, and his red lips were slightly parted in a lazy manner, which made his throat tighten, and the blood in his body swelled angrily.If he took another look, he couldn't help but want to do something.
"I just felt that there was something very attractive about those people, so I got in touch with them more." Yan Jingqing smiled slightly.
"Jing Qing likes that?" Yan Xu frowned, thinking of some people who seemed to be stable and personable, but actually had a dark heart, and said disdainfully, "What do you like about such a pompous and elegant scum?"
Yan Jingqing laughed, and Yan Xu said again, "Forget it, if Jing Qing really likes that, in order to make Jing Qing like it, I have no choice but to learn it."
Yan Jingqing was slightly stunned, "Xiao Xu just likes it, I don't need to like it..."
"Yes, I like Jing Qing, and I hope Jing Qing likes me." Yan Xu stared at the front with deep eyes, and spoke slowly.
What?Yan Jingqing raised his head, looked straight at him, and asked uncertainly, "Xiao Xu, what did you say?" Although he was drunk, his reason was still there.Yan Jingqing wasn't sure if what he heard meant the same as what he thought.
Hands trembling slightly, Yan Jingqing clenched his fists tightly.My heart was beating wildly.It's not excitement, it's... fear.
"Didn't Jing Qing hear clearly? Then I'll say it again." Yan Xu didn't turn his head, but the voice clearly reached Yan Jingqing's ears.
"I like you." Yan Xu said loudly, with seriousness in his tone that cannot be confused.
His heart skipped a beat, and his nails dug into his flesh.Yan Jingqing said with a dry smile: "Hehe, I also like Xiaoxu, just like I like my brother..."
Yan Xu didn't know what kind of huge waves such a light-hearted word would set off in his heart.Yan Jingqing stroked his forehead, closed his eyes and leaned against the back of the chair weakly.originally because of drinking
And the ruddy face became very pale.
From the rearview mirror, he can see his mouth tightly pursed and his face full of exhaustion.Yan Xu stopped talking, a dark light flashed in his black eyes, and he frowned, slightly increasing the speed of the car.
He was sure that Yan Jingqing understood what he meant, but he wanted to perfunctory like this?He doesn't allow it!
Originally, he wanted to wait until the college entrance examination was over, but what happened tonight deeply stimulated him.He couldn't wait to imprint his exclusive brand on this person, so that no one could covet him!
52
There was silence in the car, and it seemed that even the air was about to condense.
Yan Jingqing's heart was full of turmoil, and Yan Xu actually said to him——I like you.Hahaha...how ridiculous!
The person he fell in love with shamelessly confessed to him...
Hahaha... Is this a punishment for him to fall in love with someone he shouldn't love in violation of ethics?It's not enough for him to bear this heavy sin alone, but also Yan Xu?
Yan Jingqing's face was full of sadness.Heart throbbing pain.
Why punish him like this?Why did the mistakes he made involve Yan Xu? He would rather be doomed than hope that anything bad happens to Yan Xu...
A sharp horn sounded, and the door of the Yan family opened slowly.Yan Xu drove the car into the garage, then turned off the engine and got out of the car, but when he turned his head, he saw Yan Jingqing's mournful look.
His heart shrank suddenly, Yan Xu was very distressed, but... Now that he has said everything, then he can't let him go because of his distress.Do it all at once, second time tired, third time exhausted.He wants a quick fight!
"We're home." Yan Xu opened the car door for him, but after waiting for a while, Yan Jingqing did not come out.
"Let me be quiet for a while." Yan Jingqing spoke slowly after a while.
"Okay." Yan Xu agreed, but didn't leave, just squatted at the door of the car and watched him quietly.
Yan Jingqing sat in the car with his eyes closed for a long time until he thought he was ready.But as soon as he opened his eyes, he met those scorching eyes, and those scorching eyes that seemed to burn everything made his heart tremble.
His lips moved, and he realized that he couldn't make any sound.
Now that everything has been revealed, Yan Xu no longer hides his feelings.Looking at his voice, he asked softly, "Aren't you going to come down?"
Yan Jingqing moved and wanted to get out of the car, but he was dizzy for a while, his body wobbled and he sat back.
Seeing this, Yan Xu leaned forward and hugged him out.
Yan Jingqing froze all over, and said in a trembling voice: "Put me down!"
Yan Xu ignored him and kept carrying him into the house.Yan Jingqing was shocked and struggled hastily.Yan Xu hugged him firmly, quickly carried him up to the second floor before letting go.
In the silent corridor, the corridor lights exude a faint warm yellow luster, making everything look a little unusual.
Yan Jingqing leaned against the wall panting lightly, Yan Xu grabbed his shoulders and buried his head deep in his neck.
Yan Jingqing was flustered, and felt that the hand on his shoulder was very hot. The fiery temperature and the hot air from his breath seemed to burn his heart.
"What are you afraid of?" Yan Xu asked in a low voice.Yan Jingqing's body was shaking.
"Don't be like this..." Yan Jingqing said with difficulty, trying to push him away with all his strength.
Yan Xu simply grabbed his hand, "Don't do it?"
"This is wrong...you shouldn't like me, and you can't like me!" Yan Jingqing suddenly became irritable and shouted loudly.
"Should I not, can I? I have the final say on whether I like it or not." Yan Xu brushed aside the bangs on his forehead, and looked straight into his eyes, "I like you, I like you uncontrollably."
Forced to meet those affectionate eyes, Yan Jingqing trembled even more, "I am your uncle, how can you like your own uncle? This is incest..."
"I know all this, but this heart still falls in love with you uncontrollably, what do you tell me to do?" Yan Xu sighed softly, pressing his forehead against his.
"No! No! You are the one who wants to start a family! You are the one who wants to marry a wife and have children! How can you... how can you..." Yan Jingqing was dizzy and leaned against the wall weakly, "Xiaoxu, What you want to like is a gentle and beautiful girl, not me who is connected by blood and is still a man..."
"Has Jing Qing forgotten? What you promised me is that I did something that others disagree with but did not hurt anyone, and it has nothing to do with others. You can't be unhappy and you can't stop me." Yan Xu With deep eyes, he said, "Jing Qing wants to go back on his word now?"
"Have you figured it out?" Yan Jingqing looked at him in disbelief.
"It's not a plot, it's just a reminder to Jing Qing, so that Jing Qing can have a mental preparation." Yan Xu gently stroked his face, "It's good to plot against anyone, I won't plot against Jing Qing." After finishing speaking, Yan Xu didn't agree After speaking, a pair of dark and deep eyes stared sharply at Yan Jingqing who was almost wrapped in his arms, as if waiting for him to express his position.
"For me, you are my nephew after all... It is my brother's child... It is impossible for us..."
"Has Jing Qing forgotten again? If some things I have to do make you embarrassed, but as long as you do these things according to your own mind, you can live happily, you must live according to your own heart, don't Pay attention to anyone else and anything! Why didn't Jing Qing remember?"
"You are designing me, how can it count?"
"But if you agree, you agree." Yan Xu smiled lightly and rubbed against his ear, "Besides, does Jing Qing really treat me as a nephew?"
These words made Yan Jingqing feel as if he had been splashed with cold water from head to toe, and his whole body was shaking non-stop.
"What are you afraid of?" Yan Xu sighed and held him in his arms, warming him with his own temperature.
Yan Jingqing looked at him with empty eyes and remained silent.
Seeing him like this, Yan Xu couldn't say anything more.He took the man into the bathroom, put water on him, and found clothes, "Take a shower first, and I'll get you a bowl of hangover soup."
Yan Jingqing still didn't speak, so Yan Xu had no choice but to leave him in the bathroom, close the door and go out by himself.
Seeing him leave, Yan Jingqing covered his face in pain, and continued to laugh out loud, with indescribable sourness and misery in his laughter.
This is retribution, Yan Jingqing!It was your shamelessness that caused him to go astray. How can you be worthy of your brother who loves you?How can I be worthy of the sister-in-law who loves and protects you?
Yan Xu's heart throbbed when he heard that crazy laugh.But he can't just give up because of this, cutting the mess quickly is the best way!
Yan Jingqing didn't speak for the whole night, and Yan Xu didn't force him to speak out, but told him to drink the anti-alcoholic medicine, made a bed for him, and helped him to lie down.
Before leaving, Yan Xu squatted on the bed and looked at him, and said softly: "Jing Qing is planning not to talk to me in the future? Or do you want to escape in this way? But these are useless, what kind of character is Jing Qing?" It’s clearest, I will get what I want! Originally, I didn’t plan to tell Jing Qing in such a hasty situation. It was the old man who said that he would introduce his granddaughter to you, which made me lose my sense of proportion... Wasn’t it too abrupt? Did Jing Qing get scared? Hehe... When I found out that I liked Jing Qing, I also jumped down. However, I still did what I wanted without hesitation. Because I don’t want to let go, the most important thing is The most important thing is that Jingqing deserves me to do this. I can't tolerate Jingqing being taken away by anyone else. I want Jingqing's eyes and heart to see only me forever! I want to imprison you in my heart, only I can touch alone... Isn't it scary and selfish to think like this? But I am such a scary and selfish person, I don't want to struggle in the mud alone, so I don't hesitate to pull Jingqing into the water and ask Jingqing to follow I fell together."
Speaking of this, Yan Xu paused, and stretched out his hand to cover Yan Jingqing's closed eyes, "Will Jingqing blame me? But even if Jingqing blames me, I won't let go."
"Jing Qing is troubled, isn't it? Being targeted by someone like me, hehe... But I still hope that Jing Qing can think about it carefully. I won't force you, and please Jing Qing don't force me. Even if you can't accept it for a while, don't avoid it , then I will be very worried, just like Jing Qing used to worry about whether something will happen to me outside. Also, please don’t blame yourself, Jing Qing, don’t think that it’s your fault that I’m like this, feelings are not yours I can control it, and don't think that if I don't have you, I won't be like this. As I said, if you are gone, I will walk with you without hesitation, whether it is going to heaven or hell. Leave me alone! So, Jing Qing, please don’t do anything that hurts yourself! I’d rather you hurt me than see you hurt yourself. If I see you treating yourself badly, I’ll be very angry, and I’ll mess around when I’m angry , I think Jing Qing doesn't want to see me mess around?"
"This is really not a good time to confess, there is no candlelight dinner, and there are no flowers and gifts, especially the college entrance examination is only a few months away...Jing Qing must be in a mess right now? I am also in a mess, and I don't know what I am doing Say something. But since the words have been spoken, it is difficult to take them back, and I don’t plan to take them back. In fact, Jing Qing doesn’t need to think too much, and don’t put too much pressure on himself. It’s just a layer of more intimate relationship on the basis of…”
"I don't know if Jing Qing has listened to me after talking so much... Forget it, it's getting late, Jing Qing should take a good rest. I'm going to read a book for a while. Jing Qing didn't respond in a daze, Yan Xu's eyes sank slightly, thinking that he was still dizzy from drinking, not feeling well physically and mentally, so he decided to leave him like this for now and give him some time to think about it.
Moved his hand to his cold forehead, and used the Jiuxiao Tianshen Jue, let the true energy circulate in his body to help him relax his tendons and relieve fatigue, and then he ran it at the dantian for a few weeks before he stopped.
"I hope to see Jing Qing tomorrow morning. Good night." After finishing speaking, Yan Xu bowed his head and kissed him lightly on the forehead, then turned off the light and closed the door.
The room was plunged into darkness, and after confirming that there was no more sound, the eyes that had been closed all this time slowly opened.
Touching the place where someone kissed lightly, Yan Jingqing's eyes were confused and his lips were tightly pursed.
When Yan Xu put his hand on his forehead just now, he felt a hot current flowing through his limbs and bones, and his body warmed up immediately, which was very comfortable.But the physical comfort can't make up for the pain in the heart...
what should I do?
Xiao Xu, what do you want me to do?
Blood connection - this is the biggest thorn in Yan Jingqing's heart.If he is not from the Yan family, even if he is also a man, he will give it a go, and even take the initiative to pursue it.However, he and Yan Xu are not only uncles and nephews, but also the only two remaining members of the Yan family.Even if he is a beast, he can't do the thing of asking Yan Xu to die with him!
Who will tell him what to do?
[Xiao Xuer, you are too unkind! 】
[Immortal, what's wrong with you? 】Yan Xu is completely immune to a certain fairy who loves to complain.
[You say you pursue it, so why do you keep calculating and threatening?Is there anyone chasing someone like you? 】
[Immortal, you don’t understand this, can I prescribe the right medicine?What if I don't say that and he runs away?How about a cold war with me? 】Yan Xu said helplessly.
[Well, you just saw that he couldn't let you go, you're too nervous, right? 】
[I didn't say that. 】Yan Xu shrugged.
[You kid is too heartless, right?He is so sad and sad, but you have nothing! 】
【Immortal, you...】 Yan Xu smiled wryly, 【How do you know I'm fine?You don't know that he is sad, I will be more sad than him, okay?I don't want him to be sad, but I can't help it. If he doesn't figure it out by himself, and I just force him, he will be even more sad...]
[Then what are you going to do?Just spend it like this? 】
【Well, let's do this for now, don't push him too hard, at least until the end of the college entrance examination, I won't do anything to him, I just hope he can figure it out quickly.Hey...that's what he said, how could he see through his brain so quickly, I hope he won't avoid me tomorrow... 】 Yan Xu sighed while holding his forehead.
【You think everyone is like you?Disregarding ethics and acting recklessly?This is something that no normal person can easily accept...]
【Immortal, don't you think Jing Qing's attitude is strange?Generally speaking, wouldn't it be scary for a normal person to be confessed by a relative of the same gender?Why did Jing Qing he...was surprised, but felt more sad and painful?why is that?Also, what is he afraid of? ] Yan Xu asked suspiciously, but he couldn't think of a reason.
【How do I know...】
Yan Xu rolled his eyes speechlessly, don't you always love to peep people's hearts?I can't believe you don't know!But let him open his mouth to beg him to see, Yan Xu can't open the mouth and can't hold back his face.If he opened his mouth to throw a stone at his own foot, he would definitely be laughed at by this talkative fairy, but the most important thing is that the person is Yan Jingqing, and he doesn't want to know him through a third party.
[Immortal, I want to collect the medicinal materials needed to refine the Reborn Pill now.According to the speed of my cultivation, it is estimated that the golden elixir period is not far away. 】
[Boy, don't just focus on leveling up, be careful of unstable mood. 】
Yan Xu smiled and began to meditate.
This samadhi lasted for one night, and Yan Xu opened his eyes only when the sky was bright.Letting out a breath of turbid air, Yan Xu came out of the space, washed his face and went out for a morning run.
During Chinese New Year, most of the people are still nestled in their beds, and the whole residential area is quiet and there are no people around.The cool breeze blows on the face, and a trace of coolness seeps into the skin, making people feel refreshed.
Yan Xu reckoned the time to go back, but he scanned the hall, but couldn't see anyone.Usually at this time, Yan Jingqing would wash up and sit at the dining table to read the newspaper.Frowning, he went upstairs to wash and change his clothes. When he passed Yan Jingqing's room, Yan Xu paused, but after thinking about it, he still didn't go in.
After tidying himself up, he went downstairs to have breakfast, but no one came down after sitting there for half an hour, looking at the cold breakfast, Yan Xu was very annoyed.
Impulse is the devil.He shouldn't have said it so quickly to make a good year like this.There are two days left to go back to school to make up lessons, is this stalemate?
Just as he was thinking, some noises came from upstairs, and when Yan Xu looked up, he saw Yan Jingqing in light blue home clothes.Yan Jingqing's complexion was not very good, and he looked very listless.He just stood upstairs with his mouth tightly pursed, looking at Yan Xu calmly.The pain that seems to have a thousand words but can't speak but can only be held in his heart makes him exhausted, but he still looks at Yan Xu with his back straight.
Such Yan Jingqing made Yan Xu very distressed, and really wanted to pry his head open to see what he was thinking.But if he promised to give him time, Yan Xu couldn't force him.
"Jingqing, good morning." With a soft sigh in his heart, Yan Xu greeted with a smile, his expression was as natural as before, his attitude didn't change a lot because of the confession, but there was a little more tenderness in his eyes.
Yan Jingqing looked at him with lowered eyebrows, "Morning, Xiao Xu." He couldn't be as natural as Yan Xu, even after a night, his heart couldn't calm down.
"Come down for breakfast, aren't you hungry?" Yan Xu smiled and said, "I've been waiting for you for a long time, and I almost went upstairs to call you."
Yan Xu's appearance was as natural as if nothing had happened, which made Yan Jingqing relax a little bit, his eyes flashed, and he walked down the stairs slowly.
"Breakfast is cold, I'll warm it up for you." Yan Xu took the breakfast for the two of them and walked to the kitchen. Most of the servants of Yan's family have gone home for the New Year, and only Mama Liu, who lives nearby, came to feed them regularly. Cook dinner, clean up the house.
Yan Xu skillfully heated up the breakfast, and Yan Jingqing felt very uncomfortable seeing Yan Xu, who did not touch the onion water with his five fingers, could actually play with the things in the kitchen.
It wasn't until today that he realized that Yan Xu had really changed a lot since he moved back to Yan's house.This kind of change is not a sudden change overnight, but slowly and inadvertently become like this.Faced with Yan Xu who is getting more and more mature and caring, he doesn't feel awkward at all, and accepts it very naturally.
Accept his domineering care, accept his domineering care, accept his domineering promises... These trivial details that he didn't pay much attention to seemed to have taken root in his heart and tied his heart tightly.
Yan Jingqing was dazed for a while, looking at the busy figure, he grabbed the tablecloth suddenly.
This is really a terrible trap. In fact, he has fallen into it long ago, but he doesn't know it yet.
"Okay, let's eat it while it's hot." Yan Xu served him the porridge, and reminded him when he saw that he was still dazed.
Blinking, Yan Jingqing looked at the porridge on the table, hesitated for a moment before making a move.
The porridge at just the right temperature slipped down his throat, and his whole body felt warm.It seems that as long as he is with Yan Xu, no matter what he does, he will feel very warm. This is a feeling that no one else can give him...
Yan Jingqing laughed at himself, holding the spoon tightly in his hand.
In fact, he knew it, and he couldn't refuse Yan Xu at all.Perhaps from the time that promise was spoken, they were destined to be entangled for a lifetime...
"What's the matter?" Seeing him stop after taking a bite, Yan Xu frowned worriedly, "You don't feel well? Your head still hurts?"
Yan Jingqing shook his head, glanced at Yan Xu who was on the opposite side with a nervous face, and continued to eat.
If... If you just keep it like this, and there is no further relationship... then can he accept it with peace of mind?
Seeing him eating porridge in silence, Yan Xu's eyes darkened slightly.
I don't know what you are worrying about. I am willing to give you time to think about it, but my patience is limited. If you can't figure it out by yourself in the end, I will do whatever it takes to make you figure it out.
You cannot escape.
53
After an extremely dismal year, Yan Xu came back to make up lessons with a sullen expression, which made Lin Xi very curious.
"Hey, Young Master Yan, it's only been a year, why are you in this state?" Lin Xi stared at him up and down and looked him up and down.
Yan Xu was very melancholy, without raising his eyebrows, he said: "Lao-capital is not in the mood to argue with you, didn't you see that Lao-capital is very sad? There is no love from classmates at all."
"Pfft... classmate love? Young Master Yan, you lack love? If you lack love, you should go to your brother. I can't give you this..." Lin Xi said coolly.
Yan Xu looked at him quietly for a moment, Lin Xi looked at him with a slight smile, eyes full of teasing.Yan Xu was very hurt, so he looked at Xu Yiyang in a blink of an eye, who are you looking at, without any sympathy?
Xu Yiyang glanced at him and said wordlessly: He was right.
Yan Xu glared angrily, forgetting righteousness at the sight of color!Then he sighed weakly.
Seeing his frustration, Xu Yiyang raised his brows lightly, did he have a conflict with your family?
how come?How could we be in conflict.It's just... I had a brain short-circuit that day and told him.Yan Xu frowned in distress.
Situation is bad?Xu Yiyang was a little surprised, he didn't expect Yan Xu to speak out at this time.
No, it's just embarrassing.Yan Xu touched his nose.
I don't know if his words played a role, Yan Jingqing didn't hide from him, didn't have a cold war with him, but he didn't express anything else.There are a lot fewer words, and the whole person is in a trance, and it is easy to get distracted.Sometimes when I talk to him, I just stand there in a daze, and only answer when he reminds me.Seeing him like this made him helpless and heartbroken, but he was unwilling to provoke him again.This person is very sensitive. If he really did something radical, he was afraid that he would be too strong to pick him off.
This situation lasted for a few days, and he really couldn't stand it anymore. In order to let Yan Jingqing be more natural, he came to school early for class.If this situation continues, he will have the urge to move out temporarily.
Take a look at it separately for a while?Xu Yiyang suggested sincerely.
I think so.Yan Xu smiled helplessly.He still doesn't know what attitude to use to treat me. It would be great if the temporary separation can make him figure it out.
Actually, I've always thought the attitude of the two of you is very strange.
How strange?Yan Xu raised his eyebrows curiously.
Uncles and nephews are more affectionate than brothers, but they are also closer than brothers, better than ordinary couples, and they pay more attention than lovers. Go in...the feeling is too good to envy.
It turns out that they look like this in the eyes of others.Yan Xu curved his mouth.
"Hey, don't make flirtatious eyebrows, just pretend I don't exist..." Lin Xi watched the two look at each other and ignored him, then tapped on the table unhappily.
Yan Xu turned to look at him, "What flirtatious? This is serious talk about men's affairs! Besides, flirtatious and so on, you can't get along with him, okay? I have someone, and he has someone too. Don't destroy us. Fame."
Hearing this, Lin Xi was startled, staring at the two of them, and asked nah, "You have someone? He also has someone? You..." Before finishing speaking, Lin Xi stopped, looking at the two of them, especially Xu Yiyang, with complicated eyes asked: "Is he serious?"
Xu Yiyang looked into those clear eyes, not wanting to lie to him, so he nodded.
Lin Xi's expression froze for a moment, but he quickly covered it up with a smile.
"You guys hide so deeply that even I don't know."
Ignoring Xu Yiyang's warning eyes, Yan Xu continued: "Fortunately, it's not deep at all, you know everything."
"I know you? Which two have the ability to win the hearts of the two young masters away." Lin Xi's eyes flickered slightly, and he lowered his head and smiled.
Seeing that Xu Yiyang was already breathing cold, Yan Xu stopped teasing Lin Xi, but he still said: "You will know later, I just hope you won't be intimidated."
"Will I be scared? We really have to wait and see." Lin Xi smiled indifferently, putting away the inexplicable loss in his heart.Looking up at the two of them, he said seriously, "There are still four months until the college entrance examination."
Yan Xu put away his joking heart, and said seriously: "Yes, Mr. Lin! Time is running out, only four months, please don't be careless! Whether it is going up the mountain of swords or down into the sea of fire, I will carry it You can live! Come and flog me! Come and ravage me!"
Lin Xi's head was full of black lines, and he gave him a hard look, Yan Xu laughed.Xu Yiyang stroked Lin Xi's hair to appease his heart that was about to explode. At the same time, he shot Yan Xu with a knife in the eye and warned severely: Don't tease him!
Only then did Yan Xu hold back his smile, and opened the textbook in a good mood.
Time is really running out, and the whole third party of senior high school immediately threw themselves into intense review as soon as they came back.Yan Xu wanted to focus all his attention on his studies. Given Yan Jingqing's absence, he didn't want both of them to be affected. During dinner, Yan Xu proposed to move to the school temporarily until the end of the college entrance examination.
"Why do you want to move to the school? How can the school have a home?" Yan Jingqing held the chopsticks and looked at him firmly, "Is Xiaoxu afraid that I will affect your study? If so, I will move to the company to live ..."
Seeing his tense look as if facing a big enemy, Yan Xu sighed, "Don't think too much, I'm afraid it will affect your rest."
"No. Xiaoxu won't affect me!" Yan Jingqing firmly disagreed.
Yan Xu looked into those stubborn eyes, and said softly: "Does Jing Qing really think so? But why has he been in a trance for the past few days? He has to toss and turn for a long time before falling asleep at night?"
Yan Jing was silent, looking at him with his lips tightly pressed.Yan Xu got up and walked over, "Jing Qing feels very sad, right? I don't know how to face me, right? I'll move out temporarily and let Jing Qing calm down by himself for a while, okay?"
"No need!" Yan Jingqing's phoenix eyes were wide open, full of stubbornness.
Yan Xu hugged him into his arms and buried his head deeply in his neck. "I don't even want to learn from you like this."
Being hugged by him, Yan Jingqing was stiff for a moment, but when he heard Yan Xu's helpless sigh, his heart softened and his body slowly relaxed.Grabbing Yan Xu's arm, he whispered, "I'm just like this, there's nothing to worry about."
"But you are unhappy." Yan Xu said sullenly, "I like you, and I will be more unhappy than you when I see you unhappy. Out of sight, out of mind, maybe, if you can't see me, you might feel better , and I'll feel better."
"...Isn't it as good as before? Why do you have to say that I like you?"
"Hehe... I not only like you, but I also want you!" Yan Xu laughed wantonly, and licked his neck lightly, which made Yan Jingqing tremble with fright, and his eyes opened wide.
"Actually, there is another biggest reason, that is... Seeing you, I have the urge to tear you apart." Yan Xu pressed his forehead and said with deep eyes.
Seeing the undisguised desire in those deep eyes, Yan Jingqing's heart was hit hard, the temperature on his face soared, and he hurriedly looked away in fright.
"You still want to stay with me like this? What if one day I can't help but attack you at night..." Yan Xu stretched out his hand to caress that smooth face, and said quietly. "I said I won't force you, but if you tempt me first, I can't help but you can't blame me..."
"You...don't talk nonsense..." Yan Jingqing patted his hand off, his face was flushed, and his flustered eyes just didn't dare to meet those gnawing eyes.
"That's it, I'll move out first, and I'll come back after the college entrance examination." Yan Xu turned his face back, stared at him, and said without doubt.
Yan Jingqing didn't say a word, and stared at him with eyes full of disapproval.
Yan Xu looked at the pretty red face, reached out and stroked the corner of his eyes, "Don't look at me like that, I can't help but kiss you."
"You! Don't go too far!" Yan Jingqing accused with a blushing face.
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