Ning Shu of Rebirth
Chapter 59
Our grandpa, believe me, we will work hard to reach a consensus that we will not let him hurt you and your father again. "
"I admit you because you are Li Yanxi's relatives and have nothing to do with that person." His expression was always low when he spoke, and there seemed to be a flash of resentment in his eyes. Zhuo Lan was shocked, but at the same time Feeling helpless, "Do you know why he insisted on killing you?"
Ning Shu looked at her with doubts in her eyes.
Zhuo Lan looked away at the sea of flowers not far away, her voice was as light as a feather, as if it would disperse when the wind blows, "This is a very long story."
The sky gradually darkened, and the air was suddenly stuffy and hot. The tall phoenix trees on the side of the road stretched from the front to the invisible place. On the wide road, a few cars sped past occasionally, and the wind brought up the dust. into the eyes of man.
It was so painful that tears fell down my face.
Not long after, it began to rain.
The summer rain came quickly, accompanied by loud thunder, and snow-white lightning suddenly appeared in the thick clouds, as if splitting the sky in two. Ning Shu stood under the eaves of a small shop, suddenly lost her way strength.
His eyes are quiet and quiet, but if you look closely, you will find a trace of laxity and emptiness. The store door behind him is closed tightly, and the water dripping from the eaves splashes quite a bit on the ground, and the splashed water vapor hits his body, It hurt like being pricked by a needle.
The mobile phone in his pocket sang songs tirelessly, and the singing sound became a sad melody in the rainy afternoon, making the bottommost things hidden in his heart surge up all the way, no matter how much perseverance and determination he used, he couldn't suppress it. Squatting down slowly, holding knees with both hands, weeping softly in the heavy rain.
Tears flowed down the fingers and merged with the water droplets on the ground.
He suddenly remembered that many years ago, his father was like him now, crying heartbreakingly in the demolished yard.
He finally understood that some people would never come back after leaving.
Because my father also deeply understands this, that's why he cried so sadly.
I don't know how long it took, but the rain finally stopped.
The sky was still frighteningly dark. Ning Shu stood up slowly, his vision was a little blurred, and his legs were numb due to inactivity for a long time. He stood up with the door behind him, and before he took two steps, he saw the roadside parked In a black car, a man is standing by the door, his eyes are staring at him, not for a moment, compared to Ning Shu's wolfish appearance, he is not much better, his whole body is covered with rainwater. His hair, which was always scrupulously combed behind his head, was messy lying on his head, and the expensive suit on his body became crumpled, and he could not see the original glamorous appearance. Even if he was so cunning, he still did not harm him. Elegant and handsome.
Ning Shu walked over step by step, and when he got in front of that person, he suddenly punched him.
The other party didn't dodge or dodge, and was punched hard. Ning Shu was still unrepentant, and punched him with one punch after another. Ning Shu was tired from beating her, and the other party took a step forward to hug her gently, her voice was still gentle, "Don't hold it in your heart, let it all out."
Ning Shu shook her head in his arms with difficulty, her voice choked up, "I'd rather hate her, at least I know she's still alive somewhere in this world."
Li Yanxi hugged her even tighter, his eyes were sinking and floating under the dark sky, his heart tremblingly deep, but his voice was still very gentle, "Let her live in your heart, maybe your father thinks the same way. "
"Your mother is a kind person. She loves you and your father very much, so she did all of this willingly. Since I can remember, my grandfather has loved my aunt very much. She is the apple of the eye of the entire Zhuo family. She finally Choosing to live with your father is also her own choice, but my grandfather is very stubborn, he just thinks that uncle is not a person worthy of entrusting his life." Speaking of this, Li Yanxi sighed slightly, "That's why what happened later, I hope you don't hate him."
Ning Shu nestled in his arms and didn't speak for a long time. When Li Yanxi thought he couldn't speak, his voice suddenly came from his arms, "He shouldn't break them up abruptly. If it wasn't like this, my mother would I won't die in an accident, my dad won't live in such pain these years, and I won't lose my childhood, and I won't lose the opportunity to have a mother's love!" His voice was almost roaring, and all the dissatisfaction and resentment in his heart were poured into his head. After venting out, Li Yanxi just hugged his trembling body and didn't speak.
The suddenly quiet air was washed away by the rain, and it was ups and downs around the two of them. Ning Shu grasped the cloth in front of the man, tears could not stop falling from her eyes.
He had long forgotten the taste of crying, and when he tasted it again today, he still found the bitterness unbearable.
Li Yanxi hugged the person in his arms even tighter, and piled up an insurmountable city wall with his hands.
The sky was completely dark. Two people and a car stood quietly by the side of the road, reflecting the dark surrounding air, as empty as a tomb.
Li Yanxi sent her back home, and when she was about to get off the car, Ning Shu, who had kept her head down, suddenly said, "Li Yanxi, I want to go see her."
Hearing this, the man stretched out his slender arms to wrap the boy in his arms, and the voice slowly sounded in the quiet carriage: "Okay."
The size of the city gradually shrunk, and those traditions that should have been preserved disappeared. Standing at the entrance of the cemetery, Ning Shu looked at the layers of tombstones in front of her, as if she saw countless undead singing in the clouds. Inside, There is someone he longs for, the woman who likes to put on light makeup and plant red flowers in front of the door.
A man named Zhuo Fengqing.
Li Yanxi stood beside him, neither of them spoke. After a long time, Ning Shu stepped forward. The two climbed up the steps and stopped halfway up the mountain. Li Yanxi took his hand and walked to In front of a tombstone, there are neat characters engraved on it, and there is a photo on the top.
The vague memory about my mother seemed to suddenly brighten up, as if someone had wiped off the dust covering it, and everything suddenly became clear.
Standing in front of the tomb, Ning Shu gently moved her right hand over the face of the person in the photo. It was a beautiful face with a faint smile, curved eyebrows, and a picturesque smile.
68. You once said forever, but you don't know that it is a distant place that can't be reached.
——— 4-13
"I used to hate her so much."
The air was quiet and silent, Ning Shu's voice suddenly sounded, breaking the long silence.
Li Yanxi held his shoulders and looked at the photo on the tombstone. The people in the photo are his familiar relatives, but they have gradually become blurred in these years, "You were three years old when she passed away. The commotion was fierce, and my mother always went back alone. Her eyes were red when she came back, as if she had cried. Later, my grandfather drove my aunt out of the house. Not long after, news of my aunt's death came. My mother promised her that she would take care of you on her behalf, but you have suffered a lot these years."
Hearing this, Ning Shu turned to look at him, "When did you find me?"
He began to not believe that the encounter between him and Li Yanxi was purely coincidental, as if something was breaking through the ground, but it was covered by layers of gauze paper, making it impossible to see the original appearance clearly.
Li Yanxi listened, and unconsciously tightened his fingers holding his shoulder, "It's been a long time, so long that I can't even remember." He didn't look at Ning Shu, his eyes were on the tombstone in front of him, his voice was still very low, It's as confusing as mist, "After my aunt died, grandpa became more and more unreasonable. He felt that you killed his most beloved daughter. My mother has done a lot for the safety of you and uncle." Little trick, when she went abroad later, let me replace her to protect you."
These words sounded really absurd, but Ning Shu listened carefully from the beginning to the end.
He has the ideal to believe that the grandfather he has never met is really planning to kill him, so the worries and worries on everyone's faces are not fake, they are all telling him that he is regarded as a thorn in the flesh by his grandfather , not except unhappy.
This realization made him hesitate for a moment, but he quickly came back to his senses, "Then your driver hit my dad..."
"It was an accident." Li Yanxi cut off his words, "If it wasn't for this incident, we probably would never have met."
Ning Shu looked at the man beside him suspiciously, and found that the other man was also looking at her, "I originally planned to keep you from knowing about those things for the rest of my life, but it would be great for you if you could live in such a muddled way, but, Plans are far from changing fast."
I don't know if it was because his voice was too gentle, or because the two of them were in an empty and lonely environment, but Ning Shu felt that his eyes suddenly became hot, and even his nose had a slightly sour taste, "Even if I know, it's not a bad thing. Bad thing, at least, I know she loves us."
Li Yanxi didn't speak for a long time, but suddenly hugged him in his arms, so hard that his fingers turned pale.
The two stood in front of the tombstone for a long time before slowly descending the mountain. When they got into the car, Ning Shu looked back at the tomb halfway up the mountain before getting into the car.
Li Yanxi also got into the car at this time, seeing his gloomy profile, he was a little worried, "Don't think too much."
Ning Shu raised her eyes to look at him, and suddenly smiled, "I just think that this life is like a play, with twists and turns and ridiculous drama."
The man frowned heroically, and stretched out his hands to hold the young man's hands on his knees. Those hands were so cold that there was almost no temperature. Li Yanxi was startled, and hurriedly stretched out his other hand to rub them continuously, trying to warm those hands. Standing up, he said: "Life may be a bit tortuous, but it is definitely not ridiculous. Don't forget, you still have me."
That plain sentence made Ning Shu almost shed tears.
He was never an emotional person, but this person always moved him infinitely.
He finally stopped being reserved, threw himself into the man's arms, and offered his most sincere and sweet kiss.
Sometimes, it has to be admitted that time is a bad thing.
It is not swayed by anything, no matter how the world changes, how people and things change beyond recognition, it still goes forward in its own way, with the same pace and the same patience.
Ning Shu stood in front of the wall mirror in the bathroom, looking at the face in the mirror that had finally matured a bit.
Suddenly, he felt that so many things had happened to him, as if more than what he had experienced in his life, it was embarrassing.
The mobile phone in his pocket rang suddenly, he put down his veil, took out the mobile phone, saw the three words displayed on the screen, smiled silently, and then answered the call slowly, the man's voice was very clear on the other end, " Let me send you off today."
"Yeah." Ning Shu lowered her head, unconsciously laying her empty hand on her hair that was wet with water, with a smile that couldn't be concealed at the corner of her mouth.
When he was about to leave, Ning Shu saw his father standing at the door of the main room. Seeing him coming out, he said softly, "Don't feel pressured, answer the questions carefully. It doesn't matter if you fail this time, life is still long."
Ning Shu lowered her head slightly, and the voice came slowly: "Dad, this time, I will not fail again." After speaking, he strode out the door, stubbornly not looking at his father's sighing face.
The taste of failure is enough to taste once.
Li Yanxi's car had already parked at the door, and Ning Shu opened the door and got into the car, and was immediately pressed on the chair, kissing the shop's head and covering his face, until he was out of breath before letting go.
Ning Shu wiped her mouth, looked at the man beside her who was smiling happily, "I didn't brush my teeth this morning."
"Really? But it's also very sweet."
Ning Shu was angry about it, knowing that she was no match, she wisely chose to shut up.
"Have you had breakfast?" Seeing that he didn't speak, the man asked again.
"have eaten."
The man glanced at him with a smile, and said lightly, "You still smell of toothpaste in your mouth."
……
The lie was exposed, Ning Shu was still blushing and breathless, and saw the man next to him suddenly handed over a plastic bag, he took it suspiciously, opened it, and inside was preserved egg porridge and small meat porridge wrapped in a takeaway box Long Bao, a man's smiling voice came from his ear: "On the first day of the exam, you have to eat enough to have the strength to deal with the next thing."
Ning Shu agreed, and stuffed a steamed bun into his mouth. It was juicy and thin, and the aroma of mushrooms and lean meat permeated the entire mouth in an instant. Ning Shu picked up a steamed stuffed bun and handed it to the man's mouth, saying, "It's very delicious." It's delicious, you can eat one too."
The man tilted his head slightly, looked at him quietly with his eyes, and the corners of his mouth curled into a perfect arc, "I want to eat what's in your mouth." He leaned over as he spoke.
Poor classmate Ning was pressed on the back of the chair and kissed violently for the second time after waking up, with a Goubuli soup dumpling in his hand.
When the two finally finished their breakfast and drove to school, there was not much time left.
Ji Feng is one of the first and second schools in this city, so the venue for the college entrance examination is set here, which saves a lot of unnecessary trouble.
The school gate is right in front of you, and you can see the dragon and phoenix carved on it through the car window. This is the first time Ning Shu has looked at them seriously, as if he has never known them before, with a little strangeness and unfamiliarity.
"I'll wait here for you to come out." Li Yanxi's slender fingers came to the back of his head, and gently combed his hair.
Ning Shu shook her head immediately, "No need, you can go back to work, the exam won't end until after four o'clock in the afternoon."
Li Yanxi still wanted to speak, but Ning Shu decisively covered her mouth, "It's really not necessary, I'll call you after the exam."
After hearing his assurance, Li Yanxi let go. Ning Shu opened the car door and was about to get out of the car, but his left hand was suddenly grabbed by the person behind him. He turned around in doubt, and what greeted him was a man's fierce and fiery kiss. Shu wanted to struggle, but this person didn't care about the situation. If someone saw him, it was not a joke. Although he thought so in his heart, he couldn't beat the opponent's nimble long tongue, and unconsciously stretched out his hand to hug the opponent's neck, deepening the kiss.
There was a hint of a triumphant smile in the man's half-down eyes, but his lips worked even harder.
The intense kiss raised the temperature of the carriage to another level. Both of them were a little emotional, but they had to hold back.
Resting his head on the boy's snow-white neck, the man said in a rough voice: "Go in quickly, we're going to be late."
Ning Shu nodded, backed out of the other party's arms, opened the car door and ran away in a hurry. When he was about to run around the corner, he suddenly turned around, smiled at Li Yanxi who was sitting in the car, and opened his mouth and said silently He said a word, then quickly turned around and ran into the school gate behind him.
The man in the car maintained that posture for a long time, his face was first filled with astonishment, followed by overwhelming joy, even those dark eyes seemed to have a different color, bright and dazzling.
The two-day college entrance examination went very smoothly. Ning Shu handed in the last paper and left the examination room with a calm face.
I used to desperately want to be admitted to Peking University, but now I am really standing in the closest position to it, and my mind has calmed down.
Probably because now he has found something more important, so the school in the far north is not so important.
His mood is very relaxed, because he has finally written all the hard work of this year on paper, and now his heart feels as if it has been emptied in an instant. He is very relaxed. He walked out of the classroom and passed by many people , Some of those people looked happy, some looked sad, these were not in his eyes at all, he just wanted to get out of the school quickly and find the man who was waiting for him.
He walked out of the school gate and saw Li Yanxi's car parked across the road from a distance. He stretched out his hand and waved it in the air, and the other party immediately spotted him.
Li Yanxi's smile looked extraordinarily bright and clean in the midsummer afternoon, the sun was projected from the clouds without hesitation, and shone on the gray T-shirt of the man, as if it had been glamorized, making it impossible to stare at.
Ning Shu smiled and strode forward.
His eyes only reflected the shadow of the person on the opposite side, and he didn't realize that he was passing through the middle of the road at all. Then, he saw the expression on Li Yanxi's face opposite from joy to surprise, and then to panic. The process was actually very short , but only for a few seconds, when he came back to his senses, only the shadow of the blue sky was reflected in his eyes, as if a bird had slid past his eyes, leaving a string of insignificant marks.
His body was thrown high into the air, and then fell heavily again.
There is a hard stone slab under his body, he can no longer feel pain, only numbness spreading from the soles of his feet, in his blurred vision, he saw Li Yanxi running towards him eagerly, his eyes seemed to contain water vapor.
He wanted to laugh, but he couldn't make any expression, the blood welled up from his stomach and finally reached his mouth.
That cold winter night came suddenly, and he saw himself standing under a strange street lamp, his body slowly fell on the muddy snow, his body stiffened quickly, until he became like a stone sculpture.
He was Ning Shu, who died on a cold winter night.
The strong will before he died brought him back to 12 years ago. In the college entrance examination 12 years ago, he passed by the university, but accidentally met the person he loved the most in his life, the man named Li Yanxi who always loves to be gently touched. He smiled and said to him: Ning Shu, you still have me.
Those things that he had never experienced before, those things that he had crossed, were all in front of his eyes in an instant, and he really understood that the so-called rebirth is just walking the road that has not been taken in the past from beginning to end.
His mother is a rich lady in a big family, but she is willing to spend her whole life with an unknown young man.
Family status and status became the cause of all tragedies. In order to protect his lover and children, his mother left with hatred, but finally failed to escape her fate and died in an accidental car accident.
His father also passed away without warning more than ten years later.
He hurried back from Beijing, and what greeted him was his father's icy body and the chill in the room.
Pride and self-esteem are worthless in the face of reality.
He saw himself kneeling on the hard floor, with his head bowed, and his shoulders were weak and thin. This was the Ning Shu he knew. He could hardly remember the fragile and small Ning Shu in his previous life. So humble and weak.
The weather is getting colder, the tail of summer is finally retracted unwillingly, the bleakness of autumn is constantly attacking the city, the big green tree outside the window is gradually abandoning the leaves on the body, and those leaves are detached from the trunk and fall to the ground. Quickly blends with the soil.
In the single ward on the top floor of the hospital, a man was sitting by the bed, holding a Bible in his hand, reading softly: "New Testament - Chapter 13 of [-] Corinthians——
Love is patient, love is kind; love does not envy, love does not parade itself, is not puffed up, is not rude, does not seek its own, is not provoked, thinks no evil, does not rejoice in iniquity, but rejoices in truth; bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things; love never fails..."
As if he was afraid of waking up the boy who was closing his eyes tightly on the bed, his voice was very soft, and the autumn wind swept it gently, and then disappeared without a trace.
His face was a bit haggard, but his eyes were still very dark. Looking at the young man on the bed, he was covered with gentle ripples. He put down the book in his hand, and slowly leaned towards him. The man on the bed He pressed a kiss on his lips, and said softly: "You have been sleeping for several months, when are you willing to wake up?"
Suddenly the door was knocked twice, and then the door was pushed open.
Several people came in quietly, seeing the man sitting by the bed, they couldn't help showing worried expressions on their faces, Xiao Lin walked over and patted him on the shoulder, saying: "Yan Xi, go and take a rest, you have another I haven't closed my eyes for a few days."
Li Yanxi shook his head, looking at the boy sleeping soundly on the bed without blinking, "He will wake up soon, I have to stay here." The voice was very deep, with a little helplessness and expectation, which made people feel sad, Zhuo Lan And Zhuo still behind him can't help but look away, can't bear to look any more.
Jing Feng walked to Xiao Lin's side, looked at his increasingly haggard cousin, with a look of worry on his face, "Cousin, we are here to watch Ning Shu, you should go and have a rest first."
Li Yanxi still shook his head, his eyes never left Ning Shu who was lying on the bed.
Jing Feng and Xiao Lin looked at each other and sighed helplessly.
Although he knew his grandfather's prejudice against Ning Shu early in the morning, he did not expect that his grandfather, who has always been a gentleman, ordered someone to drive a car and hurt Ning Shu. Jing Feng still has lingering fears when he thinks about the scene that day, his cousin is covered in blood , ran into the hospital with the bloody Ning Shu in his arms, if he hadn't been escorted by Xiao Lin to the hospital because of some minor injuries that day, perhaps, he would never have had the chance to feel that thrilling ups and downs again in his life.
At that time, Ning Shu's breathing was already very weak, as if he would die at any moment. The gray T-shirt on his cousin was completely soaked with blood, and even the floor passing by was dripping with bright red blood. He saw his cousin running calmly. When he came in, his voice couldn't stop shaking, "Doctor! Doctor! Save him!"
It was the first time that Jingfeng saw Li Yanxi like this.
Ever since he could remember, this cousin has been the pride of the whole family. He is calm, wise, wise and resolute. Even his grandfather, who has always been very strict with his juniors, favors him. How could he have expected that his cousin's love for Ning Shu The depth of love has reached the point of madness.
For Ning Shu's sake, she could give up her wealth and status, for Ning Shu's sake she would betray the Zhuo family's family, for Ning Shu's sake, she was willing to betray...the whole world.
Zhuo Lan and Zhuo Yiran fainted on the spot after learning about the incident. The lights in the operating room were always on, and no one closed their eyes. They were afraid that as soon as they closed their eyes, the lights would go out, and then the doctor would roll out an People who come out, that kind of fear is like a boundless desolation, so that everyone's heart is piled up with a wall called despair, so thick that even the sun cannot penetrate.
Jing Feng stroked his forehead with one hand, looked at Li Yanxi who was still sitting by the bed and said, "Cousin, I have something to tell you."
Li Yanxi raised his eyes to look at him rarely, then quickly lowered his head, looking at the young man who was still awake on the bed, and after a long time, he said a word lightly: "Okay."
Outside the hospital bed is a long corridor, the corridor is very quiet, the floor is so bright, Jing Feng glanced at Xiao Lin in embarrassment, Xiao Lin understood, looked at Li Yanxi who was smoking on the opposite side, and said: "Yan Xi, don't smoke!" gone."
Li Yanxi took the cigarette from his mouth, held it between his fingers, looked at Jing Feng and asked, "What do you want to tell me?"
Jing Feng suddenly hesitated, and under Li Yanxi's impatient expression, he finally let go: "Grandpa's [-]th birthday next month..."
The man with a half-burned cigarette in his hand sank, and suddenly interrupted him: "Jing Feng, don't push yourself too hard. If you hadn't begged for mercy, he would have long since ceased to exist in this world."
"But he is an elder after all, he is our grandfather, your grandfather, cousin, don't do this, if the second aunt knows you are like this, she will definitely be very sad." Jing Feng was a little anxious, and his voice subconsciously added a touch. choked up.
Li Yanxi was unmoved, took another puff of cigarette, and suddenly a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, his tone was full of sarcasm and seriousness: "Elder? As early as the moment he found someone to bump into Ning Shu, I have nothing to do with him , if my mother knows what he has done, which side do you think she will stand on?"
Jing Feng suddenly stopped talking, he knew Er Gu's temper well, she was also a person with true temperament.
If she knew that her grandfather had done such a thing to her own grandson, she would be the first to stand up and seek justice for Ning Shu.
69. My love is like a seagull, flying past you gently.
——— 4-15
Hearing Li Yanxi's rhetorical question, Jing Feng closed his eyes helplessly. Before he came, he already knew that this would be the result. Cousin loves Ning Shu deeply, so how could he forgive Ning Shu for being unconscious for several months murderer?
Even if that is the elder he respected since he was a child, in the end, it is not worth a single finger of Ning Shu.
"Grandpa already knew he was wrong." After a long silence in the corridor, Jing Feng's voice slowly sounded.
Li Yanxi took a puff of a cigarette, the smell of the cigarette was not pleasant, his eyes were a little sour from the choking, and his throat was so dry that he almost caught fire, but his face still had that indifferent expression, "I can't forgive him."
His voice was so soft, Jing Feng's body couldn't help but go weak when he heard it, and was supported by Xiao Lin who was behind him with quick eyes and hands, so he didn't fall down.
Li Yanxi's wandering gaze suddenly froze at this moment, and he quietly slapped Jing Feng's face that couldn't tell his actual age, and said word by word: "Go back and tell him, it doesn't matter whether Ning Shu wakes up or not." , I, Li Yanxi, will never forgive him, if he makes any moves again, this time, I really won't be merciful."
There was a trace of pain in Jing Feng's eyes, and he nodded, "I will not let Grandpa have the opportunity to hurt Ning Shu again."
Li Yanxi listened to his promise and didn't say anything, just put out the cigarette butt, turned around and entered the ward, shutting Jing Feng and Xiao Lin out.
Time is like a shell on the back of a snail. It seems to be slow, but it is like a white horse passing through the gap.
The land in autumn is always bleak, and people will feel desolate when they see it. The big trees outside the ward are already bare, and those leaves have already been flying with the soil. Occasionally, birds fly past the window, leaving There are no traces.
Li Yanxi is sitting on the sofa by the window in the ward, with a laptop on his lap. Since Ning Shu was discharged from the hospital in a car accident a few months ago, this has become his office. The posture of the keyboard looked extremely awkward, but he didn't notice it. Except for looking up at the young man who was still sleeping on the hospital bed after a while, his eyes almost never left the computer screen.
He was reading the report, but the more he looked down, the more he frowned, which was close to the level of a mountain.
This is the sales report of Tianyang Group last quarter. The data shows that Tianyang Group is making negative profits. Data is everything, and that's not the case these days.
After closing the lid of the notebook, he walked out of the room. When he went out, he took a special look at the person on the bed, and then slowly closed the door.
After making a few hasty phone calls, he walked in again.
The boy on the bed was still in the same position just now, lying there quietly, as if he had just fallen asleep, sleeping peacefully and peacefully.
He walked over, sat down on the chair beside the bed, held the boy's hand with both hands, put it on his forehead, and whispered softly: "Ning Shu, Ning Shu, wake up quickly... Please."
"……Please."
Those cries seemed to surge up from the bottom of the sea, with endless bitterness and anticipation, even the autumn sun outside the window could not help dimming, and darkness gradually enveloped the entire land.
Li Yanxi nestled on the sofa in the room for another night. When he woke up, the sky was still gray and numb, and the distant sky had a faint white color, like the belly of a fish, lightly white with a little blue light.
He sat up from the sofa and slept with his body curled up for a long time, causing severe pain in his joints, but he didn't care at all, staring out the window with deep eyes.
"Li Yanxi."
In the dark, someone called his name, and there was only one light left in the room, and it was dim, and only a vague shadow could be seen.
Hearing this voice, the man on the sofa was only stunned for a second, then suddenly jumped up from the sofa and ran to the bed, but he didn't dare to approach, afraid that this time it would be like many times before, it was just an auditory hallucination , hallucination, fantasy.
"Li Yanxi." The voice sounded again, and he carefully turned on the desk lamp on the bedside cabinet. Under the warm orange light, the young man's delicate profile instantly brightened, and even the smile on his lips became real. stand up.
"What's the matter? You don't recognize me anymore?" Seeing that he didn't respond, the boy blinked playfully. Although his voice was still hoarse, it sounded like the most beautiful melody in the world to his ears.
This sudden unexpected joy made him speechless for a long time. He could only stretch out his hand and stroke the boy's warm side face. real.
The slender arms gently embraced the person on the bed, as cautious and prudent as the most precious treasure, the man's eyes were filled with fuzzy water vapor, his voice fluctuated like ripples in the quiet air, but it was as warm as water , "Ning Shu, Ning Shu."
Hearing this, the young man in his arms parted his lips to reveal a beautiful smile. Although the wound was still painful, it was not as happy as seeing the light again. It was such a happy thing to see this person's face again.
"Did I sleep a long time?"
The orange light is very intoxicating, and the boy's voice is particularly soft in this halo.
The man nodded, still did not let go of his hands, lowered his head slightly to kiss the young man's smooth forehead, and said softly, "I feel like it's been a lifetime."
Ning Shu smiled, grasping his clothes tightly with both hands, looking out over the man's broad shoulders, staring at the gradually brightening clouds in the sky, "I had a long dream, and that dream was very real, I almost thought that the me in the dream was the real me.”
"I dreamed that the day my mother left us, it didn't rain that day, but her face was covered with water. My dad chased her, but he didn't catch up. Then my dad pulled out all the flowers planted in the yard. All those flowers died not long after, and I feel my dad is very sad."
"There are still many people in the dream, still cousin, cousin Zhuo Lan, Jing Feng and Xiao Lin, and you."
"Li Yanxi."
"Ok?"
"I dreamed that Tianyang Group was gone. Overnight, this multinational company suddenly collapsed like a mountain. You were standing in front of the company's gate, watching those people walk out of your company... I think you are silly."
What he said was thoughtless, but Li Yanxi listened patiently, occasionally nodded, when he heard this silly word, Li Yanxi suddenly smiled, and hugged the lost warmth in his arms tighter with both hands, "I admit it. "
Ning Shu hugged him and nodded.
That dream seemed to be a reflection of his previous life.
His mother left, his father was in a car accident, Zhuo Anran appeared by accident, and then his bleak life in Beijing for 12 years.
The only difference was that those people who had never appeared in their lives in the previous life were all in place, and the person named Grandpa who wanted to kill him stood on the high steps with a sinister and evil smile.
The collapse of Tianyang Group began with the financial turmoil. If there was no "kind help" named Zhuo Yanzhi, this multinational group might be able to get rid of the bad luck of bankruptcy. It was raining that day, and Li Yanxi stood in front of the gate of Tianyang Group, He looked indifferently at those who had fought side by side with him as they hurried past. Their faces were filled with annoyance and distress, and they held cardboard boxes in their arms, which contained the photo frames and gadgets they had left on their desks. .
Status, wealth, and glory all disappeared overnight.
There is nothing left but failure and desolation.
Li Yanxi's slender back was vicissitudes and desolation, like a thick fog, too thick to melt away.
Ning Shu couldn't let go of that back view. What he saw in the dream was so real that he couldn't help but believe it.
That's right, he even got this life by accident, so why doesn't he believe in the reality that is in front of him in the dream.
The news of Ning Shu waking up swept away all the heaviness and depression in the past few months. Zhuo Lan and Jing Feng reported on time every day as if they were in class, and Yan actually gave Ning Shu a checkup. Everything is normal, and if there is no accident, he will be discharged from the hospital soon.
This is naturally what Li Yanxi is happy to see. After losing it, he cherishes this hard-won warmth even more.
When Ning Huaide saw his son who had been unconscious for several months the next day, tears welled up in his eyes, and he stood at the door for a long time speechless.
"Dad." Ning Shu saw
"I admit you because you are Li Yanxi's relatives and have nothing to do with that person." His expression was always low when he spoke, and there seemed to be a flash of resentment in his eyes. Zhuo Lan was shocked, but at the same time Feeling helpless, "Do you know why he insisted on killing you?"
Ning Shu looked at her with doubts in her eyes.
Zhuo Lan looked away at the sea of flowers not far away, her voice was as light as a feather, as if it would disperse when the wind blows, "This is a very long story."
The sky gradually darkened, and the air was suddenly stuffy and hot. The tall phoenix trees on the side of the road stretched from the front to the invisible place. On the wide road, a few cars sped past occasionally, and the wind brought up the dust. into the eyes of man.
It was so painful that tears fell down my face.
Not long after, it began to rain.
The summer rain came quickly, accompanied by loud thunder, and snow-white lightning suddenly appeared in the thick clouds, as if splitting the sky in two. Ning Shu stood under the eaves of a small shop, suddenly lost her way strength.
His eyes are quiet and quiet, but if you look closely, you will find a trace of laxity and emptiness. The store door behind him is closed tightly, and the water dripping from the eaves splashes quite a bit on the ground, and the splashed water vapor hits his body, It hurt like being pricked by a needle.
The mobile phone in his pocket sang songs tirelessly, and the singing sound became a sad melody in the rainy afternoon, making the bottommost things hidden in his heart surge up all the way, no matter how much perseverance and determination he used, he couldn't suppress it. Squatting down slowly, holding knees with both hands, weeping softly in the heavy rain.
Tears flowed down the fingers and merged with the water droplets on the ground.
He suddenly remembered that many years ago, his father was like him now, crying heartbreakingly in the demolished yard.
He finally understood that some people would never come back after leaving.
Because my father also deeply understands this, that's why he cried so sadly.
I don't know how long it took, but the rain finally stopped.
The sky was still frighteningly dark. Ning Shu stood up slowly, his vision was a little blurred, and his legs were numb due to inactivity for a long time. He stood up with the door behind him, and before he took two steps, he saw the roadside parked In a black car, a man is standing by the door, his eyes are staring at him, not for a moment, compared to Ning Shu's wolfish appearance, he is not much better, his whole body is covered with rainwater. His hair, which was always scrupulously combed behind his head, was messy lying on his head, and the expensive suit on his body became crumpled, and he could not see the original glamorous appearance. Even if he was so cunning, he still did not harm him. Elegant and handsome.
Ning Shu walked over step by step, and when he got in front of that person, he suddenly punched him.
The other party didn't dodge or dodge, and was punched hard. Ning Shu was still unrepentant, and punched him with one punch after another. Ning Shu was tired from beating her, and the other party took a step forward to hug her gently, her voice was still gentle, "Don't hold it in your heart, let it all out."
Ning Shu shook her head in his arms with difficulty, her voice choked up, "I'd rather hate her, at least I know she's still alive somewhere in this world."
Li Yanxi hugged her even tighter, his eyes were sinking and floating under the dark sky, his heart tremblingly deep, but his voice was still very gentle, "Let her live in your heart, maybe your father thinks the same way. "
"Your mother is a kind person. She loves you and your father very much, so she did all of this willingly. Since I can remember, my grandfather has loved my aunt very much. She is the apple of the eye of the entire Zhuo family. She finally Choosing to live with your father is also her own choice, but my grandfather is very stubborn, he just thinks that uncle is not a person worthy of entrusting his life." Speaking of this, Li Yanxi sighed slightly, "That's why what happened later, I hope you don't hate him."
Ning Shu nestled in his arms and didn't speak for a long time. When Li Yanxi thought he couldn't speak, his voice suddenly came from his arms, "He shouldn't break them up abruptly. If it wasn't like this, my mother would I won't die in an accident, my dad won't live in such pain these years, and I won't lose my childhood, and I won't lose the opportunity to have a mother's love!" His voice was almost roaring, and all the dissatisfaction and resentment in his heart were poured into his head. After venting out, Li Yanxi just hugged his trembling body and didn't speak.
The suddenly quiet air was washed away by the rain, and it was ups and downs around the two of them. Ning Shu grasped the cloth in front of the man, tears could not stop falling from her eyes.
He had long forgotten the taste of crying, and when he tasted it again today, he still found the bitterness unbearable.
Li Yanxi hugged the person in his arms even tighter, and piled up an insurmountable city wall with his hands.
The sky was completely dark. Two people and a car stood quietly by the side of the road, reflecting the dark surrounding air, as empty as a tomb.
Li Yanxi sent her back home, and when she was about to get off the car, Ning Shu, who had kept her head down, suddenly said, "Li Yanxi, I want to go see her."
Hearing this, the man stretched out his slender arms to wrap the boy in his arms, and the voice slowly sounded in the quiet carriage: "Okay."
The size of the city gradually shrunk, and those traditions that should have been preserved disappeared. Standing at the entrance of the cemetery, Ning Shu looked at the layers of tombstones in front of her, as if she saw countless undead singing in the clouds. Inside, There is someone he longs for, the woman who likes to put on light makeup and plant red flowers in front of the door.
A man named Zhuo Fengqing.
Li Yanxi stood beside him, neither of them spoke. After a long time, Ning Shu stepped forward. The two climbed up the steps and stopped halfway up the mountain. Li Yanxi took his hand and walked to In front of a tombstone, there are neat characters engraved on it, and there is a photo on the top.
The vague memory about my mother seemed to suddenly brighten up, as if someone had wiped off the dust covering it, and everything suddenly became clear.
Standing in front of the tomb, Ning Shu gently moved her right hand over the face of the person in the photo. It was a beautiful face with a faint smile, curved eyebrows, and a picturesque smile.
68. You once said forever, but you don't know that it is a distant place that can't be reached.
——— 4-13
"I used to hate her so much."
The air was quiet and silent, Ning Shu's voice suddenly sounded, breaking the long silence.
Li Yanxi held his shoulders and looked at the photo on the tombstone. The people in the photo are his familiar relatives, but they have gradually become blurred in these years, "You were three years old when she passed away. The commotion was fierce, and my mother always went back alone. Her eyes were red when she came back, as if she had cried. Later, my grandfather drove my aunt out of the house. Not long after, news of my aunt's death came. My mother promised her that she would take care of you on her behalf, but you have suffered a lot these years."
Hearing this, Ning Shu turned to look at him, "When did you find me?"
He began to not believe that the encounter between him and Li Yanxi was purely coincidental, as if something was breaking through the ground, but it was covered by layers of gauze paper, making it impossible to see the original appearance clearly.
Li Yanxi listened, and unconsciously tightened his fingers holding his shoulder, "It's been a long time, so long that I can't even remember." He didn't look at Ning Shu, his eyes were on the tombstone in front of him, his voice was still very low, It's as confusing as mist, "After my aunt died, grandpa became more and more unreasonable. He felt that you killed his most beloved daughter. My mother has done a lot for the safety of you and uncle." Little trick, when she went abroad later, let me replace her to protect you."
These words sounded really absurd, but Ning Shu listened carefully from the beginning to the end.
He has the ideal to believe that the grandfather he has never met is really planning to kill him, so the worries and worries on everyone's faces are not fake, they are all telling him that he is regarded as a thorn in the flesh by his grandfather , not except unhappy.
This realization made him hesitate for a moment, but he quickly came back to his senses, "Then your driver hit my dad..."
"It was an accident." Li Yanxi cut off his words, "If it wasn't for this incident, we probably would never have met."
Ning Shu looked at the man beside him suspiciously, and found that the other man was also looking at her, "I originally planned to keep you from knowing about those things for the rest of my life, but it would be great for you if you could live in such a muddled way, but, Plans are far from changing fast."
I don't know if it was because his voice was too gentle, or because the two of them were in an empty and lonely environment, but Ning Shu felt that his eyes suddenly became hot, and even his nose had a slightly sour taste, "Even if I know, it's not a bad thing. Bad thing, at least, I know she loves us."
Li Yanxi didn't speak for a long time, but suddenly hugged him in his arms, so hard that his fingers turned pale.
The two stood in front of the tombstone for a long time before slowly descending the mountain. When they got into the car, Ning Shu looked back at the tomb halfway up the mountain before getting into the car.
Li Yanxi also got into the car at this time, seeing his gloomy profile, he was a little worried, "Don't think too much."
Ning Shu raised her eyes to look at him, and suddenly smiled, "I just think that this life is like a play, with twists and turns and ridiculous drama."
The man frowned heroically, and stretched out his hands to hold the young man's hands on his knees. Those hands were so cold that there was almost no temperature. Li Yanxi was startled, and hurriedly stretched out his other hand to rub them continuously, trying to warm those hands. Standing up, he said: "Life may be a bit tortuous, but it is definitely not ridiculous. Don't forget, you still have me."
That plain sentence made Ning Shu almost shed tears.
He was never an emotional person, but this person always moved him infinitely.
He finally stopped being reserved, threw himself into the man's arms, and offered his most sincere and sweet kiss.
Sometimes, it has to be admitted that time is a bad thing.
It is not swayed by anything, no matter how the world changes, how people and things change beyond recognition, it still goes forward in its own way, with the same pace and the same patience.
Ning Shu stood in front of the wall mirror in the bathroom, looking at the face in the mirror that had finally matured a bit.
Suddenly, he felt that so many things had happened to him, as if more than what he had experienced in his life, it was embarrassing.
The mobile phone in his pocket rang suddenly, he put down his veil, took out the mobile phone, saw the three words displayed on the screen, smiled silently, and then answered the call slowly, the man's voice was very clear on the other end, " Let me send you off today."
"Yeah." Ning Shu lowered her head, unconsciously laying her empty hand on her hair that was wet with water, with a smile that couldn't be concealed at the corner of her mouth.
When he was about to leave, Ning Shu saw his father standing at the door of the main room. Seeing him coming out, he said softly, "Don't feel pressured, answer the questions carefully. It doesn't matter if you fail this time, life is still long."
Ning Shu lowered her head slightly, and the voice came slowly: "Dad, this time, I will not fail again." After speaking, he strode out the door, stubbornly not looking at his father's sighing face.
The taste of failure is enough to taste once.
Li Yanxi's car had already parked at the door, and Ning Shu opened the door and got into the car, and was immediately pressed on the chair, kissing the shop's head and covering his face, until he was out of breath before letting go.
Ning Shu wiped her mouth, looked at the man beside her who was smiling happily, "I didn't brush my teeth this morning."
"Really? But it's also very sweet."
Ning Shu was angry about it, knowing that she was no match, she wisely chose to shut up.
"Have you had breakfast?" Seeing that he didn't speak, the man asked again.
"have eaten."
The man glanced at him with a smile, and said lightly, "You still smell of toothpaste in your mouth."
……
The lie was exposed, Ning Shu was still blushing and breathless, and saw the man next to him suddenly handed over a plastic bag, he took it suspiciously, opened it, and inside was preserved egg porridge and small meat porridge wrapped in a takeaway box Long Bao, a man's smiling voice came from his ear: "On the first day of the exam, you have to eat enough to have the strength to deal with the next thing."
Ning Shu agreed, and stuffed a steamed bun into his mouth. It was juicy and thin, and the aroma of mushrooms and lean meat permeated the entire mouth in an instant. Ning Shu picked up a steamed stuffed bun and handed it to the man's mouth, saying, "It's very delicious." It's delicious, you can eat one too."
The man tilted his head slightly, looked at him quietly with his eyes, and the corners of his mouth curled into a perfect arc, "I want to eat what's in your mouth." He leaned over as he spoke.
Poor classmate Ning was pressed on the back of the chair and kissed violently for the second time after waking up, with a Goubuli soup dumpling in his hand.
When the two finally finished their breakfast and drove to school, there was not much time left.
Ji Feng is one of the first and second schools in this city, so the venue for the college entrance examination is set here, which saves a lot of unnecessary trouble.
The school gate is right in front of you, and you can see the dragon and phoenix carved on it through the car window. This is the first time Ning Shu has looked at them seriously, as if he has never known them before, with a little strangeness and unfamiliarity.
"I'll wait here for you to come out." Li Yanxi's slender fingers came to the back of his head, and gently combed his hair.
Ning Shu shook her head immediately, "No need, you can go back to work, the exam won't end until after four o'clock in the afternoon."
Li Yanxi still wanted to speak, but Ning Shu decisively covered her mouth, "It's really not necessary, I'll call you after the exam."
After hearing his assurance, Li Yanxi let go. Ning Shu opened the car door and was about to get out of the car, but his left hand was suddenly grabbed by the person behind him. He turned around in doubt, and what greeted him was a man's fierce and fiery kiss. Shu wanted to struggle, but this person didn't care about the situation. If someone saw him, it was not a joke. Although he thought so in his heart, he couldn't beat the opponent's nimble long tongue, and unconsciously stretched out his hand to hug the opponent's neck, deepening the kiss.
There was a hint of a triumphant smile in the man's half-down eyes, but his lips worked even harder.
The intense kiss raised the temperature of the carriage to another level. Both of them were a little emotional, but they had to hold back.
Resting his head on the boy's snow-white neck, the man said in a rough voice: "Go in quickly, we're going to be late."
Ning Shu nodded, backed out of the other party's arms, opened the car door and ran away in a hurry. When he was about to run around the corner, he suddenly turned around, smiled at Li Yanxi who was sitting in the car, and opened his mouth and said silently He said a word, then quickly turned around and ran into the school gate behind him.
The man in the car maintained that posture for a long time, his face was first filled with astonishment, followed by overwhelming joy, even those dark eyes seemed to have a different color, bright and dazzling.
The two-day college entrance examination went very smoothly. Ning Shu handed in the last paper and left the examination room with a calm face.
I used to desperately want to be admitted to Peking University, but now I am really standing in the closest position to it, and my mind has calmed down.
Probably because now he has found something more important, so the school in the far north is not so important.
His mood is very relaxed, because he has finally written all the hard work of this year on paper, and now his heart feels as if it has been emptied in an instant. He is very relaxed. He walked out of the classroom and passed by many people , Some of those people looked happy, some looked sad, these were not in his eyes at all, he just wanted to get out of the school quickly and find the man who was waiting for him.
He walked out of the school gate and saw Li Yanxi's car parked across the road from a distance. He stretched out his hand and waved it in the air, and the other party immediately spotted him.
Li Yanxi's smile looked extraordinarily bright and clean in the midsummer afternoon, the sun was projected from the clouds without hesitation, and shone on the gray T-shirt of the man, as if it had been glamorized, making it impossible to stare at.
Ning Shu smiled and strode forward.
His eyes only reflected the shadow of the person on the opposite side, and he didn't realize that he was passing through the middle of the road at all. Then, he saw the expression on Li Yanxi's face opposite from joy to surprise, and then to panic. The process was actually very short , but only for a few seconds, when he came back to his senses, only the shadow of the blue sky was reflected in his eyes, as if a bird had slid past his eyes, leaving a string of insignificant marks.
His body was thrown high into the air, and then fell heavily again.
There is a hard stone slab under his body, he can no longer feel pain, only numbness spreading from the soles of his feet, in his blurred vision, he saw Li Yanxi running towards him eagerly, his eyes seemed to contain water vapor.
He wanted to laugh, but he couldn't make any expression, the blood welled up from his stomach and finally reached his mouth.
That cold winter night came suddenly, and he saw himself standing under a strange street lamp, his body slowly fell on the muddy snow, his body stiffened quickly, until he became like a stone sculpture.
He was Ning Shu, who died on a cold winter night.
The strong will before he died brought him back to 12 years ago. In the college entrance examination 12 years ago, he passed by the university, but accidentally met the person he loved the most in his life, the man named Li Yanxi who always loves to be gently touched. He smiled and said to him: Ning Shu, you still have me.
Those things that he had never experienced before, those things that he had crossed, were all in front of his eyes in an instant, and he really understood that the so-called rebirth is just walking the road that has not been taken in the past from beginning to end.
His mother is a rich lady in a big family, but she is willing to spend her whole life with an unknown young man.
Family status and status became the cause of all tragedies. In order to protect his lover and children, his mother left with hatred, but finally failed to escape her fate and died in an accidental car accident.
His father also passed away without warning more than ten years later.
He hurried back from Beijing, and what greeted him was his father's icy body and the chill in the room.
Pride and self-esteem are worthless in the face of reality.
He saw himself kneeling on the hard floor, with his head bowed, and his shoulders were weak and thin. This was the Ning Shu he knew. He could hardly remember the fragile and small Ning Shu in his previous life. So humble and weak.
The weather is getting colder, the tail of summer is finally retracted unwillingly, the bleakness of autumn is constantly attacking the city, the big green tree outside the window is gradually abandoning the leaves on the body, and those leaves are detached from the trunk and fall to the ground. Quickly blends with the soil.
In the single ward on the top floor of the hospital, a man was sitting by the bed, holding a Bible in his hand, reading softly: "New Testament - Chapter 13 of [-] Corinthians——
Love is patient, love is kind; love does not envy, love does not parade itself, is not puffed up, is not rude, does not seek its own, is not provoked, thinks no evil, does not rejoice in iniquity, but rejoices in truth; bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things; love never fails..."
As if he was afraid of waking up the boy who was closing his eyes tightly on the bed, his voice was very soft, and the autumn wind swept it gently, and then disappeared without a trace.
His face was a bit haggard, but his eyes were still very dark. Looking at the young man on the bed, he was covered with gentle ripples. He put down the book in his hand, and slowly leaned towards him. The man on the bed He pressed a kiss on his lips, and said softly: "You have been sleeping for several months, when are you willing to wake up?"
Suddenly the door was knocked twice, and then the door was pushed open.
Several people came in quietly, seeing the man sitting by the bed, they couldn't help showing worried expressions on their faces, Xiao Lin walked over and patted him on the shoulder, saying: "Yan Xi, go and take a rest, you have another I haven't closed my eyes for a few days."
Li Yanxi shook his head, looking at the boy sleeping soundly on the bed without blinking, "He will wake up soon, I have to stay here." The voice was very deep, with a little helplessness and expectation, which made people feel sad, Zhuo Lan And Zhuo still behind him can't help but look away, can't bear to look any more.
Jing Feng walked to Xiao Lin's side, looked at his increasingly haggard cousin, with a look of worry on his face, "Cousin, we are here to watch Ning Shu, you should go and have a rest first."
Li Yanxi still shook his head, his eyes never left Ning Shu who was lying on the bed.
Jing Feng and Xiao Lin looked at each other and sighed helplessly.
Although he knew his grandfather's prejudice against Ning Shu early in the morning, he did not expect that his grandfather, who has always been a gentleman, ordered someone to drive a car and hurt Ning Shu. Jing Feng still has lingering fears when he thinks about the scene that day, his cousin is covered in blood , ran into the hospital with the bloody Ning Shu in his arms, if he hadn't been escorted by Xiao Lin to the hospital because of some minor injuries that day, perhaps, he would never have had the chance to feel that thrilling ups and downs again in his life.
At that time, Ning Shu's breathing was already very weak, as if he would die at any moment. The gray T-shirt on his cousin was completely soaked with blood, and even the floor passing by was dripping with bright red blood. He saw his cousin running calmly. When he came in, his voice couldn't stop shaking, "Doctor! Doctor! Save him!"
It was the first time that Jingfeng saw Li Yanxi like this.
Ever since he could remember, this cousin has been the pride of the whole family. He is calm, wise, wise and resolute. Even his grandfather, who has always been very strict with his juniors, favors him. How could he have expected that his cousin's love for Ning Shu The depth of love has reached the point of madness.
For Ning Shu's sake, she could give up her wealth and status, for Ning Shu's sake she would betray the Zhuo family's family, for Ning Shu's sake, she was willing to betray...the whole world.
Zhuo Lan and Zhuo Yiran fainted on the spot after learning about the incident. The lights in the operating room were always on, and no one closed their eyes. They were afraid that as soon as they closed their eyes, the lights would go out, and then the doctor would roll out an People who come out, that kind of fear is like a boundless desolation, so that everyone's heart is piled up with a wall called despair, so thick that even the sun cannot penetrate.
Jing Feng stroked his forehead with one hand, looked at Li Yanxi who was still sitting by the bed and said, "Cousin, I have something to tell you."
Li Yanxi raised his eyes to look at him rarely, then quickly lowered his head, looking at the young man who was still awake on the bed, and after a long time, he said a word lightly: "Okay."
Outside the hospital bed is a long corridor, the corridor is very quiet, the floor is so bright, Jing Feng glanced at Xiao Lin in embarrassment, Xiao Lin understood, looked at Li Yanxi who was smoking on the opposite side, and said: "Yan Xi, don't smoke!" gone."
Li Yanxi took the cigarette from his mouth, held it between his fingers, looked at Jing Feng and asked, "What do you want to tell me?"
Jing Feng suddenly hesitated, and under Li Yanxi's impatient expression, he finally let go: "Grandpa's [-]th birthday next month..."
The man with a half-burned cigarette in his hand sank, and suddenly interrupted him: "Jing Feng, don't push yourself too hard. If you hadn't begged for mercy, he would have long since ceased to exist in this world."
"But he is an elder after all, he is our grandfather, your grandfather, cousin, don't do this, if the second aunt knows you are like this, she will definitely be very sad." Jing Feng was a little anxious, and his voice subconsciously added a touch. choked up.
Li Yanxi was unmoved, took another puff of cigarette, and suddenly a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, his tone was full of sarcasm and seriousness: "Elder? As early as the moment he found someone to bump into Ning Shu, I have nothing to do with him , if my mother knows what he has done, which side do you think she will stand on?"
Jing Feng suddenly stopped talking, he knew Er Gu's temper well, she was also a person with true temperament.
If she knew that her grandfather had done such a thing to her own grandson, she would be the first to stand up and seek justice for Ning Shu.
69. My love is like a seagull, flying past you gently.
——— 4-15
Hearing Li Yanxi's rhetorical question, Jing Feng closed his eyes helplessly. Before he came, he already knew that this would be the result. Cousin loves Ning Shu deeply, so how could he forgive Ning Shu for being unconscious for several months murderer?
Even if that is the elder he respected since he was a child, in the end, it is not worth a single finger of Ning Shu.
"Grandpa already knew he was wrong." After a long silence in the corridor, Jing Feng's voice slowly sounded.
Li Yanxi took a puff of a cigarette, the smell of the cigarette was not pleasant, his eyes were a little sour from the choking, and his throat was so dry that he almost caught fire, but his face still had that indifferent expression, "I can't forgive him."
His voice was so soft, Jing Feng's body couldn't help but go weak when he heard it, and was supported by Xiao Lin who was behind him with quick eyes and hands, so he didn't fall down.
Li Yanxi's wandering gaze suddenly froze at this moment, and he quietly slapped Jing Feng's face that couldn't tell his actual age, and said word by word: "Go back and tell him, it doesn't matter whether Ning Shu wakes up or not." , I, Li Yanxi, will never forgive him, if he makes any moves again, this time, I really won't be merciful."
There was a trace of pain in Jing Feng's eyes, and he nodded, "I will not let Grandpa have the opportunity to hurt Ning Shu again."
Li Yanxi listened to his promise and didn't say anything, just put out the cigarette butt, turned around and entered the ward, shutting Jing Feng and Xiao Lin out.
Time is like a shell on the back of a snail. It seems to be slow, but it is like a white horse passing through the gap.
The land in autumn is always bleak, and people will feel desolate when they see it. The big trees outside the ward are already bare, and those leaves have already been flying with the soil. Occasionally, birds fly past the window, leaving There are no traces.
Li Yanxi is sitting on the sofa by the window in the ward, with a laptop on his lap. Since Ning Shu was discharged from the hospital in a car accident a few months ago, this has become his office. The posture of the keyboard looked extremely awkward, but he didn't notice it. Except for looking up at the young man who was still sleeping on the hospital bed after a while, his eyes almost never left the computer screen.
He was reading the report, but the more he looked down, the more he frowned, which was close to the level of a mountain.
This is the sales report of Tianyang Group last quarter. The data shows that Tianyang Group is making negative profits. Data is everything, and that's not the case these days.
After closing the lid of the notebook, he walked out of the room. When he went out, he took a special look at the person on the bed, and then slowly closed the door.
After making a few hasty phone calls, he walked in again.
The boy on the bed was still in the same position just now, lying there quietly, as if he had just fallen asleep, sleeping peacefully and peacefully.
He walked over, sat down on the chair beside the bed, held the boy's hand with both hands, put it on his forehead, and whispered softly: "Ning Shu, Ning Shu, wake up quickly... Please."
"……Please."
Those cries seemed to surge up from the bottom of the sea, with endless bitterness and anticipation, even the autumn sun outside the window could not help dimming, and darkness gradually enveloped the entire land.
Li Yanxi nestled on the sofa in the room for another night. When he woke up, the sky was still gray and numb, and the distant sky had a faint white color, like the belly of a fish, lightly white with a little blue light.
He sat up from the sofa and slept with his body curled up for a long time, causing severe pain in his joints, but he didn't care at all, staring out the window with deep eyes.
"Li Yanxi."
In the dark, someone called his name, and there was only one light left in the room, and it was dim, and only a vague shadow could be seen.
Hearing this voice, the man on the sofa was only stunned for a second, then suddenly jumped up from the sofa and ran to the bed, but he didn't dare to approach, afraid that this time it would be like many times before, it was just an auditory hallucination , hallucination, fantasy.
"Li Yanxi." The voice sounded again, and he carefully turned on the desk lamp on the bedside cabinet. Under the warm orange light, the young man's delicate profile instantly brightened, and even the smile on his lips became real. stand up.
"What's the matter? You don't recognize me anymore?" Seeing that he didn't respond, the boy blinked playfully. Although his voice was still hoarse, it sounded like the most beautiful melody in the world to his ears.
This sudden unexpected joy made him speechless for a long time. He could only stretch out his hand and stroke the boy's warm side face. real.
The slender arms gently embraced the person on the bed, as cautious and prudent as the most precious treasure, the man's eyes were filled with fuzzy water vapor, his voice fluctuated like ripples in the quiet air, but it was as warm as water , "Ning Shu, Ning Shu."
Hearing this, the young man in his arms parted his lips to reveal a beautiful smile. Although the wound was still painful, it was not as happy as seeing the light again. It was such a happy thing to see this person's face again.
"Did I sleep a long time?"
The orange light is very intoxicating, and the boy's voice is particularly soft in this halo.
The man nodded, still did not let go of his hands, lowered his head slightly to kiss the young man's smooth forehead, and said softly, "I feel like it's been a lifetime."
Ning Shu smiled, grasping his clothes tightly with both hands, looking out over the man's broad shoulders, staring at the gradually brightening clouds in the sky, "I had a long dream, and that dream was very real, I almost thought that the me in the dream was the real me.”
"I dreamed that the day my mother left us, it didn't rain that day, but her face was covered with water. My dad chased her, but he didn't catch up. Then my dad pulled out all the flowers planted in the yard. All those flowers died not long after, and I feel my dad is very sad."
"There are still many people in the dream, still cousin, cousin Zhuo Lan, Jing Feng and Xiao Lin, and you."
"Li Yanxi."
"Ok?"
"I dreamed that Tianyang Group was gone. Overnight, this multinational company suddenly collapsed like a mountain. You were standing in front of the company's gate, watching those people walk out of your company... I think you are silly."
What he said was thoughtless, but Li Yanxi listened patiently, occasionally nodded, when he heard this silly word, Li Yanxi suddenly smiled, and hugged the lost warmth in his arms tighter with both hands, "I admit it. "
Ning Shu hugged him and nodded.
That dream seemed to be a reflection of his previous life.
His mother left, his father was in a car accident, Zhuo Anran appeared by accident, and then his bleak life in Beijing for 12 years.
The only difference was that those people who had never appeared in their lives in the previous life were all in place, and the person named Grandpa who wanted to kill him stood on the high steps with a sinister and evil smile.
The collapse of Tianyang Group began with the financial turmoil. If there was no "kind help" named Zhuo Yanzhi, this multinational group might be able to get rid of the bad luck of bankruptcy. It was raining that day, and Li Yanxi stood in front of the gate of Tianyang Group, He looked indifferently at those who had fought side by side with him as they hurried past. Their faces were filled with annoyance and distress, and they held cardboard boxes in their arms, which contained the photo frames and gadgets they had left on their desks. .
Status, wealth, and glory all disappeared overnight.
There is nothing left but failure and desolation.
Li Yanxi's slender back was vicissitudes and desolation, like a thick fog, too thick to melt away.
Ning Shu couldn't let go of that back view. What he saw in the dream was so real that he couldn't help but believe it.
That's right, he even got this life by accident, so why doesn't he believe in the reality that is in front of him in the dream.
The news of Ning Shu waking up swept away all the heaviness and depression in the past few months. Zhuo Lan and Jing Feng reported on time every day as if they were in class, and Yan actually gave Ning Shu a checkup. Everything is normal, and if there is no accident, he will be discharged from the hospital soon.
This is naturally what Li Yanxi is happy to see. After losing it, he cherishes this hard-won warmth even more.
When Ning Huaide saw his son who had been unconscious for several months the next day, tears welled up in his eyes, and he stood at the door for a long time speechless.
"Dad." Ning Shu saw
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