Reborn Sanitary

He whispered in his lover's ear, "I'm back."

The simple four words represent not only the hope of life, but also Meng Zhan's promise to Xu Tao. No one knows how difficult it is to open your eyes to Meng Zhan again, and no one knows how hard it is to return to your lover again. Next to him was Meng Zhan, who used his lifelong desire to survive, and slowly rubbed against his lover's tearful cheek, Meng Zhan closed his eyes again, but this time it was no longer a coma but a recuperation after exhaustion.

prototype story

For the prototype story, I won’t say what the specific name of the prototype is, Xiaomo, but just tell everyone what their nicknames are, one is Nail and the other is Black Bear.

The year Nail joined the army, his hometown was from Shandong. Nail’s family had a large population but a small area. Nail was the eldest. Although he was a boy, he was not favored at home. Nail joined the army in December 20, which means that Nail was 20. Bing, that year was the first time that Nail took the train and also walked into the city for the first time. When Nail left home, he took [-] yuan in his pocket. With [-] yuan, Nail persisted until he was assigned to the health team.

Nail likes to smile. When he smiles, there are two small dimples at the corners of his mouth. The long ones are cute in today’s words. They are not tall, 166. Some are petite and exquisite. The health team is popular, but after all, the health team has more female soldiers than male soldiers, and there are only five male soldiers.

Nail was assigned to the ward at that time, and he was on duty in the duty room with veteran Li Zi to learn skills. Nail was a conscientious and diligent person. Go to help with work, and even get up early in the morning to help the boiler room heat water for everyone.

After a long time, everyone likes nails. After all, there is only one recruit in the veteran health team, and he is also a diligent recruit. Although nails don't like to talk, it doesn't hinder his popularity.

And Hei Xiong is from the Northeast, he is a tall man, and he is the squad leader of the picket squad of the security company. In the words of the time, he was the leader of the picket squad of the secret service company. The background is strong, and he became the squad leader in the second year of serving in the army. He is righteous and extremely straightforward, but he has a bad temper.

The two met in Nail's second year in the army. At that time, Nail was already able to independently work night shifts in the duty room. One night, the black bear was hospitalized with acute appendicitis. Dr. Liu who was on duty did not stay in the ward. Nail ran out to find Dr. Liu Timely surgery for the black bear.

Hei Xiong lived in the courtyard for seven days and became familiar with Nail. In Nail's later words, he said that he was too thick-skinned. After getting four needles in a row, instead of stabbing the irritable black bear in the eye, he laughed loudly.

Although Nail likes to laugh and has a good temper, he definitely belongs to the type of honest people who can't provoke his hair. Moreover, Nail also has a stubborn temper unique to Shandong people. Since then, Nail has never talked to Hei Xiong until he was discharged from the hospital.

After a long time, Nail has a tender skin after all. He became best friends with Hei Xiong under the frequent calls and visits of Hei Xiong, and Hei Xiong may have treated nails a little differently since then. He would go to the health team every week to check on Nai , and as the relationship between Nail and Nail became better and better, the soldiers of the health team also took advantage of it. In the past, the soldiers of the health team were afraid of the pickets when they went out, but since the relationship between Black Bear and Nail became better, these people They are all taken care of by the black bear, but there is a premise, that is, don't bully Nail, otherwise, the black bear will definitely find a chance to kill you.

Xiaomo remembers that there was a veteran who came to the hospital and asked Nail to wash his feet with water because he was a veteran. It should be respected, and Nail also knows that he is a rural child, and he would rather endure being bullied by others than cause trouble (of course, the premise is that he can’t make Nail anxious). He was beaten for a week, and the last time was the night before the veteran was discharged from the hospital. , the veteran not only let Nail wash his feet with water, but even let Nail wash his feet. The nail didn't dry, so the veteran raised his foot and gave Nail a kick. It happened that Black Bear came out for a walk at night and bought a big watermelon for Nail. Come on, I didn't see the nail in the duty room, but when I was looking around in the ward, I saw the nail that had been kicked to the ground.

The black bear became impatient, and as soon as he entered the room, he smashed the watermelon on the veteran's head, and then gave him two big ear scratches. The veteran who was beaten did not expect that someone would come out after kicking the recruit's balls, and he was about to recover. In the army, it can be said that the top does not care about the bottom. Before leaving, I suffered such a big loss. As a veteran of the city soldier, I called a group of my fellow villagers, and they started fighting in the health team that night.

Veterans have fellow villagers, and black bears also have them. Later, for some reason, it became a war between recovered veterans and recruits. More and more people fought. In the chaos, nail heads were opened, and their faces were swollen. Veterans were also killed by black bears. His head was cut open, and one eye was almost blinded.

If it’s not that Black Bear’s backstage is hard, when the leader stopped shooting, Hei Xiong directly called the military region. Before the handling opinions came out, the people in the military region had already come down. After investigation, although Black Bear was criticized by the whole brigade, But the veteran who bullied Nail was punished when he left, and the whole brigade launched a major investigation into the incident of the veteran who was about to recover bullying the recruit.

In the end, the matter was settled, but the relationship between Nail and Hei Xiong was getting better and better. I don't know when the two started, and everyone just knew that the relationship between the two was good, but in March of [-], no one was missing. The nail in the backstage got the only one volunteer quota. At that time, the number of volunteers was very difficult, and for some reason that year, the entire brigade was given a quota, and this quota fell on Nailhead, and then less than one The relationship between Yue Naizi and Black Bear was exposed.

When the three photos that were maliciously posted on the bulletin board appeared in front of everyone, everyone knew that the nail and the black bear were on good terms. At that time, let alone two men, one man and one woman were strictly prohibited. Allowed to fall in love, three photos, one is two people hugging each other, one is kissing, and the other is a black bear holding a nail and laughing.

The three sheets seemed to explode like water falling into a frying pan. Nail immediately stopped all work for inspection. A week later, with the cancellation of Nail’s volunteer quota, Nail’s father also came from his hometown. Well, Wei Wei, a man with a stooped back, heard that Nail and the man were on good terms, and lost his place in the army. He didn't say anything, rushed into Nail's dormitory, knocked Nail out, and used The mop was placed at the door, and a group of people surrounded the door. Nail squatted on the ground motionless and let his father hit him with a stick. When the stick was discounted, Nail’s father stopped and said only one sentence, " From now on, you are no longer my son." After speaking, Nail's father turned and left.

But Nail has been squatting on the ground without moving, and Xiaomo is standing in the crowd. When he is about to leave, Xiaomo sees the tears of Nail falling on the ground. Xiaomo does not deny it. Xiao Mo never knew that there is love between men.

Nail's life in the health team is getting more and more difficult. No one shares a table with him when eating, no one talks to him, and no one even shares a dormitory with him. Apart from being educated by the political commissar every day, Nail can be seen with the naked eye The speed quickly weakened, but Nail never said a word from the beginning to the end. In June, the leaders completely lost their patience and just confessed Nail. He was the first one on the recovery list at the end of November.

But Nail still didn't say anything, just kept silent. Xiaomo once saw Nail sitting alone by the window and looking towards the direction of the big wall outside the window. Xiaomo knew that Nail was waiting for the black bear. At that time, he didn't understand, but after understanding the relationship Xiaomo understood what Nail's eyes at that time represented, which represented despair. Since the accident, the black bear has not appeared once, and all public opinion has been pressed on Nail, because Nail is a rural child, because Nail has no backer, just When everyone thought the black bear had completely disappeared, the black bear appeared. The limping black bear suddenly appeared in the health team with stubble on his face, and there were still bruises on his face. How did the black bear come here?Xiao Mo didn't know how the injury on his face came about. The only thing Xiao Mo knew was that the reason why the black bear didn't show up was because of a broken leg.

When seeing the black bear, Nail smiled very beautifully. It was the first time Xiaomo saw a beautiful smile on a man. In the eyes of everyone, the black bear once again raised his head like in the photo. Nail laughed hahaha.

After that meeting, Xiao Mo didn't know what happened to the black bear, but Nail was completely isolated in the health team, and was even spit on his face, and the feces in the toilet were wiped on Nail's bed, but Nail no longer cared Well, in August, everyone knows that the flood came, and the troops were transferred away. The nails were pumped in the first batch. It can also be said that the nails asked for it. Originally, they didn’t want the nails to be put on. , but there were few male soldiers in the health team, and all the female soldiers stayed behind, so Nail set off with the first team. Nail stayed in the front line of the flood for a month, and the black bears were the second group to go up.

Xiao Mo was no longer at the scene at the time, but only knew that Nail died a week before his return, because a large embankment breach occurred at the position where the troops were located, and neither sandbags nor cars could block the flood in time, so Nail followed the troops. Nail jumped off the tumbling flood, and Nail, who fought in the flood for three hours, was washed away by the flood before he could change his shift. Three days later, Nail's body was found in the sand thirty miles from the embankment. In less than two days, the black bear also died. Those who saw the black bear’s sacrifice said that the black bear chose to commit suicide. After all, the last flood peak was not enough to kill people, but the black bear still chose the path that made him happiest.

Later, I found the only sentence left by Hei Xiong in Hei Xiong's notebook. He was going to be buried with Nail. When Nail and Hei Xiong's body returned to the army, the families of both parties did not show up. Xiao Mo didn't know what the family of Hei Xiong said. , but Xiaomo knew what Nail's father said, "If you don't have that son, let the army deal with it." When the political commissar returned from Nail's hometown, there was only this sentence.

Xiao Mo didn't know what kind of mentality Nail's father had when he said this, but Xiao Mo regretted it, regretted that he was watching with cold eyes, regretted the way Nail's eyes dodged and turned away when Nail looked at him.

In the end, the two of them were buried together on a lonely mountain far away from the army, and the two small graves belonged to the two of them.

In fact, after a long time, Xiaomo found out that Nail did not have to sacrifice at that time. During the first wave of changing of guards, Nail refused to go ashore. Xiaomo didn't know what Nail was thinking at that time, and he didn't know whether Nail committed suicide or it was true. Exhausted, as he grows older, Xiao Mo often wonders if Nail and Black Bear would not have left if they had been more tolerant?Xiao Mo also often wonders who caused the nail and black bear incident, but until now Xiao Mo still doesn't know, the person who broke the nail and black bear incident has become an insoluble mystery.