Retreat

Li Tang and He Yu went to the parking lot to pick up the car, when Li Tang reversed the car, the rear of the car accidentally rubbed against the wall behind.He Yu opened the car door and got out of the car to have a look. He saw that the paint on the rear of the car was scratched. He returned to the co-pilot and said, "It's not serious. Next time, I'll send it to touch up the paint."

Li Tang said "Mmm", stepped on the accelerator and drove the car slowly.

He Yu pulled the seat belt on and said, "Brother Li, you are a little absent-minded."

Li Tang asked: "Is there?"

"Of course," He Yu said, "Do you think I can't see you? What's wrong? You were fine when you were listening to the concert just now."

Li Tang smiled, "I told you, don't ask me to attend any concerts, it's a waste of everyone's time all night."

Of course, He Yu didn't think that Li Tang's mood was really affected by the performance. The only thing he could think of was Hong Minhang and the singing man he saw when he came out.

He Yu has never interfered with Li Tang's feelings. Love is not something that is necessary in everyone's life, nor can one's own view of feelings be used as a standpoint to interfere in other people's lives. I just hope that he can live a better life, because I have no way to accompany him for a lifetime, so I always hope that someone else will accompany him for a lifetime.

He Yu suddenly wanted to ask Li Tang, is there someone you can't let go of?Is that person Hong Minhang?

But before He Yu could ask, Li Tang suddenly asked him: "You've been watching me all the way, what are you looking at?"

He Yu said: "I was just thinking, do you feel unhappy seeing Hong Minhang with that man?"

Li Tang didn't answer directly, but asked He Yu a question: "Do you have any brothers?"

He Yu shook his head, "I only have one older sister."

Li Tang continued to ask: "Do you feel unhappy when you see your sister getting married?"

He Yu said: "How come? When my sister got married, I was still studying, and I felt very happy at that time."

Li Tang said: "Suppose she is the only one of your relatives left, and you have a very good relationship and are irreplaceable to each other, would you feel a little lost and sad?"~

He Yu seemed to think about it seriously, and finally shook his head, "It's hard to imagine, I haven't experienced it personally, and imagination is always unreliable, but I don't think it should be possible, because I will have someone I love, and we will probably meet Bless each other."

Li Tang was silent.

He Yu said: "Brother Li, if you have that kind of affection for Hong Minhang, I can only say that it is definitely not just brotherly affection."

"Is there a difference?" Li Tang asked, "It's the same as guarding him and looking at him, sincerely wishing him well. Is there a clear boundary between them?"

He Yu turned around and looked at Li Tang, "Of course, didn't you feel it just now? You don't like him being close to others, you feel uncomfortable, your desire to monopolize this person may not be so strong, then Didn't prompt you to rush up and snatch people back, but you still feel uncomfortable, otherwise, why would you discuss this with me now?"

"Min Hang has paid a lot to me," Li Tang said suddenly, "at least emotionally, I can feel his emotion, even from the beginning he refused without hesitation to become more and more like today. Hesitating, I always think about what is the best choice for him, but I can't figure it out for a long time. If I don't accept it, I can't be sure that I can give him what he wants, just like I used to think I could I spent my whole life with a woman, and later found that what I gave was not what she wanted, and if I change to Min Hang today, I’m afraid it will be the same.”

He Yu said: "You always say what Hong Minhang wants, so what exactly do you want? Love is not about how much the other party has paid, you must return as much as Hong Minhang pays. Too much is not the reason why you need to accept him. In fact, your thinking is too complicated. Whether you can give him what he wants is not the most important thing. The important thing is whether you want to be with him or not. "

want to?Still don't want to?

If you don't want to, how can you always think about him, worry that he will not be able to eat when he works overtime, and want to be able to look at him at any time and stay by his side to take care of him? Not too much.

The conversation between Li Tang and He Yu ended here. After he drove He Yu home, he hesitated for a while and drove towards the place where Hong Minhang lived.

When Li Tang was hesitant to drive in at the entrance of the community, he heard the car behind him honking its horn.He looked through the car window and saw a car behind him stopped. Hong Minhang opened the door and got off the driver's seat, looking at him in surprise.

Li Tang noticed that Hong Minhang was the only one in the car, and Shu Ling was gone.

Hong Minhang took two steps forward, then stopped again, and asked, "Brother Li, are you here to look for me?"

Li Tang nodded and said, "Don't park your car here, it will block the road."

Hong Minhang then returned to his car and said, "You park the car first, and we can talk about it later when we go upstairs."

The two cars drove into the underground parking lot one after the other. Li Tang waited for Hong Minhang to join them, and the two of them got into the elevator together.In fact, Li Tang just came to look for Hong Minhang on impulse after hearing what He Yu said at night, but he had nothing to say when we actually met.

In fact, what He Yu said was not true. Li Tang's desire to monopolize Hong Minhang was not enough to make him rush up to snatch him back. For a moment, he really wanted to come forward and ask Hong Minhang, are you Not with him anymore.But the desire for monopoly is a very delicate thing, it cannot be simply equated with love, but like what He Yu said, Li Tang also understands that at least it is not just a simple brotherly relationship.

In the elevator, Hong Minhang asked Li Tang: "Why are you here at this time?"

After thinking for a while, Li Tang said directly, "I went to a concert with He Yu tonight."

Hong Minhang turned his head to look at him.

Li Tang said: "I saw you when I came out."

Hong Minhang frowned slightly, as if recalling what he had done at that time.

Li Tang leaned against the inner wall of the elevator, "So I came here to see if you came back, or if you brought someone back."

Hong Minhang was startled for a moment.

At this time, the floor where Hong Minhang lived had arrived, and the elevator stopped.

Li Tang raised his hand, gently placed it on Hong Minhang's head, and pushed him, "Here we are, let's go."

That action was very intimate, like a big brother pushing a younger brother, Hong Minhang felt a little strange familiarity.

Opening the door, Hong Minhang reached out and turned on the light. The warm orange light instantly filled the room. Li Tang changed his slippers and asked Hong Minhang, "Are you hungry? Do you want to eat supper?"

Hong Minhang hadn't recovered from the stupefaction yet, and asked in a daze at the door, "Will you do it for me?"

"Yes," Li Tang felt his throat a little itchy, resisted not smoking, and opened the refrigerator to see what food was inside.Hong Minhang's refrigerator is mostly filled with instant food, he doesn't know how to cook it, and he doesn't like it very much.

Li Tang looked at it and said, "Go to the supermarket tomorrow, and I'll buy some food for you."

Hong Minhang suddenly hugged Li Tang from behind, he hugged him so tightly that Li Tang could hardly straighten his waist, Hong Minhang asked him: "If I bring someone back today, or if I don't come back tonight , what will happen?"

Li Tang put one hand on the open refrigerator door and said, "Of course I will go, maybe I'm still waiting downstairs all night."

"No," Hong Minhang's lips pressed against Li Tang's ear, "You know what I'm going to ask, does it mean that we will have no future after you leave?"

Li Tang hesitated for a moment, and said: "I don't have this idea. If I have to say no, it is probably if one day you come to tell me that you are in love with someone else and want to spend your whole life with someone else."

Hong Minhang froze for a moment, "Is it impossible for you to fall in love with someone else?"

Li Tang stretched out his hand to hold Hong Minhang's arm around his waist, "It's impossible."

Li Tang's tone was flat but affirmative. He had lived for so many years, and he knew that no matter how deep his feelings for Hong Minhang were, there would be no other person in this world who would make him have deeper feelings.

Hong Minhang grabbed Li Tang's hand tightly with his backhand. He was a little emotional, turned Li Tang's body over, pressed against the open refrigerator, and kissed Li Tang's lips forcefully.

With the cold air from the refrigerator behind him, Li Tang pushed Hong Minhang away, took a breath, and said, "Minhang, calm down."

Hong Minhang stretched out his hand and pinched Li Tang's chin, his eyes were a little red, and he said coldly: "Li Tang, don't joke with me, no one can afford this joke!"

Li Tang was pinched by Hong Minhang, but he didn't let Hong Minhang let go. He just looked at Hong Minhang's red eyes and felt a little distressed. He raised his hand to wrap Hong Minhang's head and let him hang down. She turned her head, kissed him lightly on the forehead, and then stretched out her hand to hold his head in her arms.

Hong Minhang did not struggle, but relaxed his body and leaned against Li Tang's arms.

Li Tang kissed the top of his head again.

Hong Minhang wrapped his hands around Li Tang's waist, like a child, leaning against his beloved without any defense.

Li Tang smiled bitterly, and said, "Min Hang, tell me to close the refrigerator."

Hong Minhang let go a little, allowing Li Tang to close the refrigerator door sideways, and then he said to Li Tang: "Brother Li, are you not leaving tonight?"

Li Tang was about to agree, but suddenly remembered that he followed He Yu out this afternoon, and the kitten at home hadn't been fed yet, so he quickly said, "No."

As soon as the words finished, Li Tang suddenly felt that Hong Minhang, who was holding him, was nervous, and then comforted him: "I have something to do when I go back, you can go back with me, and I will take you to work tomorrow morning."

Only then did Hong Minhang relax a little, looked up at Li Tang, and said, "Okay."

Hong Minhang didn't drive, but took Li Tang's car home with him. In my impression, this was the first time Hong Minhang came here after Li Tang moved.

Li Tang opened the door, and before turning on the light, Hong Minhang heard the faint meowing of a cat.

Li Tang reached out to press the overhead light, and Hong Minhang saw a kitten with white and yellow back fur sitting on the coffee table in the living room, and was yelling "meow, meow" at Li Tang non-stop, it was hungry.

Li Tang hurriedly went to the kitchen to warm milk for it.

Hong Minhang stepped forward, looked at the kitten, which looked very similar to the cat he had back then, and stroked its head with his hand.

After Li Tang came out, Hong Minhang asked him, "Why did you raise a cat?"

Li Tang didn't say anything, put the plate of milk on the floor with a cigarette in his mouth, and then went to the refrigerator to get the kitten's cat food.

Hong Minhang squatted on the ground, watching the kitten drink milk.

After Li Tang brought the cat food, he grabbed Li Tang's hand, let Li Tang sit beside him, and asked again: "Why do you want to raise a cat all of a sudden?"

Li Tang took the cigarette out of his mouth, reached out to touch the ashtray on the table, and said, "The last time I went to your house, I saw the one on your bed."

Hong Minhang originally looked down at the kitten drinking milk, but now he raised his head and looked at Li Tang.

Li Tang said: "I don't know what happened, so I went to Xiangzhu Street and found that the cat was no longer there. Then I went to the pet market to look for it for a long time, and found such a pretty kitten."

Hong Minhang asked him, "Did you buy it for me?"

Li Tang stretched out his hand and rubbed the kitten's head, "Well, maybe not, I don't know why."

The kitten gave a "meow" and looked up at Li Tang, seeming somewhat dissatisfied.

Hong Minhang didn't ask any more questions, the two of them just sat on the floor like this, watching the kitten drink milk and eat cat food, and finally went back to sleep in their own den while licking their mouths.

Hong Minhang leaned his body on Li Tang's shoulder, Li Tang said it was cold here, go sit on the sofa.

So the two of them sat on the sofa, Hong Minhang lay down, resting his head on Li Tang's lap, Li Tang kept rubbing his hair gently.

Li Tang suddenly felt that there was nothing wrong with this, at least he felt very satisfied when he saw Hong Minhang's quiet and satisfied expression.