Small CV and network distribution attack

Xiao Chi: "You and Sam are going to go on like this?"

Matt: "So what else? It's too strong, it's useless."

Qi Wei whispered: "Trash."

Matt frowned: "What did you say?"

Qi Wei: "IQ problem, don't know how to chase people, deserve it."

Matt's voice is an octave lower: "You. Say. One more time."

Xiao Chi: "Okay, okay, Matt, what Qi Wei means is that your way of chasing people is wrong."

Matt immediately said modestly: "What's wrong, I've done everything I can."

Xiao Chi: "Uh, we have an old saying, some people prefer to be soft but not hard, and some people are hard but not soft. I think it's useless for Sam and him to be hard, but to be soft."

Matt: "How can I... be soft?"

Xiao Chi: "You can see that when Qi Wei is inhumane and inhumane, he pretends to be pitiful when I get angry. If it hurts, I can't bear to say that he just passed away when he was confused, and that's fine."

Matt: "Is it enough for me to open my chest?"

Xiao Chi: "Idiot, it's too fake."

Matt: "There is going to be surgery, so let's do it."

Xiao Chi: "Huh?"

Qi Wei: "He just doesn't want to let the child fall for the wolf. Seek good luck, let's go."

Xiao Chi: "Hey, how are you doing well..."

……

Xiao Chi graduated with a master's degree and Sam was at the same time.

During the few months between graduating from a master's degree and studying for a Ph.D., Xiao Chi lived a particularly nourishing life. The hard work of the past year finally yielded far more than Xiao Chi imagined.

Just like what Qi Wei said to him before: hang out with me, of course everything will be fine.

Xiao Chi felt very happy and satisfied.Especially when he and Qi Wei still have a recognized legal family status in this country...

So once in a while, Xiao Chi, who has a good academic and love success, will also care about the living conditions of his friends.

Matt hadn't been seen since their wedding, he didn't go to school, so of course he couldn't even meet by chance.I heard that Sam got a job as a teaching assistant at University of U after getting his degree. He was lucky enough to get a good recommendation letter from his tutor. Strange tax aside, it's more cost-effective than entering the school system.

Sam doesn't care much about money, the key is that he is already very satisfied to be able to stay here with a job.If he had to go back to the country, he would have no place to go back. His so-called biological father would not give him a place to stay except for giving him money, and the so-called "stepmother" who was staring at the old man's property was staring fiercely at him every day. For fear that his "eldest son" would suddenly return to China to rob property, he wished him as far as he could go.

So even if he didn't have this job, Sam would resolutely ask that man for money to continue his doctorate at his own expense.A few million is nothing to a man, as long as he doesn't go back and make trouble, it's the result everyone wants to see.

Sam sometimes thinks that his own birth is a big joke, his father doesn’t love his mother or his mother, and when he was 17 years old, he was left alone in this country, facing a strange country with a strange language, and people with strange languages, he was completely crushed. Abandoned.

After so many years of stumbling, encountering big and small things, one after another, I only rely on myself.He has nothing to do with anyone, and he doesn't need anyone.

However, when Sam attended Qi Wei and Xiao Chi's wedding, his heart would still be moved.

It seems that having someone to accompany is also a happy thing.

Although he doesn't believe that there is eternal mutual trust and support between people, the scene in front of him makes him feel as if those things are a farce for his parents, but it will be a farce for others. same happens.

He is not envious...

Just after that moment of envy.

Sam's life is still the same.

When friends shout, I go out to eat, sing and go shopping, and the rest of the time I just spend my life at school and at home, in front of the computer.

The person who played a small role in his life had never appeared again after that wedding.

No harassment, no stalking, no courtship.Nothing at all. Sam thought he'd be happy with that, but every now and then he'd think of Matt as an idiot, and despise that his so-called "I only like you" is just a piece of shit.

Gradually, the friends he used to hang out with returned to China, went to work in other cities, fell in love, got married and had children.

They all have their own reasons for being busy, so Sam's cell phone is always quiet, and he also finds it boring when his school colleagues occasionally ask out for dinner.It's getting more and more homely.

In May, Xiao Chi suddenly called him to have a barbecue on the weekend.I just said that it's been a long time since I saw you, and everyone got together.

Sam stayed at home and went to see old friends, some new colleagues of Qi Wei Xiaochi, and old acquaintance Matt.

The atmosphere is not awkward.

The two of them hadn't been in touch for four or five months, and they pretended they didn't know each other when they greeted each other. A group of people gathered around a small hillside in a small park, eating barbecue and talking about their anecdotes. Sam is also relatively familiar with Qi Wei and Xiao Chi, and sits peacefully beside Xiao Chi, far away from Matt who is very popular with girls.

"Matt is finally alive and well again. I saw him in the hospital last month and he was sluggish. This man is really a sports freak, and his muscles have returned." Xiao Chi next to him handed a grilled corn to Sam, and his words were also intentional. Tell him.

"What happened to him?" Sam put the phone back in his pocket, still surprised.What has happened to that person for the past few months.

"I heard that half of the right lung was cut off." Xiao Chi said with horror.

Sure enough, I saw Sam's incredible and panicked expression, staring at Matt who was talking and laughing happily with the girls in broken Chinese.

"Don't you know?" Xiao Chi looked puzzled.

Sam shook his head.

Afterwards, Qi Wei always had a barbecue meal for everyone to sit down and eat.The girls gossip about all kinds of Chinese circles, complain about their studies, and make all kinds of jokes with the talkative Matt.

It was evening when it was over.Everyone packed up, and all afternoon Sam's mind was filled with images of Matt lying in the operating room with his chest cut open and his lungs removed.

Sam gets bored worrying about a jerk who stalked him and raped him.Although I don't want to mention the past, I still seem to care.

I don't know if I care about the pity that he didn't die, or why he got such a serious illness...

"You've lost a lot of weight." Sam, who was walking last, suddenly heard more figures.

It's Matt, and his Mandarin is very recognizable.

"I'll be thinner in spring." Sam turned his head to look at the people carefully. The person who really lost a lot of weight was Matt. His originally plump facial features appeared deeper now, and the improvement on his face was not as good as before. "I heard you were sick?"

Matt smiled indifferently: "It's just a small problem. How are you doing recently?"

The tone was very relaxed and kind, which made Sam feel that they were old friends who hadn't seen each other for a long time, chatting about the past together.

"That's it, working as a teaching assistant at school, and usually staying at home." Sam replied.

"Heh, it's almost like me. Every day, I don't program at school and work overtime, or I go home to sleep. If Qi Wei Xiaochi didn't call me out, I would have forgotten how beautiful the spring here is." Matt pointed to the lawn not far away. A large blue flower bloomed on it.

"Hiss—" I don't know if the movement of raising his hand touched the wound, Matt suddenly snorted uncomfortably, put his hand on his chest, and frowned.

"Are you okay?" Sam was taken aback.Instinctively go to help people.

"It should be...it's okay..." Matt shook his hand.

Sam was really scared, he looked around, there was a wooden chair on the hillside not far away, surrounded by very bright wild flowers under the sun at five or six o'clock.

"Go and sit over there. I'll call them." Sam was going to call someone.He was stopped by Matt: "They still have to sing, don't spoil everyone's fun, I'll just sit down for a while."

Matt asked Sam to help him to sit on the wooden chair.

Sam didn't sit down either, and the one standing beside him watched worriedly with a frown.

"You sit too, and I won't eat you." Matt smiled, looking a little uncomfortable.

Sam sat down, but there was a large space between the two of them.

It's actually kind of embarrassing.

"Well, why are you sick when you're fine?" The two were embarrassed for a long time and didn't speak, each looking at their own scenery, and it took a long time for Sam to speak.

"I'm really fine, just a small infection and stayed in the hospital for a few days." Matt leaned comfortably on the wooden chair, looking at a house not far away from the hillside, and a piece of land farther away. green space. "Sam, you must not remember, this is the first time I saw you here."

"I do not remember."

"Hehe, it was July and August at that time, and instead of blue flowers blooming on the grass, small yellow flowers bloomed. It was also barbecued here, a group of Chinese who just came here to study, you look the best." Matt said things that Sam might not like to hear.But there was no movement, and Sam didn't take it seriously.

"Hmm. I seem to have an impression." Sam replied.

"You are the first person I like." Matt reached out and patted him on the shoulder, as if saying goodbye.

"Ah."

Then the two of them stopped talking again, and each looked at their own scenery.

On the hillside, there are two foreigner brothers rolling the turf like children. Not far away, there is a pair of British old men who are helping the dog to cut hair. The chairs next to them are a family of three, having a picnic and making dinner. There are flying birds It flew in front of them with huge wings, and the sun was shining warmly on its body.

"Sam, I want to lie down for a while." Matt said for some time.

"What, are you uncomfortable?"

"It's so comfortable in the sun. I'm a little sleepy. Let me lean on you." Matt smiled warmly and asked the person who was also under the sun.

Thought Sam was going to beat him up.Unexpectedly, the man took the bag off his lap.Looking at him is as beautiful as when we first met many years ago.

Matt slept comfortably on Sam's leg that day, and when he woke up it was getting dark. Sam also dozed off with his head down in the wooden chair.

It was windy and cold, and Matt woke up and Sam woke up too, and it took him a long time to realize where he was.See Matt smiling gently at himself.

"I really want to stay here forever and never leave." Matt said, he got up, took off his coat and threw it to Sam who was wearing a little: "Go back. I'm going to Germany next week."

Sam took the clothes in a daze.I didn't expect this person to leave just like that.

"You're fine, why did you go to Germany?" Sam chased after him holding his clothes and asked.

"A project boss wants to send someone here. Our team is full of family members, and I'm the only one who is single, so I have to go." Matt sighed. "The chocolate over there is delicious. I'll send some over there, and you can eat it at Xiao Chi's house."

Sam opened his mouth to ask how long you'll be going.But he opened his mouth and thought how could he care about his affairs.

In the end, he kept his mouth shut.

Matt drove Sam back home.

When the two said goodbye, Sam said politely: "Take care of your body."

Matt made a handsome gesture of saluting and taking orders, and took out a golden angel made of Ferrero chocolate wrapping paper from his pocket: "You have been studying for so many years, but I don't see you making one. Take it, Another one for you. You are my angel."

Sam didn't respond, so Matt took his hand and put the angel in his palm, dragged Sam's hand with his own, and looked at it for a long time before letting go.

"Let's go back."

Matt smiled, watching Sam, still in his clothes, open the door and go home in a daze.

With a bang, the door closed, and the warm orange light at the door dimmed.