Fifteen days before Sam's birthday, Matt didn't pick up Sam who was off work that day.

Sam only said that he would go home directly in the afternoon if he had something to do. After Matt got off work, he went to Sam's school for a while. When he saw Sam's colleagues who were off work, he made sure that Sam would go back at noon.

Only then did I return home.

What I saw was Sam sitting on the small bench in the kitchen staring at the oven like a wooden man in a daze.

The smell of burnt and grilled salmon wafted through the house.

Matt was startled, hurried in and pulled Sam up from the bench, put his arms around him and shouted anxiously: "Sam, what's wrong with you, tell me, what's wrong with you, don't hold back anything come out……"

Sam was in a daze before, but suddenly he was pulled up, and he was also taken aback.Instinctively pricked the needle a few times, and found that the person holding him loosened suddenly.

Matt looked at him with red eyes: "Sam, I know you don't like me hugging you, but...you don't like to tell me, I will change it, I will change it, don't take it too hard, don't be unhappy, don't...uh , don’t keep silent, don’t scare me.”

Matt's brows were furrowed tightly, as if he wanted to touch but didn't dare, Sam suddenly felt very distressed.

Holding the hand of someone who was about to stretch but dared not, he pointed to the oven helplessly and said, "The grilled chicken wings and grilled salmon that Maggie brought to the office a few days ago are delicious. I have a meeting in the afternoon, and I'll be fine." Do want to go home and try. What's wrong with you?"

"Huh?" Matt was a little embarrassed, and it was rare for Sam to say so much in one breath, as if it wasn't what he thought. "Sam, are you sure you're not, unhappy?"

"Let's eat, I made a batch of chicken wings before, and they were burnt, so I just stared at the stove. This time it should be good." Sam let go and turned off the oven. As soon as he opened the oven door, the whole kitchen smelled fragrant.

Matt took a look at it calmly, and found that the salmon on the dining table was already cooked, and the rice in the rice cooker at home was also steamed.

Matt just stood there stupidly looking at Sam, who rarely appeared in front of the stove, and was suddenly pulled by his sleeves: "You can cook something and eat it, I can't do that."

"Huh? Oh. Okay." Matt eased, allowing Sam to sit at the table. "Well, just sit still and I'll do the rest."

"I see you do it."

Sam spoke softly, with a hint of a smile in his tone.

……

It's still eight days until Sam's birthday.

Matt got up after Sam fell asleep and went to the door to smoke a big pack of cigarettes.

Then he woke up Qi Wei who should have been resting.

"Brother, what the hell is going on with Sam. I...I'm so scared."

Qi Wei was awakened by the phone call, and his mood was definitely not much better.

"Sam...he suddenly asked me to take a vacation a few days ago. I made a schedule, and he just told me that he would go to Europe with me." There was almost no soul in Matt's words.

Qi Wei said: "Oh? When?"

Matt: "Leave tomorrow."

Qi Wei sneered: "It's not very good, he surprised you. Don't you like it?"

Matt hesitated: "His visa...his previous Schengen visa expired, I just saw the date, and he got a new visa just the day before yesterday...what the hell happened to Sam, he wasn't like this before, before me and He talked about going out for a walk many times, and he always said that he was resting at home after taking a vacation, why did he change so much all of a sudden. Qi Wei, do you think Sam will be..."

Qi Wei became impatient when he heard it, and his words hit the nail on the head.It’s not that Xiao Chi can say anything and won’t hurt people: “Sam used to ignore you, you were upset, you thought he wouldn’t talk at home because he was afraid he might get depression. Now that he talks to you, you’re restless and unhappy again , think about it for yourself, what's wrong with you?"

Matt listened and was silent for a while.Maybe Qi Wei's serious and educative voice was fierce enough to speak into his flooded mind, so Matt hung up the phone and sat down for a while to reflect carefully.

Matt went back to bed and saw Sam curled up sleeping there.He hugged the person over.

They have been together for half a year, in fact, Sam will be very obedient and hug him casually when he is sleeping.

But time is a good thing, I seem to get used to cuddling someone, sometimes when I come home in the middle of the night from a business trip, I see Sam huddled up there, sleep in by himself, grab it in his hand, and that person will be obedient Lean over.

Matt loves this time of day very, very much, although...

Although... For the past six months, he could only hug and hug, and then he couldn't do anything...

In fact, he is already very satisfied.

Matt didn't feel sleepy at all with his arms around him, his mind was full of Sam's recent strange behavior.

After Sam agreed to be with him, Matt was actually careful every day.When I used to live alone, I could take care of what I ate, what I used, and I could work at any time at night... Later, when I had Sam, I was always afraid that I would be wronged. He stayed with me. I remember hearing that Sam said that he liked to watch the London Eye. , he just rented this house by the river. In the past, it was normal to write programs in the middle of the night until dawn for a few days without sleeping and then sleep wildly for a few days to catch up with the project. After Sam came, everything changed completely, from nine to five. I force myself to do things during working hours, and when I get home, I accompany Sam and go to bed early after ten o'clock in the evening...

Knowing that Sam doesn't like physical contact with people, they rarely kiss and touch him...

It's actually not difficult to be patient. Matt always feels that he is the first to let Sam down, so any kind of patience and accommodating is what he is willing to do.As long as Sam can be happy, as long as Sam can stay by his side.

The problem is, Sam doesn't seem too happy.

Sam is not talkative at home.

Sam doesn't even play his favorite online match very much now.

When Sam returns home, besides eating, sleeping, and taking a shower, he just stares at the computer in the living room to do work or browse the website.

Matt is really afraid that Sam will get depression if he is not happy with him.I am afraid that I am trapping Sam. If Sam lives alone or with someone else, maybe he will be happier...

Although Sam seemed to gain weight during the days when he lived with him, he seemed to smile at himself occasionally.

Matt has always been torn and uncertain.

But in the last two weeks, Matt suddenly changed his temperament and showed intimacy and liking to him. He also secretly went to get a visa by himself, and took his passport to book air tickets and hotels to travel to Europe with him...

All this made Matt even more flustered and uneasy.

These are things that Matt has dreamed of for the past six months but has been unable to get, but Matt is terribly afraid.

After hugging him for a long time, there was a little light in the dark room, and it was Sam's cell phone on the bedside table that turned on.

Matt looked at the man who was sleeping peacefully in his arms, and reached for the mobile phone on the table.

The so-called, men's secrets are all in the phone.

Matt knows it's immoral to peek at his lover's phone.Although Matt had hacked Sam's cell phone before, he had remotely peeked at the contents of his cell phone countless times.But when Sam gave him a chance, Matt swore secretly that he would never do such childish things again.

It's just that he still couldn't help it--

The phone's password, Matt tried Sam's birthday and got in.

The desktop of the mobile phone is the beautiful Thames River and London Eye, as well as the white clouds in the sky, taken from the window of the bedroom at home. The mobile phone alone is very beautiful.

The phone prompts that a Chinese reader needs to be updated.

Sam directly skipped that, and looked at the person in his arms again, making sure that Sam was still sleeping soundly with his arms around him, and clicked on Matt's text messages, phone calls and emails with trembling fingers.

After 1 minute, Matt was a little disappointed—except for his colleague's phone and work text messages and emails, all of them were his phone calls and text messages to him.Looking at it row by row... In fact, there is a sense of accomplishment, as if he is declaring that the owner of the phone is his, and the records in the phone are filled with his own name.

Obviously everything is fine, there is nothing strange about it.

Matt was depressed for a moment.Flipped to Sam's calendar. Sam has set the countdown function, and when he enters it, it will display: there are still seven days until June 6th.It was Sam's birthday that day.

Matt only thought that Sam wanted to remember his birthday, and turned off the calendar to look at the photo album - Sam doesn't usually take pictures with his mobile phone, and some photos were taken by Matt with his mobile phone and Sam when they were just together.Later, I found out that Sam didn't like it, and the photos he took didn't look natural, so he stopped taking them.Those photos are still there, there's been very little since then, and then these days, Sam seems to be taking photos all of a sudden.

There are photos of them eating barbecue with Qi Wei Xiaochi that day, there are photos of meals at home these days, and there are some photos of Matt cooking in the kitchen and some silhouettes of Sam from the living room.

Matt flipped through the photos and found that his heart was beating in a mess.

Until he saw a screenshot, he froze.

That's a document below a reader.

Matt has no problem speaking and listening to Chinese, but reading Chinese characters is extremely slow.

But the title of that document is very simple, and he, who is a half-baked Chinese, finished reading it without any effort.

—— "How to get back the lover who wants to break up with you"

Matt thinks this topic is bloody.

Sam should have accidentally pressed the screenshot, and the content stayed in the middle of the document, without thinking.

Matt suddenly thought of the days when he went to Qi Wei and Xiao Chi's house to drink and the time when Sam suddenly became strange.His brows furrowed.

Help Sam update the reader on the phone, and then click in, the password is still Sam's birthday - sure enough, this guy is reading this.

Matt's head hurts from seeing the densely packed square characters, and his scalp is also numb.Half an hour later, Matt turned off the reader, pressed a few keys, and the screen suddenly turned black with a string of codes appearing on it. Matt typed in a few lines of instructions and quickly found what he was looking for.

When the phone was restored to its original state and put back on the cabinet, Matt had mixed feelings in his heart, and finally all of them melted into motions and fiercely kissed the person who was sleeping comfortably in his arms.

The dear is eager and domineering, with a strong lust.

"Hmm..." Sam was robbed of his breath and woke up quickly.Feeling the hot breath on the face in a daze, trying to struggle.But when he thought of something, he stopped moving and just moaned.

Matt kissed for a long, long time, so long that the two of them couldn't breathe, and then they hugged each other again.

"Sam, Sam…" Matt called Sam's name over and over again.

Sam listened for a long time, and then he got up to Matt's arms in a daze.

"Do you want to do it?" Sam felt a change in Matt's body.Matt often did this when they hugged each other, but before Sam didn't ask, Matt endured it by himself most of the time.

Sam asked, his tone still as cold as usual.He himself felt a little bad when he heard it, so he asked again in a softer tone: "Matt, do you want to do it?"

He responded with a domineering kiss from Matt.It was the kind of deep kiss that wanted to plunder all the air.

Until Sam groaned when he was kissed.With a sound that he rarely heard himself, Sam was finally let go. Matt hugged him and gasped and endured: "You will be uncomfortable, the plane will be early tomorrow. Sleep well first."

"I can help you..." Sam continued softly.

But Matt hugged him tightly and said, "It's okay, honey, go to sleep."

Vaguely, it was the first time for Sam to hear Matt call him "dear", and he suddenly felt very kind and warm in his heart.He quickly found a comfortable position and fell asleep.

The muscles in Matt's body have always been comfortable to pillow.Before falling asleep, Sam made sure of his thoughts again.

……

Early the next morning.

Matt and Sam flew to Athens.

Seven days later.

It's Sam's birthday.

The two flew back to London early in the morning, and when they got home, they packed up and Matt was going out to buy something to eat.

He was suddenly pulled out temporarily by Sam to play and only came back now. There is nothing at home. After all, today is Sam's birthday.

But Sam said: "I've made a reservation, just go out to eat at night."

Matt was stunned for a moment, then nodded. After packing his luggage, he took Sam to sleep comfortably in the afternoon, washing away the fatigue of the trip.

In the evening Matt dragged out the casual suit that he seldom wears, and Sam saw it and asked him why he suddenly wore it so formally.

Matt laughed and said, "It's your birthday, of course it's more formal."

Sam opened the closet and looked through his clothes, thinking that Matt was dressed formally and he couldn't just go in a T-shirt and jeans.After thinking about it, someone stuck up behind him, and rummaged through the closet with his long hands: "Wear this, it matches what I'm wearing."

Sam looked at his clothes, then at Matt, nodded, and changed.

The restaurant was booked by Sam.

Matt drove to the destination, rubbed Sam's head and said, "Did you get rich or something, and eat here?"

Sam smiled, and said simply: "I saw it on the Internet, and I got a [-]% discount for dinner and one night's stay. It just happened to be on my birthday, and I have been busy working for so long, so I always want to be extravagant."

Matt leaned down to kiss Sam's cheek, and got a shallow kiss from Sam too.

The price of a restaurant in a five-star hotel is actually not as expensive as imagined, but the food is extremely delicate and delicious.

Sam himself ordered a cake for two.After a meal, both of them were very satisfied.

After dinner, the two went upstairs to the suite.

The door closes.

Sam went to draw the curtains.

Outside the floor-to-ceiling glass windows is the night view of the Thames River under beautiful colored lights.The slowly moving traffic, and the slowly rippling water are extremely beautiful.It's a different view from seeing it from your own home.

Matt also walked over, put his arms around Sam from behind, and admired it with him.

"Sam, can you tell me now, what's wrong with you recently? Cooked for me, planned a trip, and booked such an expensive restaurant and hotel. Sam...Actually, I..."

"I know." Sam interrupted, leaning comfortably on Matt, his eyes reflecting the beautiful scenery outside. "I thought about it carefully. It seems that I have been with you for so long, but I haven't done anything for you. You are very good to me, but you and I don't seem to be very qualified, so I want to make it up to you."

Matt froze suddenly.

What, compensation?no……

Suddenly the whole body felt cold.

Even Sam could feel the chill.

"I...actually, I am most used to separation. My parents, the person who gave birth to me, waved to me, and they could not see me for many years without even saying a word of greeting. Former friends, who played well, or just nodded Friends, one by one came into my life, and then they finished what they were going to do and left. These years, I’m actually used to it.” Sam said lightly in a tone that Matt had never heard before. .

It's not like Sam's cold tone in normal times, and it's not like the loneliness, indifference or cuteness that is hard-pressed when Sam is acting in radio dramas.It's so real, like a Sam Matt never knew, talking to him.

"We've known each other for seven years." Sam sighed, took Matt's hand and held it in front of him: "At first I thought you were a nice person, you took me around, taught me English, and helped me You also took good care of me when you did my homework. Then you did those things to me...I was angry, but...slowly, I found that I knew a lot of people at the beginning, but in the end, you were the only one by my side that made me scared and angry I am a human. I am actually quite happy when I am with you later... You have changed a lot, you will not force me, and you are very good to me. I have always wanted to accept you, but in fact... Slowly I also like you Yes. It’s just that I’ve been thinking about when and when I’ll tell you… I’m also afraid. I’ve told you, and I’ll take it seriously. When you leave me like them, I’ll be very sad. .So I didn't say it, sometimes it's awkward...Matt..." Sam sniffled: "Matt, if you want to break up with me, I—"

Sam wanted to turn his head to look at Matt, a confession he had been brewing for a long, long time.

He said in the strategies downloaded from the Internet that he has tried everything he should do to win back his lover.

Cook a loving dinner for your lover, even if your own cooking skills will burn the kitchen.

Give your lover enough hints to tell him that you like being intimate with him very much.

Surprise your lover.

Take a trip to the world of two with your lover and leave the best memories.

Let go of your reserve and tell him how much you love him.

……

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