Little Fujin

A corner of Zhan Xi's long trench coat was lifted by the night wind, Lin Ruan could not see Zhan Xi's expression clearly under the dim street lights.He looked at Zhanxi anxiously, not knowing whether it was because of his inner torment or because Zhanxi had been silent for a long time, Lin Ruan always felt that the time was stretched too long.

Zhan Xi lowered his eyes to look at Lin Ruan, the shadow cast by his eyelashes made his eyes dim.

"Do you know what liking is?" Zhan Xi said softly.

Lin Ruan's voice was dry, "I'm... studying."

"To classmate Yanzhihu?" Zhan Xi's voice was flat.

Lin Ruan fell silent for a while.

Zhan Xi didn't say anything anymore, and turned to enter the house.Lin Ruan quickly grabbed him, it was the first time that a cowardly person was so lenient.

"I like you." Lin Ruan pulled Zhan Xi's sleeve and looked at him persistently.

Zhanxi's throat rolled up and down, and he looked at Lin Ruan, "Do you like me, or do you rely on me, or are you used to having me by your side? Maybe you just need someone to help you and guide you, this is not called liking."

Lin Ruan shook his head vigorously, he knew it was not like this, but these things were too complicated, Lin Ruan couldn't argue with Zhan Xi.

Suddenly Lin Ruan took a step forward, raised his head and kissed Zhan Xi's lips.This kiss was very light, fleeting, like a dream that only had time to recollect.

After Lin Ruan kissed her, she backed away and said, "I really like it."

Zhan Xi's gaze dimmed instantly, and his palm fell on the back of Lin Ruan's neck, causing Lin Ruan to feel pain.

"Are you sure you like this?" Zhan Xi's eyes darkened.

This was probably Lin Ruan's most courageous moment. Looking into Zhan Xi's eyes, Lin Ruan nodded without hesitation.

Almost the next moment, Zhan Xi squeezed the back of Lin Ruan's neck and kissed him.This kiss was menacing, it was no longer a taste, it was almost a gnawing, and it took all of Lin Ruan's breath in an instant.

This kind of Zhan Xi is a little strange, he who has always been reserved and reserved shows some presumptuousness and madness that are different from usual, and also shows his desire to control under the appearance of a gentleman.

After an unknown amount of time, Zhan Xi let go of Lin Ruan, his bluish-white knuckles implying his restraint.

A small gash was bitten on the corner of Lin Ruan's mouth, and a little blood came out. Zhan Xi looked at the small wound for a long time, and said, "Go in."

Lin Ruan was at a loss for a while before following Zhanxi in. Zhanxi went upstairs and returned to the room. Tong Bo saw Lin Ruan standing in the living room in a daze, and said, "Don't be dazed, go to the kitchen and help Mama Cao."

Lin Ruan responded, went back to her room and changed into a blue gown, and went down to help Mama Cao in the kitchen.He stood in front of the stove, trying to sort out what had happened.

The timing of the choice was not very good, Lin Ruan thought, it seemed that I was not serious when I came out of Yanzhi alley to confess my love.

Lin Ruan sprinkled some salt into the fish soup, and then thought, what does Zhanxi's attitude mean?Did he accept my confession?Does he... like me too?

Lin Ruan touched the wound on the corner of her mouth, and sighed leisurely.He always couldn't understand Zhanxi, and he didn't know what he was thinking.

When eating, Lin Ruan always looked at Zhan Xi unconsciously, Zhan Xi looked normal, as if the previous incident never happened at all.

Zhanxi will always be Zhanxi, Lin Ruan lowers his head a little bit in a daze.

After dinner, Zhan Xi asked Lin Ruan to go upstairs.

Lin Ruan anxiously followed him into the house, Zhan Xi sat down on the sofa, and the first sentence was, "Why did you go to Yanzhi Hutong."

It's over, let's settle the accounts.Lin Ruan immediately knelt down facing Zhan Xi, and said, "I was wrong."

Zhan Xi raised her eyebrows slightly, and asked, "You haven't said yet, why did you appear there?"

Lin Ruan told the truth, "I asked Suanzi how he likes it, but he didn't know, so he took me to Rouge Alley. He said that only places with romantic flowers and snows can answer the question of romance."

"Did I tell you not to get too close to Suanzi?"

"I've said it." Lin Ruan thought, today is definitely not a good and auspicious day, not suitable for confession, if there is no response, there will be two more charges, and the two crimes will be punished together, at least forty times.

"I know I was wrong," Lin Ruan said with an attitude of death, "Sir, please punish me."

Zhan Xi did not speak, Lin Ruan waited for a while, then looked up at Zhan Xi, just in time to meet his eyes.

"There will be no penalty today." Zhan Xi pulled Lin Ruan into his arms.

Lin Ruan was stunned, "Why?"

"The status is different," Zhan Xi wrote lightly: "You are my boyfriend now, you have to be coaxed, you can't be punished."

Lin Ruan's head exploded like fireworks, he looked at Zhan Xi, "I... what am I?"

"Boyfriend." Zhan Xi looked calm, as if they had been in love for a long time.

Lin Ruan grabbed Zhanxi's wrist, "You mean, do you like me too?"

Zhan Xi pressed his forehead against Lin Ruan's, "Isn't it like that?"

Lin Ruan was in a daze, "I'm not very smart, you have to explain it to me."

There was a smile in Zhan Xi's eyes, and his deep voice was particularly provocative at this time.

"I like you, Zhan Xi, and Lin Ruan."

Lin Ruan froze for a moment, and suddenly felt a delusion come true.Zhan Xi once told him that Lin Ruan had no likes and dislikes of her own, nothing she particularly wanted, or something she particularly wanted to do.Liking Zhanxi was the first thing Lin Ruan didn't need to worry about, and Zhanxi's liking was something he especially wanted.

"What do you like about me?" Lin Ruan asked Zhan Xi, he still felt a little unreal.

Zhan Xi didn't speak, but narrowed his gaze slightly to look at Lin Ruan.

It was a long time ago, Zhanxi fell into a serious illness, and it was violent. He was lying on the bed in a daze, and his ears were full of people crying.I don't know when, when I opened my eyes, I saw a child beside the bed.

The child knelt by the bed, his eyes were full of surprise, he must have cried, his eyes were red.The moment Zhan Xi opened his eyes, there was a strong surprise in his eyes.At that moment, Zhan Xi felt like he was his whole world.

That child was Lin Ruan. At that time, Lin Ruan had knelt beside Zhan Xi's bed for three days. If Zhan Xi didn't wake up again, it would be hard to say what would happen to Lin Ruan.

After a serious illness and narrow escape, Zhan Xi's character became colder than before, he was indifferent to everything, without any strong emotions, as if separated from the world by a layer, and despised all living beings indifferently.

The people below said that he was bewitched by evil spirits, and they didn't dare to tell him publicly, but they all avoided him.At that time, only Lin Ruan was by his side.For Zhan Xi, Lin Ruan is involved in the so-called fate, and for Lin Ruan, Zhan Xi is undoubtedly the foundation of his life in the palace.

Most of the people in the palace are as decayed as this ancient building. They hate people, envy those who live better than them, and are more keen to bully those who are not as good as them, and spare no effort to spread their malice.

As for Lin Ruan, he is absolutely different from these people. He is timid, cowardly, and even somewhat stupid and kind.Zhan Xi only needs a few words to make him follow her wholeheartedly and grasp everything about him easily.

For a while, Zhan Xi was keen on manipulating Lin Ruan, watching Lin Ruan change his emotions because of himself, and let his behavior develop according to his own ideas.This is a wonderful feeling, like a god, manipulating the world and making people addicted.

He put a lot of energy into Lin Ruan, and it was hard to tell whether it was Zhan Xi who tamed Lin Ruan, or whether Zhan Xi was tamed by Lin Ruan.

One day, when he looked at Lin Ruan, the child whose eyes were full of bewilderment, he felt distressed for the first time.At that moment, the punishment for playing with people's hearts came.

He fell in love with Lin Ruan, fell in love with Lin Ruan, but Lin Ruan didn't know it, he was still that stupid kid with an empty head.

For a moment, Zhan Xi realized that he would never be able to have Lin Ruan's love in his life.

"Lin Ruan," Zhan Xi looked at and asked, "Do you really know what liking is?"

This is the third time Zhan Xi asked this question.

Lin Ruan looked at him and said truthfully: "I may not be able to explain what it means to like you until now, but I really like you. This feeling is unique, and I know that is liking."

"Of course I know it's unique." Zhan Xi stroked Lin Ruan's forehead.But that kind of uniqueness, that kind of intimacy and attachment was cheated by Zhanxi, it was a fake and pitiful fake.

This is probably retribution, even if Lin Ruan really liked him, he still had doubts in his heart, did this love come from Lin Ruan's heart?Or is it because your influence is still there?

Lin Ruan asked: "Then what are you worried about?"

Zhan Xi lowered his eyes and looked at Lin Ruan. There seemed to be a thousand words in his eyes, but in the end he just said, "I'm worried that you will regret it."

Lin Ruan sat up straight and looked at Zhan Xi seriously, "I will never regret it."

In this world, probably no one can have the same status as Zhan Xi in Lin Ruan's life.

Lin Ruan has lived up to the present, the past is confused, the future is at a loss, the only thing he has clearly understood and cannot be doubted.

But Lin Ruan didn't know that Zhan Xi was far more greedy than he thought.What Zhan Xi wants is not dependence, not greed, but the full love of a Lin Ruan with a complete personality, a love that Lin Ruan can return to her no matter what happens in the future.

Zhan Xi self-strategy and made it more difficult for him to conquer Lin Ruan