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Yu Mianxian touched the red line, she didn't know what kind of mood Song Xuanyin drew this.Moreover, she couldn't read Song Xuanyin's heart at all. If this was true, how could Song Xuanyin like her so long ago?

Yu Mianxian gradually calmed down. Nearly three months had passed since Song Xuanyin said that, and during these three months of getting along, Song Xuanyin never...had any inappropriate actions at all.Whether reading a book or taking a walk, Song Xuanyin is always flat.There seems to be no difference between her and others, even if it is a quiet gaze or a gentle smile, it seems to be there when looking at others.

It is rare for Yu Mianxian to fall into a dazed mood. Since she has the ability to read minds, she has never been so confused when looking at people.She didn't know if it was Song Xuanyin's little joke or a confession, if it was a joke...then she was the only one who cared too much about it, and was distracted by a book.But if it is a confession, looking back on the previous signs, it seems that there are traces to follow, but it seems that she is self-indulgent if she is serious about it.

Song Xuanyin...

Yu Mianxian's expression gradually cooled down, she closed her eyes, and collected the poems.There was a momentary impulse, she wanted Lu Qing to turn the car back immediately, she wanted to ask Song Xuanyin directly.But this impulse was dissipated by timidity and hesitation before he could express it, Yu Mianxian sighed in his heart, feeling uneasy again.

Song Xuanyin's emotions are light, her expression is light, no matter what she does, she is very leisurely and leisurely, it seems that she will never be impatient.Eating, reading, taking a walk, no matter what she does, she is slow and never loses her composure.That gentle smile often appeared, but it was only because of Song Xuanyin's peaceful mind.

Yu Mianxian didn't know what words to use to describe her. When she was with Song Xuanyin in the past, she felt that Song Xuanyin had a good personality and was very comfortable with her.But at this time, Yu Mianxian tossed and turned with her indifferent and gentle personality, as if there were nails growing on the back seat, making her unable to sit still.

"...Do you want to go back?" Shen Yi peeked at Yu Mianxian from the rearview mirror for a long time, seeing the saint's face fluctuating from joy to sorrow, but now she had a cold face as if she was very unhappy, so she went Can't help but ask.

"No." Without even thinking about it, the words of refusal blurted out, Yu Mianxian bit her lower lip, and then continued: "Go to Shenting."

She hates the feeling of not being able to read people's hearts, and the feeling of being excited because of other people's emotions.She can't control anything, and she can't do anything about the illusory feelings.

Yu Mianxian thought of the way Song Xuanyin handed her the book, and also thought of the way Song Xuanyin stood in the crowd watching her as the car drifted away.If, if Song Xuanyin liked her, why didn't she just say so?Yu Mianxian gradually calmed down, does she like Song Xuanyin?Favor?friend?Or a more intimate like?

In the court of God... there is no precedent for same-sex living together.Moreover, the two people in front of the car are living examples of same-sex being together.

Yu Mianxian was in a complicated mood, and couldn't even read the collection of poems that he was most interested in during this time.She stared out of the window in a daze, the scene was quickly reversing, she watched the light and shadow changing outside the window, and the clouds in the sky followed or moved slowly.When it was getting dark, Lu Qing stopped the car, planning to rest here for the night and eat something to replenish energy.Only then did Yu Mianxian blink her dry eyes, and gradually "come alive".

Emotional things are really complicated.

Yu Mianxian thought that when she controlled Shen Yi and kissed Lu Qing, the two of them had achieved a positive result.I couldn't help but stare at Lu Qing resentfully, she is trapped by love now, why can't Lu Qing act righteously? !Shen Yi is still Song Xuanyin's adult, so she doesn't care about Song Xuanyin's love life.

Thinking of this, Yu Mianxian belatedly realized that she knew nothing about Song Xuanyin's past.family?friend?How did you live during this time?Have you ever had a first love, and who did you like? —she doesn't know anything!

Yes, at first she regarded Song Xuanyin as a friend, and they just read books together.Who made it easy and comfortable to get along with Song Xuanyin?She has always disliked verbally asking about other people's privacy and past. After all, she is a mind reader. If others think too much, she will be forced to know a lot of things that she is not interested in.Whether it's other people's past or life, whether it's regrets or everything that is worthy of pride, she is not interested.

But now, she suddenly regretted that she didn't know anything about Song Xuanyin.

"Yu Mianxian!" Lu Qing patted the man's shoulder, took out a water bag from the space and handed it over, "Drink water, don't be in a daze. It's only been a month or two to come and go, and some things don't matter." It's not in a hurry. Now that you are separated from Song Xuanyin, you can better understand your own thoughts and think clearly about the relationship and relationship between you two."

"Song Xuanyin said it to you inappropriately, but adopted this method to choose the time when you want to leave. Apart from her own personal reasons, she probably also hopes that you can figure it out by yourself without her interference, right? "Shen Yi explained from the side, Yu Mianxian was too obvious, it was difficult for them to pretend that they didn't know anything.Moreover, it's really tiring to keep controlling my inner voice, obviously this is the time to gossip to my heart's content.

As for Song Xuanyin's personal reasons mentioned by Shen Yi, Shen Yi thinks it was probably because of "shyness" or some other emotion.Lu Qing, whom she likes, is also contradictory. She is shy and happy. If she gets close to Lu Qing, she will be shy, angry and overwhelmed, but she will feel sad if she stays away.She looked at Yu Mianxian, and thought of the "forcibly pressing her head" at the beginning. Although it was embarrassing for them at that time, the result...it was indeed a leap forward. No one took the initiative to raise the hazy layer between her and Lu Qing. The barrier of time was broken in an instant.

Yu Mianxian didn't say a word, this time it took so long to go back and forth, she can really...seriously think about the relationship between her and Song Xuanyin without being disturbed.Yu Mianxian took a sip of water, thinking of Song Xuanyin's character, she suddenly felt a little helpless: That guy, taking this opportunity to hide his words in the pages of the book, is clearly giving her the initiative, right?

"Don't be in a daze! Come and watch the bonfire, and barbecue yourself later." Lu Qing raised her hand and waved it in front of Yu Mianxian's eyes, but she was not used to her.I didn't expect that the holy maiden of the gods would also be trapped by love one day, this is really a turn of events!If Yu Mianxian really planned to be with Song Xuanyin, she would definitely push her head back.

"...I can hear you, thank you." Yu Mianxian was speechless. Even if Lu Qing wanted to make these plots, couldn't he avoid her?

"I'm a conspiracy. There are only those who can be thieves for a thousand days. How can there be people who can guard against thieves for a thousand days? Anyway, I will keep this in mind, and I will take revenge when I get the chance." Lu Qing thought for a while, and then added, " Don't worry, I will control my strength." After all, it would not be good if two people were hit with a concussion.

Yu Mianxian: "..." She was silent, then looked at Shen Yi, "Can't you... take care of her?"

Shen Yi glanced at Lu Qing, and showed an obedient smile: "Lu Qing is very obedient, she was just joking, she won't really do that."

Lu Qing put the meat skewers on the clean leaves one by one, while perfunctory said: "Yes, just joking."

Yu Mianxian: No matter how you look at it, you don't look like you're joking!

Under the "enlightenment" by Lu Qing and Shen Yi in turn, Yu Mianxian finally didn't fall into that complicated emotion, but gradually calmed down.Start to face up to and think about this relationship.

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Song Xuanyin sat by the fire, quietly flipping through the pages of the book.Her expression was calm, and although her eyes were fixed on the pages of the book, the pages had not been turned for a long time.

He raised his eyes habitually, also from the chair on the other side.However, the person sitting there was no longer there.

Song Xuanyin finally closed the book and sighed: She is not suitable for reading now.Sitting here is just a waste of time.

Everything seems to be a habit, just like when she made the tea she drank, she made Yu Mianxian's fruit tea by the way.Song Xuanyin never liked such sweet things, even though the fruit tea still had a little sour taste.She likes to drink slightly bitter tea, the bitter taste spreads on the tip of her tongue, and finally there is a hint of tea fragrance and aftertaste, that kind of faint sweetness is what she likes.

But I cooked an extra portion, so I couldn't waste it after all.Looking at the fruit tea with a special formula specially made for Yu Mianxian, Song Xuanyin didn't give this pot of tea to others after all, she just poured it herself and drank enough water.

I can't read the book, but it's surprisingly cold outside.Song Xuanyin wrapped herself in a thick coat, and finally pushed open the door. She walked aimlessly on the mountain near the stronghold, and occasionally passed under the trees where melted snow dripped down.Song Xuanyin walked around the base, and finally went to the pigsty to feed the rough-skinned and thick-fleshed wild boars.

Her expression is always flat and calm, and she is used to being alone, immersed in her own world.She likes to be quiet, doesn't like to move, doesn't like to fight, and likes to read.In the past, many people thought she was an extremely boring person.

But with the precipitation of the years and the accumulation of reading, she has already passed the time of being bound by other people's eyes.She has her own rhythm and lives her own life, which is full and ordinary, and she is very satisfied.The adults asked them to gather. Song Xuanyin actually hesitated for a long time at her home in Central City. Every room in her house in Central City has a large bookshelf full of books. She was reluctant to leave there at first. .

But because she was an adult, the gathering was too sudden, and Song Xuanyin was afraid that something serious might happen to Shen Yi, so after a short hesitation, she brought a few books she liked and two books she hadn't read yet and drove over. ——So I stayed at the base.

The same ordinary life, but with different companions.

"If, if she comes back..." Song Xuanyin looked at the wild boars huddled together in the trough and said softly, "I wonder if she would like to accompany me back to Central City."

"Hey, hey, hey!" The wild boars flicked their tails and ate their food.Song Xuanyin looked at it, revealing a very faint smile.

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