God's offering

When he came back to his senses, seeing all the doctors looking at him strangely, he remembered what he had done, coughed, and waved his hands to let the doctors back down. He didn't believe what was wrong with him?

The doctors didn't dare to say anything, and left in despair.

Bai Chen straightened his collar, originally intending to deal with government affairs, but ended up walking back to Ruoqing's original residence unconsciously.

Now that you're here, let's go in and have a look.

He tried hard to recall all the good things in Ruoqing, the him who made tea, the him who read books, the one who was polite to himself, the one who always didn't like to laugh.

But, who can tell him why he is Ruoqing, but has Xiaoqi's face, which is almost the same, but has a completely different style from Ruoqing.

Bai Chen frowned tightly, why Xiao Qi has been lingering, what he obviously cares about is...

Now, he himself can't figure out who he cares about, because he finds that the person in his heart is gradually being replaced by another face.

Bai Chen couldn't figure it out, he wondered if it was because Xiao Qi died in front of him, and in such a resolute way, that he kept thinking of him.

No, there is also Xiao Qi's shadow here, I can't stay here any longer, otherwise it will get worse and worse.

He got up and left, but walked into the temple where Li Yuan was imprisoned in the first place.

There are still countless black mandalas blooming here, swaying with the wind, and the fragrance of flowers drifts with the wind.

Datura flowers are poisonous, and if they bloom in the human world, they will cause hallucinations and anesthesia, let alone the varieties that bloom in the gods.

Its floral fragrance has the effect of causing people to have strong hallucinations, even Bai Chen, who is a god king, is no exception.What's more, he was standing among the flowers at this time.

A round object rolled to his feet, Bai Chen lowered his head, but was facing Li Yuan's eyeless black eye sockets, with blood flowing inside, Li Yuan's mouth opened one by one. Repeatedly, "I hate you, I hate you, I hate you..."

Bai Chen wasn't afraid of these things at first, but once he met Li Yuan, he would tremble unconsciously, sweat profusely, boundless fear arose in his heart, he couldn't face it at all, he just ran away.

Bai Chen ran back to his temple, poured a few glasses of water, looked up, Li Yuan was sitting there quietly, with white hair, pale face, no complaints, no hatred, just quietly watching with him.

Seeing him at this moment, Bai Chen's expression was very calm. He sat quietly opposite him, wanting to reach out to touch Li Yuan, but afraid that he would just disappear.

Bai Chen smiled helplessly, "Xiao Qi, do you hate me that much? That's why you keep appearing in front of me and never let me go?"

Li Yuan didn't know if it was a hallucination, still looked at him quietly, didn't speak, and didn't express anything, just looked at him with that kind of calm and abnormal gaze.

Bai Chen stretched out his hand, and Li Yuan disappeared into the air.

Bai Chen asked someone to bring wine over, and he kept drinking. He was always self-disciplined, but now he drank so darkly that he fell unconscious.

In the dream, he embraced a person in the snowy sky, his expression was gentle, and he smiled happily at the person in his arms.

He thought it was Ruoqing at first, but when the person turned around, it was Xiaoqi, and the two of them were walking in the snow, very comfortable.

He can clearly feel his happy mood, that kind of sincere happiness is completely from the heart, not an illusion.

He clutched his heart, puzzled, didn't he love Ruoqing but... Xiaoqi?

Otherwise, why is Xiaoqi always in the dream, but never Ruoqing?

Those small details that he didn't care about at all before, showed up in front of his eyes little by little, and now he realized that it was not Ruoqing but Xiaoqi who stayed with him the longest time and made him feel at ease.

Ruoqing's nearly a hundred years is completely inferior to Xiao Qi's ten years.

That's right, Ruoqing has never looked at herself directly, just like she has never looked at Xiao Qi directly.

Just like his attachment to Ruoqing and Xiao Qi's attachment to himself, they were all wrong, both he and himself were wrong in falling in love with someone who didn't love him.

It's just that he has always known that no matter how long he clears the customs, he will not fall in love with himself, but he is not reconciled, he has been fighting with An Qianye for so long, and he is not reconciled to only An Qianye getting happiness, so he Imprisoned Ruoqing, although she loves him, she has never touched him.

He is not as interested in Ruoqing as he is in Xiao Qida, but he is used to it, he is used to his attitude towards Ruoqing, he forced himself to fall in love with Ruoqing, forced himself to treat Ruoqing with that attitude, in fact, he just didn't want to admit defeat That's all.Over time, he himself thought that he was in love with Ruoqing.

Bai Chen sat on the railing, quietly watching his little Qi playing in the snow, with a bright smile, and would look back at him between games, with a face full of satisfaction, Bai Chen couldn't help but also smiled slightly, feeling very happy good.

In the dream, it seemed to follow his mood. The sky was full of snow just now, and suddenly it became full of flowers. The light blue person stood in the sea of ​​flowers, which was too beautiful to behold.

It's just that it was a beautiful scene in the first second, but it turned into a sinister and terrifying scene in the next second.

Li Yuan was covered in blood all over his face, and holding Duanhun in his hand, he slashed at his face and body one after another, dismembering himself bit by bit.

He dragged his broken body and slowly moved in front of Bai Chen, stretched out two palms that only had bones left, and strangled his neck fiercely. There was no flesh on his skeleton-like face, and his mouth opened and closed. He didn't know what he was talking about, but Bai Chen couldn't hear it.

Bai Chen gently grabbed his arm, didn't pull it away, but held it tightly in his hand, and suddenly smiled sadly, "Xiaoqi, I understand, it's not that you won't let me go, but I won't let go over myself."

After all, he still cared about that foolish person who loved him wholeheartedly. Inadvertently, he firmly remembered his figure in his heart, but he kept ignoring, ignoring, and pretending to be invisible.

Thinking of it, I am a fool, an idiot, turning a blind eye to Xiao Qi's kindness, but always chasing an illusion that can be seen but cannot be touched.

As for whether he loves Xiao Qi or not, he doesn't know, but Bai Chen knows that he cares about Xiao Qi, so he keeps seeing his phantoms. He feels guilty for Li Yuan's death, and he feels very uncomfortable, like There was an empty space in my heart, empty and painful.

In the dream, God King Baichen's tears finally fell, and in the dream he finally stopped running away and admitted for the first time that he cared about Li Yuan.

It's just that all this happened after Li Yuan committed suicide in despair, it was already too late.