dream lover

On the day Lu Xiaofeng moved out of the dormitory, he pulled his luggage and stood at the gate of the school, while Cheng Yan went to the road next to him to hail a taxi.Some people stood by and watched, their mouths were dirty.He heard a familiar voice, it was a female classmate who failed the college entrance examination and chose to stay and repeat.

She said regretfully, "Lu Xiaofeng, Cheng Yan's reputation has been ruined by you."

It wasn't considered violent words, because it was said from the mouth of a girl who had a crush on him once, Lu Xiaofeng was full of confusion and wanted to speak up to defend himself.

At this time Cheng Yan also came over, and someone asked him gossipingly, "Are you two really gay?"

They blocked the way, and Cheng Yan's tone was not particularly fierce, he just said: "It has nothing to do with you."

The girl refused to let her go, but she was overwhelmed by Cheng Yan's terrifying expression, so she could only move away embarrassingly.Cheng Yan led Lu Xiaoliu away without looking back.

The two of them had nothing to say all the way, they came to Cheng Yan's house, Cheng Yan handed over the key to Lu Xiaofeng, and the latter held on to the pulley lever tightly and whispered sorry.

In Cheng Yan's heart, this sentence should have been said to him by himself.Cheng Yan hated himself for not responding as soon as the rumor broke out, which made the soft-tempered Lu Xiaofeng suffer.

The aura of the whole person is as if he is going to kill someone.

"I don't care if others spoil me. Next time they talk about you, I will still do it." Lu Xiaofeng saw that Cheng Yan was so angry, he didn't know that he was trying to be brave.

Only then did Cheng Yan realize that Lu Xiaofeng fought with others for his own sake.Thinking his courage was commendable, he asked, "Will you cover me like this for the rest of your life?"

Cheng Yan's voice is quite nice.This man is deep in thought, and it is always hard to guess what he wants to do.Lu Xiaofeng didn't expect that he would ask himself such a nasty question, so he hesitated for a long time before humming.

"It's all because I'm so useless..." Lu Xiaofeng smiled to himself, and then said suddenly, "I've been thinking about the matter between us for a long time."

Speaking of this, Lu Xiaofeng paused, Cheng Yan suddenly had expectations in his heart.He has been trying his best not to mention the matter, but he did not expect that Lu Xiaofeng would take the initiative to bring it up.

"The one who cleans himself is cleared, what do you think?"

Cheng Yan looked at his face close at hand, and suddenly felt relieved.

Cheng Yan left without finishing his senior year.

There was no warning before leaving, just as usual, I came to Lu Xiaofeng's class to look for him.It happened to be Lu Xiaofeng's birthday that day.

The relationship between the two is slowly fading, and Cheng Yan has no idea what to say about "the one who cleans himself up". He hasn't looked for Lu Xiaofeng for a long time.

Lu Xiaofeng was congratulated on his birthday, walked out of the classroom with a flushed face, and asked Cheng Yan if he also came to give him a gift.At that time, the consumption level was not high, and the birthday presents students gave Lu Xiaofeng were books, table decorations, pen holders and the like.Cheng Yan took out a scarf from the paper bag and wrapped it around Lu Xiaofeng.

After delivering the presents, Cheng Yan said that he had to leave school to do something.

Lu Xiaofeng watched Cheng Yan's leaving back in the corridor on the second floor. Cheng Yan seemed to have noticed something and looked back.Lu Xiaofeng quickly conditioned himself to squat down.

When he felt safe, he quietly raised his head again, and found that Cheng Yan was looking back in his direction.

Lu Xiaofeng couldn't help but stood up and waved to him.

This was the last time they saw each other as teenagers.

In the car, Cheng Yan was holding an old photo.It was a group photo of the class, and Lu Xiaofeng was standing in the upper left corner.Cheng Yan closed his eyes, tears slid from the corners of his eyes onto the bridge of his nose.A few drops in succession landed on the back of the hand, making small splashes one after another.

At the same time, Lu Xiaofeng was still asleep, and he never knew that someone had looked at his photo so carefully while he was asleep.

Cheng Yan followed his father's new family, transferred to other places, and finally got admitted to a good university.Cheng Yan, who was outstanding in that small county town, was not so noticeable when he got to university.Coupled with his solitary personality, he rarely participated in school activities, and few of his classmates knew him, so he inevitably became a background board to set off others.When he was about to graduate, Cheng Yan's father owed a lot of debts because of drug use, and the family sold all the houses to pay back the money.Cheng Yan gave up further studies and found a suitable company for employment.Like other young people, he worked hard in the metropolis.

Later, Cheng Yan accidentally saw a roller skating rink on the corner of the street. He went to inquire and found out that it would be closed in a few days.

In recent years, few people have gone roller skating.

Cheng Yan, who was wearing a white shirt and put on roller skates, bent his back slightly to maintain his balance, and skating alone on the skating rink, just like walking alone in the footsteps of the city for so many years.He remembered that when he was a teenager, he used to skate on the ice, and he was holding someone's hand at that time. Who was it?

Before he had time to fall into the good memories, Cheng Yan frowned subconsciously when the cell phone rang.He responded with a few words indifferently, and left here.

The 27-year-old Cheng Yan has now joined a very famous company and works in its research institute. He was recruited as a core technician half a year ago.The person who called him just now is Cheng Yan's immediate superior, and he admires him very much.Invite him to dinner at home.

It's called going home for dinner, but it's actually sexual harassment.Cheng Yan didn't expect that he would meet such a guy just after he made a name for himself in the industry and slowly climbed up the ladder.

It made Cheng Yan have a shadow of the phone ringing.

But he can't go back to his original company anymore, he can only wait for this person to send him.

Cheng Yan followed the instructions on the phone, went to the supermarket to buy a box of toys, and rushed to his boss's house in the shortest possible time.Playing with the boss's son all afternoon, until the boss arrived home in the evening, he hurriedly said a few perfunctory words, and escaped from the perverted eyes.

Sitting in the taxi home, Cheng Yan felt very tired, and at the same time felt ridiculous for his embarrassment just now.Lean on the back of the chair and close your eyes.He felt a pair of hands gently massaging his shoulders, the strength was very familiar.I still remember that person always looking for opportunities to share the bed with me when I was studying, and when Cheng Yan resisted, the other party's hand came over like this.

Those hands slowly encircled his neck, they were indeed Lu Xiaofeng's hands.Cheng Yan couldn't believe it, but he heard Lu Xiaofeng talking nonsense to him in a tone he hadn't seen for a long time.

Cheng Yan was a little surprised and didn't know what to say.

Lu Xiaofeng's arms were still wrapped around him, and his whole body was tightly attached to Cheng Yan's back.Cheng Yan was relieved by this real temperature, and felt extremely happy at this moment.It turned out that fate was not against him, it was just a little late.Even though he felt faintly uneasy, he ignored that feeling when he thought that happiness came too quickly and was hard to come by.

Cheng Yan still wants to say something to Lu Xiaofeng, such as how have you been these years, where are you now and so on.Lu Xiaofeng smiled gently, but Cheng Yan woke up without answering.

People can't always forget the person who yearns for it.

Cheng Yan came to the unit in the morning and saw an extra box on his place.CoCo, a female colleague, saw Cheng Yan holding the box in a daze, and opened it for him. It turned out to be a high-end men's watch.

"When did you buy this watch?" He said and put it on for him.

Cheng Yan looked down and didn't try to stop him, why did he have to deal with money?

Since Cheng Yan accepted that watch, other things followed, car keys, house keys.

Apart from pursuing Cheng Yan crazily and always hinting at him with fanatical eyes when the two of them were alone, the boss didn't have the courage to do anything that crossed the line.Over time, Cheng Yan felt sympathetic to him.

Of course, Cheng Yan felt more sympathetic to his boss's wife who was on a business trip abroad.

On this day, Cheng Yan was ordered to drive his boss's child to a remedial class.Cheng Yan took him to have morning tea first.

The child was taught by his father to be very polite, calling Cheng Yan "brother" instead of "uncle".Wearing a suit and silver-rimmed glasses, Cheng Yan patiently wiped the milk from the child's mouth, attracting many diners to stare at the pair of eye-catching brothers.

Suddenly there was a loud noise outside the restaurant, as if there was a rear-end collision on the street.Not long after, the traffic police arrived.Cheng Yan looked out of the glass window and saw a tall and thin figure in a traffic police uniform with neatly cut hair.Wearing snow-white gloves, with a nightstick pinned to his waist.

After the child finished eating, Cheng Yan led him out of the restaurant.Cheng Yan inadvertently looked at the traffic policeman just now. Although that fair face was a bit different from nine years ago, he would recognize it even if it turned into ashes.Isn't this Lu Xiaofeng?