dream lover

Last time in the work group, there was a lot of commotion surrounding Lu Xiaofeng's sexuality.Colleagues didn't see each other, so Lu Xiaofeng simply took an annual leave, planning to go back to his hometown to hide.

But Cheng Yan's project was gone, and he became an idler.Then I started thinking about meeting my parents.

Cheng Yan was daydreaming in his heart that Lu Xiaofeng was good at everything and he was the best candidate to marry a wife.Upright and honest, kind and industrious, virtuous and reliable, and in the end, the offer is beautiful and smooth, impeccable in any aspect.

It is completely in line with the aesthetics of the older generation.

In addition to gender.

Cheng Yan has always acted boldly, since he had this thought in his mind, he would not stop thinking about it.On the first day of Lu Xiaofeng's annual vacation, he took him back to his parents' house for dinner.

Anyway, on the way back to his hometown, Lu Xiaofeng had to pass through the county where Cheng Yan's parents lived.So what Cheng Yan told Lu Xiaofeng was to drop by their house for a quick meal as a friend.

The family ate very peacefully for dinner that day.Cheng Yan's stepmother is always so young and beautiful.The leather bag Cheng Yan bought for her last time also took advantage of this opportunity to bring it here.

Cheng Yan also said: "This bag is suitable for you. The person who sells this bag said that it is suitable for people in their early thirties to carry this style."

She made her smile when she heard it, and his father was also blindly happy.

It seems to be a common problem for parents all over the world to urge marriage at the dinner table. Cheng Yan's stepmother is no exception. Basketball."

Cheng Yan just responded perfunctorily.

But for Lu Xiaofeng who was sitting next to him, the food in his mouth didn't taste that way.

The two of them stayed at home that night, Cheng Yan told his stepmother that they could live in the same room and squeeze together, and there was no need to vacate the guest room that had become a utility room to save trouble.His stepmother laid a thick floor on the wooden floor beside the bed, let Cheng Yan sleep on the floor, and left the bed for the guests.

Cheng Yan packed his things in the room and agreed, knowing in his heart that this floor bedding is redundant.

Both of them took a shower and locked the door. It was self-evident what to do, and there was a different kind of excitement in their parents' house.Lu Xiaofeng still remembered the marriage urging conversation at the dinner table. When Cheng Yan took out the condom from his luggage, he leaned into Cheng Yan's ear and whispered a few words.

Cheng Yan threw away the small things in his hand and pushed him down on the bed.

"It's all for you, remember to give me a baby!" Cheng Yan said.

In the morning, Cheng Yan called Lu Xiaofeng out to buy breakfast.Lu Xiaofeng stepped out of the house on the front foot, and Cheng Yan walked into his father's bedroom to have a showdown on the back foot.

It took a long time for his father to understand what his son meant by "I want to spend my whole life with him".

The first time the man beat his son, the solid wooden stick of the mop was broken into two sections.

If it wasn't for the stepmother's protection, Cheng Yan would have been beaten to death.

How remorse it is in the heart of a father, for disciplining his son too little.No wonder Cheng Yan is always persuading them to have a second child, saying that he will grow old and strong, but in fact it is just for someone to carry on the family line for their family.His own son set him up, and he was really angry.

Fortunately, Cheng Yan is rich, and now the whole family is supported by one person, so his father will not easily say the word of severing the relationship between father and son.

"The family is unlucky... Both are not good things." His father closed the door tightly in the room, rummaging the same words over and over again.

Lu Xiaofeng walked to the door early, and saw that the door was open, Cheng Yan stood there, with red finger marks on his face and neck, and their suitcases were placed beside him.His stepmother was sitting on a chair and crying.

Seeing Lu Xiaofeng come back, she wiped away her tears, waved to Cheng Yan, and called, "Take him back quickly! Be careful driving on the road."

Cheng Yan held the box in one hand and Lu Xiaofeng in the other, and limped away.Lu Xiaofeng, who didn't know why, followed him down the stairs. In the unusually silent space, Cheng Yan held his hand and never let go.He slowly understood what happened in Cheng Yan's house, his nose was sour and his eyes were astringent, so he started to cry.

When the two of them walked outside the unit, they stopped in a place where no one was there.Cheng Yan suddenly hugged Lu Xiaofeng firmly.The speed of movement can be described as the most flexible among the cripples.

"Don't cry, I was beaten, why is it the same as hitting you." Cheng Yan said softly.

Ordinary crying people would cry harder after listening to the comfort. Lu Xiaofeng changed from dejected to crying loudly, and kept repeating: "It's all my fault..."

Cheng Yan wiped his tears at him at a loss, and explained clumsily: "My dad is just playing with me. I don't feel much about being beaten."

Watching Lu Xiaofeng cry was a thousand times more uncomfortable than being beaten, it was a feeling of suffocation that he couldn't breathe.

Lu Xiaofeng said: "What the hell is this called? This is what I'm most afraid of..."

Lu Xiaofeng thought that Cheng Yan made such a big sacrifice for himself to have a falling out with his family.To be fair, I should also tell my parents the truth.

Cheng Yan pondered for a moment, and persuaded him: "Your parents are old, don't talk about it. This matter really hurts the old man's heart."

Lu Xiaofeng said: "Actually, they have been urging me to go on a blind date."

While they were talking in the car, Lu Xiaofeng was spraying Yunnan Baiyao on Cheng Yan's beaten knee.Cheng Yan was originally looking at the wound, but after hearing this, he raised his head and gave him a sad look.

"But I never said yes."

Cheng Yan heaved a sigh of relief again, the whole process was like changing faces in Sichuan opera.

When he arrived at Lu's house, Cheng Yan took all the things he had bought for his parents into the house, and said that Lu Xiaofeng bought them.The two old men blamed their son for wasting money, so Lu Xiaofeng had no choice but to say that he had raised his salary.

At Cheng Yan's parents' house, there were hourly jobs for housework and cooking.When they arrived at Lu's house, Lu Xiaofeng's mother was chopping vegetables at the stove, and Cheng Yan rolled up his shirt sleeves and went to help.

"Oh! What are you doing! Go and rest!"

To her, this is her son's best friend from junior high school to adulthood, a promising and polite child, the last time Grandma Lu Xiaofeng was hospitalized, he also came all the way.So she really likes Cheng Yan.

Cheng Yan smiled at her, and refused to leave.He helped clean up the fish belly and knew not to break the gall, so he looked like a skilled cook.The old man praised him again and again, and said to his son who was sitting outside watching TV doing nothing, "Look at him!"

Lu Xiaofeng's house is a small western-style building in the town, with many rooms, they had to sleep separately at night.

"My mother likes you very much." Lu Xiaofeng came to Cheng Yan's room under the guise of delivering air-conditioning quilts to guests, and told him the facts he had observed.

This sentence sounds heart-warming. How many people go to see their future father-in-law and hope that their partner can say this sentence, which means that they have passed the test.

Cheng Yan nodded and smiled lightly at Lu Xiaofeng.Lu Xiaofeng also told him not to turn on the air conditioner too low at night, remember to cover the quilt or something, and went back to his room to rest.He didn't realize that there was actually some bitterness in Cheng Yan's smile.

As much as Lu Xiaofeng's parents like him now, when they know the truth in the future, they will hate him as much.

After returning to the city from his hometown, for the remaining few days of annual leave, Lu Xiaofeng and Cheng Yan would stay together every day.They went to the aquarium they didn't make it to on their last date.

Cheng Yan has been trying to find fish that look like "Cheng Chengcheng" and "Lu Liuliu" in the tank.

Lu Xiaofeng disagreed with his approach, after all, the two koi at home are very valuable, not ordinary fish.

Together they watched animal performances in the theater and shook hands with sea lions.Go to the next amusement park and line up to sit on the carousel.At first, Cheng Yan disliked this thing for being too girly, and he didn't want to sit on it.After waiting for no one to line up, he secretly sat down, and was ridiculed by Lu Xiaofeng several times.

The weather is too hot, so when you don't want to go out, you just stay at home with the air conditioner and watch TV.The two of them had nothing to do and chatted endlessly.Lu Xiaofeng said that on such a hot day, he really wanted to hide in the snow-capped mountains.

"Okay." Cheng Yan's temperament is like this, he can agree on anything, as long as it is suggested by Lu Xiaofeng.

"By the way, I remember that your birthday seems to be in September? Last year I was thinking of buying you something, and you went out of town a month in advance."

Cheng Yan started his serious nonsense at the wine table, and fooled Lu Xiaofeng by saying, "When I celebrated my birthday the year before last, there was a huge battle, and there was also a military parade, which was broadcast on TV."

Lu Xiaofeng was dumbfounded listening to his bragging, and asked in disbelief: "No way? So awesome?"

After careful questioning, I found out that this guy's birthday was the anniversary of the victory of the Anti-Japanese War, and the year before last was the 70th anniversary of the victory of the anti-fascist regime.There was really a military parade on TV that day, and it was telling the truth!

In addition to collecting pens, Cheng Yan occasionally buys something that he finds strange, such as the drone in the study.Lu Xiaofeng helped him clean up the bottom of the bed, and accidentally found a dusty violin.Cheng Yan only learned a piece of music from others, and played it to Lu Xiaofeng at home.Lu Xiaofeng was more of a layman than him, he couldn't hear the skill, he only knew how good it sounded, so he sat on the chair and listened wholeheartedly.

After the holiday, Lu Xiaofeng went back to work.

The dodgy eyes of his colleagues made him feel tired.

In the rare short time during the busy schedule, Lu Xiaofeng sat in a cool place on the side of the street to rest, turned on his phone, looked at the photos he took of Cheng Yan, and thought about him.

The photo of Cheng Yan was taken casually. Under the high-definition camera, the admirable face can be seen at a glance, from the two sharp and handsome eyebrows to the unfathomable eyes.His demeanor is indifferent, centered on himself, isolated from the world around him.It gives people the impression that even if there is a fire and someone shouts that it is on fire, he will not run away in a panic, he will only walk a little faster.

People are really different.

Lu Xiaofeng found that his eyes were attracted by the lips in the photo. They were moderately thick and jelly-like in color, and he really wanted to bite them, even though those two lips were often pressed indifferently.Lu Xiaofeng couldn't help recalling the tactile sensation when he gnawed on it, and Cheng Yan's gentle look when he closed his eyes to cater to him.

That's probably what a confidante is like!