dream lover

In a stalemate with Cheng Yan, no one spoke in the car, and the moment he got off the car, Lu Xiaofeng immediately began to regret it.

He knew there was a word called cold violence.And the target of his violence is Cheng Yan, who is so nice that he has never treated him badly, and who may have liked him for more than ten years...

He called Cheng Yan to apologize, but the phone was turned off.In the morning, he rushed to the door of Room 701, but he was in vain. Cheng Yan didn't come home at all last night.For more than ten days after that, Cheng Yan never showed up in this city, and there was no movement on social software, as if he was a person who never existed.

Cheng Yan did not disappear, but encountered a choice.His biological mother has returned after being away from home for nearly 20 years.Renal failure has reached the terminal stage, and receiving a kidney transplant is the only chance of survival.

His father told about the situation on the phone, hoping that Cheng Yan could donate a kidney to his mother.

It's not bone marrow, which can be regenerated after donation.It was a kidney, an extremely important organ for men.Cheng Yan's stepmother almost died of anger.Is it worth it for the son and husband to waste their health and money for the woman who abandoned them at the beginning?

Faced with this kind of thing, Cheng Yan's first thought was to ask Lu Xiaofeng's opinion.

After donating a kidney, it may affect the quality of life in that area.

He twirled the pen in his hand mockingly, the two of them had already separated, even if there was some disconnection before, it was the result of his persistent refusal to let go.Still thinking about these hopeless things.

For Lu Xiaofeng, if Cheng Yan didn't look for him, he wouldn't take the initiative.

During that time, Cheng Yan accompanied that extremely strange and kind person every day.Anyone who walked into the ward would recognize them as a mother and child, because they looked like they were carved out of the same mold.Cheng Yan did organ matching, and the result was a match.The family reached an agreement, and after waiting for a while, the business in Cheng Yan's hands stabilized and his mother adjusted her body to the best condition suitable for surgery, then the transplant could be performed.

On the day of waiting for the matching results, the whole family was very anxious, and the stepmother asked Cheng Yan to go out for a walk to relax nearby.This is the best medical institution in the whole country. Walking out of the gate, walking along a road, Cheng Yan saw a middle school.There were no security guards at the school gate, and when he stepped into the campus, time seemed to go back to the time he spent together with Lu Xiaofeng in high school.He walked into an unlocked empty classroom, neatly arranged desks and chairs, similar to the high school they had attended, and awakened the memories of their youth.

He remembered that after Lu Xiaofeng gave him gloves that winter, the two became more and more intimate.Afterwards, the grade held a New Year's Gala, and Lu Xiaofeng invited Cheng Yan to attend the party in his class.

The classroom was covered with colored paper, and all the tables and chairs were withdrawn to the walls.People in twos and threes gathered together, eating melon seeds, chatting, and rehearsing the show.Lu Xiaofeng, who had nothing to do, found a chair for Cheng Yan to sit down, and brought him a plate of melon seeds.

As soon as Cheng Yan came in, the classroom became much quieter.The school grass from the top class came, people called friends and friends, and the girls from the next door who heard the news were crowded in the corridor.Cheng Yan was uncomfortable being watched by the moving heads outside the window, Lu Xiaofeng acted as his bodyguard, stood up and blocked him, a wall of human flesh blocked the view from the outside.

"Lu Xiaofeng, move aside!" Someone complained dissatisfiedly.

"What do you think you should do to see peacocks?"

After Lu Xiaofeng finished speaking, his butt was pinched by a classmate.Everyone swarmed up, grabbed his arms and legs, scratched him, and stripped his clothes... At that time, no one regarded Lu Xiaofeng as a homosexual, and he was hanging out among his classmates.

Cheng Yan, who was very close to him, couldn't stand their uproar and had to stand up.Lu Xiaofeng hugged him around his neck begging for help, and shouted: "Cheng Yan, save me!"

Cheng Yan is not used to physical contact with people, but unexpectedly he doesn't hate Lu Xiaofeng, and feels that the smell of the other person is very refreshing.He supported the disheveled man in his arms, helped Lu Xiaofeng brush away the troublemakers with one hand, and helped pull down the rolled up clothes with the other hand.

In the middle of the party, Lu Xiaofeng dragged Cheng Yan to escape, carrying the basketball he stole from the class, and fled to the playground to play.It was cold outside, and Lu Xiaofeng practiced shooting three-pointers persistently against the cold wind.Cheng Yan was used to taking care of Lu Xiaofeng, so he unzipped the down jacket, wrapped him in his own clothes, covered his head, and took him away.

"Human trafficking..." Lu Xiaofeng yelled while being covered in his clothes.

There is a little-known noodle restaurant on the street outside the school, and the two would occasionally go to eat supper together.

"You're going on a trip with your uncle, right? Then we won't be able to see each other during the Chinese New Year." Regarding the arrival of the winter vacation, Lu Xiaofeng was a little worried, picking up the noodles with his chopsticks and delaying putting them into his mouth.

"I'll come back to see grandma." Cheng Yan comforted him like this.

"Then you must come to my house to pay New Year's greetings. I'm waiting for you."

Fragmentary fragments repeatedly appeared in Cheng Yan's dreams.Often when I wake up, I don’t remember it, and I have to recall it hard for a long time.

Lu Xiaofeng appeared in his dream, which was half a memory and half a fantasy.

Even Cheng Yan himself forgot when he first fell in love with this person... Maybe it was the day he lowered his head to kiss him in the small town after the rain.It might be the moment when Lu Xiaofeng threw himself into his arms at the starlight skating rink.It may be the winter in memory, the boy who puts the scarf on the boy in the back row of the classroom.He thought, how nice it would be if time could be turned back?Let the time go back to the day before falling in love with Lu Xiaofeng.He promised never to make the same mistake again.

Like, love, turned out to be a mistake.

On the day of the return trip, Cheng Yan was also very low-key, no one picked him up.He went around the food court and the hotel, and saw that Secretary Yu and the others took care of everything very well.Qiu Tian bumped into Cheng Yan by accident in the office, and only then did he realize that Brother Cheng had already finished the housework at hand and returned.

After dealing with the backlog of work, it was already dark.Cheng Yan drove back to the community where he lived alone, the headlights swept across the dim road, thinking of the loneliness after returning home, he felt physically and mentally exhausted.

But when he was going up the stairs, he heard footsteps at the door.

Cheng Yan stopped in the middle of the stairs, looked up at Lu Xiaofeng who was leaning over to look at him.

"Hug me." Lu Xiaofeng said, and then opened his arms.

It can be seen from the restrained small movements that he is a little uneasy, afraid of being rejected.Then they were taken into Cheng Yan's arms who stepped up the stairs in a few strides, the arms were closed, and they hugged each other tightly.

Cheng Yan lowered his head and lightly touched Lu Xiaofeng's lips.

Xiao Biesheng was newly married, Cheng Yan suddenly saw Lu Xiaofeng waiting at the door of his house, and was dazzled by the emotion, so he couldn't help himself for a while, and hugged him.

Thinking of the quarrel before they separated, Cheng Yan gradually calmed down.In order to prevent future troubles and completely stop Lu Xiaofeng from having a relationship with that woman, he decided to behave tougher this time and teach Lu Xiaofeng a lesson.

Obviously wishing to stick his eyes on the other person's face and not want to move away, but he pretended to be indifferent.After hugging him, he left the person aside, found the key to open the door, and ignored Lu Xiaofeng's arrival.

"Qiu Tian told you that I'm back?" At the beginning, it was the posture of Xingshi asking the crime.

Lu Xiaofeng followed Cheng Yan into the house, rushed to shake his hand, and said softly, "I know I was wrong."

Cheng Yan's hand twitched hard to break free, and instead of being held by him, he turned his head away.

"Officer Lu is right. I am the one who cares about every detail, biting others."

Cheng Yan patted his own sofa, which he hadn't sat on for a long time, and sat down gracefully, his mouth was unforgiving, and he could hear that he was still angry.

Cheng Yan's whereabouts were unknown for so many days, and he didn't know what he was busy with.Lu Xiaofeng went to the food city to wander around whenever he had time, and Qiu Tian couldn't help him this time.Lu Xiaofeng knew that if he missed this opportunity, it would be another long wait.He really wanted to pour out all his thoughts, and the words he said didn't convey his meaning: "I just want to finish what I said that day. But if I still have meaning for others, I won't call you and me. What do you think?"

Cheng Yan made a gesture to stand up and go to take a bath, which shows that he is not satisfied with this attitude of admitting his mistake.

"You do this every time you quarrel. Once you leave, I thought I would go back to those days when I couldn't see you...I can't live without you."

The sadness and true feelings between the lines made Cheng Yan stop.

"No matter how the family opposes us, I am determined not to be separated from you again."