[Gao Gan] If you don't love it, you will be soft!

"Why are you so obsessed with me? My love for you is just a kindness from a chance meeting, and I don't need your concern for more than ten years." Lin Weidong looked at Zhang Xichen.

Zhang Xichen also looked at him, and the two looked at each other, as if they had endless words to say, but for a moment they didn't know where to start.

"Can I hug you?" Zhang Xichen's tone showed a faint begging.

Lin Weidong was silent for a while, and then he chose to open his arms, "Come on."

Zhang Xichen walked over, leaned down and hugged Lin Weidong's shoulders tightly, and couldn't bear to let go.The warmth of Lin Weidong's skin was transmitted to Zhang Xichen through the shirt, which made the nobleman feel so appropriate and at ease.

Lin Weidong patted him on the back, "Okay, get up, I want to talk to you."

Zhang Xichen was a little bit reluctant, but he had to let go. Lin Weidong's tone was very serious. They really needed a real conversation to clarify all the problems.

Zhang Xichen returned to his original seat, his eyes never leaving the man opposite him.Lin Weidong was scorched by those fiery eyes, and felt even more regretful in his heart.

He asked: "Why didn't you tell me the truth before, but waited for me to expose it. If I didn't tell you, are you planning to hide it from me for the rest of your life?"

When it comes to the three words "a lifetime", Lin Weidong feels that some words are inappropriate, but he does not intend to correct them.Anyway, the point of the talk is not here, Zhang Xichen should understand.

Zhang Xichen lowered his eyelids, "I wanted to tell you, but I didn't know how, so I kept procrastinating until now. Besides that..." He paused, and continued, "I think you might not like to hear Yes, maybe you still hated that unlucky kid back then and almost killed you. So after much deliberation, I put it in my mind, thinking that I will tell you when the time is right."

Zhang Xichen's ten fingers were tightly clenched, and it could be seen that he was very nervous.Lin Weidong looked at Zhang Xichen's expression, and wanted to hold back some comforting words, but after thinking about it, he didn't know what to say. He thought he was not good at comforting people.

Zhang Xichen raised his eyes, looked at him nervously, and asked: "Now that you know the truth, do you think my methods are too despicable, and I'm pestering you, trying to change your sexuality."

Lin Weidong suddenly felt that Zhang Xichen was a bit pitiful. This noble son who had not received much affection since childhood, the only thing he longed for was probably love.It's a pity that I can't give him complete love. From a physiological point of view, my love is incomplete.So he couldn't make a promise, so he could only watch helplessly.

Zhang Xichen waited for his answer, Lin Weidong shook his head and said: "In my opinion, you are a very courageous person. In terms of love, you are braver than me and know how to fight for it. I have no reason to think you are despicable. This word It's not suitable for you."

The smile immediately spread across the pale face, even though the noble young master's face was still pale at the moment, he couldn't hide the happiness contained in the smile that was finally revealed.

Lin Weidong already understood that Zhang Xichen's feelings for him cannot be explained clearly in a few words.However, he has physical problems, and he doesn't want to delay this person, so he must confess to him.But before that, he had to make sure of one thing.

"Zhang Xichen, let me ask you," Lin Weidong said in a deep voice, "Do you really like me, or do you want to repay the kindness you gave back then? If it's the latter, then there's no need. I'm not someone who wants to repay you." If it's the latter , he has no need to confess.

Zhang Xichen didn't answer immediately, he is such a sensitive person, of course he knew what Lin Weidong meant.But he didn't want to lie. There was no need to calculate this kind of thing.What Lin Weidong wanted to hear was the truth, and he also wanted to answer the truth.

"Weidong, even I can't figure out why I like you. Maybe it's because I dream of you lying in my arms bleeding every night, and my conscience is disturbed; or it may be because, Your behavior touched me, and this kind of emotion gave birth to love, which made me feel that I have an achievable goal in life, and I will not give up until I get you."

"Then after you get it, will you still have the same feeling as before?"

When Lin Weidong asked this question, he felt stupid. No one can guarantee what will happen in the future, even if he is himself, he can't categorically say "I will stick to one end". Then, what reason does he have to restrict Zhang Xichen's love .

He still smiled to himself, and waved his hand to tell Zhang Xichen not to answer.

Lin Weidong doesn't understand the long flow of love, and neither does Zhang Xichen.They are all too young.Just because they don't understand doesn't mean they won't work hard.Zhang Xichen has always been a patient person, while Lin Weidong is just impatient on the surface, but he is actually a delicate person in his heart.But they still don't know each other's nature, at least for now, they can only try step by step.

Lin Weidong stood up and walked to the master bedroom. At the door of the bedroom, he saw the room that had already been decorated. The double bed was covered with quilts. The silk quilt cover was embroidered with two mandarin ducks. Lin Weidong didn't know which one. Both male and female, in his opinion, look alike.

At this moment, Zhang Xichen hugged him from behind, clasped his hands on Lin Weidong's chest, and pressed his cheek against his back.

"Wei Dong, do you still remember the scene when we all went shopping for furniture?"

Lin Weidong sneered, can you not remember?This noble young man is turning a corner to guide himself.Now that I think about it, it's really ridiculous. I'm afraid that only Zhang Xichen would consider him a treasure.

"Stay here tonight." Zhang Xichen said quietly, with a certain bewitching tone in his tone.

Although Lin Weidong is sober, he still has nothing to say. Regarding his physical problems, he must say something.

He patted Zhang Xichen's hands around his chest, "There is something I want to make clear to you, if you don't listen, you have to listen."

As soon as this remark came out, Zhang Xichen didn't dare to be negligent. The remarks like "listen if you don't listen" seemed to be of an orderly nature. It seemed that this matter was more serious than he expected.

Zhang Xichen let go of his hand sensiblely, and Lin Weidong turned around and pulled him into the room.The lights in the bedroom were always on, and Zhang Xichen could clearly see Lin Weidong's series of actions.

Lin Weidong unbuttoned his belt, and Zhang Xichen was taken aback by the crisp sound of the metal buckle being knocked open.His face quickly turned red, and he stammered: "Wei Dong, that...do you want to do that kind of thing? I...I'm not ready yet. Just give me one minute, just one minute , let me slow down."

Lin Weidong patted his head, and his voice was very calm: "I think too much, I just want you to understand that I can't lift it when I look at other men's genitals. If you don't believe me, I can practice it myself." Lin Weidong spoke quite frankly.

Zhang Xichen was in a trance, he didn't seem to hear Lin Weidong's words clearly, "What did you say, say it again?"

Lin Weidong said: "You should know that when your mother was violated, I was the one who recorded the whole process completely."

"I know." Zhang Xichen couldn't figure it out, "But it's about you..." Then he stopped suddenly, and it seemed that it took a moment to understand, "You mean, that thing...caused you It caused a psychological shadow, and the result is that when you see a man's lower body, you can't get an erection, is that right?"

Zhang Xichen's brows furrowed deeper and deeper, and in the end, even his face turned pale.He sat on the edge of the bed in a daze, looked into Lin Weidong's eyes, but couldn't say a complete sentence.

Lin Weidong looked at Zhang Xichen's expression and felt that it was no longer necessary to demonstrate in person.There is no illusion of platonic love between men and men, and the same is true between men and women.So Lin Weidong knew with certainty that Zhang Xichen couldn't adapt to his physical problems.No woman will like an incompetent man, and the same is true for men.It's not that I don't understand the sex between men, it's more exuberant than that between men and women. With my appearance, does it mean that Zhang Xichen should eat fast and chant Buddha all his life?He didn't want to delay others, so he could only choose to tell the truth.

After putting on his pants, Lin Weidong felt that he didn't need to say anything more. No one would like love without sex.No matter how lingering and pathetic you are at the beginning, you can't escape the tempering of time in the end.Lin Weidong, who firmly believed in this, finally chose to turn around and walk out of the room.

When he was leaving, he came back and told Zhang Xichen: "I'm not suitable for you, you can find a better, more perfect one, don't bother with me anymore, it's more suitable for us to be friends."

Braised egg squatted at the porch, his tail slapped on the door panel, showing no intention of moving away.

Lin Weidong was about to tell the braised egg to go away, but at this moment, Zhang Xichen ran out, looking in a hurry.Seeing the confrontation between a person and a dog at the entrance, he first said: "Sit still and don't move." Then he heard the humming sound of the corned egg, and his sitting posture became more standard.

Lin Weidong saw Zhang Xichen rushing towards him, grabbed his arm and said, "Weidong, let me ask you, is it because of your own physical reasons that you refuse to confess your feelings to me? In fact, you have feelings for me? ?"

Lin Weidong remained silent.

Zhang Xichen refused to give up, "What the hell physical problems, you think I will care about these, you underestimate me. The person I Zhang Xichen likes will only meet you for the rest of my life, and will not change after death. So don't even think about using this I'm not that easy to get rid of. I won't let you go tonight. I know that once you walk out of this door, our relationship can only be maintained at the level of friends. I don't want to do this, and I will never This is not allowed. There is still a lot of time tonight, you can stay, I think we can give it a try."

The hand grasping the arm was not weak, Lin Weidong felt that this nobleman might be really serious, "Are you sure you want to do this?"

Zhang Xichen stared into Lin Weidong's eyes, "Yes, I'm sure."

The author has something to say: the third update, I have kept you waiting for a long time, there may be a little minced meat tomorrow~~~ But generally speaking, it is impossible to do it, but you should understand. . .

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