[Gao Gan] If you don't love it, you will be soft!

When Father Lin came back, he saw Zhang Xichen's little nephew bowing his head and kissing his son's face. He had lived for a long time and had never seen two big men kissing. There must be some discomfort, but just look at it. After reading it, I felt that it was not so inconsistent.Of course, he didn't subconsciously regard Zhang Xichen as a woman, although he learned from the Internet that many people who don't understand will treat one of the homosexuals as a woman, and some anti-gay people, their thinking is more extreme.Father Lin thought about it, and felt that his son's path would be difficult in the future. The path was chosen by himself. As a father, he had the right to remind him, but he had no right to object. If he didn't finish this path, no one would know the result. what will happen.He was very fortunate that his son cherished the present, and never let go of what should be grasped. It was much better than he was back then.

Coughing on purpose, Father Lin walked in with a big bag of things, including fast food, some light food, and some daily necessities.

Zhang Xichen called Uncle Lin, took the things, sorted them out, and put everything that could fit into the cabinet.Then, without waiting for Lin's father to say anything, he took out the porridge inside and scooped it up for Lin Weidong to eat.Father Lin saw it, and didn't say much, but felt that he was a bit redundant, so he said something and prepared to leave.

"Xiaodong, the doctor said that your injury is a superficial injury, and it's nothing serious. You'll definitely be discharged after a week's stay. I also went to tell you about Lao Zhang. I must have told you about it, Dad. If I want you to change jobs, you have to agree if you don’t agree.”

Lin Weidong swallowed the porridge in his mouth, and said, "Dad, Xichen told me about this, and I agree with it. I don't want to make fun of my life. I'm not that stupid."

Father Lin nodded, "It's good to figure it out, Dad is afraid that you won't turn your head when you bump into the south wall." He said and looked at Zhang Xichen, "You take care of it, I'll go back first, and I'll come see you tomorrow."

Both young men said hello.

Father Lin left, Lin Weidong tried to move his shoulders, and said, "Xichen, can you do me a favor, I want to go to the toilet."

Zhang Xichen said: "A catheter is inserted, don't you feel it?"

Lin Weidong froze for a moment, then suddenly relaxed.

Zhang Xichen smiled, locked the door, drew the curtain, added some hot water to the basin just now, lifted the quilt covering Lin Weidong, and prepared to wipe his lower body.Lin Weidong yelled to wait, and then Zhang Xichen saw yellow liquid flowing in the transparent tube.

"I made you laugh." Lin Weidong looked embarrassed.It is true that no man would like others to see such a desolate side of himself, even close ones.

Zhang Xichen curled the corner of his mouth, his smile was sincere without any demeaning color.

He said: "It's okay, it's a happy thing to be able to take care of you like this." Your downfall can only be seen by me.

Lin Weidong coughed pretentiously, still a little embarrassed.

When Lin Weidong finished, Zhang Xichen began to wipe his perineum for him, the movements were very slow, careful and pious, and even Lin Weidong urged him to hurry up.

Zhang Xichen leaned over and said to him, "No rush."

For a while, Lin Weidong didn't know what to do, so he could only let Zhang Xichen wipe it slowly.

"Wei Dong," Zhang Xichen said, "do you know that the joy of life lies in the small details. It is impossible for ordinary people like us to have any vigorous experiences. The life we ​​can enjoy is such trivial things. Now, these are precious memories, they are the testimony of being in love, and they are much more effective than a marriage certificate."

Lin Weidong didn't speak, but listened carefully.

"So, you don't have to take it to heart. Only I know everything about you. It's just..." Zhang Xichen paused.

"Just what?" Lin Weidong asked.

"Braised egg may be starving tonight." As they said that, the two couldn't help laughing.

Lin Weidong waved to Zhang Xichen: "Kiss me, the stitches on my back hurt too much."

Zhang Xichen leaned over with a smile: "It's not just one stroke, a hundred strokes are fine."

The warm lips touch each other, that is their sweetness.

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Lin Weidong's confession

I fell in love with a man recently, but I'm not sure if I can love him forever. It's not that I don't believe in my feelings, but I just don't believe in the tempering of the years.But I will work hard to go on with him. I have never loved anyone in my life. I hope this is the first and only one.

What I want to declare is that I am also a man. When a man falls in love with a man, some people may call it disgusting. Whether it is acceptable or not is just a matter of concept. I don’t think it is wrong to not follow the trend. Love has nothing to do with gender.

The man I fell in love with was Zhang Xichen. He was wealthy, handsome, and most importantly, he had a good temper and could tolerate everything about me, including my ignorant romantic temperament.

Zhang Xichen is a very patient hunter. I will choose him, and there are probably reasons for this.

He not only has a good temper, but also cooks delicious dishes, which really caught my stomach.

Maybe you think he is a standard image of a good wife and mother, but you are wrong.He is very bad, very scheming, and very cunning.It's not that I don't have the strength to compete with him, it's just that I don't want to. There are some things that I would rather pretend not to know.

My fate with him started a long time ago.Zhang Xichen always believed that the first time he and I met was when we were ten years old, when he and his mother were kidnapped, and I rescued him, in a sense.But the truth is not like this, it is a memory that only I know, even my father is not aware of such a thing.

I was about seven or eight years old that year, and I was just in the first grade of elementary school. Because I hadn't grown up yet, my teacher arranged to sit in the first row.It was also because of my small size that the boys sitting in the back would bully me, especially when I was going to the bathroom, a brat named Da Hei would bring a group of people to surround me.

This kind of virtue at a young age, you can still get it when you grow up.Later, my words were confirmed. He became a gangster and went to jail.I can't say that he is happy, but I think he is quite pitiful. He was beaten and scolded by his parents since he was a child, and he hasn't received much love. The reason why he is so rampant in the class is probably to find a sense of existence.

It's getting too far away, I'm not talking about him, but another kid, he is a transfer student transferred in the second semester, and I heard that his family is very rich.Every day when I come to class, I dress up white and clean, which is especially popular with girls.

Such a person could never get along with me, but fate is a bastard, insisting that I have something to do with him.

This person is none other than Zhang Xichen.

I remember that when that kid came for the first day, Dahei was jealous, Zhang Xichen would inevitably be taught a lesson, but at that time I didn't mind my own business, a hero came to save the beauty or something, I was like a bodhisattva crossing the river myself, There is no leisure to provoke him.

At that time, I was very different from now. I was timid and afraid of death, and I would hide away from Dahei.

That day, I watched Dahei and a bunch of brats block Zhang Xichen in the toilet.If you want to talk about why there is no senior person to take care of it, because Dahei is smart, it happened to be a physical education class at that time, and we were the only class on the playground, and the teacher allowed us to move freely.Thinking about it now, Dahei is indeed quite capable, and he knows how to control the time of committing crimes at a young age.

I followed behind Dahei, and I don't know what kind of psychology is at work.I hid at the door and saw Zhang Xichen being pushed to the ground by them, and the others formed a circle.They were scolding him for being an asshole, saying it was great to be rich, and kicking him.Zhang Xichen was stubborn and resisted at first, but later he couldn't stand it anymore and could only hold his head and endure the beating.In fact, I knew that the other kids were all there to join in the fun, and it was Dahei who was the real one. His fists were very hard, and he didn't hit the face, but only hit the body, so it couldn't be seen from the outside.

Zhang Xichen didn't say a word, I couldn't help but admire him.

My heart trembled, and I wanted to rush over to help him, but I knew how heavy I was, so I would never take that step.

I saw Zhang Xichen looking up from between their feet, my eyes coincidentally met his, I burst into a cold sweat, and then I ran away, very embarrassed.

Later, the matter was settled. I don't know if Zhang Xichen filed a complaint. Considering his temperament, he would probably choose to swallow his anger.

Two weeks later, he changed schools again, and I didn't even say a word to him, and he probably didn't know my name, after all, we only met at first glance.No, that shouldn't be called fate, it should be called dung.

I can choose not to hate my cowardice, because there is no law that stipulates that I must help him, and I have the right to choose to watch.Of course, this is all an excuse to cover up my cowardice.

This matter has always been in my heart, and then I was afraid of forgetting it, so I wrote it down in my diary.That's right, I have the habit of writing a diary. No one knows about this habit, including my father, including the current Zhang Xichen.

So when I saw him again, it was impossible for me to forget that face.

That time, to put it nicely, it was a hero saving the beauty, but in fact it was to cover up the hypocrisy and cowardice in my heart for a long time.Then I acted like crazy, knowing that I couldn't deal with that man, and I pretended to be handsome.Of course, I didn't forget to call the police, I have to leave a way out for myself.

The price of that time was terrible, I almost died.I heard Zhang Xichen crying with his arms around me, like a mourning cry, it was so ugly.Doesn't he remember that the person who saw him being beaten and stood idly by was me.

Forget it, I paid it off anyway, and I feel at ease. Even if I die once, I will be worthy of my conscience.

After that incident, I never saw Zhang Xichen again.I saved my life, thinking that I would become a policeman and kill all the scum in society.Of course, this naive ideal was later proved to be an idiot level. Justice cannot punish crime, and to some extent, some extrajudicial power is needed.

I thought that my relationship with that kid was probably over, but fate is such a scum, he let me meet that kid again, and then I saved him again.

In fact, I recognized him the first time I saw him on the monitor, but I didn't want to have anything to do with him, so I pretended I didn't know him.But what happened later was beyond my expectation. I didn't expect that he and I would be involved in this for the rest of our lives.

Zhang Xichen thought I didn't remember him, but the truth was not like that, how could I not remember, those fragments of experience, I will never forget them for the rest of my life.

I gradually discovered that he was interested in me. I noticed it when he invited me to dinner for the first time, but I didn't say it, and I didn't want to say it.

I have love phobia, it comes from my family.So I hate falling in love, of course, this is only one of the reasons for the term.I have an indescribable feeling towards Zhang Xichen.There used to be guilt, but now there is no more.So what is there now, there is nothing now.I just pretended that I was meeting him for the first time, and let everything in the past go away.

But later I discovered that Zhang Xichen approached me with a purpose.I knew he was investigating me, and he couldn't get close to me all the time, so he sent someone to follow me. He thought I didn't know, but I knew everything, but I just didn't say anything.I just wanted to see what he was up to.

On that rainy day, I deliberately took off my clothes in front of him, revealing the scar on my back.His reaction was within my expectations. He must have not forgotten what happened back then, but he seemed to be very forbearing and didn't say anything, which confuses me a bit.

Since he didn't say anything, I just pretended not to know, and I didn't have the heart to play recognition games with him.I cooperate with him to be friends, just want to know his purpose of approaching me.

Later, I seemed to understand a little bit.His purpose is simple, he likes me.

On more than one occasion he made indirect remarks about me, asking me if I hated gays.My answer was ambiguous, and I didn't want to give him hope so quickly.Because I'm not sure, is he crazy about me, and I'm a little skeptical about love.

I hung on to him like this, thinking that one day he would get bored and give up.

But I was wrong again.Zhang Xichen is a very good hunter, he knows how to lie dormant and wait, his patience makes me ashamed.

Dazhi called me and told me to go to the class reunion.I didn't want to go because I was single, but after thinking about it, I thought it was an opportunity to test Zhang Xichen.

On the day of the party, everything was under my control. The only thing I didn't expect was that Zhang Xichen joined forces with Dazhi, and the two of them gave a wonderful performance.

I thought, well, if you want to play, I will play with you.

After that, I pretended to go to the bathroom to see how Zhang Xichen would react.

To him, to tell the truth, there was no love at that time.Maybe I'm always calculating his little thoughts, so there's no such thing as love.

Zhang Xichen's mind is so persistent that it makes me feel terrible. I gradually feel that if a person can spend so much time and money for you, shouldn't he be satisfied.

Subconsciously let me talk about a relationship, but I think it's not the time yet, and there is still a fundamental problem that has not been resolved.That's right, a sexual disorder.

Zhang Xichen took the initiative to call me again, I expected he would not be able to bear it.I agreed to his request, went to the banquet, and had a showdown with him by the way.

I forgot to mention one thing, that is the marinated eggs.Well, this is a dog that makes me very helpless. I don't know which side it is on, but it seems to want me and Zhang Xichen to be together.

When I gave Zhang Xichen a dog, it was just because he was lonely living alone, and I wanted to have some fun for him.There is no other reason.

I went to Zhang Xichen's house as scheduled, and the two of them finished their meal in peace.I thought it was time, so I started the article with a picture of his mother and started talking about the events of that year.

Don't ask me why I pretended to be so good, I even lied to the people in the institute, I don't know the reason, it seems that I really self-hypnotized and forgot what happened back then.

Looks a little crazy.

Zhang Xichen's performance was very cramped. I thought he should have been prepared, but apparently he wasn't.He must be sincere to me, at least this meal.

I confessed my physical problems to Zhang Xichen and waited for his disdain.But he didn't. Apart from being shocked, he didn't show any look of pity and sympathy, but he felt a little guilty.

He said he could give it a try, and he didn't give up at all. I stayed, but we didn't make it.

Our real lovemaking is a day later.That day, my mother showed up, which I didn't expect.

I don't know what role my mother played in my love with Zhang Xichen, and I'm not interested in knowing.Anyway, it doesn't matter anymore, at that time I had already agreed with Zhang Xichen physically and mentally.

Zhang Xichen's obsession with me was fully expressed in that love. Even though I was blindfolded, I could still feel his longing for me.We've been doing it for a long time, but I couldn't hold it anymore, Zhang Xichen kept yelling under me, like crazy, his previous self-cultivation and image disappeared without a trace.

Then one day he told me that his loitering was for me.My mood was very complicated, and then all distracting thoughts turned into lust.Whenever Zhang Xichen said these words to seduce me, I couldn't help but fuck him, even if he weakly told me to stop, I couldn't stop at all.

Now, Zhang Xichen is lying under me, swallowing hard.I leaned against the bed and smoked, looking at his appearance in a daze.

I have never smoked before having sex, this is the first time.

Zhang Xichen looked up at me and said, "Do you have something on your mind?"

I stubbed out the cigarette, pulled him up, and made a gesture to kiss him, but he pushed away, saying dirty.His mouth is filled with the taste of my genitals.

I was stimulated by him again, turned over and took off his pants, and pushed in from behind.

My sexual barrier problem is still not resolved, but I want to see Zhang Xichen's expression when he climaxes, and I want to know what kind of mood he is.

He snorted and endured my collision.I figured he must have had an enema, otherwise he wouldn't have allowed me to come in so naked.

I leaned on his shoulder and said, "Xichen, I want to see your expression." I knew he had a way.

Zhang Xichen said: "Go to the bathroom, there is a mirror there."

I obey.

Then, I watched him raise his waist and stand in front of the mirror, with his hands on the sink.I stood behind him and saw him in the mirror trying to raise his head and look into my eyes in the mirror.

That air of devotion increased my sadism, which, I have to admit, I have.

Zhang Xichen enjoyed this feeling of pain and happiness very much, as can be seen from his expression.

We did it for a long time until Zhang Xichen limp in my arms.

"Wei Dong, are you happy?" He asked.

"What's wrong?" I kissed his lips.

"I'm afraid I can't satisfy you."

I smiled: "The only one who can satisfy me is you."