you are my tomorrow

The author has something to say: the upper part has finally been updated, Sahua~~ I am about to welcome the lower part, which is the modern part, which I am more proficient in~~~ Please look forward to it, and I also look forward to your comments and suggestions~~Salute~

Autumn also left in a hurry, and the winter in the capital came with the first heavy snow at the end of November. Not long ago, Comet heard that the queen was happy, so he specially went to Han Qing to congratulate him. Although Han Qing had a smile on his face, but Comet could see the bitterness in his eyes, so bitter that he shed tears when he smiled, but there was still a pitiful smile on the corner of his mouth. The queen smiled unnaturally when she looked at Han Qing's tears. Can't help red eyes.

"...Look, I'm excited..." Han Qing wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes with a little embarrassment, "Queen, I will ask you more from now on..." Instead, Han Qing looked at the queen beside him, and gently lifted her hand, looking at her sincerely.

"It is an honor for a concubine to have a dragon fetus, so why should the emperor ask for it?"

Comet looked at the two people in front of him, and suddenly felt that they were far away from him, and he was an outsider. He couldn't help laughing at himself, because he was originally an outsider.

After passing through the cold December and January, February came soon after the new year, and the closer it was to the death date of Zhao Rongzhen, Baoqin felt more uneasy. He had just lived in the palace not long ago, Comet asked himself the date of Zhao Rongzhen's death, He told Comet the date "February [-]" exactly, and Comet seemed to have written down this date and never asked again.

Five days before the death day, Comet just woke up in the morning, and Baoqin helped Comet get dressed, "Rong Zhen and Zhang Wei...'together' together?" Without warning, Comet suddenly asked, and he felt standing in front of him. Behind him, Baoqin, who was helping him tidy up, trembled for a moment, then regained his composure.

"……Yes."

"It's been such a long time, and you haven't gone back to take a look. It's all grass. Why don't we... let's go and take a look, and then we won't come back?" Baoqin was sure that Comet's tone was questionable, and he was discussing with himself. After tidying Comet's hair, Baoqin walked up to Comet and looked at Comet complicatedly.

"Your Highness...why didn't you come back?"

"Isn't it good for me to accompany them?" Comet smiled lightly. Baoqin didn't know what "accompany" meant, and he couldn't say "good" or "bad". He was afraid that Comet would be like Chen Yuan... "Don't worry, I won't be like Chen Yuan..." Comet seemed to see Baoqin's thoughts, and then comforted Baoqin. Baoqin's chest was tight, but he couldn't agree or refuse.

On the same day, after the morning court, Comet went to the study to find Han Qing, and just happened to be loyal. After they finished discussing the state affairs, Comet told the two of them this matter that had been planned for a year, and then both of them were stunned.

"...Do you have to do this? Actually...you can go every year..." Neither of them expected Comet to make this decision, Comet lowered his head and smiled faintly.

"Actually, this past year, I selfishly thought about trying to completely forget about Rong Zhen. Although he made me happy, in the end...he also made me suffer so much. It was as if my heart was pulled out of my body by him. So I don't go to see him, live a careless life, even Baoqin I didn't let him. But I found... I don't miss him every day, he is like a manjusawa, long There is something in my heart, no matter how much I ignore him, he is always there, like a shadow...I think I hated him, otherwise why would I want to forget him? But I can't pull out the flower in my heart, pull it out If this is the case, it will also be uprooted. Its roots are so deep. If it is pulled out, I will cease to exist... So, if this is the case, I will simply go to him, and I will accompany him. Wei, it’s better to still have me, isn’t it?”

There was no wave on Comet's smiling face, as if he was saying that he was going to travel. Indeed, he was going to travel, but only for a one-way trip that would not return to the original point.

Or maybe, on the day he met Zhao Rongzhen, Comet had already started this journey, but he didn't know it.

Han Qing bowed his head, he knew that even if he said something he disagreed with, Comet would still leave.

"Are you leaving too...?" Han Qing sighed, and said to himself in frustration. Comet looked at Han Qing, and could only silently apologize to Han Qing in his heart, hoping that he could forgive his selfishness, "All go Well... I still have a queen, and an unborn child, they will stay with me for the rest of my life... let's go..." Han Qing stood up from his chair and was about to leave the study, when he passed Comet, he paused , looked up at Comet, Comet saw resentment in his eyes, a little resentment, but more of his elder brother's kindness, which made Comet's eyes reddened, "When are you going to leave?"

"...Tomorrow, I want to get there before Zhao Rongzhen's death..." Comet lowered his head, his voice became smaller and smaller, and he didn't want to say any more. Han Qing was startled, and opened his mouth, but still didn't say anything what come.

"Bring more clothes. It should be quite cold on the mountain. That kid Baoqin is pretty safe. He should be able to take care of you...Let's go...Leave early tomorrow. I still have a morning morning, so I won't see you off... Han Qing lowered his head again, put his hands behind his back, and walked out of the study slowly.

Comet watched Han Qing's back gradually leaving, the tears that had been in his eyes just now finally fell down.

"Your Highness...I...I..." Zhongyi really wanted to say something to persuade him to stay, but he couldn't.

"Help me take care of Brother Huang, he is too lonely..."

In fact, how much Zhongyi wanted to go with Comet, but he had no choice but to nod slightly.

Early the next morning, Baoqin took a carriage and stopped in front of the gate of the Ming and Qing Palace, and moved Comet and his belongings into the carriage. Zhongyi did not go to the early court, but came to the Ming and Qing Palace to see Comet again, and this side, maybe This is the last side.

After everything was moved, Baoqin checked again, and after confirming that there were quite a few things, he got into the carriage with Zhongyi, and sent them to the gate of the palace. Zhongyi got off the carriage, "Your Highness, when you reach the mountain, Send a letter to the emperor and me...give me a map too, I can go and see you, and I can send it to you if you need anything..." Zhongyi's words were choked up, but Comet raised his voice With a smile on his face, it seemed that he hadn't smiled so easily in a long time.

"Loyalty, thank you for being by my side for so many years, so that I don't feel lonely. In the future, you will also be with the emperor well, understand?" Comet didn't say that he would come back with a message. At this moment, all he had in his heart was That person, that person who is no longer in this world.

But Zhongyi could only watch the carriage go further and further, unable to chase...

Baoqin drove the carriage out of the city, but Comet stopped him, got off the carriage, knelt down towards the palace, kowtowed deeply, and then continued on the road...

Three days later, on the day of Zhao Rongzhen's death, Comet and Baoqin rushed to the thatched hut on the mountain. The two graves stood quietly in front of the thatched hut. As expected, the two tombs were already covered with weeds, because of the wind and rain. The two tombstones are already old, and the old spots on them are very similar to the scars left on Zhao Rongzhen's body due to the war later. Comet squatted in front of Zhao Rongzhen's tombstone, and his fingers lightly traced the words on it - the tomb of Zhao Rongzhen.

These five words stabbed Comet's eyes so painful that he could only close his eyes and shed two lines of tears. He thought he had accepted the fact that Zhao Rongzhen had left this world. He thought that even if he fell into this situation one day , can no longer cry, but he still can't cry by himself...

We must be like that manjushahua, although we have a prosperous life, we still cannot escape the ending of loneliness in the end?

You are.

I must be too?

Two days before arriving at the thatched cottage, Baoqin cleaned the inside and outside of the house, but no matter how he cleaned it, the room seemed to still smell faintly of herbs. Comet sat on the bed facing the bed. On the chair, Baoqin was busy, Huixing's eyes seemed to stay on the bed all the time, he imagined Zhao Rongzhen's last life, suffering from the pain of illness, what kind of unbearable appearance would that be?

When Zhao Rongzhen, who was so proud, was treating his leg injury in the palace, he tried not to bother others as much as he could, but here, he can only rely on Baoqin for everything.

Seeing Baoqin going out with a basin and a rag, Comet followed. Baoqin crouched in front of the two graves, ready to wipe the tombstones, "Baoqin, go in and rest, I'll wipe."

Baoqin was startled, "Your Highness...let me wipe it, it's still cold, your hands..."

"It's okay, you go in, I'll wipe it." Comet squatted beside Baoqin, took the rag from Baoqin's hand, but couldn't hold back Comet, so Baoqin had to stand up, but didn't enter the room, and kept waiting by the side.

Although the water in the basin was hot, the rags soaked in water became cool after wiping the air for a while, and the wind on the mountain was stronger than that on the bottom. I wanted to take a rag and wipe it myself, but Comet never let go. By the time the two tombstones looked a little cleaner, Comet's hands were already numb from the cold, and his right shoulder was sore.

Comet wanted to stand up and go back to the house, but as soon as he stood up, a sharp pain came from his numb right knee. Comet staggered. Qin helped him walk slowly back to the house and sit down, then moved the brazier to Comet’s side, squatted down and put Comet’s legs on his own, and slowly rolled up his pants to his knees, which were already swollen and red , Baoqin raised his head and looked at the comet in surprise.

"Your Highness, this...was also done last time?"

Comet nodded, "Out of the palace, I'm just a useless prince... I can't even do this kind of work..." Comet smiled at himself, and turned to look at Baoqin comfortingly, "It's okay, It will be fine after a while, and I'm out of the palace, so don't call me 'His Royal Highness', just like Rong Zhen, you should also call me 'Brother'."

Baoqin hesitated for a moment, but still shook his head, "Baoqin... dare not..."

"Why don't you dare, call it, loyalty has no power." Comet put down his legs, helped Baoqin up, and looked at him encouragingly.

"Yes...brother..."

Baoqin timidly responded, but when he saw Comet's satisfied smile, he scratched his hair in embarrassment and smiled brightly.

A year ago, Zhao Rongzhen brought Baoqin's "Brother" into another world, and a year later, Comet returned that "Brother" to Baoqin.

"By the way, didn't you say that Zhang Wei wrote a letter to Zhao Rongzhen? Is that letter...is it still there?" Comet asked as if suddenly remembering something, and Baoqin, who had a bright expression just now, instantly looked down in embarrassment. Head, "Is it gone?"

"Yes..."

"Then..." Comet wanted to take a look, but he felt that it was inappropriate, so he didn't continue. Seeing that Comet had nothing to say, Baoqin probably guessed something, he hesitated, and slowly took it out of his arms. He took out the letter and handed it in front of Comet. Seeing the blood-stained letter suddenly appeared in front of him, he raised his head and looked at Baoqin in surprise.

"Brother... No matter what is written in it, don't be angry, okay?"

Although he didn't know what was written in it, Comet still nodded. Baoqin handed the letter to Comet. Comet took a deep breath and opened the letter paper:

elder brother,

When you read this letter, I don't know if I am not alive yet, if I gave it to you personally, but fortunately, you read it.

You must blame me for leaving, and you must also think that I left because of my parents, who couldn't see that you and His Highness are still together, yes, there is this reason, but more importantly, I have other things. The reason is that all these years, you have always been in my eyes and in my heart, and it is also because of this important reason that I can't see you and Your Highness together, so I decided to leave.

I'm being petty, aren't I?

I have never dared to tell you in person, because I was afraid that you alienated me before, and after you were with His Highness, I dared not say it even more, because I was afraid that you who were already far away from me would be farther away from me, and I even stood behind you to watch Your power is gone, so... that's all I can tell you.

Regarding the matter of treason, it was only after I entered the gold camp that I realized it. After I left the military camp, I wanted to say that I could not get you, and I would not let you and His Highness be together safely. So I defected to Jin Ying, because I felt that only with the help of Chen Yuan could I achieve my goal.

Seeing that I offered to send you to my door, Chen Yuan didn't refuse me, but he was always on guard against me, fearing that I might be a spy sent by you. After waiting for a while, seeing that you hadn't moved, he relaxed a little and asked me to take it Our barracks, when he made this request, I realized that I had treason, but thinking that if I could separate you from His Highness, I did as he said.

But when I saw that you rushed under the wooden stake fearlessly for His Highness, helped His Highness block the danger, and His Highness raised his hand to kill the first person in his life in order to protect you, I suddenly understood What is true love? Only those who can sacrifice everything for the other person and do things beyond their own ability are qualified to love and be loved.

And I have no qualifications.

After learning that Chen Yuan sent people to sneak attack on our barracks, I knew it was useless to regret, but it was impossible to go back, even if I went back, you wouldn’t accept me, so I took advantage of Chen Yuan’s vigilance against me When I was a child, I drew that map for you, thinking that you could get it back with an eye for an eye, and also hoped that you could rescue me.

But, you never sent anyone over.Did you deliberately not come after seeing my message, or did you really not see it?

Ever since I ran out to send you a map, Chen Yuan has carried out comprehensive surveillance on me. I don't know if I can still see you alive, and I don't know if this letter can be delivered to you.

If only I could.

I'm sorry, brother, is it too late for me to bless you and Your Highness?

Brother, I hope you can forgive me, even if such a request seems unreasonable, this is the last request I can make to you.

章玮

After reading the letter, Comet carefully folded the letter and returned it to Baoqin who looked at him cautiously. Even though he felt that Zhang Wei's betrayal was unforgivable, a trace of regret slowly rose from the bottom of his heart. If he hadn't met Zhao Rongzhen , Zhang Wei can stand behind Zhao Rongzhen and look at him with peace of mind. Even if Zhao Rongzhen will get married and have his own family in the future, he will not feel like losing. After all, the other party is a woman, but the arrangement of fate is not like that .

When Zhao Rongzhen met the comet, there was no such "if" anymore...

"Baoqin, put the letter away and don't lose it... Zhang Wei is also worthy of love..."

Comet stood up with his hands on the table, limped to the door, looked at a dark green mountain forest under the gloomy sky, sighed softly, and the white breath he exhaled quickly disappeared in the cool air.

Rongzhen, I once told Zhongyi that we are like Manjusawa growing on the same rhizome. After I wither, you will be my tomorrow. Correspondingly, I am the same to you, right? Even though I don’t have tomorrow, you still have me. If I hadn’t experienced an encounter with you and always had everything, how would I understand the loss and helplessness after losing with the passage of time?

Don't you like how I look in red?From tomorrow onwards, I will wear the red dress you love again, and I will stay here with you all the time. You must wait for me, and I will definitely go to you, so that we can see if the road to hell is real. It is full of red manjusawa...

Snowflakes fell in the sky again, the comet stretched out his hand, let the snowflakes fall on his hands, melted again, and the wind blew again, blowing comet's sleeves fluttering in the air, it snowed again, but, a little It's not cold, this should be the last snow this year...

Nearly a year after Comet left the palace, there was a cry of a child falling to the ground in the Hezheng Palace, but the mother of the child passed away in a dystocia. In the temple on the mountain outside the capital, someone knelt and prayed in front of the Buddha. Two lines of tears were shed, and finally I fell down in front of the Buddha statue and cried so hard that I couldn't help myself.

Three years after Comet left the palace, the old abbot in the temple on the mountain passed away. Later, I heard that a monk named "Jing Neng" became the new abbot. Because of his superb medical skills, he would often go down the mountain to treat the sick and poor. But he never went to the invitation from the palace.

Thirteen years after Comet left the palace, the emperor died of a chronic headache, and his only 13-year-old son became the youngest emperor in history.

18 years after Comet left the palace, the middle-aged general of the Koreans led the soldiers and finally not only took back the land assigned to the Kingdom of Jin, but also took the Kingdom of Jin as its own land in one fell swoop, but I heard that the general He never married in his whole life, but only adopted two children.

Twenty years after Comet left the palace, there was another grave in front of the thatched cottage. A middle-aged man knelt in front of the new grave, weeping and burning paper money. He was the only one at the simple funeral, "Brother Comet , Brother Rongzhen, you must live happily in the sky, don’t separate again, and the second young master will watch over you..." Finally, he buried the turquoise under the new tomb, and then buried it in Zhao Rongzhen’s tomb. He dug a small pit before, and buried the red kit under it, and the blood-stained letter was finally put into the brazier by him, turning into ashes.

Twenty-five years after the comet left the palace, in the summer of that year, the mountain with thatched houses was full of red flowers called manjusawa, which is said to be in bloom. Underneath, there are also green leaves as a backdrop, and only the manjusawa on this mountain is blooming like this, but the middle-aged man has never gone down the mountain until he was old, and has been guarding the flowers all over the mountain all his life.

Thirty-five years after Comet left the palace, the general of the dynasty returned home. He had long heard that the mountain was full of Manjusaceae, and he searched for it after leaving the palace. On the mountain, he found a thatched house with a hut in front of it. Standing three tombs, watching the three tombstones burst into tears, and then he guarded the three tombs with the people who greeted them from the thatched cottage, and never went down the mountain again.

Forty-five years after the comet left the palace, the three tombs on the mountain still look like they are being looked after.

Fifty years after the comet left the palace, the three tombs were covered with weeds, and since then, no one has looked after them...

Life is like a dream, gathering and parting,

The morning is like spring, the flowers are withering in the evening, how many times we get together,

How many times we are separated, how can fate come and go as you like.

In a blink of an eye, with blue hair and white hair, I look back indifferently, with a few vicissitudes in my heart.

crying alone...