Atonement of HP

Snape returned to his dormitory almost in a daze. For the first time, he tried to contact Lucius proactively. Thinking about the Christmas holiday discussion, Abraxas' death was definitely a problem.But after taking out the double-sided mirror, Snape put it down again, what should he say?Let Lucius come over?Why!And if Lucius didn't take the initiative to tell him, it meant that he didn't want to talk about it. What position did he have to ask Lucius to be honest with him?

Snape walked around the room, every reason he thought of was refuted by himself. At this moment, Snape suddenly realized that Lucius had been unilaterally maintaining the relationship between them. Once Lucius There is no more action, and their connection seems to be completely broken.

For the first time, Snape reflected on his lack of initiative. After repeated deliberation, Snape finally put his trembling hand on the bathroom wall, and decided that this time he would take the initiative to go through that door to find Lu Xiu. Si asked what happened.But an accident happened when Snape put his hand on the place that Lucius had passed through countless times this school year - the wall was still a wall, nothing had changed.

Snape's face turned pale all of a sudden, of course he knew why, or Lucius had already left the school, once the prefect's room lost its owner, it would naturally lose all the functions that its owner had given it ; or, Lucius canceled the door, which is the prefect's prerogative, and naturally only the prefect himself can take it back.

Of course, there is no doubt about it. Lucius just arrived at the school today, so it is impossible for him to leave now, which means that he has closed the door between him and Snape's dormitory forever, blocking all possibilities .

Snape felt a chill rushing up from the soles of his feet, why on earth did Lucius do this?Snape was puzzled.Thinking of the hug before he left, Snape desperately convinced himself that Lucius must have other ideas, and he had no reason to do so; but there was a faint voice in his heart that grew louder: no A lowly half-breed!I thought the heir to the Malfoy family would take a fancy to you!No one will love you!take a look at yourselfThere is no place worthy of others' love for you!Lucius, after knowing the betrayal you made in the previous life, can still treat you as a friend, which is Merlin's gift, what more do you want?

Another voice retorted: No, Lucius asked me to stay with him in this life. His attitude was very serious last time. He wasn't teasing me. He treated me... very well.

Come on... but it looks like you can make some potions?

Even so, what does it matter?After all, I still have what Lucius wants, don't I?

The voice sneered again: So what if you have what Lucius wants?He threw you out of his life without even a word of explanation. Isn't his attitude clear enough? !Even if your talent is held in front of him, he won't care!

No, it wasn't...Lucius...Lucius...the latter voice was getting smaller and smaller, so that it was barely audible.Snape kept touching the entire bathroom wall with his hands: no, nothing...

The whole night, Snape didn't fall asleep. The good hygiene habits he had maintained since sharing the dormitory with Lucius were completely broken. His hair was a little greasy lying on his forehead. Thinking of today, he still had to be with Sla Professor Ghorn bid farewell, and Snape left his dormitory as if nothing had happened, but those who knew him well could see that his eyes were empty and wandering, and his whole soul seemed to be abandoned.

Of course, Professor Slughorn knew his apprentice well, but he only thought it was because Snape was facing a vacation and was unwilling to return to the Muggle world. After all, he himself was in a mess now, and he didn't have the energy to care about himself at all. Deeper levels of apprenticeship.But when Snape was about to leave, he invited Snape to visit him at his house during the holidays and learn potions together.

Snape nodded, and found Professor Slughorn's address. He didn't see Lily standing aside, and just listened to what he and Professor Slughorn had said.Because Snape didn't see her, he flew over directly, the girl stood where she was, bit her lips in aggrieved way, holding back the tears that were about to fall.After that, as if she had made up her mind, she turned around and resolutely caught up with her childhood sweetheart.

Snape was dragged to the side of the Black Lake by Lily without realizing it at all. It was already the day before the holiday, and almost all the students were packing up in Hogwarts Castle. The lake was even quieter. Lily had definitely considered Snapela here.

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Sending Snapela to the Black Lake seemed to have drained all of Lily's Gryffindor courage, and the girl's face was now drawn closer to her hair. "Sev," Lily called softly, with grievances in her voice, "We haven't spoken for a long time."

Snape just came back to his senses, but he didn't notice that the girl had quietly changed her address. Thinking of his estrangement plan, and then thinking of the Malfoy family, Snape rarely apologized, but just glanced at Lily with raised eyebrows.

Lily's face turned redder, and Sev raised her eyebrows in a very imposing manner, and she secretly said in her heart: "I heard that Professor Slughorn invited you to his house, you...you still have a vacation? Will you be with...ah, no, at your house?" Lily originally wanted to say "Will you study with me during the holidays", but she felt shy and sweet when she thought of Sev with her, so she turned That's the end of the story.

Snape didn't hear the girl's implication at all, his admiration for Lily had long since passed away, and now he clearly understood the difference between the two of them. Lily has a persistent pursuit of strength and strength, while Lily's excess of sympathy and absolute justice are also deeply rooted, and the two are completely irreconcilable.Since the split was a matter of time, Snape didn't spend more time on their connection, and Slytherin never spent time on unworthy things.

It's a pity that Snape's idea was not Lily's. Snape's estrangement just gave adolescent girls a chance to know his identity as the opposite sex. Once Snape became a opposite sex of the same age in Lily's heart, then the following development It was something he hadn't thought about at all.

"I should stay in Spider's End..." Before Snape finished speaking, he saw a platinum-blond hair coming out of the castle in the distance, with a silver snake staff shining brightly under the sunlight.An inexplicable guilt suddenly appeared in Snape's heart. He was eager to get rid of the conversation with Lily, at least not to let Lucius see him here.

"I should go to Professor Slughorn after that, maybe I will go directly to the professor's house. If you have nothing else, I will go first." He quickly finished what he wanted to say, The figure was already very close, if his voice was louder, it would definitely attract Lucius' attention.

"Sev..." Of course, Lily couldn't fail to feel Snape's coping, the girl was always very sensitive to the emotions of her sweetheart, but she couldn't see someone coming when she was facing Snape.

Snape didn't care about Lily's attitude either. As Lucius got closer and closer, Snape just wanted to leave quickly, and he turned to leave, but Lily grabbed the back of his school robe.

"Lily, loose..." Snape turned his head and said impatiently, but was interrupted by the girl's declamation.

"Sev, I like you!" The voice was loud and resonant, maybe it couldn't be heard inside the castle, but it was almost certain that everyone around the Black Lake could hear it clearly, including the one that Snape avoided. Lucius, and... is James Potter who jumped out of that place after Lily finished speaking loudly.

"You damn, greasy, insidious snot, stay away from Lily!" James Potter was almost mad. He saw his goddess and that insidious Slytherin from the castle. When Heihu was talking, he hurried over wearing an invisibility cloak, just in time to hear Lily say "I like you".The temper that had been suppressed by Mrs. Potter for a year completely broke out.

br>"Disarm!" Potter cast a spell at Snape at the first moment. He learned his lesson this time, and with Snape's small stature, as long as he knocks his wand into the air, no matter it is Curse or hand-to-hand combat, I have an absolute advantage.

Snape didn't react at all, the attention distracted by Lucius was already shocked by Lily's farewell, and Lucius' panic when he heard all this made his mind go blank for a moment, that is, at this moment, Bo When Te's spell arrived, Snape's wand came out of his hand and flew towards the direction Lucius came from. Lucius paused after Lily's announcement just now, but after seeing Snape's wand being knocked into the air He walked towards Snape and the others again, the speed was many times faster than before.

"Fuchsia!" Potter's second spell came, and Snape's pupils widened the moment he heard it. The humiliation next to the Black Lake in his previous life once surfaced in his memory, his pain, unbearable, Dignity...all came to my heart together.No, what else is different!Lucius!Snape almost looked desperately at the white light from Potter's wand flying towards him. With the speed of Lucius, this time he would experience it again completely in front of Lucius.

Snape almost resigned himself to his fate and closed his eyes. He couldn't even remember that he was powerful and possessed a beautiful wandless spell.

Lily turned pale the moment Potter appeared, and was angrily ready to scold him after hearing Potter's accusation.She didn't expect Potter to move so fast, she could only scream and watch Potter attack his sweetheart with that spell she had never heard before.

Lucius was going crazy, he hadn't recovered from the rage that his own Sif was confessed by that damned Mudblood when he saw that the person he swore to protect with Lucius' life in his heart was killed by Bo Special attack with a spell, and he has no way to deal with it!Yes, it was Lucius, and it could only be Lucius' life!

Without even thinking about it, he held up the snake staff and sprayed out a more eye-catching "armor body protection". If there are adult wizards present, they will be surprised. As far as the spell Lucius is casting now, he has What is more powerful is the powerful magic power far beyond that of his peers. Given time, Lucius will definitely become one of the most powerful wizards of this century.

It's a pity that Lucius was too far away, his Iron Armor Curse still didn't feel Potter's spell, and under Snape's desperate eyes, Potter's spell hit him hard!

Snape closed his eyes in pain!Merlin!This is his established destiny!Everything he has, everything he can have, everything he wants to have!Never could have belonged to him!Fate is so cruel to him, so cruel that it doesn't give him the slightest possibility of dreaming.

He bit his lip tightly, closed his eyes, and swore to himself

I will never let Potter go!At the same time, he also made all the preparations, preparing to face Lucius' shock, contempt, or disgust when he opened his eyes again... No matter what, he always had to face it, the cruel fate seemed to be merciless. The whetstone made Snape more pure.

The dizzying world he imagined did not appear, and a warm feeling flowed through his body, just like the feeling of being held in Lucius' arms that day.

"This is the integrity of Gryffindor! Attacking classmates for no reason! Ten points will be deducted from Gryffindor! I will appeal to Professor McGonagall!" Snape heard Lucius' voice right in front of him, the platinum noble Being so angry that his voice rose an octave, Snape swore he had never heard Lucius's voice in two lifetimes, as if the other party had a hatred for killing his father and taking his wife.

Snape opened his eyes, and found that Potter's spell seemed to be blocked by something, Lucius was standing in front of him, his back was straight and firm, his shoulder-length mid-length hair seemed to be a little longer, Almost past the shoulder blades.

"James Potter! I hate you to death! You scoundrel! I don't want to talk to you anymore!" Lily seemed to have finally come to her senses, she let out a scream, with tears on her face, she Taking one last look at Snape, he found that he was lowering his head, not even looking at himself, and finally ran towards the castle as if he had collapsed.

"Lily, Lily, listen to me!" For Potter, Lily was the most important thing, and he didn't care about grades at all, so he just gave Lucius and Snape a hard look, and then Called Lily's name and chased away.

Snape watched all this in silence, the awareness of being alone with Lucius making him stiffen.

"Severus Snape!" The platinum nobleman turned around almost madly, and pulled his wrist: "What do you think you are doing! Gaining sympathy in front of the girl you love? Your response What about your magic? Merlin! Don’t tell me you can’t resist! You’re so willing to let that Miss Lily Evans protect, protect, protect you!”

Snape was so blocked that he couldn't speak. He opened his mouth to say something but found that he couldn't speak at all. Lucius' eyes had completely changed from gray-blue to silver, and the magic pressure around his body soared, strangely. The integration with Snape did not make him feel uncomfortable.

"I..." Snape opened his mouth, only to find that the hand that Lucius was holding on to his wrist was the hand that made the contract with him. The original half of the flower on it was almost fully opened, and it could be seen that it was a rose , even Snape himself, his vine seemed to be alive and grew a bud, ready to bloom.

"Lucius!" Snape wanted to ask what to write, but the platinum aristocrat followed his gaze and saw his own magic lines - of course he knew that his Ignoring Curse could not fool Snape, almost at the same time, Lucius He let go of Snape's hand as if he had been scalded. "I thought, as a Slytherin, you have enough judgment to choose a partner." Lucius' voice returned to normal, "Student Snape!"

Hearing the address that he hadn't heard for a long time came from the innermost part of Lucius, Snape didn't know what it was like, and he was blocked by Lucius just as he was about to say something.

"Then, please allow me to say goodbye!" Lucius turned and left without waiting for Snape's answer.

Snape stood where he was, bitterness in his heart, it was already obvious, wasn't it?Everything is my own wishful thinking.He turned the ring subconsciously, and the familiar warmth flowed through his body.Snape looked at the ring in surprise, it turned out to be the one that helped him block the spell just now!Looking at the rose above, Snape was even more surprised to find that this rose was almost exactly the same as the magic pattern on Lucius' wrist!what is going on?Snape looked at the ring thoughtfully. A double agent was never short of wit, so long as they kept their cool.