obedient lover

An Nuo picked up the diary on the ground and the mobile phone whose screen was broken like a spider web, and placed them neatly on the desk.

After standing still for a few seconds, he walked to the window and opened it, looking up at the outside world quietly.

Because it was far away, he couldn't hear the noise of the horn on the road, but he could feel its colorfulness, but no matter how prosperous it was, it was only superficial to An Nuo.

Most people will be alone for a lifetime, even if they have their own home, relatives, and friends, if they can’t establish contact, no matter how close they are, they will be strangers.

For a moment, An Nuo felt that he was extremely lonely.

If it wasn't because of extreme lack of self-confidence, why did he write such confident words in his diary?

How did Zhuo Fan think he survived all these years?

He remembered every subtle expression of Zhuo Fan's emotional fluctuations because of himself so firmly. He looked for clues in Zhuo Fan's every move, desperately proving that Zhuo Fan still loves him, and desperately telling himself that one day , Zhuo Fan can return to him.

He magnifies every little gain he makes so big, so as to weave a defensive net to protect his heart that is riddled with holes, that's all.

So many of his sorrows were recorded in the diary, why did Zhuo Fan pick these out...

However, An Nuo is still An Nuo, no matter how sad he is, he is still An Nuo, he is really strong enough to think about the fact that Zhuo Fan found his mobile phone and cracked his password just after he was hit in the head by a mobile phone thing.

In his opinion, Zhuo Fan would not have the patience to enter his room and enter a space firmly surrounded by his life breath.

There are too many things belonging to An Nuo here, the books he has read, the pens he has held, and the bed he has slept on.

If one really hates another person, one doesn't want to be near anything about him.But Zhuo Fan not only took the initiative to open the door, but also patiently took all the words he wrote into his eyes.

Even memorized it.

An Nuo can use this little discovery again to comfort himself that Zhuo Fan still cares about him.

So he chose to forgive Zhuo Fan for being rough on him just now.

But what he couldn't stand was Zhuo Fan's attitude as if there was no room for change between them.

Zhuo Fan didn't want to talk to him anymore, because in his eyes, he was a person who was full of lies and teased him all the time.

Therefore, An Nuo can be sure that Zhuo Fan will not trust him for a long time to come.

More seriously, his fate with Zhuo Fan is over.With Zhuo Fan's character, after being teased in every possible way, it is kind of him not to be willing to kill him.

It took three years before, but Zhuo Fan couldn't let Zhuo Fan embrace him as a lover. How could Zhuo Fan be expected to forgive him without any grievances and return to him after he found out that he had been cheated for so long again?

Three years is already long enough, because there is no glimmer of hope in sight, so he can't wait for the next three gloomy years...

An Nuo closed the window, leaned against the wall feebly, took a deep breath, and let it out slowly.

Afterwards, he sat back in his chair and reopened his diary.

Turning to the back, he couldn't help laughing when he saw the crumpled marks on the paper.

It was left by Zhuo Fan.

Did Zhuo Fan feel so angry that he wanted to tear up the diary and kill himself after seeing this part of the content?

An Nuo imagined Zhuo Fan's possible expressions at that time in his mind, and the smile on the corner of his mouth became more and more presumptuous.

"Zhuofan, you are really...stupid and cute..." An Nuo's icy face looked extraordinarily beautiful because of this elegant smile.

When the fun was over, An Nuo picked up the pen on the table, dipped some ink in it, opened a new page, and wrote new content on it.

Although things had come to an end, he still wanted to try again.

If he is lucky enough, Zhuo Fan will not have the chance to see this diary.

If he is really unlucky, then this content belongs to Zhuo Fan.

"On May 2015, 10, the weather was fine

Brother Fan, I guess when you read this diary, you must be so angry that you want to grab me by the collar, hold me down and beat me to death.

But I won't give you another chance.

I know why you hate deception, because I did it to you once and you lost your father.Although the responsibility is not entirely on me, I still have to apologize for teasing your love once.

So it took me three years to pay off the debt.

Now, in this way, I have paid off what I owe you, but you will have to pay for torturing me for so long.

You are not good to me, and I will not make you feel better.I'm going to keep you owed me, owed me irreparably.

In short, I'm going to trick you again.

Finally, do you know why you keep being played around by me?

Not because I believe you love me deeply, but because I love you far more than you think. "

After finishing writing, An Nuo put down the pen, waited for the ink to dry, and then closed the cover.

After a while, he picked up his cell phone and sent a text message back to Li Feng who had been asking about his whereabouts for so many days, saying that he is fine now, don't worry.

After finishing all this, An Nuo leaned on the chair with the corner of his mouth, and slowly closed his eyes.

He felt that he must be crazy, but he couldn't help it, he loved Zhuo Fan, and he must be with Zhuo Fan.

There are obstacles on the way forward, and he must find a way to eliminate them.

In this world, there was never anything he couldn't do.

Not because of his high IQ, smartness or talent, after all, he is sometimes stupid enough to be calculated, but because he is paranoid enough.

As long as there is a glimmer of hope, he will not give up.

He will never give up until he reaches his goal. This is true for his work, and even more so for his only love.

In the early morning of the second day, An Nuo got up early to prepare breakfast for Zhuo Fan.

The first time Zhuo Fan went downstairs after washing, he saw An Nuo bending over and carefully putting the food on the table.

Although there was a bruise on the forehead and his face was pale, An Nuo's profile still looked beautiful.

The soft hair hangs quietly on the forehead, the almond eyes are slightly raised, the bridge of the nose is delicate and straight, and the lips are light in color and shaped like petals.

The appearance is very cold and beautiful, but because of the shallow smile on the corner of the mouth, it shows three points of gentleness.

Zhuo Fan went to the chair and sat down, An Nuo turned his head to look at him slightly, and said hello softly: "Brother Fan."

Hearing this long-lost title, Zhuo Fan frowned in confusion, then gave a lukewarm "um" and picked up a spoon to drink the porridge.

Then An Nuo sat on a chair separated from him, drinking milk with a glass in his right hand.

"Brother Fan, are you coming back for dinner tonight?" An Nuo asked.

The tone of the question was natural to a certain extent, as if nothing happened last night, Zhuo Fan didn't get angry with him, didn't step on his hand, and didn't hit his head with his mobile phone.

Sometimes Zhuo Fan admired An Nuo very much, seeing An Nuo's expression without a trace of sadness, it seemed that Zhuo Fan was the only one who didn't fall asleep last night.

"Is it necessary for me to give you an exact answer?" Zhuo Fan threw the spoon back into the bowl with an irritable tone and a dignified expression.

He was annoyed why An Nuo was so calm, and whether An Nuo had once again put a mask on his face in front of him.

He has never been able to understand An Nuo's emotions, every appearance of An Nuo he sees is just what An Nuo wants him to see.

This unexplainable but extremely uncomfortable feeling made Zhuo Fan feel deeply tired.

An Nuo couldn't make him feel relaxed, not only that, but also more tiring than getting along with anyone.

"I'm just asking." An Nuo put down the milk in his hand, "I'm not sure if I still need to wait for you tonight."

"Up to you." Zhuo Fan spit out these two words annoyedly, then drank the porridge in the bowl, stood up quickly from his seat, and planned to leave.

Seeing this, An Nuo stood up and walked to the door to put on shoes for Zhuo Fan.

The reason why Zhuo Fan wanted to leave was because he didn't want to spend another second with An Nuo, so when An Nuo squatted in front of him, he couldn't hold back at all.

"I really convinced you, aren't you fucking tired?" Zhuo Fan frowned, according to his temper, he should have kicked An Nuo and told him to get away.

But looking at the bruise on An Nuo's forehead, he couldn't do it.

No amount of irritability can only be suppressed.

"Brother Fan." An Nuo raised his head slightly, his expression was the same as usual, but the sorrow in his eyes was like a pool of water that was about to overflow, he was begging, "Can you go home tonight... no matter what time it is, I will Will wait for you."

"Get out." Zhuo Fan replied him one word.

An Nuo got the answer and slowly stood up from the ground.

He raised his hand and grabbed Zhuo Fan's clothes, his face was a little more panicked because he was so close to Zhuo Fan: "Today is the first day we met... I want you to spend it with me..."

Zhuo Fan was taken aback when he heard this.

Then, as expected, he immediately shook off An Nuo's hand, turned and left.

An Nuo stood in place and looked at his tall and straight back, feeling that he and Zhuo Fan had nowhere to go.

So his early morning decision was right, even if the risk was high, he still had to try.

It worked, and everything is fine.

If you fail, you should return the torture that Zhuo Fan has imposed on yourself in the past few years.

Gripping the keychain that had just been removed from Zhuo Fan's belt, Anuo took a few steps back, walked to the shadow that Zhuo Fan couldn't see when he turned his head, and quickly took ICONSheene's key from five or six car keys, and then Put the keychain where Zhuo Fan usually puts the key.

Zhuo Fan is in a bad mood at the moment. Looking at his dark circles, he probably didn't sleep well last night.

When people are tired, it is difficult to capture the details.

Therefore, An Nuo is sure that Zhuo Fan will not find out that his key is missing.

Maybe, but definitely not now.

Soon, when Zhuo Fan walked to the garage, he found that he didn't bring his keys. He turned back the same way and saw that An Nuo was not in the living room. He walked quickly to the coffee table, took the key chain and left.

An Nuo lay on the handrail of the stairs on the second floor, looking at Zhuo Fan's every move with his head tilted.Expressionless to the extreme, it will also make people feel that there are traces to follow.

Not long after Zhuo Fan arrived at the company, he received a call from Xia An.

To him, Xia An was like a younger brother with a slightly closer relationship.

Over the past few years, Xia An has saved him a lot of trouble.

Zhuo Fan is young and handsome, has resources in his hands, and power behind him. With a gold master like Zhuo Fan, it is easy to get ahead in the entertainment industry, so he is always surrounded by all kinds of Yingying Yanyan, There are rich ladies with simple backgrounds and complex backgrounds, which are extremely troublesome to deal with.

At first he was in the mood to force everyone who came close to leave, but later, he became impatient as the number of times increased.

Xia An acted as a good shield, outside, he showed Xia An's uniqueness to everyone, cutting off all other characters who tried to send him to the door.

Of course, Xia An also caused a lot of trouble because of this, for example, someone wanted to replace him, someone blocked Xia An behind his back, threatened, beat him, Xia An experienced everything.

Although someone was sent to protect Xia An, this did not make Xia An completely out of danger.

At the beginning, Xia An called Zhuo Fan who was with An Nuo in the hospital. The reason why Zhuo Fan went there was because it was his obligation.

But for the sake of An Nuo, he cut off the relationship with Xia An.

When Xia An got his words "Let's break it, I will help you if you need it in the future", the deer-like clear eyes suddenly became wet, which made Zhuo Fan feel that he owed Xia An, so he treated Xia An Eucalyptus, he is still very patient.

"Brother Zhuo, I don't know if you would like to meet me, but I do have something very important to tell you, is it convenient for you to talk to me face to face?" Xia An's pleasant voice came from the receiver, Xu Shi Worried about Zhuo Fan's refusal, he added, "It won't delay you for too long."

At this time, Zhuo Fan hadn't moved his eyes from the information in front of him. After thinking for a few seconds, he replied: "Well, I will go to you after get off work at noon."