Dressed as a heartthrob and the vicious cannon fodder

He raised his hand and touched his eyes in a daze, and there was some mist.

"What's wrong?"

Ruan Yunhan who was at the side asked him softly, instantly pulling Bai Zangji's thoughts of wandering in the sky back to the present world.

He closed his eyes, trying to digest the emotions in his heart, "I think of something from the past."

"Really? I also remembered some past things."

Bai Zangji always felt that the woman's words were meaningful, so he just kept silent and didn't answer.

The carved gate opens, and the car drives straight in. There are some precious trees planted along the road, and in front of it is a building full of age, which combines Chinese and Western styles, and is simple and atmospheric.

Mrs. Tao brought him to Tao's house.

Bai Zangji silently followed Mrs. Tao to get off the car, and finally sat down in the garden full of roses.

"Now, is there anything you can say directly?"

The sun is just right, the flowers in the garden are in full bloom, and the thin water droplets sprinkled in the low air reflect a faint rainbow.

Bai Zangji sat upright, his eyes looked over, but his heart drifted away.

Such a peaceful and beautiful picture should be Tao Jiayue's favorite.

Ruan Yunhan's gaze followed him, and her perception of Bai Zangji was extremely complicated.

"Mr. Bai, or Bai Zangji."

"I'm sorry, about your coming into this world."

Bai Zangji finally retracted his far-sighted gaze, "?"

"I'm Tao Jiayue's mother, maybe part of your memory about Jiayue was erased in your mind before."

"It's just normal."

"What's the meaning."

Bai Zangji tried hard to recall, but he really couldn't remember the specific appearance and name of the child, so when he remembered him, he directly used the name Tao Jiayue instead.

"First of all, neither Jiayue nor I are from this world, and secondly, Jiayue and I are not from your world either."

"Maybe you can use parallel time and space or a higher level of civilization to understand it."

"So when Jiayue leaves, something gets erased, and I'm surprised you remember some of it."

"It is my responsibility for you to come into this world."

"Madam Tao?"

"Jiayue... died very early."

Ruan Yunhan's voice was filled with pain, which caused Bai Zangji's heart to sink slowly.

He wanted to open his mouth to refute, why Tao Jiayue didn't say anything when he was fine now.

"He didn't spend his 19th birthday, he just came close to..."

Bai Zangji saw uncontrollable tears in the woman's eyes, so he took out a handkerchief from his pocket and handed it to her.

"Thank you."

Ruan Yunhan took it and wiped it away. She was actually not happy to shed tears in front of the person who indirectly killed her son.

"You may find it a little unbelievable what I say next."

"However, please be sure to listen to me. In the end, no matter what the result is, I will respect your choice."

In Ruan Yunhan's vision, she would explain to the other party in a high-profile way that it was only her son's mistake that caused him to come, and then let Bai Zangji leave.

But thinking of her Jiayue, and thinking of her favorite son, her heart, which she thought had been calm, was filled with unwillingness.

"I have two sons, Yin Meng and Jia Yue."

"Do you think it's very feminine?"

Ruan Yunhan didn't wait for Bai Zangji's reply, and continued: "The two of them are twins, Yinmeng is the elder brother, and Jiayue is the younger brother."

"Jiayue has been physically weak since she was a child, but she has a good personality like a little sun. She is happy to see everyone. But Yinmeng always feels guilty about her younger brother because of this."

"Later, when he was a teenager, his health became worse and worse. I discussed with his father and sent him to Haicheng to recuperate."

"That's when he met you. I don't know if you remember all of this memory."

"Originally, he was only asked to stay for a while, but because he got to know you, he has been reluctant to leave. I can't persuade him, and Yin Meng is even more obedient to him."

"It wasn't until later that I found out that he had done one thing."

Ruan Yunhan paused at this point, and a pair of sad eyes looked straight into Bai Zangji's eyes.

It made him feel that he didn't want to hear what happened next, and he couldn't tell whether he was disappointed or thankful, Ruan Yunhan directly skipped it.

"His health has gotten worse, and he can hardly stay in Haicheng any longer. Yinmeng also panicked, but neither of us can call him back."

"Later, it was his father who forcibly brought him back from Haicheng. Only then did we know that his body was worse than we imagined. It can be said that he was riddled with holes."

"If I hadn't had a test, I wouldn't have known how bad he looked on the outside."

"At that time, I didn't know what happened. After he came back, he was always depressed, and Yin Meng was also sad."

"His health is too bad. Although we tried our best to remedy it, his physical function continued to decline. It wasn't until that time that I realized that the original decision to send him to Haicheng actually accelerated his death."

"Yin Meng also blamed himself very much for his death."

Ruan Yunhan closed his eyes, "Because he only told Yin Meng about his liking for you back then."

"But Yin Meng encouraged him to pursue you at the beginning, so he has always blamed himself for his death. After several years, he still can't get out of this shadow."

"What did he do?"

Many memories of the past flashed through his mind. Bai Zangji didn't know what happened, but he always felt that he had a great connection with him.

"I'm sorry, but I can't tell you the details of Jiayue's dying entrustment."

"He wants you to live forever without burden."

"..."

Mrs. Tao looked sad, so Bai Zangji always felt that this matter had nothing to do with him.

He tried to recall, "Is that the overturned car?"

Mrs. Tao shook her head, and continued: "After Jiayue died, I used to blame you, but I know that you are not wrong."

Bai Zangji felt a headache and found it hard to accept, "Tao Jiayue in this world is fine."

Madam Tao smiled, "According to the judgment of my world, Jiayue is indeed dead."

"But his mental body is still intact, and before he died, he was drawn out by himself."

Ruan Yunhan covered his face, resisting the urge to cry bitterly.

After a while, "Or can it be understood as a soul in your world? There has never been such an example of peeling off one's own spiritual body."

"As a result, it was injured and fell into a deep sleep. Jiayue lost her breath and was sentenced to death."

"Yinmeng couldn't accept it, so he put his spiritual body into the current world to nourish him."

"But if it can't be awakened, Tao Jiayue will completely become a member of this virtual world, going back and forth from birth to death, without liberation."

"But we spent several years, and it still didn't work. Yinmeng had no choice but to put you into this world without permission. I'm sorry."

Saying these words seemed to have exhausted her entire life, Bai Zangji watched the woman wipe the tears off her face with a handkerchief and then showed a relieved smile.

"But it's all over, please forgive Yin Meng for what he did, he just blamed himself too much."

"I hope you can understand his broken mood now, just like I don't understand why you treated Jiayue so unfeelingly before, but now you fall in love with Jiayue so easily."

This was actually the question Ruan Yunhan wanted to ask the most, because Tao Yinmeng didn't need to be less upset about this matter. If Bai Zangji could have liked Jiayue from the beginning, things would never have come to this point.

Bai Zangji heard Ruan Yunhan's words of blame and protection of Tao Yinmeng, and he remembered the conversation with the system and the crying from that person.

The thing that should be angry made him speechless, na na only said one sentence for a long time: "So, are you here to send me back today?"

Ruan Yunhan's air pressure dropped for a moment, and her nails were stuck in the palm of her hand, "If you want, I can send you back immediately."

Bai Zangji turned his head to look at the garden. The flowers were covered with a layer of fine water droplets, which was a delicate and charming red.

"I'd love to go back,"

He raised his hand and glanced at his watch, "But now I want to pick Tao Jiayue up from school."

Ruan Yunhan froze for a moment, watching the young man lift his legs and walk out.

She met Bai Zangji once many years ago. He was sharp and rebellious, and all emotions were written on his face.

But now he has become tolerant and reserved, deep and introverted, and his temperament can be called gentle.

One person can have such a big change, and she suddenly understood why Bai Zangji didn't like Tao Jiayue back then, but how he likes Tao Jiayue now, because these are two people at all.

It's just that she doesn't know that Bai Zangji, who has always been firm that he will not fall in love with anyone, has always thought that love is ridiculous.

After Tao Jiayue left, she slowly restrained her edges and corners,

He has drifted away from his previous drinking and meat friends; he is no longer impulsive, no longer fighting, no longer causing trouble, and no longer messing around; he quits drinking and never touches racing cars; he begins to pay attention to ordinary and small touches in life, and begins to be good Good reading.

I chose one of the quietest majors, and it became what I am today.

Bai Zangji still doesn't think that the boy himself has fallen in love with anyone, but his changes always imply the shadow of Tao Jiayue.

Bai Zangji thought a lot and for a long time on the road.

If he hadn't met Tao Jiayue, he wouldn't recall the past and wouldn't feel guilty.

But if he hadn't met Tao Jiayue, he wouldn't have known that his past self was so excessive and cruel.

Hearing what Ruan Yunhan said, Tao Jiayue's death was still related to her.

Bai Zangji rubbed his headache forehead, he was still worried, if Tao Jiayue knew about the past, would he blame himself...

"Bai Quansheng, you have come to pick me up!"

Tao Jiayue saw the man standing under the sycamore tree from a distance, and jumped up happily from behind.

The schoolbag almost hit Bai Zangji's face.

Bai Zangji's rare sad emotions were instantly dispelled, he took his schoolbag and carried it on his back, and said with a smile:

"Well, here to pick you up."

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