The school grass must suck me every day to survive [Transmigration Book]

At this moment, time seemed to stand still.

A faint woody aroma strikes, with the smell of cedar and sandalwood, quiet and calm, gradually enveloping Qingyan.

Lu Lijiang's tone was very soft, every word exploded in his ears, there was danger of being unclear and ambiguous in his low tone.

He said, "Kids, don't bully me."

Qingyan could feel Lu Lijiang's breath lingering on his earlobes and cheeks, maybe the temperature was too high, he felt his ears were a little hot.

Who is bullying whom?

In fact, the moment Lu Lijiang held his hand, his body froze.

He clearly knew that he should flee quickly, but he seemed to have lost his strength and reaction, and was completely under Lu Lijiang's control.

The distance is too close, Qingyan is instinctively uncomfortable, but has some other feelings.

Like longing, like peace of mind.

The house is very quiet, only the clock is ticking, and the breathing of each other is entangled.

The warm yellow lamp above the head was still on, and the figures of the two were elongated on the ground, overlapping and overlapping, ambiguous and intimate.

It seems that the next moment, something will happen.

Qingyan's throat was dry, and he didn't know how to respond for a while.

However, he didn't need to respond, because after Lu Lijiang said this, he retracted his hand in a gentlemanly manner, took a step back, and smiled at him frankly.

This virtual hug is very short, and it can be said that it will be broken with one touch.

It seems that it's just high fives between friends and fists between brothers, without the slightest hint of affection.

But Qingyan knew that this was not an action that roommates should have.

Qing Yan stared blankly at the person in front of him, his clear and dark eyes were like crescent moons in the sky, cold and cool.

He moved his lips, but finally said nothing.

When Qing Yan stared at Lu Lijiang, Lu Lijiang also looked at him

The young man in front of him stood there straight, fisting his hands slightly, without saying or doing anything.But he could feel Qingyan's repulsion and coldness towards him, otherwise he would not retreat in time.

He has experimented, any physical contact with Qingyan can make his disordered heartbeat normal.

The moment he hugged Qingyan just now, he felt great satisfaction.

It was as if the gully in his heart was filled in an instant, and he didn't know if there was a fresh scent of shower gel left on Qingyan's body, he felt full and warm.

However, satisfaction is short-lived, followed by greater desire.

He wants Qingyan, a strong, huge, thick desire.

literally.

Because just now, his body reacted.

It was inevitable that there would be some unhappiness in the future, and he was afraid that he couldn't help it, so Lu Lijiang made a concession.

"Hurry back to give you tutoring, I haven't eaten dinner yet." He broke the stalemate and embarrassment, found a lame reason, and left the dormitory, leaving enough space and time for his little roommate to calm down.

There was wind in the corridor, which dissipated the heat from Lu Lijiang's body.

He laughed self-deprecatingly.

——Lu Lijiang, are you satisfied with playing with fire?

——Very satisfied.

He has not experienced the freshness and excitement of life for a long time.

The phone in his pocket was still vibrating, so Lu Lijiang took it out and glanced at it, and the records in "Family in Love with Love" swiped the screen again.

Yi Linchuan: [@谢晓晨晨, when will you come back, let's get together. ]

Yi Linchuan: [Speaking of which, Lu Shen should ask for leave again this month?Otherwise, wait for him to end our gathering? ]

Gu Chen: [Anything is fine. ]

Yi Linchuan: [@will leave Lu Shen, what do you think? ]

Lu Lijiang in front was too lazy to turn the pages, and only read the last few sentences.

Yes, it will be the fifteenth day of the lunar calendar soon, and it is time for him to ask for leave.Since he was ten years old, he has been alone in his room at this time of every month.

Because the appearance of his illness was too scary and too painful.

This is his secret, and also the Lu family's secret, and no one should know it.

but……

Lu Lijiang squeezed his fingers, it seemed that the temperature of Qingyan's hand still remained on it, warm and soft.

He wants to take a chance.

When he was ten years old, his grandfather told him that if he didn't meet the person he was destined for, he would not live to be 20 years old.

It only took him a month to go from shock and sadness to acceptance and calmness.

Because that month, he experienced the first attack in his life.

The pain was so painful that he wanted to die and live again, live and die again, and he had no other thoughts.

A little older, knowing the stories of grandpa, father and uncle, he will be more calm.

A mortal person is nothing more than meaningless and fearless.

Until Qingyan appeared in front of him, he felt the beating of his heart, experienced the reaction of his body, and realized the value of life.

He wants to take a chance.

He wanted to do the final verification to make sure whether Qingyan was the person he was looking for.

Thinking of this, he replied in the group: [No leave this month. ]

The next morning, Qin An, who had been busy all night, returned to Qin's house with a tired face. As soon as he entered the door, he shouted: "Fu Hongyan, Qin Zhouzhou, you two clean up for me, and come with me to Qi's house to apologize."

Hearing this, Fu Hongyan tore off the mask on his face, got up and went to the living room to face Qin An: "Qin An, are you out of your mind? It's this time, and you still want to apologize to the Qi family, do you think it's useful?"

How could Qin An not understand!

But these days, he ran into walls everywhere, and his partners who had gotten along well with him in the past also repeatedly refused, and sporadic two let go, and the premise was to ask Qi Jianguo to forgive him.

The company is in jeopardy, if he doesn't ask for forgiveness with an old face, the Qin family is really waiting to go bankrupt.

Thinking of this, Qin An didn't have a good temper: "What do you know, it's not all because of your good son! Don't apologize and wait to drink the northwest wind!"

This week, Qin An would get angry whenever he came back, and Fu Hongyan was used to it.

She naturally knew that the company's business conditions were not good, and there might be a chance to apologize to the Qi family, but she would not do such a shameful thing: "I want you to go, anyway, Zhouzhou and I won't go."

As soon as she finished speaking, Qin Zhouzhou hurried out of the bedroom: "Father, I am willing to go with you."

Qin An's darkened face looked a little better: "Well, come with me."

Fu Hongyan glared at Qin Zhouzhou, and Qin Zhouzhou followed Qin An with his head down.

He was not just acting in front of Qin An, he really wanted to go to Qi's house and see Qi Linsen.

He wanted Qi Linsen's forgiveness.

If you can……

"Zhouzhou, I know you used to think that Qi Linsen was not good enough for you, but you have seen the current situation, we are not good enough for him.

We went to Qi's house today to apologize, if Qi Linsen still likes you, would you like to continue marrying him? "

As soon as the two of them got into the car, Qin An spoke to Qin Zhouzhou in a slow tone, pulling back Qin Zhouzhou's Piaoyuan thoughts.

Seeing Qin Zhouzhou in a daze, Qin An continued to comfort him: "I think you have a good relationship with him, so you shouldn't hate him, right? Relationships can actually be cultivated slowly..."

Qin An was still rambling in his ears, but Qin Zhouzhou was bitter in his heart.

How could he hate Qi Linsen? In fact, the moment Qi Linsen became famous, he wanted to post it.

Now it's not that he doesn't want to marry Qi Linsen at all, but that the little favor he gained in front of Qi Linsen by acting has also been disturbed by Qin Yan.

Otherwise, why would he hurriedly follow Qin An to Qi's house to apologize.

He was not angry with Qin An for selling his son for power and money, but worried that Qi Linsen would never forgive him.

"Okay, Dad. If Brother Qi agrees, I will." Qin Zhouzhou squeezed his fingers and agreed timidly.

Seeing that Qin Zhouzhou knew the general idea, Qin An finally nodded in satisfaction, and he was a little more sure about the visit to apologize.

What he didn't expect was that he couldn't even enter the gate of Qi's house.

The butler of the Qi family passed a message at the door: "Mr. Qin, I'm sorry, my husband said that people who repay kindness and revenge are not welcome."

When had Qin An ever had such a closed door, his face turned into a liver color, but it was not easy to shake his face and leave.

"Tell Jianguo that what happened before was all my fault. The worthless Qin Yan should not have married Lin Sen. In order to express our apology, we are willing to let Zhou Zhou continue to associate with Lin Sen."

Qin An spoke plausibly, but Qin Zhouzhou didn't even dare to raise his head.

Although he didn't want to admit it, recent incidents told him that Qi Linsen might value Qin Yan more than him.

The housekeeper refused with a half-smile: "I'm really sorry, our Young Master Qi has no plans to get married recently."

"Uncle Butler, is Brother Qi here? Please tell him, I want to see him." Seeing that the butler wanted to leave, Qin Zhouzhou hurriedly spoke up.

He wanted to see Qi Linsen so much, and wanted to seize the last chance.

"Sorry, our Young Master Qi is not here." The butler left after speaking.

From the beginning to the end, the door of the Qi family compound was never opened.

Looking at the closed door and the useless son beside him, Qin An got angry, pointed at Qin Zhouzhou and scolded: "Do you think you can do it or not?!

You still don't agree to let you marry Qi Linsen, now it's all right, let me see who else you can marry!

Why did I give birth to something like you? It's more than a failure!If you want to fight with Qin Yan, you will win. What is the result?It's fine if you lose, and you've made me miserable! "

Qin Zhouzhou was wronged and angry.

In the Qin family in the past, Qin Anhe ever scolded him, and they all praised him and accused Qin Yan.

If it wasn't for Qin Yan's post, he would still be the much-loved young master of the Qin family, a bamboo horse valued by the top star Qi Linsen, and an object of admiration and admiration for all the students in the school.

How could he be reduced to the point where he couldn't even talk back when he was scolded.

Thinking of this, Qin Zhouzhou almost hated Qin Yan to death.

Qin An cursed for a long time, finally calmed down a bit, and was about to call Qin Zhouzhou to go with him, when suddenly a car came and stopped at the gate of Qi's house.

It was none other than Qi Linsen who had just finished the night show.

Qin An and Qin Zhouzhou's eyes lit up at the same time.

"Brother Qi!" Qin Zhouzhou took the first step and went up to meet Qi Linsen just as he got off the car, showing his little white flower side as usual.

He dressed up deliberately before going out. A navy blue long coat with horn buttons covered his slightly thin body, and he wore a snow-white round-neck sweater inside. His softened short hair was styled into a Korean-style oblique bangs hairstyle. It was Qi Linsen who once praised his "easy to be bullied just by looking at" dress and style.

Qin Zhouzhou knew in his heart that this was his last chance to get Qi Linsen back. If he handled it properly and with his father's help, it is possible for him to marry Qi Linsen.

So he shouted "Brother Qi" eagerly and sincerely, like a wife welcoming a husband who has returned from afar.

Qi Linsen raised his head when he heard the sound, and suddenly saw Qin Zhouzhou at the gate of his house, he was stunned for a while.

He had just come off a big night show and was tired.

To be exact, he has been very tired lately.

These days, the more he thought about breaking off the engagement with Qin Yan, the more he felt that he owed Qin Yan, feeling uncomfortable and regretful.But he tried hard, Qin Yan not only did not have the slightest nostalgia for him, but also avoided him.

The last time I went to look for him in the dormitory, Qin Yan pushed him out of the dormitory directly, it was impossible not to get hurt in my heart.

Especially when he asked Qin Yan whether he had moved on, Qin Yan replied vaguely, "It has nothing to do with you"!

These days, on the one hand, he was angry with Qin Yan for empathizing with another, and on the other hand, he was saddened to lose Qin Yan who loved him.

Tangled, struggling, resentful, sad, negative emotions have always tormented him.

In order to avoid pain, he devoted all his energy to acting career, squeezed himself, and wanted to get out of the emotional world.

The effect is there, but very general.

The moment he saw Qin Zhouzhou, he couldn't help thinking of Qin Yan again.

The more he regretted losing Qin Yan, the more he hated Qin Zhouzhou.

So when Qin Zhouzhou called him, he didn't answer, and got out of the car and walked home.

Qi Linsen's face was ugly, and the disgust in his eyes couldn't be hidden. These were like needles piercing Qin Zhouzhou's heart.

The subtle pain quickly spread throughout the body.

Qin Zhouzhou has also been aggrieved these days, his father's insults, his mother's indifference, his classmates' ridicule, his own fear, everything around him is like a cold wall, approaching him bit by bit, the more space he can survive. It's getting smaller and smaller, and I even feel like I'm about to suffocate.

It is Qi Linsen who supports him to go on.

It can be seen that Qi Linsen, who used to protect him in every possible way, is now so disgusted and disgusted with himself, Qin Zhouzhou has been wronged these days, and at this moment he explodes.

He didn't pretend, tears fell uncontrollably.

"Brother Qi!"

Seeing that Qi Linsen was about to leave, he choked up and yelled again, ran to Qi Linsen in small steps, grabbed Qi Linsen's sleeve, let his emotions vent, and expressed his grievances, "Can you stop treating me like this? I'm really good sad!"

Qi Linsen was just unhappy to see Qin Zhouzhou, but when he saw him crying in front of him, his heart inevitably ached.

Not for Qin Zhouzhou, but for Qin Yan.

How many times had he stood firmly by Qin Zhouzhou's side, but Qin Yan never cried in front of him no matter how wronged he was.

At that time, the look he gave Qin Yan was no better than the look he gave Qin Zhouzhou now.

Obviously he is Qin Yan's fiancé, and should be the closest person, but Qin Yan never complained to him, and never asked for it.

How come Qin Zhouzhou is here, as if he is sorry for Qin Zhouzhou?

No wonder Qin Yan would empathize with another, it turned out to be his fault.

Thinking of this, Qi Linsen felt even more painful.

Looking at Qin Zhouzhou again, it was as if seeing an enemy, his eyes were full of anger, he threw Qin Zhouzhou's hand away, and the chill in his eyes was even worse.

The words he spoke were like a sharp knife, piercing Qin Zhouzhou's heart: "I am Qin Yan's fiancé, not yours. Your grievances and sorrows have nothing to do with me, not to mention it's all your fault!"

Qi Linsen was very strong, and he didn't care when he threw it out, causing Qin Zhouzhou's hand to hit his body, causing a heartache.

But he didn't care about the pain in his body, nor the pain in his heart, so he continued to chase after Qi Linsen who had already entered the door: "Brother Qi."

Qin An gave him a hand at the right time, and warned in a low voice, "Don't chase him."

The door of the Qi family that had just been opened was closed again, and Qi Linsen only left Qin Zhouzhou with a tall and heartless back.

Qin Zhouzhou's heart ached to death, his eyes stayed on Qi Linsen's back, thinking about it.

To this day, he still can't tell whether his love for Qi Linsen is fake or true.

In the past, he looked down on Qi Linsen and disliked his poor conditions.Later when Qi Linsen became famous, he regretted it, but he knew that it was not love, he just wanted to stand beside Qi Linsen and be envied and looked up to by everyone.

At the same time, it made Qin Yan unhappy.

But day after day, he played himself as a crush on Qi Linsen, and gradually, he couldn't tell whether he really liked Qi Linsen, otherwise why would he be so uncomfortable now.

"Can't tell, I'm not interested in you." Qin An is old, and he managed to spy out the truth of the incident in just 2 minutes. He coldly and mercilessly interrupted Qin Zhouzhou's self-sorrow, and then smiled meaningfully.

"I can't tell, but the little brother of the Qi family will never forget that little bastard Qin Yan!"

Qin An's words seemed to sprinkle salt on Qin Zhouzhou's torn heart, causing his body to tremble in pain.

"Let's go, it's time to settle the score with that little bastard!" Qin An turned and left, not forgetting to grab the distraught Qin Zhouzhou.