The school grass must suck me every day to survive [Transmigration Book]

The car headed all the way to the Lu family's old house, and the Wanjia lights outside the car window became an illusory back, like the flowing years, passing by frame by frame.

Sitting in the car, Qingyan called Lu Lijiang's number over and over again, but he still couldn't get an answer.

In the end, he could only hold the phone and say to the driver: "Master, please hurry up."

Qingyan's tears were still streaming down, as if he couldn't control it at all.

The voice that came out was also choked.

The driver was startled, looked at him from the rearview mirror, and comforted him: "Little classmate, is something wrong at home? I will try to hurry up, don't cry, there is nothing difficult to overcome."

Qingyan tightly held the phone that he couldn't dial, he didn't care to listen to the driver's comfort, and his heart tightened tightly.

He was thinking, how could he be so stupid.

Why is the truth so easy to understand, he has to wait until the little aunt wants to tell him that he can understand.

——His own brother naturally forced him to make a decision on his life and death, not Lu Lijiang.

Such a simple truth, because he believed in Lu Lijiang, he really didn't doubt it anymore.

It was clearly spring, but it snowed again at night.

One after another, bigger than ever before, they landed on the car and everywhere in the city.

It seems that it also fell on Qingyan's heart, making his heart full of desolation.

Qingyan wished the car could go faster, and even faster.

Let his Lu Lijiang suffer a little less, a little less.

Qing's house is not close to Lu's house, otherwise it wouldn't have taken so long when Lu Zhixing came to see Fu Wanqing last time.

Along the way, Qingyan didn't know how he lived.

There have been calls and messages on his mobile phone.

Every time, he looked over with full of expectation, only to find that it wasn't Lu Lijiang, and let it go in disappointment.

He didn't answer a phone call or read a message.

Because at this moment, he has no thoughts about others at all.

Naturally, Fu Wanqing's instructions were also missed.

When we arrived at the Lu family's old house, it was almost twelve o'clock, but the living room of the Lu family was brightly lit. Whether it was the old man Lu or the healthy Lu Zhixing, they were all sitting on the sofa with serious faces, and no one was asleep.

"Where's Lu Lijiang?"

Qingyan asked as soon as he entered the door, anxious and sad.

He forgot to be polite, lost his manners, and didn't ask the housekeeper to inform him, just rushed in, only anxious.

Grandpa Lu and Lu Zhixing were stunned when they saw Qingyan suddenly.

"Yanyan, why are you here?" Lu Zhixing got up and walked towards him.

Qingyan didn't have the heart to be polite to anyone at all, so he raised his voice and asked, "Where's Lu Lijiang? Which room is he in?"

Before arriving at the Lu family's old house, he actually stopped crying.

But just so skillfully, his tears suddenly started to flow down again.

He was thinking that if he wasted a second here, Lu Lijiang would be in pain for another second.

He had seen Lu Lijiang's state when he was ill. He was not there, and Lu Lijiang was covered in cold sweat, curled up, and passed out from the pain.

Just thinking about it, Qing Yan felt a twinge of pain in his heart.

Because these pains could have been avoided.

As long as he is here, Lu Lijiang won't have to suffer these hardships and tortures.

So he can't afford to delay.

Lu Zhixing looked at Qingyan's state, and there was something he didn't understand, so he didn't ask any more questions, and said seriously, "I'll take you there."

Qingyan quickly followed.

It's not far, just the bedroom on the first floor.

Standing at the door of the bedroom, Lu Zhixing didn't open the door, but looked seriously at Qingyan, who was obviously in a wrong mood, hesitating to speak.

In the end, he seriously warned: "Yanyan, after you go in, Li Jiang won't be in pain anymore, but you must not have sex with him, you know, otherwise you will..."

Hearing this, Qingyan felt desolate in his heart.

He closed his eyes, letting the tears overflow from his eyes.

Regardless of etiquette, he cut off Lu Zhixing's words, and replied in affirmative and helpless words: "I know, otherwise I will die."

It turns out that everyone knows.

Everyone is lying to him.

Qingyue, Lu Lijiang, Lu Zhixing...

They all knew that as long as he had sex with Lu Lijiang, Lu Lijiang would no longer have to suffer, but everyone was lying to him.

They lied to him, saying that having sex would mean his death.

Yes, they were all protecting him.

But did they know that he looked at Lu Lijiang in pain and thought that if Lu Lijiang left one day, his life would be worse than death? !

Seeing that Qingyan didn't know the truth yet, Lu Zhixing finally opened the door and let Qingyan in.

The door was gently closed by Lu Zhixing, and Qingyan locked it directly.

The room was pitch black, and Qingyan couldn't see anything.

He fumbled for the switch on the wall, and at the same time called out with a sob: "Lu Lijiang."

No one answered.

Qingyan was even more flustered, calling him again and crying: "Lu Lijiang!"

Still no answer.

With a "click", it was he who pressed the switch in the house.

The lights in the room were bright, but Qingyan's heart sank to the bottom of the sea.

——This is an unusual room. The floor and walls are covered with soft packaging. There is nothing else in it except for a bed and the necessary daily necessities beside the bed.

And his Lu Lijiang was soaked all over at this moment, as if he had passed out completely.

He hugged himself tightly, curled up at the corner of the bed against the wall, looking fragile and helpless.

Qingyan couldn't bear it any longer, and rushed towards Lu Lijiang directly.

Like last time, he went to bed and lay down, hugging Lu Lijiang tightly from behind.

Lu Lijiang's body stiffened slightly, but he did not regain consciousness.

Qingyan rested his head on his shoulder, choked up and asked in a low voice: "Lu Lijiang, are you feeling better? Does it still hurt?"

Lu Lijiang didn't reply to him.

Qingyan hugged him even tighter until his chest pressed against his sweaty back.

Qing Yan felt great grief in his heart, he closed his eyes and let the tears flow freely.

Then vent all the grievances and discomforts in my heart.

He said: "Lu Lijiang, you clearly promised me that you would not lie to me!

But you lied to me many times, many times, and I know it all.

You don't need to suck me every day at all, you only get sick on the fifteenth day of every lunar calendar!So in the past two months, except for the fifteenth of last month, you lied to me 68 times in total.

And today, it was obviously the day when you got sick, but you told me that you will be fine when you come back, so add it again.

Also, you said that you will die if we have sex, but it is not at all, right?

Yes I might die, but you won't.So one more time.

Lu Lijiang, I'm good at math, I counted exactly seventy times.You verify it, right? "

The reply to Qingyan was still endless silence.

Qingyan put his head on Lu Lijiang's hard back, cried and said, "Do you know why I hate being cheated so much?

Because in the world I was in, I was always lied to by those closest to me.I have been deceived by them all the time, I am really helpless and sad.

So I don't want you to lie to me, because in my heart, you are my closest person now.

But you still lied to me, so hard to fool me. "

Speaking of this, Qingyan closed his eyes again.

His long and dense eyelashes were all wet with tears, and teardrops dripped from them one by one.

Qingyan held Lu Lijiang's icy hand and clasped his fingers tightly.

He continued to talk to Lu Lijiang, as if he wanted to finish his life, "You know what? If someone lied to me, I would turn around and leave.

It can be replaced by you, it doesn't matter.

It really doesn't matter, I've already forgiven you on the way here.

Because I found out that I can't bear to be angry with you at all. "

A beep sounded, and it was the watch on Qing Yan's hand telling the time on the hour.

When the twelve o'clock struck, Qingyan finished his last words, saying: "Because, I really love you so much.

So, I don't want you to die.If one of us is destined to leave, I hope it's me.

Because it was a surprise for me to meet you.

Therefore, if you want to live well, you must live a long life. "

Lu Lijiang knew that he would get sick tonight, and he also knew that it would be an hour earlier, and he also knew that this time the pain would be worse than any other time in the past.

So he is prepared.

For example, take a shower early and change into pajamas and come to the downstairs room.

Another example, fearing that he would not be able to bear it, he also drank a lot of alcohol, trying to numb the pain with alcohol.

At this moment, although his pain has been relieved a lot, he is not sober because of the dullness of drunkenness.

In a daze, he felt someone holding him and talking.

He didn't catch a word of what was said.

But the man seemed very sad, because he also heard crying.

He thought hard, who is it?

It couldn't be grandpa and uncle, because they both had illnesses when they were young, and they were used to seeing his illnesses, so they wouldn't hug him and cry this month.

It was not yet time for him to die.

That could only be his little roommate.

He wanted to say that he was fine, and he would be fine when the sun rose.

But when he opened his mouth, he found that his body was completely out of control, and he couldn't even make a sound.

Lu Lijiang thought again, could it be in a dream?

Probably yes.

After all, his little roommate had to prepare for the birthday party, so how could he come to him in the middle of the night.

Lu Lijiang laughed in his heart, he wanted to tell him when he saw Qingyan at dawn.

——Yanyan, I really love you, even in this night’s dream, it’s all about you.

When he couldn't distinguish between reality and dream, he heard his little roommate whispering in his ear again.

He didn't know what he said, but he was coaxing, obedient and lustful, which made him a little distracted.

Lu Lijiang felt that he was really not a person.

He actually coveted his little roommate in his dream, he wanted to calm himself down, but he felt that nothing was right.

Didn't he have pain all over his body because of the disease?

Why is it that I just feel the blood rushing up, and the whole body is dry and hot? !

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Lu Lijiang only woke up when the sky was bright.

Before he opened his eyes, he felt something was wrong.

First of all, there is a person in his arms, not only this, but that person's legs are bare!

Lu Lijiang was startled and quickly opened his eyes.

Then he found that his little roommate was sleeping soundly in his arms, but his hair was disheveled and his face was full of tears.

Lu Lijiang was shocked!

There was some vague memory rampant in his mind, he quickly lifted the quilt and looked at

Good guy, his little roommate is wearing a white shirt with the neckline open, and only a pair of black boxer briefs on his lower body, and his long legs are bare.

Look at yourself again, it's more serious.

—Nothing but panties!

Lu Lijiang's eyes sank, and he quickly looked under the bed.

Sure enough, his pajamas, his little roommate's coat, sweater, and trousers were all messed up on the floor.

Not only that, in the trash can not far away, two torn plastic packages were flamboyant and obvious.

Lu Lijiang suddenly panicked!

Drunken and sick, he really can't remember what happened last night, and now he is very afraid of what he did to Qingyan.

Not afraid of bullying him.

He was afraid that if a relationship really happened, Qingyan would follow in Fu Wanqing's footsteps.

That was something he couldn't accept no matter what!

Never before had Lu Lijiang been so nervous, flustered, and even terrified.

So much so that he shook Qingyan who was sleeping in his arms, and called him eagerly: "Yanyan!"

"Huh?" Qing Yan didn't seem to wake up, changed his position, and nestled in his arms again.

Even the voice that answered him was nasal and gentle, soft and painful.

Although Lu Lijiang couldn't bear to wake Qingyan up, he was even more worried that he did something stupid last night.

He hurriedly asked Qingyan for confirmation: "Yanyan, we last night..."

Before he finished speaking, Qingyan put his arms around his waist, closed his eyes, nestled in his arms and replied in a daze: "Well, twice."