Qingyan's words are simply heartbreaking.
With just one sentence, Lu Lijiang lost all his senses, leaving only his distress and love for Qingyan.
Not to mention that at this moment, Qingyan begged him with an aggrieved and obedient attitude, even if he didn't speak, in this atmosphere and state, if it wasn't for the worry about Qingyan's body, Lu Lijiang couldn't help it.
The tips of their noses met their noses, and then their lips met their upper lips.
The moonlight outside the window is cold and slightly bright, shining into the house through the thin window screen, making this night beautiful and dense.
[500 words omitted here]
At the end, the moonlight outside the window was still there, as if witnessing the whole process of the two delivering each other.
Qingyan was embraced by Lu Lijiang from behind, tightly.
Qingyan had sweat on his forehead, tears in the corners of his eyes, and a slightly hoarse voice.
But he felt happy and satisfied.
It was because, even if he had no previous experience, Lu Lijiang's performance was remarkable.
Satisfied because his lie was fulfilled tonight, and he finally felt at ease.
He saved his Lu Lijiang.
No regrets, no sadness, on the contrary he felt lucky.
I am glad that I have a chance to wear a book and save my lover.
But Lu Lijiang's mood is completely different from Qingyan's
Although the process was joyful, he also enjoyed it very much.
But at this moment, all he thought in his mind was to question himself, why he was impulsive last time, so that the person in his arms might leave at any time.
He felt guilty, sad, and heartbroken.
So that after the great excitement and joy, his heart was empty.
He was afraid, afraid of himself half a year later, not to mention being happy with the person in his arms, even simply holding him, holding him, or looking at him would become a luxury.
He really can't accept it.
Lu Lijiang hugged Qingyan so tightly that Qingyan was hot against his sweaty body.
Knowing Lu Lijiang's worry, Qingyan took advantage of the moonlight to tell him the truth in his heart.
He opened his eyes and looked at the moonlight outside the window, and called him softly: "Lu Lijiang."
Lu Lijiang rested his head on his shoulder and neck, just like before when he lied and said he was going to suck him, and muffled: "Yeah."
"Half a year later..." As soon as Qingyan started, Lu Lijiang's heart sank suddenly.
But he didn't say anything, he just clasped Qingyan's hand tightly and curled it in the palm of his hand, and his heart tightened.
Qingyan's words continued, "If I leave here, don't be sad. As long as I can come back, I will definitely try my best to come back."
This is Qingyan's guarantee to Lu Lijiang.
But he also had his own worries, so he also shook Lu Lijiang back, and lightly added the last sentence: "But don't wait for me."
——Don't wait for me like Lu Zhixing waited for Fu Wanqing, because I can't guarantee that I will come back.
——I want my lover to be healthy and happy, so you can love me, and after I'm gone, you can love others too.
——I won't blame you, I will only bless you.
These words are all in Qingyan's heart, and they are also euphemistically included in the sentence "but don't wait for me", he understands Lu Lijiang and will understand his hint.
Sure enough, upon hearing what he said, Lu Lijiang sat up straight away, looking down at him in the moonlight, his eyes were red, and even his lips were trembling slightly.
His voice was very high and loud.
He said: "Yanyan, tell me not to lie to you. Well, I won't lie to you again. I can tell you right now, no matter how long you go, I will definitely wait for you."
Qingyan felt great grief in his heart, for Lu Lijiang who loved him so much.
If he could, why would he want to leave?
The world he came from was cold and cruel, but the world he lived in was gentle and affectionate.
Here, he has relatives who love and care about him, as well as a lover who loves and loves him deeply, and he is reluctant to leave.
But he had no choice.
Because Lu Lijiang loves him as much, he loves Lu Lijiang as much.
Qingyan closed his eyes, trying to call back the tears that were about to overflow his eyes, he said very softly: "Lu Lijiang, let me tell you a story."
Lu Lijiang kept staring at him condescendingly, noncommittal.
Qingyan knew that he was angry, but he also knew that he was distressed by him.
Relying on this liking, Qingyan is rarely willful.
"Actually, like my little aunt, I am not from this world. I was in another world 19 years ago, and then I got cancer and died.
After my death, I accidentally transmigrated into a book. The world we live in now is the content of that book.
So you see, if I didn't wear books, I wouldn't be dead long ago.
So don't really feel sad, I didn't lose anything for you, because meeting you is my stolen luck. "
Speaking of this, Qingyan himself was relieved.
With a sudden light in his heart, he also stood up, took Lu Lijiang's hand, leaned gently on his shoulder, and said in a gentle and slightly coquettish voice, "Lu Lijiang, don't be angry, okay?"
Lu Lijiang was really angry.
He was angry that Qingyan decided to save him without authorization, and also angry that Qingyan told him not to wait for him.
It was as if he had been killed with a knife, and then began to flog the corpse.
How could he be willing not to wait for him, Lu Lijiang met the love of his life in the youngest and most beautiful years of his life, he wished he could give all his heart and enthusiasm to him, there was no room for others in his heart.
No longer possible.
It's just that, meeting such an obedient Qingyan, his heart can't be hardened at all.
Not only that, that bit of anger turned into distress and love in the end, he held Qingyan's face in his hands, closed his eyes, and pressed his lips on it.
Sporadic flames, catalyzed by love, can start a prairie fire.
The second time, Lu Lijiang was full of thoughts, his smart and rational little roommate is really awesome.
He even made up a story about wearing a book to make him feel at ease.
In this case, he better work hard, even if Qingyan has to leave one day, he still wants Qingyan to remember how powerful he is in the book, so as not to be stolen by those doggy men outside the book.
Qingyan with red eyes, Qingyan biting his lips, Qingyan who couldn't help but let out his voice, and Qingyan who called his name hoarsely when he was emotional and impatient, all of them were him alone.
He can only see it, and no one can covet it.
After Lu Lijiang helped Qing Yan take a bath, and when the two of them went to bed again, it was almost dawn.
Knowing that today is the first day of entering the school, and also knowing that there is an important entrance test today, but Lu Lijiang didn't care about it, he turned off his alarm clock, and by the way, muted Qingyan's phone, hugged him so tired that he was washing his hands Those who are asleep are asleep.
When Lu Lijiang woke up, it was 10:30 in the morning, he raised his hand and touched Qingyan's forehead, everything was normal.
The mobile phone is full of missed calls and unread messages, some from family members, some from children, and some from the teaching teacher and class teacher.
Lu Lijiang picked up a few back.
Gu Chen: [? ]
Will leave: [. ]
Uncle: [Didn't take the exam? ]
Jiang Li: [It's late. ]
Dean: [Lu Lijiang, don't think you'll be fine if you don't answer the phone, I'll call your uncle right away.Today is the placement test, you actually gave up the test for no reason...]
There are still many words behind, and Lu Lijiang is too lazy to read them, let alone answer them.
Then, he simply turned off the phone and fell asleep again with his arms around the person on the bed.
The absurd night of the two of them led to three minor incidents in Yinghua, and naturally they were posted on the forum by the good-for-nothings to talk about it for a while.
One is that because Qingyan and Lu Lijiang both gave up the exam, Ning Yuan, who had been ranked second for a long time, got the first place in the entrance placement exam.
Another thing is that Qingyan and Lu Lijiang were assigned to Class F at the beginning of school because they had no grades.
The last thing, because the two of them missed the exam for no reason, after the class started, the dean committed suicide in class F and called the two of them to the office.
Now, Qingyan and Lu Lijiang are sitting side by side in the office, listening to the dean's painstaking education.
"You two don't just rely on your good grades to do whatever you want, especially you, Qingyan!"
The dean was angry, and walked from Qingyan to Lu Lijiang with his hands behind his back, and then from Lu Lijiang to Qingyan, "You know your history of violating discipline and rules in school.
Now I finally changed my past and studied hard, and the result..."
The dean stopped pacing, and stood in front of Qingyan, hating that iron could not be made into steel, "You missed the exam at the beginning of the semester? You don't understand Yinghua's rules?
You can still stay in the original class if you ask for leave for the usual monthly exams, but the start-up exam is a matter of principle, and they all go to class F, don't you know? ! "
The teaching director felt his blood pressure rise as he spoke, so he had to stop and pinch the bridge of his nose to let himself relax.
"You have been in class F, let's not talk about the strength of the teachers, can the learning environment and teaching progress compare with class A?!
You two are the hope of this year, and you are about to enter the third year of high school and take the college entrance examination. Are you two stimulating me like this? !
Qingyan, can you tell me why you missed the exam for no reason? ! "
Qingyan lowered his head, his ears were slightly red.
It's not because of the guilt of missing the exam, but because the reason for missing the exam is hard to say.
Seeing that the dean was about to faint from anger, Qingyan was glad that what he and Lu Lijiang missed was the opening exam, not the competition final.
Otherwise, he was afraid that the dean would be so angry that he would be hospitalized.
In order to help the dean calm down, Qingyan lowered his head and explained in a low voice: "I didn't feel well that day."
Hearing this, the teaching director really shut up immediately, no longer angry, but instead looked at Qingyan with concern, and his tone was much lighter: "I'm sick, why don't you feel uncomfortable?
Did you go to the hospital?How about now?
Can you go to class normally? Do you want to take two days off? "
After a series of questions came down, Qingyan lowered his head even lower, almost dying of embarrassment.
If there was any discomfort, it was because Lu Lijiang was so cruel, he just slept until dusk and didn't wake up, and he still took some exams.
Just missed the whole day!
"Well, well, there is no need to ask for leave." After Qing Yan briefly replied to the dean's question, he lowered his head and remained silent.
The teaching director finally let him go, and then aimed all the artillery fire at Lu Lijiang.
He frowned, looked at Lu Lijiang with a dark face, and asked seriously and angrily: "Qingyan didn't take the exam because he was sick, and I won't pursue it because of his health.
Lu Lijiang, how about you?Why didn't you take the placement test?
Can't you be sick too? "
At this moment, Lu Lijiang's mind was full of his little roommate answering the dean's question with red ears.
It was so painful.
So much so that he suddenly wanted to do something with him to "make him fail the exam".
Hearing the dean's questioning, Lu Lijiang came back to his senses: "I'm not sick."
His illnesses were all cured by Qingyan with the method of "promising with his body", so why did he suffer from any illnesses?
The dean frowned deeper and became more angry: "Then tell me, what is more important than the class exam?"
Lu Lijiang raised his eyes to look at the dean, his tone was contemptuous, with a smile on his face: "Of course it's a million times more important than the class exam!"
The dean, with his hands behind his back, stared at him through glasses with thick bottle bottoms.
It was like seeing what excuses and reasons he could come up with.
Lu Lijiang touched his nose lightly, and said in a firm and forceful voice, "My deskmate is sick, so I can't take care of him."
The dean was so angry that he yelled regardless of the occasion: "Your deskmate is sick and needs you to take care of him?!
You are your wife! "
The author has something to say: Lu Lijiang: Really.
Qingyan: Shut up!
With just one sentence, Lu Lijiang lost all his senses, leaving only his distress and love for Qingyan.
Not to mention that at this moment, Qingyan begged him with an aggrieved and obedient attitude, even if he didn't speak, in this atmosphere and state, if it wasn't for the worry about Qingyan's body, Lu Lijiang couldn't help it.
The tips of their noses met their noses, and then their lips met their upper lips.
The moonlight outside the window is cold and slightly bright, shining into the house through the thin window screen, making this night beautiful and dense.
[500 words omitted here]
At the end, the moonlight outside the window was still there, as if witnessing the whole process of the two delivering each other.
Qingyan was embraced by Lu Lijiang from behind, tightly.
Qingyan had sweat on his forehead, tears in the corners of his eyes, and a slightly hoarse voice.
But he felt happy and satisfied.
It was because, even if he had no previous experience, Lu Lijiang's performance was remarkable.
Satisfied because his lie was fulfilled tonight, and he finally felt at ease.
He saved his Lu Lijiang.
No regrets, no sadness, on the contrary he felt lucky.
I am glad that I have a chance to wear a book and save my lover.
But Lu Lijiang's mood is completely different from Qingyan's
Although the process was joyful, he also enjoyed it very much.
But at this moment, all he thought in his mind was to question himself, why he was impulsive last time, so that the person in his arms might leave at any time.
He felt guilty, sad, and heartbroken.
So that after the great excitement and joy, his heart was empty.
He was afraid, afraid of himself half a year later, not to mention being happy with the person in his arms, even simply holding him, holding him, or looking at him would become a luxury.
He really can't accept it.
Lu Lijiang hugged Qingyan so tightly that Qingyan was hot against his sweaty body.
Knowing Lu Lijiang's worry, Qingyan took advantage of the moonlight to tell him the truth in his heart.
He opened his eyes and looked at the moonlight outside the window, and called him softly: "Lu Lijiang."
Lu Lijiang rested his head on his shoulder and neck, just like before when he lied and said he was going to suck him, and muffled: "Yeah."
"Half a year later..." As soon as Qingyan started, Lu Lijiang's heart sank suddenly.
But he didn't say anything, he just clasped Qingyan's hand tightly and curled it in the palm of his hand, and his heart tightened.
Qingyan's words continued, "If I leave here, don't be sad. As long as I can come back, I will definitely try my best to come back."
This is Qingyan's guarantee to Lu Lijiang.
But he also had his own worries, so he also shook Lu Lijiang back, and lightly added the last sentence: "But don't wait for me."
——Don't wait for me like Lu Zhixing waited for Fu Wanqing, because I can't guarantee that I will come back.
——I want my lover to be healthy and happy, so you can love me, and after I'm gone, you can love others too.
——I won't blame you, I will only bless you.
These words are all in Qingyan's heart, and they are also euphemistically included in the sentence "but don't wait for me", he understands Lu Lijiang and will understand his hint.
Sure enough, upon hearing what he said, Lu Lijiang sat up straight away, looking down at him in the moonlight, his eyes were red, and even his lips were trembling slightly.
His voice was very high and loud.
He said: "Yanyan, tell me not to lie to you. Well, I won't lie to you again. I can tell you right now, no matter how long you go, I will definitely wait for you."
Qingyan felt great grief in his heart, for Lu Lijiang who loved him so much.
If he could, why would he want to leave?
The world he came from was cold and cruel, but the world he lived in was gentle and affectionate.
Here, he has relatives who love and care about him, as well as a lover who loves and loves him deeply, and he is reluctant to leave.
But he had no choice.
Because Lu Lijiang loves him as much, he loves Lu Lijiang as much.
Qingyan closed his eyes, trying to call back the tears that were about to overflow his eyes, he said very softly: "Lu Lijiang, let me tell you a story."
Lu Lijiang kept staring at him condescendingly, noncommittal.
Qingyan knew that he was angry, but he also knew that he was distressed by him.
Relying on this liking, Qingyan is rarely willful.
"Actually, like my little aunt, I am not from this world. I was in another world 19 years ago, and then I got cancer and died.
After my death, I accidentally transmigrated into a book. The world we live in now is the content of that book.
So you see, if I didn't wear books, I wouldn't be dead long ago.
So don't really feel sad, I didn't lose anything for you, because meeting you is my stolen luck. "
Speaking of this, Qingyan himself was relieved.
With a sudden light in his heart, he also stood up, took Lu Lijiang's hand, leaned gently on his shoulder, and said in a gentle and slightly coquettish voice, "Lu Lijiang, don't be angry, okay?"
Lu Lijiang was really angry.
He was angry that Qingyan decided to save him without authorization, and also angry that Qingyan told him not to wait for him.
It was as if he had been killed with a knife, and then began to flog the corpse.
How could he be willing not to wait for him, Lu Lijiang met the love of his life in the youngest and most beautiful years of his life, he wished he could give all his heart and enthusiasm to him, there was no room for others in his heart.
No longer possible.
It's just that, meeting such an obedient Qingyan, his heart can't be hardened at all.
Not only that, that bit of anger turned into distress and love in the end, he held Qingyan's face in his hands, closed his eyes, and pressed his lips on it.
Sporadic flames, catalyzed by love, can start a prairie fire.
The second time, Lu Lijiang was full of thoughts, his smart and rational little roommate is really awesome.
He even made up a story about wearing a book to make him feel at ease.
In this case, he better work hard, even if Qingyan has to leave one day, he still wants Qingyan to remember how powerful he is in the book, so as not to be stolen by those doggy men outside the book.
Qingyan with red eyes, Qingyan biting his lips, Qingyan who couldn't help but let out his voice, and Qingyan who called his name hoarsely when he was emotional and impatient, all of them were him alone.
He can only see it, and no one can covet it.
After Lu Lijiang helped Qing Yan take a bath, and when the two of them went to bed again, it was almost dawn.
Knowing that today is the first day of entering the school, and also knowing that there is an important entrance test today, but Lu Lijiang didn't care about it, he turned off his alarm clock, and by the way, muted Qingyan's phone, hugged him so tired that he was washing his hands Those who are asleep are asleep.
When Lu Lijiang woke up, it was 10:30 in the morning, he raised his hand and touched Qingyan's forehead, everything was normal.
The mobile phone is full of missed calls and unread messages, some from family members, some from children, and some from the teaching teacher and class teacher.
Lu Lijiang picked up a few back.
Gu Chen: [? ]
Will leave: [. ]
Uncle: [Didn't take the exam? ]
Jiang Li: [It's late. ]
Dean: [Lu Lijiang, don't think you'll be fine if you don't answer the phone, I'll call your uncle right away.Today is the placement test, you actually gave up the test for no reason...]
There are still many words behind, and Lu Lijiang is too lazy to read them, let alone answer them.
Then, he simply turned off the phone and fell asleep again with his arms around the person on the bed.
The absurd night of the two of them led to three minor incidents in Yinghua, and naturally they were posted on the forum by the good-for-nothings to talk about it for a while.
One is that because Qingyan and Lu Lijiang both gave up the exam, Ning Yuan, who had been ranked second for a long time, got the first place in the entrance placement exam.
Another thing is that Qingyan and Lu Lijiang were assigned to Class F at the beginning of school because they had no grades.
The last thing, because the two of them missed the exam for no reason, after the class started, the dean committed suicide in class F and called the two of them to the office.
Now, Qingyan and Lu Lijiang are sitting side by side in the office, listening to the dean's painstaking education.
"You two don't just rely on your good grades to do whatever you want, especially you, Qingyan!"
The dean was angry, and walked from Qingyan to Lu Lijiang with his hands behind his back, and then from Lu Lijiang to Qingyan, "You know your history of violating discipline and rules in school.
Now I finally changed my past and studied hard, and the result..."
The dean stopped pacing, and stood in front of Qingyan, hating that iron could not be made into steel, "You missed the exam at the beginning of the semester? You don't understand Yinghua's rules?
You can still stay in the original class if you ask for leave for the usual monthly exams, but the start-up exam is a matter of principle, and they all go to class F, don't you know? ! "
The teaching director felt his blood pressure rise as he spoke, so he had to stop and pinch the bridge of his nose to let himself relax.
"You have been in class F, let's not talk about the strength of the teachers, can the learning environment and teaching progress compare with class A?!
You two are the hope of this year, and you are about to enter the third year of high school and take the college entrance examination. Are you two stimulating me like this? !
Qingyan, can you tell me why you missed the exam for no reason? ! "
Qingyan lowered his head, his ears were slightly red.
It's not because of the guilt of missing the exam, but because the reason for missing the exam is hard to say.
Seeing that the dean was about to faint from anger, Qingyan was glad that what he and Lu Lijiang missed was the opening exam, not the competition final.
Otherwise, he was afraid that the dean would be so angry that he would be hospitalized.
In order to help the dean calm down, Qingyan lowered his head and explained in a low voice: "I didn't feel well that day."
Hearing this, the teaching director really shut up immediately, no longer angry, but instead looked at Qingyan with concern, and his tone was much lighter: "I'm sick, why don't you feel uncomfortable?
Did you go to the hospital?How about now?
Can you go to class normally? Do you want to take two days off? "
After a series of questions came down, Qingyan lowered his head even lower, almost dying of embarrassment.
If there was any discomfort, it was because Lu Lijiang was so cruel, he just slept until dusk and didn't wake up, and he still took some exams.
Just missed the whole day!
"Well, well, there is no need to ask for leave." After Qing Yan briefly replied to the dean's question, he lowered his head and remained silent.
The teaching director finally let him go, and then aimed all the artillery fire at Lu Lijiang.
He frowned, looked at Lu Lijiang with a dark face, and asked seriously and angrily: "Qingyan didn't take the exam because he was sick, and I won't pursue it because of his health.
Lu Lijiang, how about you?Why didn't you take the placement test?
Can't you be sick too? "
At this moment, Lu Lijiang's mind was full of his little roommate answering the dean's question with red ears.
It was so painful.
So much so that he suddenly wanted to do something with him to "make him fail the exam".
Hearing the dean's questioning, Lu Lijiang came back to his senses: "I'm not sick."
His illnesses were all cured by Qingyan with the method of "promising with his body", so why did he suffer from any illnesses?
The dean frowned deeper and became more angry: "Then tell me, what is more important than the class exam?"
Lu Lijiang raised his eyes to look at the dean, his tone was contemptuous, with a smile on his face: "Of course it's a million times more important than the class exam!"
The dean, with his hands behind his back, stared at him through glasses with thick bottle bottoms.
It was like seeing what excuses and reasons he could come up with.
Lu Lijiang touched his nose lightly, and said in a firm and forceful voice, "My deskmate is sick, so I can't take care of him."
The dean was so angry that he yelled regardless of the occasion: "Your deskmate is sick and needs you to take care of him?!
You are your wife! "
The author has something to say: Lu Lijiang: Really.
Qingyan: Shut up!
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