Rewinding the time to last Thursday, Shen Zhengying saw Hu Lai downstairs at the Kunlun Science and Technology Building. He was full of joy when he first saw her, knowing that she was waiting for him downstairs, but after seeing Lin Fangqin, his mood suddenly became complicated.

Hu Lai treated her relaxedly and affectionately. It seemed that the two had known each other for a long time. There was a tacit understanding between the expressions of acquaintances, as well as the physical distance.

At that time, I didn't distinguish carefully, thinking that I just met an old classmate I hadn't seen for a long time. That period of schooling was not a pleasant experience, and my mood was complicated and difficult to understand.When I went home to take a shower and thought about it, it turned out to be a long-lost jealousy.

Jealous that Lin Fangqin is as popular as ever.

In junior high school, Shen Zhengying was as unremarkable as Lin Fangqin was popular.No one can be praised for anything except that their parents are teachers.Even because her parents are school teachers, she received many strange treatment.There is jealousy and contempt, those eyes seem to always say: your parents are so good, but you are so ordinary.Sometimes it is even because the parents who are in the same school discipline the students, the students are not taught, and there is no way to treat the teachers. The students can only bully the teachers-especially the schools where the teachers trust their own more than their children.His elder brother, Shen Zhenghui, is a boy, and no one dares to bully him, so being a younger sister is unlucky, and she is often implicated unnecessarily.

And Lin Fangqin seems to have a good relationship with everyone, like a fish in water.

Now that object is Hu Lai, especially Hu Lai.

As a result, Shen Zhengying's unresolved complex when he was young suddenly popped up.

At that time, Shen Zhengying often felt that she was worthless and that no one would like her. This point has continued to this day in a sense.

She often wonders why Hu Lai likes herself.

After realizing that Hu Lai was far better at living and enjoying life than ordinary people, Shen Zhengying couldn't help asking herself what virtue and ability she had, and what she could like about Hu Lai.

Strictly speaking, she is a nerd girl, an older nerd girl, except for school and lectures, she rarely socializes, her daily life is basically two points and one line, she doesn't cook, she has no special interests, and most of her friends are in her teens and 20s. Children like games.

The house is barely kept clean, but she is really not good at housework, let alone enjoying life. Even Sun Shuxue's house, which is happy to mess around, is not as comfortable as Hu Lai's house.

Hu Lai downplayed it, and it would be fine to spend money to find someone to clean it, but Shen Zhengying knew that this was not something that could be done with money.

If two people want to get along for a long time, fall in love, or live together in the future, all these will become problems in the future.This is also one of the reasons why Shen Zhengying did not choose to fall in love or remarry.Life is not something worthy of praise for her, but Hu Lai is different, Hu Lai is full of enthusiasm for life.

If it's just a romance, it's different.

She doesn't need to think about what will happen to Hu Lai in the future, in the future.

Because it was doomed from the beginning that they only have the present and do not need to have a future.

But Hu Lai seemed to be different from what she thought, and what she expected was also different.

Thinking of this, Shen Zhengying thought of quitting.

Hu Lai's message jumped out at this time.

Hu Lai: You took the initiative today.One thing I told myself, Hu Lai, you should be satisfied, Teacher Shen took the initiative to kiss you.But the other one I think is not enough, not enough, Mr. Shen.Want to tie you by my side all the time so you don't keep changing all the time, don't you?At this moment, I won't think about pretending to be an adult next time and pretend nothing happened.

Look, the little girl is so good at predicting things, she has already seen through her.

Shen Zhengying sighed, and sometimes wanted to tell her that she was not a person worthy of others' liking, that she was not worthy of her enthusiasm and joy.

But why not?

She always remembered that no matter how busy Hu Lai was at work on Thursdays, he would carry a notebook with her to work with her at the game testing place.Even in the game, she could physically feel the little girl's eager and focused eyes on her from time to time.

This gaze creates the same radiance and heat in the person being looked at.

Several times her body felt hot under those gazes.

She seemed never to have been treated with such tenderness, kindness, love and understanding.

What the little girl didn't know was that sometimes when Shen Zhengying quit the game, she didn't take off the equipment immediately, but used the helmet to cover her and secretly looked at her.

The clean chin, the curvaceous neck, the light of intellectuality exuded due to serious work, and the inadvertent and charming little movements all dazzled Shen Zhengying.

It is not difficult to imagine what will happen if such a little girl is brought home.

Even if the little girl never thought about it, it was in Shen Zhengying's dream.Those beautiful and lingering things happened many times as a matter of course.

The scene in the car on Thursday was far more than that scene, it was all Shen Zhengying's inner desire.

Those things that have happened in dreams countless times, once they become reality, Shen Zhengying can't imagine what will happen afterwards.

What will happen to their relationship when they wake up.

What will happen in the future.

Once some things happen, it seems impossible to go back to the beginning.

Shen Zhengying was powerless and longing, longing but powerless, wanting to escape, wanting to get closer, conflicts and entanglements made her physically and mentally exhausted.

She decided to hand over the power of choice to Hu Lai.

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