Shen Zhengying sat at the desk, staring blankly at the mobile phone.

There is a message in WeChat about Xie Yaran asking her how she is doing.After hearing about her glorious deeds at noon, Shen Zhengying plucked up the courage to say a few words to Xie Yaran, and at the same time extended her billions of dollars of apology.She didn't expect that the side effects of reunion after a long absence and new sorrows and old regrets flooding her heart would be so severe.

She didn't expect that a photo in Xie Yaran's phone would give her such a big stimulus.I was too drunk yesterday to get to the bottom of it, but when I think about it today, it turns out that I am jealous.It was she who clearly pushed the little girl away and decided not to have any more contact with her from now on, and she was the one who didn't want to hear the little girl's rumors, and didn't see the little girl getting along well with others.

After repeatedly apologizing, Xie Yaran laughed straight on the other end of the phone, "From now on, if you want to drink, just come here for coffee and sandwiches."

No more, with such a dark history, she dared not see Xie Yaran again for a long time.

"You're a lot lighter, a lot funnier, and a lot braver than you were before."

Shen Zhengying only felt cowardly and couldn't bear Xie Yaran's brave praise.Wait, if she is braver now than in the past, how useless she was in the past.

In the end, Xie Yaran expressed that she was very happy to pick up her old friend, anyway, there is another person in this world who can talk to her.

The same goes for Shen Zhengying.

To her, reuniting with Xie Yaran means a lot.

The knot that has been brooding on my heart for 30 years has finally untied most of it.No matter how inconspicuous what others think of what she did to Xie Yaran, it was very serious to her.Xie Yaran didn't mention a lot, but she could feel that, once upon a time, Xie Yaran was really hurt because of her words.

Until now, Shen Zhengying finally admitted to herself that she had unusual feelings for Xie Yaran when she was in junior high school.She likes her, gets attached to her, and even wants to kiss her for a few moments.Her mother dragged the female student into the corridor and scolded not only the female student, but also her.That scene terrified her.

As for Xie Yaran's feelings towards her, it is no longer important.

There was a big stone in my heart, if she was not drunk, Shen Zhengying should feel relieved at this moment.

However, she did not receive any news from Hu Lai.

It's not that there should be one, but that she wants to.If Hu Lai could send a few words, even if it was to give her a bill for sending her home in the middle of the night or her pajamas were ruined by her, but Hu Lai didn't send it, it seemed that he was very angry.

Shen Zhengying didn't even dare to ask Hu Lai what happened after he went back.

Logically, she should say hello anyway.

After all, she was kindly sent home from the store in the middle of the night last night, and she rubbed and hugged her as a pillow and a doll.

The picture was so beautiful that Shen Zhengying didn't dare to think about it.

She understands the little girl's temper. When she is easy to talk, she is easy to talk, and if she speaks softly to you, it really makes her angry. She must be so angry that she will never want to talk to her in her life.

Although those things can all be attributed to being drunk, it's all the fault of the alcohol, isn't it because of the disorderly sex after drinking?

But Shen Zhengying knew that was not the case, it was true that she didn't have fragments of memories of that time, but the so-called promiscuity after drinking was a clumsy excuse.All the things she did after drinking were things she thought about doing but didn't do when she wasn't drinking. Alcohol can only relieve her of the burden of doing these things, and it can't make her have extra thoughts that are contrary to her nature.That is to say, the drunken she is her true self, the "inner child" who obeys desires and satisfies primitive needs.

She couldn't deny it.

No matter whether he was drunk or not, it was unfair to Hu Lai, even suspected of bullying her, even if she really wanted to bully her, but...

Shen Zhengying hugged her head and groaned in pain: "It's terrible."

This time even Jiang Yuming laughed at his mother: "Good luck."

After last night, he finally had a certain degree of awareness of his fucking scum, and a deeper understanding of Hu Lai's patience.To be honest, it was beyond his expectation. He never thought that a little girl like Hu Lai would take care of her so considerately, not to mention that he even dumped her.Jiang Yuming asked himself, if he sent people home at most, it would be the best of humanity, and it would be absolutely impossible to coax people to change clothes for others.If his mother was a man, he would definitely despise him, but his mother is always his mother. It was the first time in his life that he got drunk, so it was lucky that he didn't exaggerate.

Mom, it's hard this time.

As the sun went down, the light in the house gradually dimmed.Several times, Shen Zhengying turned on the phone, silently looked at "a, I'm coming" on the phone, and let it go to sleep again.

She didn't know what to say.

To say hello, sorry or I miss you.

Which sentence is very insulting at this time.

The incandescent lamp above his head suddenly lit up, and Shen Zhengying was startled.

Jiang Yuming said at the door: "It's so dark, I don't know how to turn on the light. I cooked white porridge for you. I drank so much yesterday, drink some porridge and eat some pickles to slow down."

"okay."

"Stretch your head out, draw your head back, mom, you're still grinding."

Shen Zhengying was annoyed, "What do you know?"

"Me? I don't know how many girlfriends I've dated? At most Hu Lai won't answer your call, or she will scold you. If she can scold you, it means you're lucky."

"Jiang Yuming, why do you think you are so happy? It's fun to see your mother joke, right?" Shen Zhengying turned around to express her dissatisfaction.

The lower limit of people will be constantly refreshed, and the sense of shame will also be desensitized with the increase of exposure.

Just like Shen Zhengying, it was hard to talk about Hu Lai with his son at first, and he couldn't say anything more.It's only been a long time, and I can already talk normally like before.As long as she doesn't talk about the scene she saw that day, even if she is asked to say that she likes Hu Lai, she will not deny it.

Of course, Jiang Yuming would not admit that he was watching a fucking joke, and quickly denied it: "No, no, I was watching her joke. The porridge is almost ready, and you can eat it anytime."

"I can't eat without this call."

Jiang Yuming said in a low voice, "Maybe I won't be able to eat after beating."

"Obviously! He also said that you are not reading a joke."

Jiang Yuming couldn't let go, and was about to slip away, when his mother asked him, "Why?"

"what why?"

"Why can she scold me to show that I am lucky?"

"Mom, there's an old saying that when you hit, you're kissing and scolding is love, and if you don't beat or scold, you don't feel happy."

"Jiang Yuming!"

"Really, if you think about it carefully, scolding means that you have to vent your anger. When you vent your anger, your heart will be calm. If you can't breathe, if you hold it there, one day it will explode. Did you say that you can scold you? Here comes my luck."

"What if you're not angry?"

Jiang Yuming heheed twice, shook his head and walked away.A teacher in the psychology department is just as lucky as he encounters a problem, but experience tells him that having illusions is the worst thing to do.

Shen Zhengying understands the truth, but it is easier said than done.

Counting down to three, she gritted her teeth and pressed "a, I'll do it". The moment the call was connected, she felt as if there was a rabbit in her heart, beating non-stop.

After the bell rang several times, the other end finally picked up the phone.

"Hello."

"That, Hu Lailai, Hu Lai, it's me."

"What's up?"

"Well, thank you for picking me up last night. I'm sorry to trouble you. I didn't expect to drink so much and get drunk like that."

"It's okay, you're welcome. Don't drink so much in the future, it's not safe."

The seemingly caring words were not the same thing in Shen Zhengying's ears. There was no anger, foul language, and sarcasm as imagined, but a customer-service-style alienation tone instead.

With a thump in her heart, Shen Zhengying called her: "Nonsense..."

There was no more than three seconds of silence on the other end of the phone, "Is there anything else? If there is nothing else, hang up first."

Shen Zhengying had just had time to say the word "I", when he heard the sound of the phone being hung up.

Hu Lai hung up her phone decisively and simply, just like she said to break up.

Walking out of the room with a dejected face, Jiang Yuming knew that his mother had hit the wall when he saw it, "Come and drink porridge first, and then we can take care of our health. Your old man has been working at home for so long, staying up all night without eating, you are learning from others to cultivate immortality. Thanks to you What do you think about researching Internet addiction, or my thesis will be about the relationship between lovelornness and Internet addiction?"

"Screw you."

Jiang Yu smiled brightly.

"Your advisor won't let you write such a lousy topic, and it's not an undergraduate thesis. Mess up."

"Ouch, Mr. Shen's upper body. Drink porridge and porridge."

Jiang Yuming is right, she has been working at home for so long, she should go out and walk around, no matter how much she promises to others, she must do well, taking other people's meal cards and money, she can't just eat and do nothing, right?

Walking into the gate of Kunlun Technology Company again, Shen Zhengying seemed to have passed away. The front desk took her to Yang's office and left.

When Yang Hui saw that it was her, he looked away from the monitor, "Yo, school is on holiday?"

"The holiday was two weeks earlier." Shen Zhengying's skin was not thick enough to lie in front of Yang Hui.

Of course, there is no need to lie to Yang Hui, just ask any intern and you will know when they are on vacation.

"It's a holiday and I need to rest." Yang Hui smiled and gave her a meaningful look, "I thought you wouldn't show up here until the end of the year."

"Why?" Shen Zhengying was puzzled. Last time when he asked for leave, he felt that Yang Hui's words had hidden meaning, but this time it was even more obvious.

"Why? Don't you want to take a break? The system has been updated recently, and a lot of content has been added. Let Leach explain it to you." Yang Hui paused, "I still need another person to interface with you."

"No, Hu Lai is fine."

Yang Hui glanced at her with lightning-like eyes, Shen Zhengying felt guilty and carefully avoided her gaze.

Yang Hui shook his head and looked away, "Leach will be here soon, let her take you there."

Shen Zhengying suspected that when the front desk notified Yang Hui of her arrival, she also notified Hu Lai, otherwise Hu Lai would not have come so quickly.

As soon as the voice fell, I saw that someone was already outside the door.

Long curly hair draped over shoulders, wearing a well-tailored white shirt, a blue scarf loosely draped over his chest, and a thin rose gold necklace looming between his neck and neck, mature and charming yet bookish, and framed by a door frame, Like a fashion magazine cover.

Shen Zhengying stared at her greedily, not drunk, she hadn't seen Hu Lai face to face for several days.

Seeing Shen Zhengying, Hu Lai was dizzy for a moment.

Yang Hui's secretary only told her to go to the CEO's office, but didn't tell her the specifics.Knowing Shen Zhengying's ostrich mentality very well, she never expected to see her here. Like Yang Hui, she thought that Shen Zhengying would appear after the Spring Festival at the earliest.

Heh, it's still the ability of old classmates and old lovers.

Noticing that Yang Hui's sharp eyes swept over Shen Zhengying and her, he smiled for some unknown reason before ordering: "Leach, Mr. Shen will continue to follow up the test during the holiday, and I will leave her to you."

Hu Lai suddenly felt that Yang Hui seemed to have noticed something.

But she has always had a clear conscience, whether she knows it or not doesn't hinder her in the slightest, she politely said to Shen Zhengying: "Mr. Shen, please come with me."

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