Miss's command is the biggest [Ancient wear today]

In summer, when the daytime torrential rain breaks, the dark clouds above the head float away, revealing a clear and clear sky.

Luo Wenyan embraced the bouquet of flowers and stepped into the Lingshan Cemetery again.

It has been two months since the last time she came here to erect a monument for Ling Li.

The sky in Quancheng is still the same as when I was a child. Rainbows are easy to appear after being washed by rain during the day.

The faint colored halo floating in the sky appeared vividly in front of his eyes, Luo Wenyan was in a trance and returned to those days when he and Ling Li were sitting on the grass in the playground watching the rainbow when they were students.

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Luo Wenyan has been used to being sought after since she was a child, whether it's in the upper circles or at school.

Children also rely on a kind of intuition to make friends. Some people praise her in a flattering way in front of Luo Wenyan. Luo Wenyan smiles on her face and enjoys it, but she can't get close to these people in her heart.

It seems that there is a natural repulsive magnetic field between people, no matter what many people say or do, it is always difficult for Luo Wenyan to open up and really make friends with them.

Looking back many years later, Luo Wenyan realized that this was the self-protection of childhood, and the rejection of hypocrisy by nature.

During his school days, apart from playing games from a young age to enjoying a good time, the only friend Luo Wenyan recognized was Ling Li.

Ling Li is also very kind to her and can say a lot of nice things.

On the other hand, Luo was really happy to hear these words in his ears.

It wasn't like that in the beginning, either.

At the beginning of junior high school, Luo Wenyan didn't know anyone well.She didn't think about making friends on her own initiative, because she didn't need to do anything, and many classmates would already surround her to please her.

Just like the first step into the bazaar, all people and things are listed in front of the eyes, and the eyes are dazzling in an instant.

Gradually, after I have enough understanding of the surroundings, I will find out the one I like the most in my heart.

Ling Li is like this, like a clean mirror, making people want to smile at her.

Luo Wenyan's face was full of delicacy. At that time, many classmates would take the initiative to help her move the tables and chairs for cleaning, but Ling Li was the only one who persisted in every detail.

Every time Luo Wenyan pretended to be sad, Ling Li would take over everything she was doing and tell her: "If you don't want to do it, I'll do it for you."

Ling Li was nice to her for no reason, and Luo Wenyan also accepted it unknowingly and without reason.

But when I think about it many years later, many things are not without reason.

At that time, she had listed Ling Li as her "best friend" in school from the bottom of her heart, probably because of her special position. For Ling Li, Luo Wenyan would always have feelings that she couldn't find in others.

For example, I will have great expectations for how to see her the next day, and I will have a heart-pounding surprise after meeting her by chance at an intersection.If you don't see her for a week during the winter and summer vacations, you will feel itchy, and even feel a little sad about parting.

And when she was alone with her, Luo Wenyan always subconsciously wished that there were no one else around...

The secret kissing of the seniors and sisters was named and criticized at the flag-raising ceremony on Monday. The head teachers of each class returned to the class and followed up with current events to provide serious preventive education to the students.

The head teacher was on the podium eloquently listing the harms of puppy love, but Luo Wenyan was a little distracted listening to it below.

As if it had become an inertial reflex, every time Luo Wenyan heard this word, he couldn't help but ask himself whether he was in puppy love.

This answer may be the reason why the heart beats unexpectedly many times.

It's a pity that Luo Wenyan didn't figure it out at the time.

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After being provoked by the three gangsters, Luo Wenyan and Ling Li completely broke off contact. Even when faced with Ling Li's overtures, she pretended not to care.

At that time she was extremely angry, even far more than hating some deceptions of other people.

To this day, Luo Wenyan can hardly understand what kind of mood he was in at that time, as if all the longing for beauty in his heart had been broken into deceit, and the clean mirror had become dirty fragments, sharply rooted in his heart.

After Ling Li's car accident, Luo Wenyan might have secretly gone to the hospital to see her.Even dozens of times.

Sometimes she would sit quietly in front of that hospital bed, looking at Ling Li who was also quiet with medical instruments all over her body.

Luo Wenyan couldn't tell what it felt like at that moment, there was no lack of thorns that took root in her heart, but even so, she still hoped that Ling Li would wake up.

Humans may be such inherently cheap creatures, Luo Wenyan never told anyone her innermost thoughts, outside, she didn't mention a word to Ling Li, as if she had forgotten the existence of this person.

Only when there was no one else would she secretly have a thought, praying that Ling Li was still alive.

Although there are some thorns lurking in the heart and it hurts when it's insidious, but Luo Wenyan still can't bear her to really disappear.

But when Ling Li really woke up, Luo Wenyan couldn't help but continue to treat her coldly and speak ill of her.

Seeing Ling Li's fresh face again at that time also awakened a bad memory in Luo Wenyan, so that it was difficult for her to mediate with herself, and she couldn't persuade herself to let go of the original deception no matter what.

Ling Li was forcibly arranged to be her bodyguard, and he treated her very well as always.

Even better than before.

When she was a student, Ling Li occasionally had a little temper. After becoming a personal bodyguard, she was almost obedient to her.

What hasn't changed is that Luo Wenyan can still feel her love in the tedious daily life.

Even though Luo Wenyan has gone through countless times in his heart to hint to himself that he should never fall in love with Lingli again, it seems that the law dictates that the more one avoids something, the easier it is to get something.

The difference from the student days is that Ling Li back then was like a clean mirror reflecting the clear light, waiting quietly.Now when I follow me again, I am in a trance like silent fireworks in summer, even though it is still quiet, it attracts me all the time.

The throbbing love in the student days is finally gone and returned.

Luo Wenyan also finally fell in love with Lingli.

Before he really learned the truth about the misunderstanding, Luo Wenyan had actually persuaded himself to let go of the past grievances and cherish the reborn Lingli.

Looking back now, it wasn't because she resolved the misunderstanding that she was willing to hand herself over to Ling Li.

It was just that the huge guilt at that time delayed the love that would have arrived.

Ling Li planted a seed in her heart, which was cut off by the storm when it sprouted.

Many years later, she was nurtured and watered by Ling Li, and her flowers bloomed again.

After being instructed by Jing Xianzhi, Luo Wenyan never thought about what it would be like if the seeds germinated for the first time and successfully blossomed and bore fruit.

The deceased is gone.

Luo Wenyan couldn't cut off this new little flower with his own hands.

Bystanders clear.What Jing Xianzhi said is correct, Lingli's own intentions and all kinds of things that attract her are often irrelevant to the past when she was young.

Luo Wenyan's love for Ling Li can already be said independently.

It's just that there will always be a sour and irreparable shadow in Luo Wenyan's heart, which is the guilt of being young and impulsive towards Ling Li.

Like her heart that sprouted early, it became a pity to be buried in time together.

Luo Wenyan understood that she was the puppy love that the head teacher said.

It also confirmed the impassioned statement made by the principal at the flag-raising ceremony——

"Students who fall in love early, most of them have no good results!! Don't just try it if you think it's novel and fun! Put learning first, the person you really love, your significant other, will be better The future is waiting for you!"

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Luo Wenyan put down a bouquet of flowers in front of the tombstone, and on the tomb was a photo of Ling Li when she was a student, saying that she died at the age of 15.

Every time Luo Wenyan faced this stele, no matter whether it was "thank you" or "sorry", he would get stuck in his throat, choked up and unable to speak.

She took out a written letter and burned it to ashes in the raging flames in front of her eyes.

The location of this tombstone is very hidden, and ordinary people will not see it.Similarly, when Luo Wenyan came to worship, he never asked Ling Li to follow him.

She thought, maybe Ling Li would be happier if she came alone.

After the wind blew past and the fire gradually subsided, Luo Wenyan slowly got up and said to leave individually.

Every word and sentence written by hand turned into fly ash and floated into the air.

Luo Wenyan actually wrote all the things that happened later, and she made a frank report after thinking about it for a long time.

But she promised Ling Li that she would come to worship her every year and accompany her.

as well as……

"I gave her the letter." Luo Wenyan whispered and attached herself to Ling Li who had been waiting for her at the entrance of the cemetery.Ling Li's palm was warm, but his eyes were a little dark.

In fact, when Luo Wenyan decided to bring this letter, he also respectfully told Ling Li about it.

The letter contained Luo Wenyan's guilt and his apology for Ling Li, but these were not enough to express one ten thousandth of it in words.

Luo Wenyan put a seed in the envelope.

Accompanied by some wishes that I don’t know whether they can be realized——

"If there is a next life, I will treat you well, and I will like you."

Ling Li was quiet for a long time, knowing that her promise had already been delivered.

"Let's go, miss," Ling Li still said, "Are you tired? I'll carry you." It was quite a long way from the cemetery to the downhill.

Luo Wenyan lowered his eyes, leaned on her back, and whispered sorry into her ear.

Ling Li stared ahead, walked a hundred meters and suddenly said: "In the next life, I will still chase Miss."

Luo Wenyan tapped her shoulders with drooping hands, "But I..."

She couldn't speak later, so Ling Li answered it for her.

"It's okay, didn't the lady say that I still have many opportunities."

Yes, there are still many opportunities, Luo Wenyan promised.

In the third, fourth, and fifth lives... In each subsequent life, she will only be left to Ling Li.

作者有话要说：还有5章番外。感谢在2021-02-2118:19:21~2021-02-2216:18:32期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

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