restart the world

The sound of New Year's cannon fire made Lin Sheng suddenly feel like it was the same New Year before his death. Xiong Pei came to look for him, his nose was red from the cold, like a frosted candy.

"How did you come?"

"I want to see you, and I want you to see me more. Lin Sheng, we may not see each other again in the next life. So I am very reluctant, and I cherish it very much." Xiong Pei was full of alcohol and talking nonsense, then The year they graduated, Xiong Pei looked at him aggrieved like a child, with big stars falling from his eyes.

Lin Sheng couldn't bear to cover his eyes, as if he was afraid that Xiong Pei would cry away his heart.

When he entered the kitchen, the pot on the fire had been burned dry, and he stood there without saying a word.

When Lin Sheng stretched out his finger and touched the wall of the pot, the hot metal quickly melted away a small piece of his skin. He looked at his part, as if it wasn't his hand, and didn't react at all. Putting it into the pool, the only thing in the air is the sizzling sound of white mist after the water accepts it, and then quickly merges with the surroundings.

The finger that melted away unconsciously like wax fell to the ground like a dazzling drop.

After tidying up the things at home, he planned to go to the store to keep watch, but when he reached the entrance of the corridor, his heart sank to the bottom of the valley.

"Lin Sheng" Xiong Pei stood up from the corner

"Xiong Pei, it's getting late, you should go home." Lin Sheng looked at him, afraid that he would say another word.

"Lin Sheng, don't chase me away"

"..." There were clenched hands in his pockets

"Lin Sheng" Xiong Pei stopped Lin Sheng and refused to let him leave half a step away, but when Lin Sheng turned around as if to go back, Xiong Pei grabbed his clothes tightly, and tears fell on Lin Sheng on the coat.

The two of them were silent in the corridor for a long time. When the lights in the corridor were dimmed, Lin Sheng suddenly sighed and said very gently, "Don't cry."Then he turned around and hugged Xiong Pei tightly.Resting her chin on his shoulder, the sound of breathing was in Xiong Pei's ear, hugged for a long time, "Xiong Pei, I like you."

That way, like a person who has lost to the point of no return.

But if life has already come to a place where you can't go any further, then even if there is no way to retreat, you can only retreat.

The New Year's cannon fire was still ringing, and Xiong Pei couldn't believe it because of this hug. Lin Sheng's voice entered his ears together with the sound of the wind amidst the cannon fire.

"I like you so much." He paused and said, "Always, always, very much."

The hot words knocked on his ears again and again, but the people around him seemed to be gone any moment, which made Xiong Pei's heart tighten.He held onto the young man in front of him tightly, Lin Sheng, you don't have to be with me, but it's too bad that I can't bear you anymore.

He may have understood that there is something driving me toward you in a world of utter boredom and pointlessness that ends up being pointless anyway, but I am willing to enjoy it anyway.

With the sound of the last gunfire, his world was filled with white light, and after that white light, he finally woke up from his bed, the white light outside the window was still dazzling his eyes, but he never saw the person next to him again. teenager.He had a very long dream, in which he was never satisfied.

If this half-dream of life is already stolen

I am more than happy.

The light shone on his face, and he sat on the bed smiling like a short poem.

In an era when he can't go back.

That boy is still playing lively

The girl next to him looked at him and smiled very nicely

The well-behaved girl behind her light hit her soft skin

The man on his left lowered his head and even his eyelashes came to life

And in the dream, on the way back with him, Xiong Pei changed the bottle of milk that Lin Sheng gave him to his right hand, and wanted to touch the back of Lin Sheng's hand with his free hand. Hold it tightly.

Sometimes, people can not be so lucid.As long as you can comfort yourself and make yourself feel better, that is to save yourself.