That night, Yan Yaoqin sat in Zhuo Yang's room until very late.The sound of the son's breathing was ups and downs, like the tide on the coast, steady and regular, washing the heart full of messy footprints.

Knowing that there is no audience, he still talked on and on, like a believer praying devoutly in front of a god.

But language is always feeble, no matter how much pity and love there is in my heart, what can be said is just those words.Yan Yaoqin quietly lay beside Zhuo Yang with his clothes on his side, bent his elbows and propped his forehead, silently staring at his son's sleeping face.Endless heartfelt, all merged into this fiery and focused gaze.

As the night deepened, Yan Yaoqin, with complex emotions intertwined with longing and melancholy, reluctantly left his sleepy Ayang like a lonely wandering soul.

The next morning, Zhuo Yang woke up with a fright.

He had a dream, the dream was romantic and wonderful, and even the fiery red kapok was falling down.There was no falling, no chasing, no ghosts and ghosts in this dream, but to him, it was a complete nightmare.

In the campus where Zhuo Yang studies, there is a narrow kapok road.Those boys and girls who are just beginning to fall in love always like to spread some serious sayings by word of mouth, for example, if they confess their love under the kapok road, they will get the ideal happiness.Over time, that path became a legend related to love.

In the dream, Zhuo Yang walked alone on the kapok road, surrounded by misty morning fog.He didn't know why he appeared at that place, and he hesitated when he left.Suddenly someone hugged him from behind, with a warm voice, spraying on his ears: "Ayang, I like you...I like you..."

Zhuo Yang turned his head, and the white mist blocked his sight.He rubbed his eyes vigorously, trying to identify, but he couldn't see the person in front of him clearly.It wasn't until the man's face approached, getting closer and closer, as if he was about to kiss him, that his facial features finally became clear.Zhuo Yang opened his eyes and looked carefully, and yelled "Ah", the man was Yan Yaoqin!

The body straightened up suddenly, and Zhuo Yang woke up from the dream, panting heavily, and his heart was beating wildly.Just lying on the bed and looking at the ceiling, he was dazed for a long time before he calmed down.Naturally no second person would know about the scene that appeared in the dream, but there was still a sense of guilt that he had done something unethical in public, lingering in his mind and lingering.

He couldn't figure it out, why would he have such a dream for no reason?

According to Freud's theory, dreams are the embodiment of consciousness and subconsciousness, and they are a symbol, disguise and inspection of reality.But to Yan Yaoqin, he obviously let go of the love of father and son!Even though these days, what he has done is warm and gratifying, and I am really grateful, but that's all. Once Kang Yuzhu's matter is settled and he leaves Lidao, there will be no more involvement up.

After much deliberation, Zhuo Yang could only attribute everything to Yan Yusi.Judging from Yan Yuxing's few words and Yan Yusi's reckless behavior, his dependence on and devotion to his brother has already surpassed the scope of brotherhood.Maybe it's because he loves his brother so much that he goes astray, and even his sexual orientation is a little confused.Now that he has invaded his body, it is hard to guarantee what kind of influence he has been affected by. In addition, Yan Yaoqin has been in contact with the most during this period of time, so this meaningless coincidence came into being.

Well, it's a coincidence, it must be!

Although he kept doing psychological construction for himself, when he walked out of the room and saw the living Yan Yaoqin head-on, his face still turned red uncontrollably in an instant, and even the tips of his ears began to feel hot.

Yan Yaoqin was startled by his son's appearance, ran over in two or three steps, and immediately put his palm on his forehead: "What's the matter, do you have a fever? Your face is so red, are you breathing well?"

Zhuo Yang's whole body was stiff, and he didn't know where to put his hands and feet, so he raised the corners of his mouth in embarrassment, lowered his head and neck and answered in a low voice: "I'm fine... very fine..." and then ran away quickly.

When going downstairs, he stumbled and almost fell out, which made Yan Yaoqin sweat profusely.

Studying, walking the dog, eating during the day, taking measurements with Ling Caiyi for new clothes for the new year, and secretly meeting with Zhuo Yuan to discuss things... Zhuo Yang deliberately packed his schedule to the fullest in order to get the benefits that dream brought. The throbbing passed as quickly as possible.

But at night, as soon as he was lying on the bed, Yan Yaoqin's face and the way he was talking in the dream appeared before his eyes again, and Zhuo Yang was so scared that he immediately fell asleep.

After finally staying up late at night, the whole family fell into a deep sleep. He got out of bed, sneaked out of the room on tiptoe to investigate, and after confirming that it was safe, he secretly turned on the computer and searched for some boys who usually use it to satisfy certain fantasies. Looking at the picture, there is really no feeling at all, not even the slightest desire or accelerated heartbeat.

In the past, Zhuo Yang always thought of himself as a child with a very healthy mentality. After entering adolescence, he occasionally chatted with friends and brothers about topics related to girls' figures.He is not surprisingly excited, nor will he deliberately avoid it. He has a completely positive attitude towards emotion and sex.

But he never imagined that the sequelae of death are not only asthma and weakness, but also this unspeakable habit.

Zhuo Yang collapsed on the bed, biting his lips and staring, kicking the quilt angrily, hugging the thick quilt and throwing and beating him.

In any case, he couldn't accept the fact that he was a "heterogeneous", and he could only comfort himself silently in his heart, saying that Yan Yusi's development was delayed due to physical reasons. Although he was fifteen years old, his chin was still smooth and his voice was not yet perfect In this way, the reason why he is not interested in women is probably just that the time has not come.

Another three days, the Lunar New Year's Eve.

The New Year's Eve dinner was held on the TV station, and political and business celebrities on the island were invited to attend with their families.Yan's family has no mistress, and Yan Yaoqin has no fixed lovers. Often on such occasions, out of etiquette, Kang Yuzhu is always invited to go with him as a female companion.

This year, Kang Yuzhu specifically asked Ling Caiyi about Yan Yaoqin's possible dress, and prepared several corresponding dresses to match the style.She is a competitive woman, and she is always meticulous when she appears in front of people.Start doing facials, massages, and skin care several days in advance to keep them in the best condition.

But as time went by, Yan Yaoqin didn't reveal anything about the dinner, and Kang Yuzhu gradually lost his composure.I want to take the initiative to ask, but I can't pass the test of self-esteem.I had no choice but to endure it with all kinds of anxiety and entanglement.

On New Year's Eve, she deliberately dressed up casually and dangled in front of Yan Yaoqin, hoping that her brother-in-law was just negligent and forgot to invite her.Maybe the next moment, he would urge himself to change clothes.It wasn't until Ah Wan walked in to remind the boss that it was time to leave, and saw that the attendants had also been meticulously dressed, that she completely gave up.

At that moment, the delicate face of this woman quietly withered.

She couldn't figure out what went wrong with her, first being roughed up for no reason, and then put on the shelf.If it is because Yan Yusi did something wrong and he came forward to defend it and was affected, then it shouldn't be Yan Yusi who should be treated indifferently, right?But that child is still loved by thousands of people!

Seeing Yan Yaoqin rushing to his little nephew even before going out, bending down and approaching him to tell him something very gently, with a look of pity and love on his face, Kang Yuzhu felt very uncomfortable in his heart.Consciously or unintentionally, she has taken part of her brother-in-law for herself.

She doesn't care that Yan Yaoqin relies on beautiful young men and women to meet his physical needs from time to time, and she doesn't care that he vents his anger on himself when he is in a bad mood. can belong to her.

My sister's two children were brought up by herself.My brother-in-law is my sister's man, and my sister is gone, so I should leave it to myself to continue loving him!

Yan Yaoqin has Yan Yaoqin's ideas.

Although he didn't know Zhuo Yang's real intention of drugging the red wine and finding out about Kang Yuzhu, he knew very well that Zhuo Yang didn't like Kang Yuzhu.

After living for 40 years, Yan Yaoqin has already gained a clear understanding of the world.He wanted to get rid of Kang Yuzhu, and there were countless excuses, each of which could be done naturally and decently, without hurting face or feelings.But this time, he did nothing.Knowing that Kang Yuzhu was suffering from scratching his heart with a hundred claws, he still dragged her with a bad attitude.

Before going out, seeing Kang Yuzhu couldn't bear it anymore, she jumped in front of her and turned around pretendingly, Yan Yaoqin proudly approached Zhuo Yang to ask for credit: "How about you, little guy, are you happy?"

Zhuo Yang had already seen Aunt Kang's tragic situation, but he just pretended not to notice.Hearing what his father said, he curled his lips in disdain: "Old Yan, your behavior is becoming more and more childish, and you can almost compare to Yan Yusi!"

From the very beginning, he knew what was the most effective revenge against Kang Yuzhu, but he would not choose to do that.The result he wants is to make the other party lose the ability to threaten himself and his loved ones forever.If you blindly make the other party suffer by any means because of hatred, what is the difference with Yan Yusi, Kang Yuzhu and others?

Grandpa is from Chaoshan, Zhuo family's tradition, and attaches great importance to the whole set of New Year customs.For many things, Zhuo Yang decided not to do anything until this new year's day, in order not to spoil the festive atmosphere.He has always been a gentle person, even when he wants to design others, he will not speak harshly or be vicious.Is it possible to deal with bad guys only by beating and scolding with a cold face?You can also put a friendly smile on your face, make a "please" gesture, and send him to a deep prison, never to turn over.

Yan Yaoqin had expected Zhuo Yang's judgment for a long time, so he just laughed it off, and then reported softly: "I'll come back as soon as I go, show my face after socializing, and after the New Year's Eve dinner, I will cook dumplings for you." After thinking about it for a while And carefully reminded, "If you feel tired, take a rest first, and remember to wear a coat when you go out to watch the fireworks. I'm afraid that the sound of firecrackers will scare Bobby at night. I have already ordered someone to settle it. In short, you don't need to worry about anything. Be good!" After speaking, he stretched out his finger and pinched Zhuo Yang's cheek a little.

Looking at the back of Yan Yaoqin leaving, Zhuo Yang suddenly noticed a faint smile on his face at some point, remembering that unspeakable dream, he quickly reached out and rubbed his cheeks to relax his muscles and recover A calm look.He rubbed the pinched skin vigorously with the palm of his hand, as if trying to wipe off any remaining substances.

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