heart stealing game

One thought becomes jealous, one thought becomes demon.Kill him, but destroy myself.Such eternal life is also a form of torture.Fortunately, it is not really eternal life.It turns out that death is not necessarily a kind of happiness.Unfortunately, I understand too late.

-Voldemort's damp, cold and dilapidated orphanage.A group of malnourished, wolf-like children, a mean nun and a miserly and money-greedy Mrs. Cole.Apathy, beatings, hunger and cold, this was my life until I was six years old.

Everyone thinks that I should be grateful that in such a dark and dirty orphanage as far as the eye can see, I was lucky enough to meet someone who was willing to take me away.He doesn't care that I'm a devil and gives me a life like a little prince.

Yes, I should be grateful, but the better life is, the more I can't erase the resentment and inferiority in my bones!Why do they all think I should be grateful?If he didn't take me away, I would still enter the wizarding world when I was 11 years old. I have the most noble blood in my body, and I will stand at the top. No one will remember my humiliating and humble childhood.

The Holy Grace Orphanage, with a nice name, is just for those rich people who think they are kind and benevolent to voluntarily send the money in their wallets into Mrs. Cole's pocket for the sake of those hypocrisy.No matter how much the money was, we always got moldy black bread and potato skin soup with thin green vegetables floating in it.The only difference is whether someone will bear Mrs. Cole's beating and scolding.

Although I was only six years old at the time, I deeply understood the frivolity of human life.Orphanages are never short of death.Hunger and disease have claimed the lives of countless children.So people like Gail and Abu who live in honeypots will never understand the unscrupulous madness in my bones.

Looting, only looting can survive.

If you don't have the ability to protect the food in your hands, death is beckoning to you.

Those hypocritical missionaries who told me about God asked us to be good, upright and beautiful people.What an irony.Kind?Upright?Do you want these to fill your stomach and block the cold wind?

Compared to other people in the orphanage before the age of four, I actually did pretty well.I know I'm different from these people, I've always believed that.When these younger children were still ignorant and didn't remember things, I was already able to capture other people's emotions very well. I knew how to make the dull and indifferent Sister Mary show a rare smile, and I also knew how to please Mrs. Cole , let her show a satisfied look, even George, the oldest child in the orphanage, will take the initiative to protect me.In this way, I can get an extra piece of black bread, and live in a relatively warm house, and no children dare to provoke me or bully me.At least it's not like the annoying Jenny, eating the smallest bread and shivering in a damp room without windows.

Well-behaved, sensible, and most importantly, I can always look at them and do things.Show my devotion to God in front of Sister Mary, respect and dependence on her.Be well-behaved and sensible in front of Mrs. Cole, and the most important thing is that every time I raise money, I always get the most money with my cute appearance.In front of George, I am a submissive little tail, and I will always worship and admire him.Just by wearing a mask, I get what I can get.

When I was four years old, the weird ability in my body suddenly exploded in a moment of excitement, and the whole house was destroyed by me.Even though the pain in my whole body made me want to pass out, I still clearly felt the horror and disgust of the people around me at that time.It was after that that my situation took a sharp turn for the worse.Sister Mary's distance and indifference, Mrs. Cole's beating and disgust, and George's disgust and curse.Those bastards who used to be jealous but didn't dare to provoke me, now all start to bully me.Snatch my food and drive me to a rooftop worse than Jenny's.They even surrounded me and threw stones at me and called me a monster.The only thing you can rely on in this world is yourself.I realized it deeply at that moment.

I swear to myself that I will get what I want.play hard!Send all those who trample on me and bully me to hell.

ICE is like a flame in the dark night to me. I can see it from a distance, but I can't get close.That kind of smile is so dazzling that I instinctively reject and even hate it.But I know that this kind of dislike is not like those pious missionaries, but more with a faint desire in my heart.I hope that there is a person who will smile at me so sincerely.Probably because I knew it was impossible, I was more eager.

Getting Nagini was a surprise.The weird ability in the body is sometimes ineffective.Most of the time I was bullied by that group of people.That time I was knocked unconscious by Yi Te's group of bastards and thrown into the depths of the back mountain, where there are many poisonous snakes and even wild beasts.Fortunately, I didn't encounter any wild beasts, but I first met Nagini, who came out to look for food, and discovered my ability to speak Parseltongue.And successfully abducted the innocent and confused Nagini.

The appearance of Nagini alleviated my loneliness, but it also brought me a huge problem. I couldn't afford it at all.But I couldn't bear to let it go.It's the only one that's been completely mine in a long time, even if it's just a useless little viper.I started stealing, for it.

My first encounter with ICE was also my first failed theft.Ever since I tried to use the weird ability in my body, I found that my five senses have become more sensitive, not to mention that people who come and go don't pay attention to the small change on them.This is much easier, and even if caught, a child who steals money because of hunger, and the amount of money stolen is small, will basically be forgiven for a moment.And I go after gentle-looking men and women and loving old men.Compared with those men and women in their 40s and [-]s, they are much more careless.

When I saw the ICE No.

At a glance, I decided on the goal.The small banknotes he had just exchanged were put in the pocket of his coat, and the green corners could still be seen faintly.He looked only eighteen or nineteen years old, and he was talking to the peddler with a gentle smile.

The moment I was caught by him, I forced myself to keep calm, pretending to be pitiful was commonplace for me.Every time I raise money, I rely on this face and this expression to get the money from those ladies.

Sure enough, he finally let me go and bought me and Nagini bread.But what made me even more excited was that although it was only for a moment that he grabbed Nagini, I felt the fluctuation of that energy.I've never been so excited at that moment, it's the same kind!

I followed him carefully without hesitation, I know, I have always believed that I am different!It's not a monster, it's not a demon, it's an innate ability that is different from others.

He found me, but in the end he decided to adopt me suddenly because I can speak snake language. Even though he said he was looking for a playmate for his son, I was very defensive.I don't know anything about that world, and the unknown represents endless danger.But danger always coexists with opportunity.Besides, I believe he has plenty of ways to take me away. Who cares if a child is lost in the orphanage?

I finally left with him without hesitation, and saw the precious son he said.Even though he was about my age, it made me feel extremely dangerous.Is that look really what a child should have?It's completely different from the willful and stupid children who I think can be seen everywhere on the street and are pampered by their parents.The vigilance in my heart reached the highest level, and I even regretted coming back with ICE.A pair of Gail's searching eyes made me feel a chill rise from the bottom of my heart.

Sure enough, as soon as ICE left, he gave me a few spells, cold water, hot fire, tossing back and forth many times, and the dust on my body was washed off, but this is definitely, naked torture.He looked at me as if he looked at the stinky rat in the ditch, with contempt and disgust, even my appearance in front of him was a kind of filth to him.The humiliation and hatred almost made my eyes turn red!Why does he look down on me? .

But just now when he heard that I can speak snake language, his expression changed instantly. He knows me?even heard of me?Otherwise, why would I hear my name? The emotions that were nothing but contempt suddenly turned into a trace of jealousy and killing intent, which flashed by and made me shudder instantly.I don't remember when I saw him.

"If you want to live, you need to know what to say and what not to say. What to do and what not to do. You must know that death is the simplest thing!" The cold voice didn't even have disgust , in addition to contempt or contempt.

I engraved what he said bit by bit in my heart.look at this

It is the result of having no power and no status.One day, one day, I will get everything back bit by bit!

I smiled flatteringly and nodded obediently.Just bear it.

Gail?There is another account book in my heart, whoever owes me, whoever bullies me, I will not let go of any of them!

But when he saw my reaction like this, there was a gloomy flash in his eyes, and the pores stood up again. I almost couldn't help showing a defensive posture. This time, I definitely didn't feel wrong!He has a real killing intent towards me!

Fortunately, Abu came at this time.Platinum blonde hair, delicate face, and arrogant demeanor, this should be the real noble young master.That's how I've always believed that I should live my life.The first meeting with Abu quickly overturned my first impression of him.His indifference is no less than Gale's.He stood by and watched me suffer the humiliating "meeting ceremony".I would ridiculously expect him to save me, it's wishful thinking.I should have known that just because someone like ICE doesn't mean everyone around him is like that.

Even though this young master Malfoy looked like he was down on the rocks and completely regarded me as a funny animal, at least his arrival interrupted Gale's killing intent.

Abu, Gail, these two people who played an important role in the first half of my life.I called them by their most intimate names day and night, but I kept them far away in my heart.Growing up together can't erase the deep gap between us.What am I to them? The cat and dog that ICE picked up on the spur of the moment?Disgusting Mudblood?The difference in starting point makes it impossible for us to be friends forever.Even if we're all Slytherins in the end.

One dinner and I knew immediately what I was going to do, neither Gail nor Abu had found themselves possessive and caring about ICE.Knowing this is enough.As long as ICE cares about me, neither Abu nor Gail can really do anything to me, at most they will give me a little pain from time to time.

And ICE always has a feeling of affection for me.Is that tender emotion really for me?Not unshaken, not untouched.Even though there were doubts and precautions at the beginning, after a few years, ICE really treated me like a child, even with pity that made me disgusted, but the feeling was still true.It's the first love I got in my life.

No matter how I cover up or try to break away, I will eventually pay attention to this love, even among me, Gail, and Abu, the one I get the least.I am still like a traveler who finds an oasis in the desert and wants to hold on tight.At first it was just for use, but as time passed, the fake show was real.

I never competed with Gale and Abu for ICE's attention and access to him.I will even use these to get what I want in Abu and Gail, such as precious black magic books, such as some rare potion materials.Gail and Abu didn't know until the end, but I was really moved by ICE besides using it.Even before Gale, the throbbing and desire to possess was there.I am not entangled in family and responsibilities like Abu, and I am not lingering in blood constraints like Gail. When I was ten years old and heard Abu confess his love, the impulse to stop and destroy it was jealousy. It was resentment, it was panic.I knew what this feeling was.I've never thought of ICE as a father, it's not unacceptable to like him and want him.

I don't know real feelings yet, but I know that ICE is different from me.But this difference does not prevent me from using him.Now sometimes when I think about me at that time, I will laugh, smiling and shedding drops of hot liquid, which are blood and tears.I obviously care that he likes him, but I can use him rationally and cold-bloodedly. I am such a selfish and despicable person in my bones. Is it destined that I will not get love, and even falling in love with me is a tragedy?

Gail is right in saying something, how can a person like me deserve to say love?

Abu is different for ICE because that is his godson.Gail is different because that's his kid.That person is different because that is the person he loves.what about me?is it different?It is different and it is ranked last.Obviously I should be grateful. It was this person who took me out of the orphanage, gave me a comfortable environment, and gave me rare love. Why is the hatred and jealousy in my heart even stronger?Why not as close to me as Gail and Abu?Didn't you keep saying that I am also his child?Since you can't give me complete love.Why should you love me?Obviously I'm not just an orphan rescued by him in a moment of soft-heartedness, am I?

Once you think about it, you can no longer ignore it.

So what if you care?Not to mention that Gale who always makes me feel extremely dangerous, just cunning Abu, there is nothing I can do.Everything is just wishful thinking.Without power and strength, I don't even deserve to have extravagant hopes.So I did not hesitate to give up my budding feelings.Power and strength are the most important things to me.

VOLE. DE. MORT.

Death flies, flies away from death.

I renamed myself Voldemort.Even protesting that ICE is not allowed to call me Tom anymore.I will definitely become the real king.Power, strength and immortality.I will take control of my own life and get everything I want.There is nothing I can't get.

I don't know what happened to Gail when he went out for two years, except that it made me feel more dangerous, and his relationship with ICE was slowly deteriorating.That look was not looking at my father at all!I did not hesitate to use ICE to provoke the relationship between Abu and Gail.The relationship between them is different from the relationship between me and them.Even though Abu and Gail have always been hostile, they have always had a tacit understanding between them.Maintain a delicate friendship.And I am truly an outsider to them.

After a full year, I finally got the Slytherin legacy, those precious books and potion ingredients.I finally found out about my life experience, and I couldn't believe that I was the product of a love potion, and I was also a mixed race.At that moment, I even had a deep loathing for myself.In the summer vacation of my second year, I killed the alcoholic uncle and the Muggle father's family, and completely accepted the Slytherin family manor.Just let the secret that I am a mixed race be completely buried.The form of the magic world made me discover opportunities, the confrontation between the two factions, the confrontation between the ruler and the ruled.Those pure-blooded nobles urgently need a qualified representative to represent their interests, who should not be too powerful to hinder other families, but also have a real appeal.The most important thing is to be smart and capable enough.Being able to gain the upper hand in the confrontation with Dumbledore.And I just inherited Slytherin, but I am still only a teenager, and I have only one person in the whole family, so I am the most suitable.The most suitable, but not the only one.

Sure enough, during the transaction between me and Abramovich, the Malfoy family took the lead, Slytherin and others slowly moved closer to me.Even though they are all teenagers about my age, they represent the acquiescence of the family behind them.

I just used a message and got Abu's compromise.A conundrum that had always been between him and ICE, the need for an heir to the Malfoy family.And ICE is a man.

Thanks to those Slytherin books, Winged males can conceive.And ICE is a wing family.

After Abu got the news, he was not very happy. It is impossible for ICE, as a Yi clan, to know this, but he still used responsibility as an excuse to reject Abu.It can only be said that ICE does not want to give Abu any hope.

It has to be said that as long as ICE is involved, Abramovich is no longer the shrewd heir of the frightening Malfoy family.

It makes no difference to me whether it's Abu or Gail who gets the ICE.The Yi people all have a lifespan of tens of thousands of years. With such a long lifespan, what if ICE accepts one of them?Death will take them away.With ICE's personality, the one who stays with him at the end is the final winner.Plan before moving.I will get power, strength, immortality, and ICE.

Even though I knew the pain and danger of changing blood, I still changed without hesitation.Compared with this pain and danger, what it brings is the stability of power and strong strength.I've never been short of the crazy factor.

Experienced

I have also been richly rewarded for the pain that makes people want to die.

In the restricted section of the library, I found a book, The Secret of Immortality, covered in a thick layer of dust.Extreme black magic.Divide one's own soul to make Horcruxes, and then they can be resurrected continuously, and then they can achieve eternal life.

ICE once told me that powerful magic power and longevity all stem from the integrity and strength of the soul.

Even though I knew about the horrible side effects of black magic, I still chose to make Horcruxes.After 200 years, the only one who can stay with ICE is me.Even at the cost of a certain sanity, such an exchange is worth it.I will always stand at the top of the wizarding world and accompany ICE by my side.

I started by dividing a small part of my soul into my diary.Although the division of the soul is very painful, after the division, except for the instability of the soul at the beginning, after a month, with the help of the soul stabilizer, I have no other discomfort.

I also started trying to split the soul again, twice.The consequences of the continuous division this time were more serious than last time. It took a full half a year for a large amount of soul stabilizer to stabilize the soul.Moods also change.Even more brutal and bloodthirsty.

Although several years of arrangements and calculations have allowed me to control this group of so-called pure-blood nobles on the surface, I know that apart from some small families, such as Malfoy and Black, I am only a cooperative relationship with them. It doesn't matter to them if they continue to bring benefits to them.It's just an excuse to say that Slytherin's blood is king.No matter how powerful an individual is, he can't stand against a powerful family.A difficult problem was before me, whether to marry or not.

I don't need anything like an heir.But an extended family in-law who is strong and supportive is what I need.But for the support of a family, am I going to give up ICE?I told myself that such an exchange was not equivalent, so I gave up.

Abu and I know how useful the so-called "friendship" between me and Abu is really.

After the sudden death of old Malfoy, Abu finally compromised with his responsibility and agreed to marry the daughter of the family.The expressionless Abu, only I know how sad he is.How sad it is for a Slytherin who can't guard the treasure in his heart.

I don't hide my schadenfreude at all.Abu is out.

ICE still came to Abu's wedding, I said to him ambiguous, specious, cynical, only I know, I really mean it.I want him, I want this person who has only me in his heart.Abu, Gail, etc., go see Merlin.

ICE, as always, didn't take me seriously, and I'm not in a hurry.

I was deliberately provocative, and Gail realized that his feelings for ICE had soured.I know he's truly blood related to ICE, and that eliminates all possibilities for him.As an enemy for so many years, I am very happy to see him in pain and unable to love.

The only thing I really need to care about is Gellert Grindelwald, who is locked in the tallest tower in Nurmengard, loved by ICE all the time, and even gave birth to Gale for him.

Besides, the Elder Wand was in his hand.

I couldn't help but split my soul again, even though I knew it wasn't the right time, but I couldn't help continuing.It's as if he's addicted to it, and he still has a ridiculous fantasy in his heart, and this kind of insanity is just a side effect of making Horcruxes.

This time, even with the improved version of the soul stabilizer, it still couldn't stabilize my soul, and sometimes I couldn't even maintain enough sanity.I can feel that bloodthirsty, cruelty, and cruelty are constantly attacking me.A me who cannot control my own thoughts and actions, is it still me?

I'm starting to question this black magic.I force myself to be sane.Start the hunt for the Deathly Hallows.If there is another way of eternal life, I will immediately give up this black magic.I can't imagine a self that can't be controlled.

I finally came to the tallest tower in Nurmengard and met the person I always wanted to see, the person ICE loves.

Gail didn't know, but I discovered what he thought was a secret.This man actually loves Dumbledore's old bee.And imprisoned himself here for him.

He never loved ICE from beginning to end.Should I be thankful that his eyes are blind?

I directly threatened him with Dumbledore's life and took the opportunity to sneak attack him. I have never resorted to any means and only looked at the results.

I don't know if this person has no desire to survive or what. Of course, the dark lord, who is so glorious, lost to me in just a few rounds.

I snatched the Elder Wand and looked at the old face in front of me. Why did ICE fall in love with such a person?The killing curse that was about to be uttered was lost in his words.

"You are looking for the Three Deathly Hallows for eternal life? Then, do you know that the blood of the Wing Clan and the potion refined by the soul can also be immortal?" For a while, he broke free from my shackles.

It's not that he didn't hear the naked malice in his words.But I still can't help but be at a loss.I have never thought about how I should choose if there is a conflict between ICE and my pursuit of power, strength, and immortality.But everything was suddenly placed in front of me at this moment.

After all, I didn't kill him. When I came back from the highest tower in Nurmengard, I had a copy of Black Magic Alchemy in my arms.

The Three Hallows, I just get an Elder Wand that looks like a normal wand.The rest are clueless.Once again, my uncontrollable and divided soul, emotional and sanity collapsed completely.I watched as I couldn't suppress the resentment and jealousy in my heart. I took the pregnant Mrs. Malfoy as a hostage and forced Abu to go to the Brazilian jungle to help me find the materials needed for that evil alchemy.I looked at myself triumphantly at Abu who was dying of serious illness.Watching his joy at taking control of the Malfoy family.Watching myself take out all my jealousy and resentment on ICE without hesitation, or just use this as an excuse, an excuse to give up ICE and get immortality.Little by little, I prepared the alchemy and the formation to bind ICE.Watching himself bring ICE into the fold from the Malfoys' house.Seeing ICE's obedience is helpless.

Then came a golden light, and ICE that turned into nothingness.

Obviously it is such a clear memory, but none of the things I do are what I want to do.I held my head, no, that's not the case.

I just want to get immortality with ICE.

How could it be killing ICE for immortality.

Incorrect!Incorrect!How did it become like this!

How could I do those things?I can't bear to hurt ICE.

I stood numbly in front of the formation, and let Gail who came here at some time roar with red eyes and asked about the beating. Is the green light the Imperius Curse?

I just stood there without avoiding it, and even breathed a sigh of relief, giving my life back to him, ICE, please forgive me, okay?

I really never wanted to hurt you.

there has never been.

The golden light, I couldn't help laughing, why can't I die.Why?The bright red liquid fell drop by drop.

Gail slowly calmed down, his eyes were sad and desperate, but there was a cold and vicious smile on the corner of his mouth, "This is retribution! You deserve it! You just live in repentance like a monster! Living is the best punishment for you! You have to remember that you killed ICE with your own hands! Killed the only person in this world who cared about you! Killed the person you love! You only deserve to live in hell!"

No, it is not.

I screamed frantically and panicked.

There is no manpower for me, no one near me.

Why can't you die?Please, please, kill me, okay?

Who can kill me?kill me, okay?