Rebirth of Su Zhan

Every step after rebirth was different from what he had taken before he was alive. Su Zhan didn't know what consequences this choice would bring, but he knew that this time Su Fan could not be made to make sacrifices.

This is what Su Zhan saw when he ran to the conference room - his father was walking back and forth slowly with his head down, smoking a cigarette.In his impression, his father, General Su, is a hero who speaks for himself and is full of pride.

Coming out of the Northeast, he followed his grandfather all the way to the south, fought the Japanese devils and the Kuomintang, and thought about the party state until his death.But in his last life, his father spent the last period of his life in bed with difficulty. He suffered a stroke and was unable to move half of his body.A stalwart soldier became a skinny old man - he was angry at his own worthlessness and bastard, and saddened by the fact that Su Fan and his brother were at odds with each other.

He owed many people in his previous life, Su Fan's, his mother's, and his father's.

Su Zhan knocked on the open door, and then his father noticed him.Su Zhenggang smiled at him and waved, "Why are you running over now? Shouldn't you be writing in the study with your mother and brother?"

As soon as Su Zhan ran to his father's side, he reached out and hugged his father's thighs that looked more straight and straight in military trousers. He felt that the metaphor of father Rusong was really appropriate.It was rare to see his youngest son relying on him so little. Su Zhenggang cheerfully picked up Su Zhan and hugged him in his arms. He pressed his forehead against Su Zhan's forehead and asked, "What's wrong with my second young master? Why is Dad not interested in seeing you?" The son's eyes were black and bright, like stars in the night sky in the mountains and forests of northern Myanmar, which made Su Zhenggang feel soft.

The two father and son were head to head, Su Zhan reached out and grabbed his father's ear, "Father, let me go to Taiwan."

Su Zhenggang was taken aback for a moment, but he didn't know how to answer his youngest son.

Su Zhan said what he had pondered for a long time, "Let me go to Taiwan. If you don't send me there, you are sorry for the army, and there are a lot of people to support; send my brother, you are sorry for him, and I am sorry for him; send me there. I'll go, I'm big, I'm a man, I'm not afraid."

He has always only regarded his youngest son as a spoiled little guy, and he has only gradually become more sensible in the past six months after falling into the water at home.Even talking to his wife sometimes, A Ying, as Su Zhan's biological mother, admitted that Su Zhan was not as good as Su Fan in terms of qualifications.It's just that Su Zhenggang didn't think too much about it, he just felt that Su Zhan's nature was very pure, he liked what he didn't like, his happiness, sadness and anger were all displayed on his small face, he was a straightforward child.Su Fan was different, he didn't like Su Fan very much at first, he felt that although the child was small, he had a lot of thoughts.

But this time, both sons surprised him-he didn't expect that Su Fan would risk his life in order to save Su Zhan; Su Zhan would take the initiative to ask to go to Taiwan for Su Fan.What he didn't know was that sometimes children's thoughts are so fine, it's not that they don't have their own thoughts.

Su Zhenggang sighed for a long time, and pressed Su Zhan into his arms, "I want to send you there, so I'm sorry for your grandfather and your mother."

Su Zhan felt that he had never met that grandfather, but Su Fan saved him once, so he could only feel sorry for the grandfather who had never met. As for the grandmother, Su Fan would be filial to her instead of him.Although this guy killed him in his previous life, he has always been kind to his mother.

"If grandpa was here, he would let me go." Su Zhan thought for a while and said in a muffled voice.

Seeing that his father didn't answer, Su Zhan continued to put on his horsepower, holding his father's head, "I'm Su Zhenggang's son, and I'm just going to live in Taiwan. There's nothing to be afraid of! Besides, there will be good people over there." From the school, I might be able to go to college. Grandma always hopes that Su Fan and I can go to college. Besides, the policies are changing rapidly, and maybe I will be back in a short time. It’s not that I won’t come back, Han I can always come back during the summer vacation.”

At the end, Su Zhan sighed, "Just don't let Su Fan go, he used to wander on the street. We can't let him leave his parents' side again."

Su Zhenggang walked slowly back and forth with Su Zhan in his arms, thought for a long time and said, "Father knows, but I still need to discuss it with your mother."

Su Zhan didn't know what the result of his father and his mother's discussion was. He only knew that this time he chose another completely different path.The way ahead is uncertain, and it is a lie to say that you are not afraid or worried, but the idea that you can't let Su Fan go is firmly rooted in your heart.What he owes him will have to be paid back one day.

What he didn't know was that the fact that he and his father "voluntarily invited Ying" kept his parents up all night.

After dinner early the next morning, the two brothers were going to read a book together, Su Zhan was called into the room alone, Su Fan looked at him suspiciously.Su Zhan only asked him to watch TV first, and he would go there in a while.

Because of Su Fan and this incident, Zhong Yiying hasn't had a good rest for a long time, and finally got Ansheng for two days, but unexpectedly, this incident happened again.Many times she was actually powerless in raising Su Zhan and Su Fan. Fortunately, Su Fan was smart and sensible. If she was as naughty as her youngest son, Zhong Yiying wondered if she would get sick from exhaustion.But now, she is gratified and distressed by Su Zhan's sensibility.

Su Zhan knocked on the door, and what he saw was his mother leaning on the chair with her forehead supported, with thick shadows under her slender eyelashes.Zhong Yiying looked up and saw Su Zhan standing at the door, "Zhan'er, come here." She watched Su Zhan with small arms and legs walking towards her step by step, but suddenly felt that her son had grown up a lot.Yesterday, Fangfo was still in front of my eyes. Su Zhan just gave birth and nestled in his arms like a cat. My big and thick husband didn't even dare to hug him hard, for fear of hurting the baby.

"Mom", Su Zhan looked at his haggard mother for the past few days and felt very distressed, "I know what you want to tell me. I told my father, let me go to Taiwan." Su Zhan is a mouth For a clumsy person, he didn't have any intimate words with his parents in the last life, as if he only lived in his own world, and his eyes were full of chaos.Now I see more, see more, think more, but talk less.

Sometimes a lot of words can only be buried in your heart, you can't express it, you can't describe it, but there is still a magical power that people can feel.

Su Zhan squatted down and lay on his mother's lap, leaning on one side of his mother's face meekly.

Zhong Yiying used to think that Su Zhan was like a little wild cat with teeth and claws, but now this little wild cat smoothed its fur and retracted its claws, but it was so docile that it made people feel distressed.Her Su Zhan seemed to have grown up overnight, but he grew up too fast, which made her feel distressed.

Zhong Yiying supported her son's small and tender ears, and took a long breath, "Su Zhan has grown up."

"Yes, Mom, I have grown up, so I can go to Taiwan, and I will take care of myself." He lived again in this life, and Su Zhan knew how childish and absurd his previous life was. He was living again, To live decently is to truly grow up.

Su Zhan only felt that the tears dripping on his ears were so hot that he would tremble physically and mentally.But this time he has no choice, Su Fan is a real child, if he backs down at this time, it will be a waste of his life, not to mention, he doesn't want Su Fan to sacrifice for himself again.

"Yes, our Zhan'er will take good care of himself, he will take good care of himself..." Zhong Yiying stroked her youngest son's soft hair, feeling as helpless as a swamp and muddy in her heart.

Knowing that his mother agreed, Su Zhan felt relieved, raised his head and stretched out his little hands to wipe away tears for his mother, "Before I leave, don't let Ah Fan know."

Zhong Yiying stroked Su Zhan's little head, "Why?" Someone big as a kid sighed, "He will be sad."

There were no more messy people visiting the Su family, and it seemed to have calmed down all of a sudden, but the atmosphere in the house seemed to be hotter than ever.The family did things they had never done before in the forests of northern Myanmar—go outing together, climb mountains together, and eat in big restaurants together.But what made Su Zhan and Su Fan the happiest was that their whole family made dumplings together once.General Su is good at leading troops, but he didn't expect that kneading dough and rolling dumpling skins is also a skill, and his mother is doing the stuffing by the side.And he and Su Fan played like little men with powder on their eyebrows.

Su Fan felt that this was the happiest day he had ever lived since growing up.If it is said that the misery in the past was in exchange for the current life, Su Fan even lost the last trace of resentment deep in his heart.

However, being as sensitive as him, he still noticed something abnormal.

Not to mention that he likes to play by himself since he was a child. Even his father and aunt don't like to cling to his younger brother.And once, when Su Fan came out of the room, he saw his father walking back and forth with his younger brother in his arms.There was no expression on Su Zhan's face, he just leaned obediently on his father's shoulder, and occasionally caught a glimpse of the aunt's furrowed brows and melancholy eyes.

Su Fan always felt that everything was too good, but it was too good to be so fragile.The disturbed child grabbed his younger brother and questioned him one night.This surprised Su Zhan, but he still raised his eyebrows and turned back to his brother, "Ah Fan, you are really sensitive! Aren't we going home, what can we do?"

What Su Zhan thought in his heart was that his brother, like Mu Tianzhang, is indeed a villain who does not make people worry about it!He didn't want to tell Su Fan that he could be happy for as long as he could, and he had to leave anyway, so why should he make Su Fan unhappy again?

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Tomorrow is the scheduled departure day. Su Zhan and Su Fan went back to their room after eating and washing early. They planned to pack up their things. They were nothing more than the things they bought in Yangon these few days. Especially their personal belongings, Zhong Yiying had already arranged for some luggage.The only thing Su Zhan brought with him was the small flower basket that Su Fan made for himself that day, but it had already become dried flowers, and the big box of puzzles.

Su Zhan looked at Su Fan on the side who was muttering about taking care of his precious books, and was also muttering about giving that toy car to Yan Congjia, like a little old man thinking about it, and felt funny in his heart.

They will set off together tomorrow, but they will board the plane to Taiwan, while Su Fan will go back to Mengguo with his parents.It was the last night the brother would be together before he could go back to Burma.

However, what Su Zhan didn't expect was that Su Fan's reaction would be so intense when he finally heard the news that he was going to Taiwan.

In the morning, the four members of the Su family had breakfast together. It was obviously the joy of going back, but no one had a smile on their faces.Su Fan was sensitive to the fact that the atmosphere was not right, even his father, who was always cheerful, looked worried.And the aunt kept holding Su Zhan's hand.When the servants went out with their luggage, they saw two cars waiting in front of Su's house.As soon as they came out, Su Fan saw that the man who had been to the family several times greeted him with a smile on his face, and his father shook hands with them without interest.

The visitor looked at himself and Su Zhan, and then said with a smile, "It's true that the tiger father has no dogs. Old Su, I said that your two sons are well-raised. They look good, and they are talented. Become the pillar of the party and the country. I don't know, who is Su Zhan?"

"I am, hello, Uncle Liu." Su Fan saw his younger brother who was led by the aunt stand up, and replied coldly to the visitor with his small face up.

The man was extremely enthusiastic, boasting and touching his younger brother.It's just that, apart from his colorful expressions, the others are like outsiders watching a play, with no expression on their faces.

Zhong Yiying took a few steps forward, and said to Liu Yuanlin, "Lieutenant General Liu, please take care of Su Zhan. The child is still young, and we parents are not at ease."

Su Fan is even more confused now, why does it sound like this man is going to take care of Ah Zhan?

"You don't need to tell me, sister-in-law. I will do it too. I, Liu Yuanlin, will always remember the help I received from General Zhong in Chahar back then."

Su Zhenggang, a tall and thick man, didn't want to say anything, he just picked up Su Zhan and gave his youngest son a big hug.Su Zhan felt that his internal organs were about to be misplaced by his father.

Seeing that Su Fan just looked at him and the old man in confusion, then he only heard the old man say to himself, "Farewell to my brother. Speaking of which, since Ah Fan came home, the relationship between you two brothers has never been good at first. Great, but never parted."

Su Fan's clear eyes were filled with disbelief, "Farewell? What farewell!"

Su Zhan asked his father to let him down, and then said to Su Fan with determination, "Brother, I'm going to Taiwan. You stay with Dad and Mom for me. Don't worry, I will be back."

He originally hated this brother the most, but now, when Fang tasted what it was like to have deep brotherly love, Su Zhan also felt very reluctant.He no longer hated Su Fan in his heart, and if Su Fan hadn't killed himself, he wouldn't live again.Living so like a person, he has experienced the family affection and friendship that a real person should have.

As long as the two brothers can go on like this, then the ending of the tragedy of their parents’ last life will be rewritten. He still has to grow up and take his mother to China and back to Suzhou. Mother went to Hanshan Temple to listen to the bell.Su Fan would no longer be a villain who seized power and murdered his brother, nothing could be more perfect than this.

However, the corners of Su Fan's eyes were already turning red. He held his little brother's shoulders tightly, his eyes were as dazzling as broken stars, "Ah Zhan, you lied to me, you want to go back with me. Why did you go alone? Taiwan?"

Then Su Zhan saw that the little brother turned to grab the corner of his mother's clothes and begged, "Auntie, if my brother can't go home, I won't go back either. I want to go to Taiwan with him!"

Zhong Yiying just felt like a knife was twisting his heart. Su Fan didn't know anything yet, so he had to squat down, put his arms around Su Fan's small body, hold back tears, and leaned into Su Fan's ear and said, "Ah Fan is a Good boy. If Zhaner went to Taiwan, we can go back to Mengguo. If Ah Zhan doesn’t go, then you will go.”

Su Fan twisted his body and glanced at Su Zhan. He finally understood why his family stayed in Yangon for so many days.Su Fan is a clever and quick-witted child. Looking at the attitudes of the two groups of people today, and thinking about what Auntie said just now, he understood a little bit - this is asking his younger brother to go to Taiwan as a hostage.Su Fan made up his mind and said, "Father, aunt, don't let my brother go, I will go."

Su Zhan knew that Su Fan would be like this, so he asked his parents not to tell him in advance, but all the procedures and air tickets have been completed, and the temporary replacement has already been received.In the last life, brothers killed each other. This time, the two of them are brothers. It would be a lie to say that they are not touched. However, he can no longer make Su Fan sacrifice, so he just shook his head and said, "Brother, I asked to go. .”

With just this sentence, Su Fan understood that there was no room for turning back.

Su Fan, who was looking forward to the family's journey home, fell from the cliff to the bottom of the valley.After all, he was still a child, and he couldn't help crying.Su Zhan looked very uncomfortable, but he still stretched out his hand to help him wipe it, and said indifferently, "Brother, why are you crying! It's not that I will not come back after I go, I still want to go back to Myanmar if I have a chance." Yes!"

Su Zhan only thinks that Su Fan is a sad little devil now, but he has never seen Su Fan's tears, whether it is Su Fan who was extremely strong in his previous life or Su Fan who is only ten years old and gentle and clean.The little kid just shed tears without making a sound, so that Su Zhan also began to feel uncomfortable.How did he go to Taiwan to be the one who committed the most serious crimes? Someone comforted his eyes that started to heat up and chattered endlessly, but it made the parents on the side even more uncomfortable.

When Liu Yuanlin took his hand, Su Zhan looked back at Su Fan who was still standing at a loss and crying, and felt that he had never been so sad, not even before he died.Su Zhan thought for a while and called "Brother", but he didn't finish his farewell words, but Su Fan kept a stern face and didn't even look at him, wiped the tears from his face, and walked straight to him and his parents In the car you will be sitting in.

Su Zhan thought to himself, the little guy is angry, but there is no reason to delay, so he finally hugged his parents, and then Liu Yuanlin took him to another car.Sitting in the car, he waved to his parents. Looking at his parents standing side by side, his tears finally flowed down uncontrollably.He was heartless enough in his last life, and he had never cried since he became sensible.This time, it was the first time he cried in memory in his two lifetimes.

As for Su Fan, he just kept lying on the window of the car, watching the car that took his younger brother get farther and farther away, and drove away.Although sadness and anger were intertwined in his heart, Su Fan still comforted himself silently, that his brother would be back soon.

However, this farewell lasted ten years, if he had known at the beginning, at least he would have given Su Zhan a parting hug.