My Young Ning [Rebirth]

Yan Youning wandered around the psychological clinic for half an hour, and after smoking a whole pack of cigarettes, he still couldn't decide whether to go in or not.

He also knew that he was jittering like this, which made people anxious.The little girl in the light green T-shirt at the front desk has been watching him for a long time, and maybe after a while she can't bear it anymore, she will rush out and say to him: "Go in and talk to the doctor, sir. You see, your restlessness is just as bad as it sounds." Very typical and must be treated promptly..."

Yan Youning touched his pocket, the cigarette case was already empty, but the anxiety in his heart was not relieved at all.

Enter?

Still not in?

Yan Youning sighed, threw the empty cigarette packs in his pocket into a ball next to the sidewalk trash can, turned around and walked out of the Linhu community where the most outstanding psychiatrist in the island city lived.It's not that he lacks the courage to walk into a psychological clinic, but that he doesn't have the confidence to let a stranger—even if he is a psychiatrist and a scientific worker, believe that after his 29th birthday, he wakes up and goes back to eighth. years ago.

Who would believe such an unbelievable thing?

Before Yan Youning reached the bus station, he saw a green bus slowly entering the station.At this time, the old-fashioned buses were still running on this route. Yan Youning remembered that when he was in his junior year, this route was replaced by a new-style air-conditioned bus. It occupies half of the body height, neat and beautiful.At that time, he happened to be teaching foreign languages ​​to a little boy in the second year of junior high school, and he would come here every weekend to attend classes, so he was particularly impressed by this bus trip.

An indescribable subtle feeling flashed across Yan Youning's heart.

What he saw was Cuihu Road eight years ago, the bus eight years ago, and... himself eight years ago, and all of these were actually true.

What a fucking world this is...

Yan Youning involuntarily touched his trouser pocket again, reached in and realized that the cigarette case had been thrown away just now, and couldn't help feeling a little irritable.

If all this is true, he really feels that fate has not arranged a good time for himself.It would be great if he could meet his sick mother half a year earlier.At that time, I was busy putting on a smile in front of her all day long, and never thought of asking her about her affair with my cheap dad when she was young when she was still sane.Turning around, Daddy came to the door, his nose was full of tears, and he coaxed him back to Guan's house in a daze...

Forget the past.

Yan Youning sighed, suddenly feeling a little sad for himself.Thinking back to the way he howled and cried when he met Guan Zheng'an, he really wanted to rush up and give this idiot a few big mouths.Why didn't I think about it at the time, what kind of person is Guan Zhengan?Since he knew his whereabouts, how could he be ignorant of Yilian's illness over the past few years?He deliberately chose to show up when he was the loneliest and most helpless, with emotion and reason, so he took the bait dizzily, thinking that he had really found an elder who loved him , but he never imagined that this loving father took great pains to push his illegitimate son out, just to serve as a shield for his own son.

The Guan family's business is black and white. If his son Guan Yusen wants to succeed, he must get rid of a group of old guys with ulterior motives and high positions.So Guan Zheng'an pushed himself, the "illegitimate child who finally recognized him", to the forefront of the storm, letting the whole world know that Yan Youning was loved in every possible way.Thus, Yan Youning, a silly boy who had never tasted the love of a father, was dazed by the lollipop that fell from the sky, and turned into a disposable plastic raincoat without hesitation, doing his best to protect the dog father and son from the wind and rain. .

Until he took his own life.

Distraught, Yan Youning put his hand into the pocket of his trousers, and after feeling empty again, he finally made up his mind to go to the newsstand across the road to buy a pack of cigarettes before waiting for the bus.In fact, his addiction to cigarettes has never been great, especially in the second half of his sophomore year, during the past few months when Yi Lian just passed away.Almost all of the family's savings were spent in the hospital. He worked four jobs at the same time to raise tuition for his junior year. Even if he wanted to smoke, he didn't have the material conditions.

It was really poor back then.Yan Youning thought with some emotion, dare not go to the hospital when you are sick, three meals a day with steamed buns and pickled vegetables plus free tomato and egg drop soup in the school cafeteria, never dare to take a car if you can walk, and reluctant to buy it when you are so thirsty that your throat is smoky on the way to catch up with work A bottle of pure water for one yuan...

If he hadn't been wearing the emerald ring that Guan Zheng'an gave him when he came back alive, it is said to be the "Guan family heirloom" emerald ring, Yan Youning might have to live on for a while and worry about it for a while. Until a few months later, Guan Zhengan appeared in front of him again with a loving expression.

It was also with this ring as evidence that Yan Youning was able to be sure that his rebirth was not a product of imagination.As for its authenticity, he had already asked Guan Yusen clearly before he died.It was indeed a piece of antique jewelry that was quite old, but it was not a family heirloom of the Guan family, it was just to convince him that he was indeed the next successor of the Guan family.The Guan family is in the jewelry business and has a tradition of collecting antique jewelry from all over the world.Picking out any one at random is enough to fool him, a country bumpkin who has never seen the world.

Yan Youning didn't know if this was a small compensation for the messy arrangement of fate.But I have to say that the 10,000+ yuan from selling the ring may not be a big deal to the Guan Gongzi who was praised to the sky back then, but to Yan Youning, a poor student who is only going to sleep in the bridge hole now , It is indeed a life-saving money.At least until he graduates from university, he no longer has to worry about tuition fees and living expenses, and he can make every meal better for himself.His height is nearly 1.8 meters 1.7, but his weight is lighter than that of Xu Xiangbei, who is [-] meters [-] in the same dormitory.Although Xu Xiangbei is also poor, he still has no pressure to eat three meals a day.He always patted his shoulder and laughed at him, "You are also a mixed race, You Ning. Look at your yellow and thin face, and your good genes are not fully nourished. You really let down your beautiful mother."

Yan Youning didn't know what her mother's original name was, because she never said it.Yilian is the stage name she gave herself after her debut.Yan Youning only knew that she was born in an ordinary middle-class family in Lyon, her mother was an ordinary local bookstore salesperson, and her father was an Asian student studying abroad.She entered the entertainment industry through a well-known talent show that year.The charming Chinese-French mixed-race beauty, with her perfect figure in full compliance with the golden ratio and her angelic pretty face, simultaneously pleases the different aesthetic needs of the East and the West.In a very short period of time, she became one of the first-class models and became the new darling of the top designer's catwalk.

The question is, how many glamorous stunners who are chased by men can end well? In the spring when she was 20 years old, Yilian met Guan Zhengan, an upstart son from the East, at a fashion conference.

This is the beginning of her tragedy.

The most tragic thing is that she fell in love with him with all her heart.

Yan Youning took the cigarettes and change he bought from the small window of the newsstand, squinted his eyes and watched another green bus slowly enter the bus stop across the road, and then slowly drive away a few minutes later.People on the platform were either sitting or standing, and everyone's face showed a bit of pleasant laziness because of the bright sunshine in April.

Yan Youning lit a cigarette and took a deep breath.He felt that it was an incredible thing for him to come back to life, and the second incredible thing was that everyone was indifferent except himself.Whether he likes to admit it or not, the world has not changed, and it has become only himself.

Yan Youning suddenly felt that whether he could accept rebirth was actually not that important, and what advice a professional psychiatrist could give him was not that important.At least he still has some money in his hand now, and his life will not be harder than his previous life.

If he can successfully avoid the Guan family matter, Yan Youning really doesn't mind living like this.

The phone buzzed in the pocket of his trousers.

The old-fashioned Nokia candy bar, a gift from Yilian when he received the university admission letter. It looks rustic and bulky, and it was expensive when he bought it.At that time, Yilian had not been found to have cancer, and the family was still living well.He used this mobile phone for two years, and later he was brought back to Guan's house. Guan Zhengan gave him a customized mobile phone of unknown brand. He put this old mobile phone into a rosewood box and hid it in the under the bed.Later, he was imprisoned in the Guan family's suburban villa, and he didn't know what happened to the things he left in the Guan family's old house. He would probably be thrown out in all likelihood.

The phone was still buzzing, it was from his buddy Xu Xiangbei who slept with him.Xu Xiangbei was half a year older than him. He was a cheerful northern boy. Because they often went out to work together, the friendship between the two was far better than other people who slept together.

Yan Youning pressed the answer button, and before he could speak, Xu Xiangbei's voice sounded like popping beans, "You Ning, where did you go? There was an audio-visual class in the morning, and the professor asked me As for you, I coaxed you over."

Yan Youning pursed his lips slightly, "Thank you."

"Why are you being so polite?" Xu Xiangbei said, "Hey, I have a job in my hand, and I need good spoken English. Will you take it?"

Yan Youning thought for a while, "I'll take it." He did have some money in his hand, but sitting and eating is not the solution after all.What's more, he is a foreign language major, so taking on this kind of work can just be regarded as a practical exercise.

"Okay, I'll send you Lao Mao's phone number later, and you can contact him." Xu Xiangbei said, "It's a hospital, and it seems to have imported equipment from a French company. They found two translators before, and they didn't think it would work." , I just found the old hat again. The old hat also said, I don’t want to think about this job, let him recommend a strong one, and I will introduce you to him.”

"Well, thank you." Yan Youning said, "I'll treat you to dinner later."

"Pull it down," Xu Xiangbei was happy, "If you have that spare money, go and cut your hair as soon as possible, make yourself tidy, unkempt, and come over and say that I am your translator. It's strange if they don't call you out."

Yan Youning pulled his hair, "Okay, I'll go right away, and try to dress myself so well that you won't even recognize me when you meet."